thirty²two

Luv followed behind Primus, his eyes still avoiding to look at him in his entirety. He had never been inside such a nice home before...a home so huge that it could house so many of those without a home.

The open space almost seemed pointless and unused. Almost had him questioning the ethics of why people build such big houses in the first place.

"Your room is right next to mine, but if you want a different one or one farther away from mine - that's okay too." Primus took Luv's hand as he guided him towards the door.

He long noticed how shy Luv was being and avoiding to look at him. His ears haven't stopped red and he didn't want to make him uncomfortable in any kind of way.

Even if he most likely was not.

"It's all yours, my Luv. No cost to you." Primus smiles, stepping back to allow Luv the opportunity to open the door himself.

Luv was frozen in his own disbelief as this was all happening so quickly. It still felt too good to be true.

"Let me help you without there being some kind of...cost or stipulation. There is no secret intention, I just want you to be comfortable and safe. You won't ever feel discomfort again. Not on my watch, my Luv." Primus murmurs above his temple, only to step back as he went towards his room. "I will give you a moment to take everything in at the pace you wish. I'll change out of my uniform really quick."

Luv watched Primus go into his own room easily, and he still stood there at a loss. His hand holding onto the door handle...too nervous to open it.

But even once he encouraged himself to do so, it felt too good to be true. All of it felt too good to be true...the room was larger than any place he had ever had the pleasure of living in.

He allowed himself inside and stood at a standstill. His hands shaking from the shock of it all...none of it felt real.

He waited for the punchline. For Primus to come up behind him and call him out for being such an idiot. An idiot as to think someone like him would ever like someone like him...

It was easy to think in such a pessimistic way.

Except he slowly sat himself on the bed, looking at where he was once more. His hands still trembled at the prospect...of where he was. Who head giving him this chance in the first place.

"Do you like it?"

Luv looked over, seeing Primus watch him nervously for a response. He held some towels in his hand as he set them down on a drawer.

"I...I have nothing to say."

"I assume that's a good thing in this context." Primus rushed over, sitting beside Luv on the bed. He saw the way he instantly faced forward awkwardly and he smiled at such a thing. "You don't have to hide how you truly feel. Are you sad, happy, confused, all of that-?"

"I'm...scared."

Primus frowned, not expecting to hear that kind of response. He scooted away from Luv some to give him some space, unsure of what exactly he was scared of.

"I'm not scared of you, you idiot." Luv snapped, causing Primus to smile shyly as he came back to sit closer beside him. "I'm scared of how good this all is. It doesn't seem real. There's no way...you're really doing all of this for me right now."

Primus smiled, extending his hands to Luv. He looked down at them in confusion for a moment and when he saw Primus nod at him for him to grab them, he took his hands.

He watched him place his hands on his chest, and Luv could only look at his hands. Just the idea of looking Primus in the eye at that moment embarrassed him more than he'd ever admit.

"I am doing all of this for you, because I want to. I feel...immensely for you. You underestimate how much I..." Primus drifts when Luv finally looked up and within his eyes.

Luv waited for him to finish, but he just chuckled shyly.

"If you are uncomfortable and still have trouble trusting me, is there anything I can do to prove to you that my feelings are true? I truly...feel immense feelings for you that I can't explain. The only way I can explain it is by saying you and I are meant to be. Destined together, by the Luna's-."

"Please don't...say that." Luv shook his head, watching Primus grin solemnly at him. "The Luna's...have abandoned me. They don't care for me. If they...destined you to me...then that means this won't last."

"Don't look at it that way. All that you have gone through has turned you into the person you are today," Primus let go of his hands and came closer towards Luv, wrapping his arm around his shoulder and pulling him in, "And I think the you before me...is absolutely extraordinary."

Luv remained silent, feeling his face become hot and his hands trembled slightly once again. He just couldn't believe who was showing him such affections.

Primus could tell how reluctant he was...and he wished he could alleviate his concerns. To alleviate his stress and help him feel better than he feels, even right now.

"My parents...they're both Omegas, might I add," Primus starts, causing Luv to look at him in shock, "They are such kind people. It is...shocking to me that I am an Alpha considering they both are Omegas. Except I am happy I have them for parents because they've taught me so much. The struggles and the differences between the both of us that people may not even see, or that they do see but disregard.

"I want to tell you...that my parents always say that any struggle or hardships you endure in this current life are to make up for the sins you've committed in your previous life. Then once it's all done, you get the blessing that completely takes away all the struggles you endured." Primus tells him softly, feeling Luv's tense body relax against his somewhat.

"If that is...so, then what did I do in my previous life for me to suffer like this?" Luv whimpered.

Primus felt his eyes water for the person who he felt so deeply for. It pained him to see him this way and he didn't want...him to think he was the only who suffered too.

"You may not...believe me, but I feel like I've been punished some for things in my previous life too. It does not equate to your suffering, I can't compare it; but I can say that you're not the only one who's being punished right now."

Luv kept himself from saying anything sharp, looking him directly in the eye as their faces weren't too far apart.

"Tell me...something that has happened in your life that feels like a punishment for your previous life." Luv asked him. "Because I fail to understand how you...could have suffered-."

"You might not think it's much, but I suffer with a complete lack of...identity. I have absolutely low self-esteem, despite my placement. I felt like for so long...I wasn't meant to be an Alpha. It didn't feel right, and I had to put out this...idea of what I thought an Alpha should be. And a lot of the time, I still think I'm not doing that good of a job." Primus admits, avoiding to look at Luv in fear of his reaction. "To anybody else, this may seem like a stupid thing to say and I sound absolutely insane, but-."

