Too Much : Chapter 31
Too Much : Hayes Brothers Book 1
THE MIND-SPLITTING HEADACHE comes as no surprise when I wake up in Nicoâs guest bedroom. The same one where my relationship with Thalia began.
I sat downstairs with my brothers until the early morning hours, and I donât remember how I got to bed. The good news is that I didnât puke, despite having six whiskeys on an empty stomach. At least the sixth is the last one I remember drinking. I mightâve had more.
I canât recall the last time I got so wasted, but the hangover is a blessing in disguise. Iâm too unwell to even think about my girlfriendâs dead husband. Iâm also too unwell to scream or throw shit around, which will work in Thaliaâs favor once I get home to talk to her.
Nico and Logan are downstairs when I haul my ass over there. Theyâd both easily pass for extras in a zombie movieâbloodshot eyes and pale faces. And to think, this is what we used to look like every weekend back in college.
âMorning,â I say, my mouth drier than the Mojave Desert. I sit at the breakfast bar, my elbows on the counter as I hang my head low, willing the kitchen to stop fucking spinning. Iâm twenty-seven, for Godâs sake. I should know better than to drink like Iâm sixteen. âWhat time is it?â
âHalf-past eight.â Logan throws a bottle of painkillers at me. It bounces off my head, landing on the floor. âTake two, or maybe five. Have you made your mind up?â
âAbout what?â I need those pills, but if I bend over to snatch them off the floor, I may not come back up.
âWhether youâll ask Thalia to marry you.â
âWhat? I said that?â
Nico starts the coffeemaker, the noise like needles to my eardrums, but the bitter aroma compensates for the misery. âYou donât remember much, huh? After the sixth whiskey, you were back and forth about going down on one knee.â
âFuck it! She married him, so sheâll marry me too. Sheâs not going to have his fucking surname. Sheâll have mine.â Logan quotes, overly theatrical.
âWhat if she says no? What if Iâm not the right guy for her? What if she doesnât love me?â Shawn joins our gathering, fresh as a daisy. âYouâre such a drama queen. If I didnât know any better, Iâd say youâre the gay one.â
âSo?â Nico urges, smirking behind his cup. âAre we going engagement ring shopping this fine morning?â
âI was drunk,â I huff, playing it down, but my heart is going faster than a train on the tracks at the thought of Thalia becoming Mrs. Hayes. âGet over yourselves.â
âYeah, you were drunk,â Logan says, arms crossed over his chest. âDrunk people are honest. You wonât end it with Thalia. Iâll personally kick your ass if you do because, letâs face it, youâre a lucky bastard to have her. What makes you think youâll find another woman gullible enough to love you?â He elbows my shoulder and successfully dodges the apple I hurl at his head. âIâm joking, but for realâstop moping, put your big-boy pants on and talk to her.â
They all nod in unison, the helpful little bunch.
Fucking assholes.
They annoy the crap out of me half the time, but honestly, I donât know what Iâd do without them. They call it as they see it, and right now, Iâm grateful for the proverbial bucket of ice-cold water tipped over my head because Logan is right.
They all are.
I need to talk to Thalia and get to the bottom of the issue instead of throwing the relationship away at the first sign of problems. Thalia didnât hold me accountable for living my life as a man-whore until I found her. Iâve got no right to hold her accountable for her mistakes, but I need to hear the whole story. I need to know why she married that guy and how he died.
Shawnâs phone pings in his pocket, and blood drains from his face when he checks the screen. âShitâ¦â He looks up at me. âItâs Thalia.â
My headache gives way in an instant when he shows me the screen with the text from my girl.
Thalia: 911
My legs, like two tubs of water, slow me down when I run to the living room to retrieve my phone. The same text waits on my screen, sent less than a minute ago.
âDonât call her!â Shawn yells when Iâm about to dial. âYou donât know whatâs happening. If sheâs hiding and you call, youâll make things worse. The phone location shows her at your condo.â
âLetâs go!â Nico booms from the door, keys in hand.
