eight

second chance...

day 09

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"Why...are you here?"

Jeremiah stood before Tate, seeing him glare up at him.

"I want...to be honest with you and tell you right now that I-."

"You want to give him another child after seeing Luka...right?"

"No."

Tate frowned, seeing Jeremiah come towards him. Completely taken aback by him hugging him. Except he didn't fight such a thing as he hugged him back.

Only for Jeremiah to pull back, pressing a kiss atop of his forehead.

"I want him...like an Alpha wants his Omega. Me seeing Luka has nothing to do with it. It's kind of confusing to explain since I don't understand everything on being an Alpha but...I know this much." Jeremiah saw the way Tate began to look disturbed as he backed away from him. "You can judge me all you want, but it's a need. A festering heat that started once I was with him after so long-."

"He was horrible to you." Tate shook his head in disbelief. "And you're fucking wanting him?!"

Jeremiah stood calmly, letting Tate shove him back aggressively. Smacking his hands on his chest in absolute anger and pure frustration.

"He seems...to want to change. He's not acting and behaving the same way he once did. This is different."

"It's because he sees you're about to move on!"

"I don't think so Tate." Jeremiah tells him softly, grabbing his hands to stop him from smacking his chest so harshly. "Don't be this way. It was made clear from the beginning-."

"You're...so fucking stupid and pathetic if you think Ivan truly is changing because he wants to for the sake of whatever you two share. He has and will always be selfish. Don't fool yourself."

Jeremiah wondered if he should think that way...but Ivan seemed different. He felt different...

This wasn't him forgiving or even falling back in love with Ivan, because that wasn't it at all. He just knew what that part of him wanted.

The part others call 'Alpha'...wanted Ivan, his 'Omega'.

He even wondered if that was even right too, but he felt like it was.

"I'm not." Jeremiah smiles, setting his hand above his heart. "Out of all the instincts, this is the one I can understand the most. What's to fool for myself when everything else about my 'instinct' is so unclear to me? Yet this? This is so easy to comprehend?"

Tate's eyes widened on him as he had never heard him speak in such a way. His eyes diverting in embarrassment...shaking his head.

"Then...follow your instinct."

Jeremiah's eyes soften on him, bringing him into his embrace. Tate refusing to hug him back as this made him hate Ivan even more.

"Like an idiot. He doesn't deserve you." He mumbled as Jeremiah rushed away.

Becoming more enraged at the fact that Ivan was getting his way once again. It made him vengeful, not for just his sake, but Jeremiah's sake.

Except he was unaware of how much Jeremiah actually wanted Ivan. How much his instinct, despite having yet to forgive or forget, was craving him.

And when Jeremiah got to his house and saw Ivan the door, Ivan saw him. The both of them feeling two different things for the other.

"Jeremiah..." Ivan lost his voice under his stare, stepping back as he was now inside. "Luka is sleeping and my parents are at work, so...if you were here for either-."

"I'm here for you."

He closed the front door for Ivan, about to walk towards him until Ivan rushed back around him. Leaning up against the door, Ivan was trying not to collapse under that need.

Jeremiah, however, couldn't suppress the need that came from seeing him. His feet moving him first as he went right towards Ivan. Just from his approach, Ivan didn't know what to make of it.

Stepping back at the Alpha side that he had never seen from Jeremiah before, his own nerves heightening. Until Jeremiah was before him, the both of them looking one another in the eye.

Ivan tried to stay upright and try not to make it obvious that he was getting weaker. His eyes only beginning to lower the closer Jeremiah got to him. Until Jeremiah was inches from him, Ivan's back to the door.

He could smell how much Jeremiah missed him...wanted him. His breathing becoming heavy as Jeremiah lowered his lips to Ivan's ear.

"Look at me..." Jeremiah breathed, kissing Ivan's ear softly. Ivan looking at him and when he did, Jeremiah inhaled sharply.

His hand settled onto the door shakily, his body desperately wanting to touch...to taste and to hold Ivan's. Unaware that the difference in Ivan wasn't out of fear, but out of the fact that his body was breaking down before him.

"Don't be afraid of me..." Jeremiah cradled his face with his free hand, Ivan feeling the tremors that rippled through it.

He grabbed his hand, pressing a kiss to it. Just from that action Jeremiah had to pull his hand away quickly, his need for him increasing.

"I'm not." Ivan shook his head, looking directly at Jeremiah who was fighting with himself.

He could tell...that his Alpha side was trying to break through. To dominate him and to give him - the Omega - all that he could. Except he was fighting it subconsciously.

