14 - Go to Hell

Diya pov

"Don't tell me he is that Verma family" her eyes balls are ready to pop out of her eyes now, I nodded my head in yes, "freaking god" he exclaimed loudly, "God don't let me wake up from this dream" he shouted happily as I sat on my chair switching on my computer after giving her a 'you and your dramas' look.

"Oh my god I am going to meet a huge person by you tell me how his parents are," she asked moving the computer aside and sitting on my desk.

"Good"

"of course they will be good, I saw his father Mr. Verma's interviews once in a while, he is a nice man and I am sure Arjun also will keep you happy and treat you with respect" she bent down to my level while I looked at her with amusement, 'can this girl never change or control her excitements?'

"Tell me he is having a best friend" as far as I saw no one but who knows he will have one, "I don't know about friends but he is having a brother Advik"

She jumped from my desk and kissed my cheeks, "take me to your home I want to see him at least I can add him to my crush list"

I shook my head no and continued to do my work but she stopped me and grabbed me out of the cabin and took me to the cafeteria.

"Tell me"

"tell you what?"

"Your problem. Starting from how he has a family to the reason behind your sour mood" I sighed and looked away to control my tears, she hugged me instantly my tears poured out without my control. After a few minutes of crying I told her each and everything, she listened to everything very silently with an angry look.

"Don't cry Diya, if he can torture you then you can do it. Give him the pain he gives you"

I shook my head in no, "I am not him Ekta, I love him so much that I can't even see his painful look moreover he doesn't love me so whatever I do won't hurt him"

"Yeah but can try our best right"

"Why can't you understand what I am telling, he will hate me more if I do something wrong, I don't want his hatred more when is trying to get rid of me as soon as possible, he left me three days at his parents without even having a word with me"

"maybe he cares for you Di, he might want to protect you from that man keeping you away and safe in his parents when is not at home"

"Ekta how can I explain to you, he is ready to even give divorce this second to me then from where this care came from" she is making me frustrated, I gripped my hair.

"Hey hey it's okay, calm down" I hugged her again, "I am a mess now. Completely failed in my life"

"Nothing ends Diya, every start starts with an end, maybe you can find someone who loves you. Truly" I moved away from her wiping my tear.

With a small simile, "If I can move on from him I would have done it when he throws money at me. Once love filled my heart I decided not to replace it, it will either live or die but my love is only for him no one else" I said determinedly.

She smiled with tears, "you will get your love Diya, your love with unite you both even his heart is made of stone"

I nodded and went to work, after going home I sat on the couch working at my laptop to complete the bending work, hearing the doorbell I opened it and saw Ben standing there with a small package in his hand, "a small gift for beautiful women"

"Wow, what is this?" I extended my hand opening the door wide for him as he entered.

"Careful" he warned me before giving the package to me, he went out and came back with a big pack while I uncovered the small package, once I opened it I saw a set of goldfish inside a small packet,  "fish??" I exclaimed happily.

"Wow thank you, Ben, it's such a lovely thing, god I have always wanted to have fish, now I got them....." I said happily not able to control my happiness, "how can this be so cute"

"oh come on Diya, stop your excitement, lets set the tank right away" he removed the cover and placed it on the table near the television, he removed the tank and a large Buddha statue and some artificial plants, different sized colored pebbles to decorate it, I waited patiently as he arranged it with much interest without getting distracted, after almost an hour of discussion and efforts we set the tank ready and filled the tank with water.

"Now let the fish breath in this small lake," he said letting the fishes in the tank.

He is looking at the fish, "here" he handed me a box, "it's fish food, don't forget to give food for it and clean the tank whenever you get time, at least once in a week"

I nodded, "okay, now I am going to buy more and more fishes and fill this house with fishes" he laughed, "then where will your husband sleep? Inside the tank?"

"He can if he was...." I stopped abruptly when I realized what I was about to speak, but how did he know it?

Bringing back my smile, "what are you speaking? Who is my husband?" I asked with a fake confused face.

He laughed folding hands, "You can't even like Diya, your eyes wandered wherever he went, his eyes never left you on the party, his possessive hold while you both danced and the way your body reacted when he holds you...you didn't flinch when he danced with you but with me and Raghav you felt uncomfortable.