Everyoneâs suddenly sober and alert. We hop into his G-Wagon while Shawnâs on the phone sending a squad car over to my place. I open the security system app to check whatâs happening, and my stomach sinks.
No picture.
If the feed was interrupted, thereâd be an error message, but thereâs just a black screen which means the camera near the front door is covered.
I rewind the recording to when Thalia approached the door less than five minutes ago, eyes red and puffy as if she had cried all night. She opened the door, probably expecting to find me on the other side. Her beautiful face paled, and she slammed the door closed with all her might. She remembered to snatch Ares off the floor in the mayhem of fear that mustâve been running through her head, then bolted into our bedroom.
Shit. Thereâs no lock on that door.
She canât hide there.
She shouldâve aimed for the fucking bathroom!
Two seconds later, something covers the camera. My heart slams like a hammer, bruising my ribs. The sour taste of fear on my tongue makes me sick. Iâll tear that asshole apart when I get my hands on him, whoever he is.
âSheâll be okay. She can handle herself,â Shawn assures, trying to soothe me. âTry to calm down. Weâre almost there.â
âCalm down?â I snap, my hands shaking. âWould you calm down if Jack was locked in your house with some nutcase? Heâs inside, alone with my girl!â
âThe squad car is just a minute away. Sheâll be okay, Theo. Sheâs got more fire in her bones than many guys I know.â
Nico speeds across Newport like weâre in a high-budget action movie. The engine roars, and tires squeal on every corner. Seven minutes. Seven long minutes pass before he slams the brakes outside the building, leaving the car in the middle of the road.
Blue and red lights flash on the roofs of three cop cars. The door to the building stands wide open, and one officer is outside, probably securing the perimeter and keeping a crowd of bystanders from getting too close.
I sprint inside first, bouncing off the wall in the hallway, my heart in my throat as I burst through the door. âThalia?!â
âWeâre here,â a male voice shouts from the bedroom.
Iâm there in a heartbeat, every muscle in my back pulled tautly. Thalia sits on the bed with Ares curled beside her, no tears staining her face. I charge straight at her and pull her to me, the touch of my hands urgent. Sheâs okay. Sheâs not hurt.
The warmth of her body soothes my unnerved mind. âIâm here,â I say, cupping her face. âAre you okay? Are you hurt?â
A quiet whimper slips past her lips, and she goes perfectly rigid in my arms. âDonât hold me. It hurts like hell.â
I let go, checking her over, only now noticing that her right shoulder is twisted back in an unnatural position. âWhat the hell happened?â
âNo one was here when the first squad car arrived,â the cop explains just as Shawn joins us.
âHe ran when he heard the police sirens,â Thalia says.
âBut theyâve got him,â Shawn adds quickly as if he knows I need that piece of information or Iâm going to flip. âThey caught him running down the back alley.â
âWho? Who the fuck was here?â
âKai.â Thalia rests her forehead on my shoulder, and I risk wrapping my arm around her middle, careful not to touch her dislocated shoulder.
Kai.
Why didnât I think of that dipshit sooner?!
The note he left last time flashes before my eyes. I shouldâve dug deeper when Shawn confirmed it wasnât Dean or Asher. I shouldâve known Kai wasnât going to quit so easily.
You had a chance, and you blew it. Time to play.
Play.
Game on.
Fucking sick son of a bitch.
âYouâre one tough cookie,â Shawn says, a small smile curling his lips. âThe guys tell me you threw half of the pans in the kitchen at the guy.â
âKitchen?â I echo, confused. I didnât even look that way when I ran inside. âI saw you hide in here with Ares.â
âI locked Ares here, sent you two a text, and came out.â She pats the dog on the head. âI donât know what Kai thought was going to happen. He came unarmed. He had a cloth, which I assume was soaked in chloroform, and he tried to grab me when I got out of the bedroom, but I kicked his nuts and ran for the kitchen.â
God⦠he was going to take her. Use her to blackmail me and force me to hand over the game.
