Chapter 29 - I love you still

Isabella clark

What we did in Sydney was an Amazing experience I didn't believe that i was officially dating him and knew that he loves me. It was a beautiful night but sadly both of us had to go back to work a couple days after that.

I didn't like Tiana after that night but we were stuck with her for the last couple days until we got back to the states. But i kept my man close next to me cause i didn't want anything happened again. After accepting him as my boyfriend he's been begging for me to move in more but i still wanted my own space so i kept saying that I traveled a lot.

I was back at work,  i was in the middle of working and i was sitting in my changing room with Kelsie sitting on another sofa. It was the first day i met her after the last time i saw her on Christmas. So she hadn't know that i was officially dating Alex, the man that I thought so cold and stuff.

Makaila and i were still in a contact i was receiving a lot of pictures from her and i was looking at the pictures on my laptop screen while waiting for the photographer's team to get ready. I was drinking a coffee while looking at those amazing pictures.

There was a picture of Alex and i were sleeping on one plane's seat. His arms were wrapped around me while our body were covered by a blue blanket, then I didn't know that somebody especially Makaila took that picture of us.

"You guys look cute" Kelsie said then i turned to found her who was already looking at my laptop screen from the couch behind me.

"Yeah i love this picture a lot" i said.

"It seems like you guys are real" she said.

"We are now" i said then it surprised her, her mouth turned into an o shaped when she heard that.

"Oh my god! My girl" she said then i got up to hug her.

"You finally moved on from that bastard" she said while hugging me.

"I don't know it happened so fast" i said.

"I'm so happy for you" she said.

"Thank you" i said.

"Isabella Clark, we're going to start in 5 minutes" A lady said then she went out.

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The day was passed just like that and i was finally back to my apartment after a day being in a photo studio with the team and Kelsie. Because it wasn't just a photoshoot we also filming some other stuff for a YouTube video and it was really fun.

I was back in my apartment and i was cooking for my dinner, i was cooking pasta while the tv was playing fox life. I was cooking until I realized that I've received a blue box from my mom, so after I've done cooking i opened it while eating on my pasta.

I opened the blue box and there was a

Blue invitation from my cousin that mom had mention when i called her back in Christmas, my lovely cousin was getting married and there was a dress inside of the box for me. It was a beautiful blue dress and it perfectly match me, i wished i was going to have a day off that day.

Hey bell my daughter, Your cousin hope you can come to her big day. This is the dress that I've designed for you hope you like it and we hope to see you very soon my baby xx

It was purely handwritten by my mom and it was a really beautiful dress, i like it a lot and well I missed everyone in the family. I hoped my schedule was free, and i hoped Alex was going to be there with me.

Alex Adams :

Hey Bell, just got back from the meeting.

Bella Clark :

Hey how are you feeling?

Alex Adams :

Exhausted

Alex Adams :

How was your day?

Bella Clark :

It went normal I'm living my dream

Alex Adams :

:)

Bella Clark :

Go take some rest, you must be tired..

Bella Clark :

Go get yourself a dinner..

Alex Adams :

I had a dinner with my business partner back when we had a meeting

Alex Adams :

What are you doing?

Bella Clark :

I'm eating my dinner..

Alex Adams :

Going to be back by tomorrow night

Bella Clark :

Great.., when can i see you? I gotta go to New York next week.

Alex Adams :

Our schedules are so rough

Bella Clark :

Yeah i know, sorry

Alex Adams :

Don't be

Bella Clark :

Have you seen our pictures from Makaila? They're so cute.

Alex Adams :

Yes i have

Bella Clark :

Going to spend two days with you if you're not busy then I'm going to fly to New York.

Alex Adams :

I miss you haha, it feels weird

Bella Clark :

I miss you too

Alex Adams :

I want to call you tonight but let me take a shower first

Bella Clark :

Haha you better go

I continued to eat my dinner until I finally finished, i washed the dishes then went into my room. One of my model friend was going to throw a birthday party in one of the restaurants tomorrow so i had to kinda mix and match some clothes. I was walking around my closet until my phone was ringing and it was Alex's picture on the screen.

"Hey" i said while I couldn't hide a smile when I heard his voice.

"Hey, what are you doing?" He asked me.

"I'm inside of my closet, I'm looking for an outfit" i said to him.

"For what?" He asked me.

"My friend's birthday party, tomorrow night" i said.

"Are you going to be there if I visit you tomorrow night?" He asked me.

"I don't know, maybe" i said.

"What are you going to do if you're visiting me tomorrow?" I asked him.

"I don't know, just be prepared" he said then i smiled.

"What do you want from here?" He asked me.

"Chocolate?" I asked him then i could hear a small laugh.

"Okay I'll buy it for you" he said.

"Thank you" i said.

"You must be tired go take a rest" i said to him before walking back into my bedroom then lay on the bed by myself.

"Alex i love you" i randomly said.

"I love you too" he said.

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I was arrived at one of a night club that my friend, Caroline invited me into her birthday party, everyone was there all the models around California were there. So many young influencers were also there, so i met so many old friends that I hadn't met for a long time, they grew up to be a successful person and it always amazes me how successful they are.

I was sitting with one of my friend cindy, she was one of my long lost best friend at the first to second year of modeling. We lived in one apartment until we went into a different modeling's agency then i hadn't seen her since both of us were so busy. She's also a friend of Stacy and i wondered if she was coming or not cause Both of us known Caroline.

"Oh i miss you bell" Cindy hugged me.