Ivan used the last bit of energy he had as he wrapped his arms around Jeremiah's neck. Pulling him towards him, he let the tip of his tongue trace against his lips. He could see Jeremiah's eyes lowering, Ivan smiling.

"My Alpha...wants me..." Ivan looked into his eyes once more, seeing Jeremiah take in a hitched breath. "Doesn't he? Don't you want to fuck me-?"

Ivan gasped when he was forcibly turned around, his body pressed against the door. Jeremiah's hand gripping his jaw and bringing his head back, slamming his lips upon his.

Kissing him with so much intensity that Ivan couldn't keep up, Jeremiah's own body reacting on its own. His hands ripped at Ivan's clothes, as he traveled down. Keeping his hand firmly pressed to Ivan's shoulder to keep him from moving until all his clothes were off.

Rushing back up as his arm hooked around his waist and yanked him against his body, grinding against him. Ivan whimpering to Jeremiah's body that overpowered his.

Jeremiah unable to control himself any longer as he kissed down Ivan's neck. Tasting every part of his skin, his hands caressing every inch. He kept pulling Ivan against him, but he still didn't feel like he was close enough.

Ivan feeling Jeremiah's desperation increase in his moans of want for him. The way he kept pulling him against him and how he couldn't even hold his own self together.

Jeremiah kissing down his spine, Ivan felt his legs getting weaker. Until Jeremiah's hand pressed his body against the door again.

His hands spreading Ivan's arse apart to see how wet he was. When he looked back at Ivan, Ivan's eyes were already on him. His body flushed and scent invading the whole room. He felt how hard he was and only became harder in seeing what he's done to Ivan.

"You're so beautiful..." Jeremiah whimpered, gripping Ivan's arse as he ran his tongue against his wetness. Ivan's whole body twitching to his tongue.

Jeremiah's whole body craving more of Ivan's taste. He kissed the insides of his thighs, his hand going to Ivan's cock that leaked with precum.

Pulling it to his lips, he sucked it clean. Ivan moaning desperately to his actions that unraveled him further. His hand going to Jeremiah's hand, only for Jeremiah to pin it behind his lower back.

Ivan's back arching to how deeply he pressed his arm into his back, he saw Jeremiah. He saw his tongue stick out all the way, a smile slowly growing to his lips. The way his eyes devoured him...Ivan already aware of what he was going to do as his tongue lathered upon it.

His cries only making Jeremiah more desperate upon him. Shoving his tongue so deeply in his hole that Ivan felt like it shouldn't have been possible, his eyes closing tightly.

As he felt drool drip past his lip at how hungrily Jeremiah ate him out. Without a restraint, he pulled Ivan's arse against his face. Wanting all of the wetness and taste he could get, spreading his arse apart more.

He wanted to leave Ivan speechless. Seeing the drool that went down his lips, his body unable to move because of Jeremiah pinning him still. That need to take over was too strong.

"You taste so sweet," Jeremiah moaned against him, sinking his teeth into Ivan's arse. He pulled on him even more despite Ivan's legs going weak before him, "I missed you so fucking much."

Ivan began to become unable to hold himself up, his legs slowly beginning to collapse. Only for Jeremiah to still keep that firm hold onto him. Even with his body on the floor, Jeremiah pushed his legs up and went even harder.

Ivan's hands over his mouth as his moans began to embarrass him. They were high and loud in sound, his own desperation becoming apparent.

As he watched Jeremiah have his tongue thrusting within him, his head digging into the ground when he started licking hungrily. Jeremiah's hands pulling his body deeper and deeper upon his mouth until he couldn't go any deeper. Ivan's hand tapping on his arm desperately, unable to think straight.

"J-J-Jer..." Ivan couldn't even get his name out as he found himself cumming. His vision getting sparkly to feel Jeremiah's mouth slow down.

His lips kissing upon his hole, Ivan watched Jeremiah lift himself above his face. Watching closely as he watched him lick his own lips.

Ivan biting his lip to hinder the moans to the feeling of Jeremiah licking his fingers, pressing them upon his hole. He could feel his thick fingers stretch him slightly, only for Jeremiah to pull them out quickly.

Jeremiah lifting Ivan's legs to his shoulders, Ivan seeing the way he looked at him. He saw his dick in his joggers and the mark his precum left on the inside.

"I want...to stick my tongue so far deeply inside of you...I want to taste all of you." Jeremiah husked, his tongue running along his hole again. "It's so scary...this overwhelming need to have you. To never want to let you go, I don't want to let you go. I just want to..."

Jeremiah wandered, his eyes softening on Ivan. Watching Ivan's tears flow, he stood up.