Yeah, I am a playboy but not a brainless person. Your eyes are like a flower, fresh when his eyes moved towards you and any man can easily say you both are love in each other and god I am going to bring Raghav tomorrow with me to this apartment when Arjun is in. It would be fun" is it that visible?

I think I should stop looking at him in public with such love.

"How you guessed it we are married?"

"So you are married?" he smirked. I have a big mouth.

"I just guessed it but it is true. Is there any reason for you both for hiding this marriage? or are you both in a fight?" he asked staring directly into my eyes.

I shrugged it off, "No, nothing like that, we don't want to expose it, we are waiting for the right time to reveal it to the world" which I know never will come.

You are getting slowly into the world of lies Diya.

"If you say so" I nodded and went into the kitchen to make something for him, "hope you don't have important work, I am planning to cook you something spicy like Indian food"

He bounced his head in yes, "a big yes hope you won't make my stomach burn with spiciness" I laughed, "trust me I am planning on one" I entered into the kitchen to make him spicy vegetable rice, potato gravy, a fruit salad, fresh orange juice and of course cheesy Chicken balls. He came inside the kitchen, "need any company" he said removing his waistcoat placing it on the dining table.

"NO, just a talking company would do" he nodded, "okay, then tell me about your childhood," he asked, I shrugged my shoulder, "Nothing interesting, just my friend, school, home. This has been my routine"

"No parties, pubs? At least during college days?" I shake my head no cutting the onions, garlic, "strange"

I raised my eyebrows in question, "what's strange in it?"

"Nothing Just girl with no parties or pubs, I assume you haven't even had boyfriends before" I nodded, "yeah" I changed the table towards him, "about your school days"

He laughed thinking something, "those are lovely evergreen moments, with crazy stuffed friends, everything those days was interesting without any second thoughts, you know my mom was very afraid to even send me to school as I am buying problems willingly from management. She has to visit my school every weekend to hear an earful of complaints.

Once a girl asked me to meet her after school gets over in our sports room, I went there happily as I too had a crush on her. When went to our sports room I saw her staring out of the window. I made slow steps without her notice. The strange thing is I saw whole lights were off, I just grabbed her waist and kissed her without letting her speak.

She kissed me back without protest, that's when she moaned 'Mike' I instantly moved away from her and switched on the lights. But you know what she is not my crush she is my class teacher" I hold my stomach without able to control my laughter as tears formed in corner of my eyes.

"But then she shouted hard I ran from there without turning back, that's the last day I saw her in school"

"God you scared an innocent woman" I laughed wiping my tears, "Who? She? She had already married 2 men and divorced them and that Mike is none other than our principal whom she married after a year and left him after two years. I even sent her a bunch of flowers sending a 'Thanks for a kiss in the dark sports room' "

"You are an intriguing person with lots of engaging stuff with you"

"yeah this is just one part of my activities..." and his story goes on goes on...it took me whole 2 hours for cooking hearing his never-ending playfulness spending more time laughing more than cooking.

At this time I forgot to notice the strange glances of my husband who stood near the kitchen door watching us keenly with his hands folded. Purposely I avoided him and told Ben to wait at the dining table while I arrange the food.

"Didn't notice you" Ben said to Arjun who gave him a mock nod, "it's not new to you. I know it" he is pissed.

"Ben, come on" I called him serving him food.

Glancing at Arjun I saw him eyeing at the dishes lined up with a longing look. But it's time for revenge Mr. Arjun Verma. I served for two of us and started to have food with Ben, "serve for him too" he said indicating Arjun.

"No he told me he already had food," I said looking at Ben where I felt Arjun's heated gaze on me without even shuttering for a second, "you missed this delicious thing, buddy, it's just out of the earth. The Aroma, taste, spiciness, hotness, this salad's honey sweetness is hard to express. This biriyani has a unique taste which I never tasted before even from 7-star hotels, the flavor of ginger, garlic, onions is fabulous...god I am going to marry an Indian girl just for this food"

"Then suffer like me" Arjun whispered which got clearly, I laughed and saw ben looking at Arjun, "he said something?" he asked looking at Arjun who entered into the kitchen and came with a juice in his hand but still his eyes glanced at the dishes now and then, "No, he didn't," I said serving more food in Ben's plate, "You are a true chef Beautiful," he said taking more potato.

I turned to Arjun, "Arjun can you buy Ice cream for us, it's the only thing missing here" teasing him will be good. By the look of his face says he hasn't had food, he is on an empty stomach and that juice can't withhold his hunger too long.