I press my lips to her temple, unsure which one of us needs it more. âHow did you dislocate your shoulder?â
The officer next to Shawn chuckles at that. âShe tried to stop him from running away and slipped in the living room, landing on the coffee table.â
I donât know if Iâm more pissed off or proud. The last time Kai was here, she locked herself in the bathroom, but today she faced the nutcase head-on. She shouldnât have taken the risk. She got hurt, and despite the brave face, sheâs barely holding tears at bay. I know how much a dislocated shoulder hurts, and I canât believe how well sheâs holding up.
Where the hell is the ambulance?
I kiss the side of her head. âYouâre too brave for your own good, you know that?â
âI was scared until I saw who it was. Men like Kai act tough, but theyâre weak. He was unprepared and stalling, saying how you destroyed his reputation and no one in the business wants to work with him. He kept going on and on that heâs broke and wanted to be your partner, but you shot him down and left him no choice but to act.â
âThe ambulance is here.â Logan stops in the doorway with Nico close behind. âYou good, Thalia?â
âYeah, but Iâll be better when I get some painkillers.â
One of Shawnâs buddies directs the ambulance crew to the bedroom, and a moment later, a young woman enters. She tends to Thalia, forcing me to move out of the way. My jaw clenches painfully when the paramedics check her over. Theyâre helping, but as they do, theyâre causing her pain, and I canât fucking handle seeing her beautiful eyes tear up.
âWeâll need her statement.â Shawn steers me, Logan, and Nico out of the bedroom to show us the kitchen where his buddies are taking pictures, securing whatever evidence they find. âKaiâs being detained for questioning. Iâll make sure he goes down for this, Theo, but donât hope for much. Two years is max, considering he didnât steal anything. All we have is breaking in with the intent to cause harm, which isnât much.â
âHeâll walk out next year for good behavior, right?â I hiss, taking in the mayhem in the kitchen, where the contents of the cabinets lay scattered all over the floor.
âProbably, but donât worry about it ahead of time.â He pats my shoulder, a ghost of a smile on his lips. âOne hell of a woman youâve got there.â
Nico and Logan agree, smirking under their noses when Thalia argues, rather loudly, with the paramedics that she doesnât need to be carried out on a stretcher. She wins the battle, and moments later, I hop into the back of the ambulance, holding her hand all the way to the hospital. Sheâs not so rigid now that sheâs on painkillers, the pain bearable if not numbed completely.
âWe need to talk,â she says, her voice small.
âNot now, baby. Weâll talk once youâre better.â I graze my thumb over her knuckles. âItâll all be over soon, I promise.â
Not as soon as I hoped.
It takes almost three hours before Thaliaâs finally wheeled into a recovery room. My left-hand bears half-moon, bloody marks of her nails. She broke the skin, squeezing my palm while the doctors realigned her shoulder. Iâm sure some of my teeth cracked when I fought the urge to knock out the people who were helping. Pain meds dulled her a little, but when two doctors were setting her shoulder back in place, she cried and screamed, making my stomach flip.
Now, sheâs in the hospital bed, dressed in a blue gown, covered in white sheets, and asleep thanks to the IVs surrounding her bedâpain meds and a mild sedative. She didnât need it, but the attending worried she was in shock and refused to risk a meltdown once the adrenaline wore off.
He wants to keep her overnight as a precaution. I doubt heâd do so with any other patient, but she is my girlfriend, and Iâm a Hayes and the mayorâs son, so⦠special treatment.
I donât fucking want her to stay overnight. I want her out of here and back home where she can wear her own clothes and watch Netflix with me all night on the couch. Back home, where I can have her wrapped in my arms, kissing her head over and over again. Where Ares can curl into a ball at her feet, keeping her warm.
I take my phone out of my pocket when it vibrates for the ninth time. Missed calls from most of the family wait on the screen, along with a few text messages.
Dad: Shawn told us what happened. Howâs Thalia?
Mom: Iâm on my way to the hospital. I stopped by your house to grab some clothes and toiletries for Thalia. Call me when you get this.
Cody: Pick up your phone, asshole. Weâre in the waiting room. No oneâs telling us shit. How is she doing?
Mom: Theo, please call me. Iâm worried sick!