"I want a lot of things: to be your Omega, to be your Alpha, to impregnate you, to have and to hold you..." Just from his scent, Ivan could feel how much he wanted him, he didn't have to say anything more. "But what I want most, is you. Do you want me?"

Ivan not needing to be told anything as he rose onto his knees with as much strength as he could muster. Pulling Jeremiah's pants down, he saw his dick right in his face.

Just from the sight, he felt himself getting wetter.

His hands about to touch until Jeremiah flipped him onto his stomach, going over his body. Ivan's back arching to feel Jeremiah's tip align with his hole.

"I'm fighting with every inch of my being, Ivan," Jeremiah groaned as his hand pulled Ivan's hips closer to him. "To be the perfect Omega for you, and yet...Omegas don't do this? Do they? Do you want to fuck me?"

Jeremiah's hunger only growing the deeper he sunk within Ivan. His arm hooking around Ivan's shoulders as he brought him against him.

His lips pressing to Ivan's neck, kissing tenderly.

"I would let you if you wanted to."

Ivan feeling Jeremiah's tip press against that spot. That spot that told Jeremiah he was touching his Omega's womb. His lips trembled to be inside of Ivan again. To feel how warm, tight, wet, and mushy he was within.

Unaware of Ivan's mouth watering from the very feeling. His eyes blinded by the tears and pleasure.

"I always thought you'd be the one on top of me. Your breath in my ear, like mine is to yours. Holding me, wanting to fill me with your seed to have your child," Jeremiah pushed himself more, Ivan's head beginning to go limp from the amount of pleasure he was feeling, only for Jeremiah to hold his head up for him, "yet it's me. I...have to fight that urge everyday. Every time I see you, I can feel that part of me...the 'Alpha' in me - whatever they call it. That feeling...I feel that need to insert my scent and being so deeply within you so that everyone knows who I belong to you, who you belong to."

Ivan couldn't even form a sentence as this was the deepest he's ever felt Jeremiah. Even in his own and first reality, Jeremiah never went too deep because he told him not to. He was always composed and never unrestrained.

Now in this reality, he was getting everything.

And it felt so good.

"Cum in me..." Ivan managed to beg, Jeremiah watching and feeling Ivan gyrate his hips against him.

Watching his milky, cream-like skin move so desperately against his own dark complexion. The beauty of the sight had him wanting to watch it, unaware of just how much Ivan wanted him.

"D-D-Do s-something, please-."

Ivan lost his voice when Jeremiah pulled out up until the tip. Only to slam back into that same place, Ivan gripping Jeremiah's arm desperately. His tip inside his womb that erected the primal need within them both.

"Ivan...I'd do anything for you."

Jeremiah wasn't relenting in any way, shape, or form. As Ivan took it gladly, accepting every inch of cock that continued to penetrate within him.

His own energy beginning to increase with every deep thrust placed inside. Jeremiah gripping his hips and lifting them off the floor. Only to perfectly position his body upwards to have a perfect angle to thrust into that same spot.

The spot that his nature wanted to fill with his cum. That feeling and hunger for more wasn't something he had ever felt before. Ivan reaching back to spread his own arse apart for Jeremiah to have better access. Only for Jeremiah to grab his arms and pin them behind his back.

Taking in every inch of him while being restrained, Ivan bit his lip at himself cumming again. His body trembling only to feel something hot fill his core. Parted and wet lips, with the wet sounds of his hole that filled the entire room. With Jeremiah's dick that slowed in movement to savor his own tremors. That very feeling sending Jeremiah over as he looked down, gripping Ivan's arse to see his hole.

To see his own cum start to overflow from inside.

He let his eyes trail up Ivan's back, his hand settling on the trail. Only to reach the back of his neck.

Ivan still laid there, his eyes widened to how Jeremiah behaved. His lips tight together in anticipation of what he'd do next. He inhaled shakily to Jeremiah's lips kissing the back of his nape.

Where if he sunk his teeth into such a place, they'd be Mates. A place that Ivan always told Jeremiah to avoid...to never touch. To not touch it because he could feel how much he was an Omega by the way his nape would tingle for that mark.

Except now, he wasn't afraid of that feeling.

"It's like a wild animal." Jeremiah whispered at the predicament he had Ivan in. "This 'Alpha' instinct is overwhelming. I know me...I know what I am supposed to be. Who I'm supposed to be..."

Jeremiah turned Ivan over, finally seeing his face. His eyes trailing over the mess that he made upon him. Ivan's whole expression different from one he was used to.

"I feel that primal urge with you that I have never felt with anyone else. It's scary how much I..." Jeremiah faltered, finding himself fighting with his instinct again.