"you both are already overloaded, it's enough to go to bed" the anger in my voice gave me satisfaction as I smiled at him, "he is always like this, don't bother him," I said to Ben, after few minutes of talking and laughing he bid me bye kissing my cheek where I stood shocked due to his sudden gesture. I locked the door I turned around and saw Arjun glaring at me angrily.

"Can't get sleep?" I asked him sitting on the couch, still, his eyes remained on me not wavering a bit.

"Why did he kissed you" Expected this question.

"He... did?" even though I tried not to stammer but failed though, "I am not blind" he nearly yelled.

Mentally smirking, "does it matters to you?" grunting like a monster he took a cigarette and took a long puff inhaling the bad smoke in.

'It's not good for health Arjun' I wanted to say but he moved towards the porch while I watched him looking out the city with an impatient look, when his cigarette finished he throws it and lighted another one, I sighed deeply and moved towards him taking the cigarette out from his mouth, "You are hurting yourself" I said softly.

"Get. Away. From. Me" he took another cigarette but I took it too throwing it away, without letting me know what is going he grabbed my hand angrily folding it back as my front his pressed against his hard chest letting me breathe his masculine scent which filled my nostrils his heated gaze boring into my eyes staring directly into my soul with different emotions which felt difficult to understand "why did you let him kiss you" his hot breath fanning on my lips making my lips tremble in his hands, slowly his other hand delicately embraced my waist.

"tell me" his hard strong voice came out softly making me go crazy and weak in his arms, "it's...it's just..." I crushed myself for stammering.

"Just?" he asked raising his eyebrows asking me to continue, involuntarily my stare moved down to his sharp chiseled nose adding sins to his handsomeness and the lips pressed in thin line expressing he is now in a serious mode rather than the regular smirk which wanted to see me in pain or hurt, after a long time I saw there is a possessive look in his ice melting orbs, "Just cheek kiss" there I said without stammering.

But his look looked more different now, "Just cheek kiss?" he laughed bitterly bringing me more close to him where I am hell bound to make the distance between us, "Haa? Just?" I felt irritated with his behavior.

"he is flirting with you openly and he kissed you"

I cut him, "it's not like a kiss which you share with your girlfriends" his eyes mirrored confusion, "who told you this?"

"Why? Scared that I know about your true colors?" I asked masking my hurt.

Gritting his teeth, "I asked who told you this?"

"Your brother" his firm stare spared me a few seconds by looking back at me into the living room, "wherever the kiss may be, no one is kissing you" he ordered me as he owns me.

Yeah, he owns me, not with authority but I want it to be with love.

"When I marry someone leaving you, I will kiss him. Will you say the same then too?" the anger, hatred reflected from his eyes spent chill down my spine in fear, "you can't control my life when you wanted me out of your life nor you love me. You lost the rights on me when you decided to throw me out of your life with your money Arjun" let him get angry, as I care.

His thumb caressed my cheek, while I closed my eyes taking a long breath, and opened again to stare directly into his cold ones, "Correct, but no one is kissing you when you are with me" he bent to my level and kissed my cheek for a few seconds as my hold on his shirt collar tightened unable to withhold his warm simple touch on me.

Can I just slap this man tight on his cheek?

'I won't touch you without love' his words rang on my ears and I pushed him away moving backward holding the steel railing hard biting my cheeks, "you told me you won't touch me without love" I yelled at him as anger build up in me.

His eyes moved to my cheek for a fraction of a second then back to my eyes, "Ok" he yelled matching my pace, "Don't cry and go in" I touched my cheek and saw a tear rolling down. He took a cigarette, this time I am not stopping him, he inhaled a deep puff in looking up at the sky and exhaled it gripping his hair.

"Why did you left me there?"

He is determined not to look at me, inhaling a puff, "I am not answerable to you" I hit his arm hard, "you deserve hell Arjun, you left me there without uttering a word and the next day gave me things like a perfect husband without even seeing me once, have you ever thought about me in these three days? Are you that desperate to get rid of me?" I hit his hand again wiping my tears, "go to hell you idiot freaking Arjun" making my way inside the living room seeing this stone-made human being.

"throw that tank out tomorrow" he ordered.

"You are stupid if you think I will respect you. And try to touch it, I will break your hand" wish he is facing me to see his reaction to my outburst.

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