"I don't think anything."

Primus flinched, looking at Luv in amazement. Even though it wasn't much to be amazed by, he was expecting complete judgement. For Luv to look down on what he said and think he was ridiculous.

Except Luv didn't think that at all.

"You...don't think I sound ridiculous?"

"No, I don't," Luv looked away, trying to keep himself from leaning into Primus' touch entirely. "I've never heard of an Alpha being uncertain in himself. I always hear how...we always hear how Alphas accept such a thing and it's natural to accept. Except what if you don't know how to accept it and don't know what it feels like? It doesn't feel like how everyone else said it'd feel?"

Primus' head nodded hurriedly, pulling back from Luv as he couldn't believe what he just heard him say.

"So...you don't think I sound ridiculous?"

"No, I don't."

"My Luv..." He was about to pull him into his embrace, until he stopped himself with heavy arms. "Can I hug you?"

Luv wasn't sure why he wasn't uncomfortable by that question, but he ended up wanting to hug him too. He went right towards him and wrapped his arms around Primus' neck, hugging himself to him.

Their bodies pressed to one another's, Primus felt like a part of him was satiated. His head nestled against Luv's...and now he wasn't sure if he could let go.

Luv, however, could feel the attachment. His body felt different...it didn't want to let him go. He wanted to become one with Primus and combine together. So that he never had to worry about Primus possibly ever hurting him.

Because if they were one, he couldn't leave him no matter what.

Primus' hands went up his back, pulling him closer as their chests touched. Their bodies molding within one another's. Luv's body feeling like little bolts of electricity were passing through his nerves.

It left him feeling alive...like he was on some kind of drug. His breathing became heavy and he felt Primus' hands on his body so clearly.

The way they wrapped around his waist and held onto each side so gently. His breath so close to his ear, while also traveling down his neck slightly.

Luv's heart began to beat faster...louder, he feared.

"I...could hold you like this all day...I fear to admit." Primus breathed.

"I can say...the same." Luv breathed, burying his face into Primus' shoulder. "You're making me pathetic. You should've let me die back there, I'm already becoming attached to you. If you're going to let me go along the line...just do it now-."

"You'll have to...kill me for me to let you go. As soon as I saw you...I finally knew what it meant to be an Alpha. Because all I wanted to do was protect you and have you become mine. My Omega, my Luv." Primus pulled back some until his lips hovered above Luv's.

The both of them looking in each other's eyes, Luv's lips tightening.

He suddenly felt strange, his body becoming warm as he felt his breathing heighten. The smell of Primus' scent enveloping him and his body so close. His face...such a handsome face, hovering above his.

Completely unaware of his pheromones emitting from his body, Primus smelling them in an instant. He had to hold his breath as the scent was so captivating. The both of them unaware of what he was doing.

As his scent fully engulfed his body, Luv found himself pressing his lips to his neck. A chill rippling down Primus' spine.

Neither of them aware of the-.

"Primus?"

They both look, seeing Primus' father standing at the door. He looked on at the both of them in shock, but primarily dismay.

He saw an Omega whose scent was permeating throughout the whole place. And he knew exactly what that was as it something he'd done to his wife.

Luv yanked back, only to feel immediately off as Primus looked at him in concern.

"I...I'm so sorry-."

"You don't need to apologize." Primus spoke up quickly, taking his hand. "What's to apologize for? It's just my father."

Primus' father instantly knew that his son had no idea what Luv had just done. And he could tell that Luv wasn't entirely sure himself. He just knew that he had done something, but the question was what?

"Did you imprint on my son?"

Luv remained silent, his body beginning to tremble in fear. Despite the calm and soft expression on his face, he felt like he did something horrible.

He didn't even realize he did such a thing.

"I...I didn't mean to-."

"It's okay," Primus spoke up hurriedly, pulling Luv into his arms as his saw his dad grin at the both of them, "if he imprinted on me...then that means he's formed an unbreakable bond with me. Only Omegas can imprint...so this is an honor."

Primus' dad saw the way Luv avoided to look at him, but he was holding onto his son.

"It's nice to meet you, Luv." His dad tells him.

Luv finally looked at him and in that instant, he smiled brightly.

"Your eyes are so much more green than Primus explained! That is amazing. Primus you have been talking about this person for so long and you failed to mention how cute he was."

"Dad, please...he's shy." Primus sighed in discomfort despite Luv beginning to feel more comfortable. "Can you give us some privacy-?"

"My apologies, so sorry." His dad rushed off, causing Primus to sigh in exasperation.

When he looked back at Luv, he found himself staring down at someone who looked at him more clearly. Truly looked at him...who was seeing him.

Not that he wasn't seeing him before, but he saw him much more now.

"I wish I could imprint upon you too." Primus murmurs, smiling down at Luv whose face was completely pink. "That's my dream...but I guess I'm living my dream right now. You're right here before me and in front of me...my Luv, my dream."

Luv inhaled deeply, unable to properly think. The idea that he imprinted on anybody disturbed him, but the fact that the person he did it to happened to be Primus?

He didn't regret it...he just didn't understand why.

Why did his body do it?

He barely...even knew Primus, and yet...it was so easy to do.

Why?

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