Ivan noticing such a thing easily. He leaned forward to allow his arms to go around his neck. His legs tightening around his hips, despite that old feeling to be the Alpha. Now he wanted Jeremiah to accept his instinct upon him.

Sexually.

"How much you what? How much you want me?" Ivan breathed as he drew closer and closer to his face.

Just seeing him so closely made him want him more. His thumb hooking on Jeremiah's lip, he exhaled shakily.

"I know I want you." Ivan bites his lip to conceal his growing need for more. "Omega or not. You were...never supposed to be an Omega, huh?"

Unaware of Jeremiah's fight with his instinct was now lost. He saw the way Ivan looked at him...how tightly he held onto his cock.

"Jeremiah-."

Jeremiah pulled Ivan off the ground, standing back up. Pressing his back against the wall as he lifted Ivan's arms above his head, restraining him.

Watching Ivan lose his breath to his whole body sinking further down on his cock, Jeremiah smiled. His Omega was speechless by his own design. His free hand gripping Ivan's arse tightly.

"I'm sorry..." Jeremiah moans, pulling Ivan balls deep on his cock, licking his lips hungrily to Ivan's cries.

His restricted body...

"That I couldn't be the perfect Omega for you."

Instantly, Ivan lost his voice to Jeremiah ramming within his womb. His body unable to move from Jeremiah holding his arms above his head and firmly grasping his arse.

That deep thrust into his place left him speechless. The continuous thrusts that would get harder and more deeper with each movement. To the point that Ivan didn't even feel like himself.

The indulgence of Jeremiah undulating himself within him and he couldn't move somehow turned him on even more. Smiling wantonly to the realization, he tightened his legs around Jeremiah's hips.

"I'm sorry that I can't stop." Jeremiah whimpered, coming closer as Ivan's back pressed even more to the wall to the point that his legs pushed up. Ivan feeling his legs go over his shoulders and allowed even more access inside.

His arms pulled to his sides, he saw how close Jeremiah was to him. Their lips inches apart as Ivan couldn't form any coherent words.

Jeremiah's tears streaming down his face to see how lost Ivan was to his actions. Biting his lip as he felt like cumming again, but it was different.

"I'm sorry that I...don't want to stop. I'm sorry." Jeremiah's body betrayed him as he pulled Ivan's hips down onto his cock, feeling that closeness. Crying out to feeling himself cum, only to feel his dick harden instead of soften afterwards. Growing in size, Ivan's whimpers grew louder to feeling his knot. Jeremiah's lips parting to that growth as he saw Ivan's whole body become flushed.

Crying out to Jeremiah knotting within him, the rise above his pelvis as proof. Jeremiah's hand letting go of his arms only for them to drop to his sides. Ivan unable to move his own limbs.

The innumerable amount of gratification that overwhelmed him, stunted him. Jeremiah's own legs feeling weak as he slowly brought himself to the ground again. Only to now truly see the state he left Ivan was in.

His hand cradling his cheek, he saw the drool and tears... A body smaller than his own that took all of him without fail. The scent that enveloped him and begged him for more...

Just like an Omega.

Ivan felt Jeremiah's cum inside, his knot left to certify things. Except he wasn't even sure himself if he'd get pregnant. Since he wasn't fully living...he just knew he had to survive off of this.

"I want all of you," Ivan murmurs, watching Jeremiah's eyes divert from his, "don't fight it, look at me."

Ivan gripped his face, making him look him in the eye. His hands lowering to his stomach seductively...slowly. Jeremiah watching his hand that settled over the rise...his knot.

"Why...the change now?"

"Change?"

Jeremiah looked back into his eyes as he saw Ivan grin solemnly. Feeling his heart tighten at the sight, he settled his hand over Ivan's.

"Nothing ever...changed. I always wanted you, I just hid it away because I was ridiculous. Stupid even. Yet you keep apologizing...when you don't need to." Ivan whimpering slightly to the slight movement of Jeremiah's knot, feeling it hurt a little. "Stop apologizing."

Jeremiah looked down at him, his eyes taking in Ivan. His hands caressed his face as he brought him towards him.

Kissing his lips gently and without much dominance, only his hands holding onto his face without much force. Their tongues rubbing against one another others hungrily. Ivan's hands gripping at Jeremiah to keep him close.

"So...?" Ivan breathed against his lips, holding on tightly to Jeremiah. "Do you...forgive me?"

"You can't be serious?"

Ivan pulled back some, flinching at the absolute disturb that took over Jeremiah's face. He could tell that he couldn't believe he was even asking him that.

He didn't know why he was asking either.

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