"I miss you too oh my god you are a successful model now! I'm proud of you" i said to her.

"Whaat? look at you girl, every time i see you on tv or on the cover of Vogue!!" She knows we had been dreaming to be on Vogue and i still remembered that.

"Oh god" i laughed.

"I always like hey! Thats ma gurl" she said then i laughed.

"You too! God you're so talented but it was so rare for us to have a project together!" I said.

"You know we should started to see one another more often" i said.

"We should! But excuse me miss you're so busy!" She said then we laughed.

"You too!" I said.

"I missed you to much though" she said.

"Aw me too" i said.

We enjoyed the party and i sticked with her all the time cause I didn't really felt close with anyone even though i knew them. Until at one time Cindy met some of her friends then i got lost, i was sitting alone while drinking on my red wine. Well i used to have this drink with Alex, he was on the way back to California from his business trip and i was so excited to see him before I had to leave to New York.

I was looking around the room, everyone was holding Caroline's Alphabets sign while singing happy birthday in the middle of the dance floor. I smiled when i saw her having a lot of fun in the middle of her friends until I realized that a man with a black hoodie that i used to say was inside of the room too, his stares were always the same it was so cold and that time i felt so scared cause he was in the same room as mine.

I put down the glass of wine then got up from my seat cause i felt that I wasn't safe, i began to move then so was he. I was terrified because of him, my heartbeat beat faster when i kept making my way out of the club, he was following me, and i kept looking back cause i was so scared if he really followed me but then i bumped into someone.

I thought my life was going to end that night i was shaking and ready to fall,

"Bella?" A female voice said then i looked up to found thank god it was Stacy.

I looked back then found that the man was making his way to where i was standing and i got more terrified.

"Stacy!" I said trying to be fine.

"What happen?" She asked me.

"Nothing" i said and trying to catch my breath.

"Just feeling a little not good" i said while brushing my sweats away.

"Do you want me to take you home?" She asked me.

"No.., i mean yeah?! Do you bring a car?" I asked her.

"Yeah" she said.

"Let's go" i said then we walked out of the bar right into her car, her car was parked on the parking lot while i still felt so scared of the man.

I knew something must be wrong with him, and i knew he wanted to do something to me and i was terribly scared.

"Where should i take you? Your apartment?" She asked me.

"Yes" i said.

"Do you want me to buy you a medicine Bel?" She asked me then i shook my head.

"Thank you Stac but no" i said.

"Okay let's go" she said then started to push on the gas then the car began to move.

I reached my phone then began to call Alex's number but his phone wasn't active. He was supposed to be landed by that time, maybe he was just tired for turning on his phone. I began to dial Glenn's but there was no respond too, i was so scared what if the man followed me home then do something to me?

"Bell i just want to say that I'm sorry" Stacy said while my hand was busy calling Alex's number hoping that he would pick up.

"Let's just forget it Stac, I'm fine now" i said.

"How are you?" She asked me.

"I'm just fine" i said.

"How are you?" I asked her back.

"I'm fine" she said.

"How's Anthony?" I asked her.

"He's fine, he's just being who he is" she said.

I actually felt sorry for her that she didn't know that Anthony was cheating on her too, boys always did the same thing in a cycle.

"You know he.."

"He seemed like he regrets everything he did to you" she said then it caught my attention.

"What do you mean?" I asked her.

"He told me that he wants you back" she said and it sounded sad.

"What do you mean he's with you" i said.

"You know he's just being just he is" she said and i could see a sadness on her face and as a friend i felt sorry.

"How about your boyfriend?" She asked me while her eyes still stick on the rode.

"He's fine, he's on the way back home" i said then she smiled.

"I could see how he loves you that much" she smiled then i looked at her.

"What do you mean?" I asked her.

"I saw you both back in VS fashion show, you guys looked so happy he never left his arm from you, that's very sweet" she said.

"The way he looks at you too haha" she said.

"Haha thank you, he really is amazing" i said.

I looked into the rode and it was so close to my apartment, we almost arrived while the conversation was getting deeper.

"Anthony saw your affection to him and i think he's jealous I don't know, he was in a bad mood back in there" she said.

"How do you feel about him?" I asked her.

"Well i love him" she said.

"How about you?" She asked me back.

"Alex? I love him of course i love him too much I don't know Stace, he's different" i said to her like i was so in love with my man, well I actually do love him so much.

"That's lovely" she smiled.

We entered my apartment lobby until the car finally stopped and that was the time where our conversation stopped.

"Okay we're arrived miss" she said then i smiled.

"Bell, I'm really sorry for breaking your heart you're suppose to hate me" she said then i shook my head.

"That feelings goes away somehow Stace, you know hate is a really strong word for me" i said.

"I felt disappointed but i forgot easily" i said.

"I missed being friends with you even though i know we can be anymore" she said.

"I love you still and i always will, Just want you to know that" she said then it touched my heart.

I smiled before i decided to open up the door,

"I love you more stace, but it's just, you deserve a lot more better than Anthony" i said to her.

"I know you for a long time and he doesn't deserve you" i shook my head then she smiled.

"Okay Stace gotta go, thanks for the ride" I said.

"Your welcome, take care bell" she said then j closed the door.

I got into the lobby and called Alex and thankfully he picked up,

"Babe hey?" He asked me.

"Alex i need you to be here, can you come to my apartment?" I asked him.

"What happened?" He asked me.

"Just come here" i said.

"Okay I'll be there in 15 minutes" he said.

"Okay I'll see you" i said then got into the elevator.