Nico: Call me if you need anything. Iâm helping Shawn.
I shoot Dad a text and reluctantly leave Thalia alone, knowing damn well the waiting room is packed with family by now. I donât mind. Iâm actually grateful theyâre here. That they give a damn. Itâs reassuring to know theyâre ready to help whichever way they can.
Me: Sheâs asleep now. Shoulder set back in place.
As expected, itâs not just Mom and Cody waiting for news. All three of my youngest brothers sit in the uncomfortable plastic chairs, along with Jack and Logan. Even Cassidy, Mary-Jane, and Amy are here, tucked in the corner, out of everyoneâs way, as if afraid theyâll bite.
âHow is Thalia doing?â My mother is the first one up on her feet, a small travel bag tucked under her chair. She wraps her arms around me and pulls me into a hug while everyone gathers around us, eager to hear the details. âI was so worried when Shawn called. Are you okay? Do you need me to do anything? I can take Ares home orââ
âItâs okay, Mom. They set Thaliaâs shoulder back in place. Sheâs got a mild concussion, but sheâll be okay. Sheâs asleep now. Her doctor wants to keep her overnight as a precaution, but I donât think thatâs necessary. Sheâll be much more comfortable in her own bed than here.â
I donât want her to spend the night at the hospital. Thereâs no way Iâll fit in the small bed with her, and thereâs no way I wonât fucking try if her attending doesnât let her go home.
âThereâs no need for you to sit here. If something changes, Iâll call you. Thalia needs the rest, so none of you will see her tonight.â I peck Momâs head. âDonât worry, okay? Sheâs tougher than she looks. You can come by tomorrow when sheâs home.â
âââ
I was eventually allowed to take Thalia home for the night. After the doctor huffed and puffed, adamant about changing our mind and keeping Thalia under observation. Sheâs not badly injured, so other than impressing my father, the mayor, he had no reason to keep her here.
After reassuring the doc that Iâll bring her back tomorrow for a check-up, he signed the release papers. Thaliaâs arm is in a sling, and Iâve got a bag of painkillers and the supplies my mother brought over.
âStraight to bed,â I say as we walk inside the condo.
Ares is right there, but heâs not jumping high as per usual, as if he can sense that he shouldnât. Instead, he stands on his back legs, sniffing Thaliaâs sling.
She pats his head, still slightly confused thanks to the meds, but she nods at me, aiming for the bathroom. âI need a shower, and I think Iâll need help.â She points to the sling.
I follow her into the bathroom, pull her sweatpants and panties down, and then help her out of the t-shirt. I undress once sheâs safely in the shower, standing under the stream, tilting her head to let warm water splash her face. A large bruise is already forming under her skin, a mixture of red and purple marking the shoulder, collarbone, and shoulder blade.
âHow are you feeling?â I press her back to my chest.
âTired, but I want us to talk.â
I take her healthy arm and spin her around, my mouth catching hers. She tries to block the kiss, lips in a thin line, one hand pushing me away, but Iâm not having it. I grip her jaw and fight my way into her mouth until she gives up and lets me in. My tongue skims over hers, the kiss demanding but affectionate.
âI love you,â I say, resting my forehead on hers. âI love you, and nothing will change that.â I inch away but not before I peck her lips. âWeâll talk tomorrow. You need to sleep.â
She bites her lip, blinking a few times, and I think some of the droplets trailing down her cheeks are salty. âI love you too.â
âI know, omorfiá. Iâm sorry I stormed out last night. I had to think and find a way to deal with what you told me.â
She bobs her head once, pressing herself to my chest. âTomorrow. Iâll tell you tomorrow.â
The unease reappears. She sounds defeated. As if sheâs waiting for us to end once she says whatever is left to be said.
I push the thoughts aside, spin her around and wash her hair, probably doing a lousy job. Iâve never done this before, and Thaliaâs got more hair than any woman I ever met, so it takes fucking ages. Sheâs silent throughout and doesnât utter a word while I help her get dressed. I think sheâs afraid that she wonât stop talking if she says one more word tonight.