Bossy Romance: Chapter 18
Bossy Romance: Single Dad BWWM (Billionaire Dads)
âWhy is she still on the premises? Take her away.â Nova waves a hand and, without breaking her stride, approaches another officer. Her words are clipped but measured. âIâll compile a list of our assets. Weâll need to comb through the building to make sure nothing was taken. Did you catch any of her cohorts?â
The police officer looks stunned.
âReally?â Lyra screams from where sheâs sitting between two cops. Her dark hands are handcuffed and her eyes are bulging.
âMiss Delaney,â another officer approaches us and looks mildly concerned, âthis woman insists that sheâs your sister and she had permission to move the items.â
Nova stops abruptly. âIs that why you didnât take her to the station?â
The officer shuffles his feet.
Nova tips her chin up. Blue and red lights from the police cars outside are flashing on her face. Sheâs wearing that cold, ice queen expression. The one that causes her cheekbones to stand out and her lips to pucker.
âSheâs lying. I donât know her.â
Lyra curses. âYou â
âNova.â I lengthen my stride and grip her arm urgently.
She turns to face me. Gone is the tender smile and the dreamy look she was giving me in the lab. Gone is the pliant woman who melted in my arms as my body throbbed like a wild animal against her soft heat. Now, sheâs all hard edges and prickles. Sharp. Dangerous.
The Nova that comes out to destroy.
âJust wait a minute,â I say quietly.
âWait for what, Adam? Is it not to you by now? Lyra approached you for a job because she had a bigger job in mind. This was all a set-up so she could steal from Vision Tech.â
âNovaââ
âI warned you not to keep her around.â
âSheâs your sister,â I say gently, rubbing my thumb over her arm to calm her.
Nova shifts her head, her jaw tight and unrelenting.
âSheâs your family,â I add. âShe messed up, but ending her with your own hands is a different kind of weight. I donât want that burden on you.â
Novaâs nostrils flare. She stares into the distance as if she wonât heed my words.
I remain quiet, giving her the space to work things out in her own mind.
Whatever she chooses, Iâm going to support her. Iâm going to stand with her. But I want her to make a choice she can live with. One that wonât leave her plagued with guilt or discontent.
Nova fastens her hard gaze on the police officers beside Lyra. âTake her to the station.â
âWhat?â Lyra shrieks.
âIâm not going to save you, but Iâll hire a lawyer on your behalf,â she says. âThatâs the most I can do.â
âGirl, Iâm your . You gonna do me dirty like this?â
Novaâs eyes brighten with rage. I cringe, wishing Lyra had just shut her mouth.
âYouâre lucky you even have a at seeing the light of day after this.â Her voice slashes through the air like a sword. âYou donât deserve this much grace after all the crap youâve pulled through the years. You and I both know it. Itâs only because of this man,â she flings an arm at me, âthat Iâm showing some humanity. Without him, Iâd bury you so deep you wouldnât be able to come up for air.â
Lyraâs chest heaves and she lets loose a blood-curdling scream.
Nova doesnât even blink.
âYou think youâre better than me! Youâve always thought that!â
âNo, Lyra. Iâm not better than you. I just make better choices.â
Face twisted and teeth bared, Lyra launches at Nova. Impulsively, I drag Nova behind me and whip an arm out to keep her back and away from danger.
The police grip Lyraâs shoulders and wrestle her around before she can get to us.
âTake her away,â I bark.
The cops shove Lyra out of the lobby. Sheâs kicking, squirming and screaming bloody-murder, but the sound soon fades. I watch as they shove her head into a police car and drive away.
The adrenaline shooting through my body recedes.
âAre you okay?â I squeeze Novaâs hand.
A flash of weariness crosses her face. It disappears in an instant, replaced by that practiced shell of apathy. âOf course.â
The words sound so dark and cold that I want to wrap my arms around her until the stiffness leaves her shoulders. Nova might be business-minded, careful and decisive, but sheâs not ruthless. Being cold and in control all the time takes its pound of flesh. Iâve seen her stumble under the weight of it and I just want to protect her.
âDo you want to go home now? I can call Hall to take care of Lyraâs situation. And I can find someone else to compile the list of missing items.â
âIâm fine,â she insists, her voice quiet.
âNova.â
âStop, Adam. Youâre only making it worse.â
âMaking what worse?â
She avoids my gaze. Her frame shudders on a sigh. âIâm embarrassed and sorry to you. I canât handle you being sweet right now.â
âSorry? For what?â I slip my fingers under her chin and lift her head. âThis is not your fault. Iâm the one who didnât heed your words and brought her into Vision Tech. All of this is on me.â
Nova shakes her head. âLetâs just calculate the damage. We can play the blame game later.â
I flash a smile.
Her lips twitch in return. Itâs not a full-blown grin, but itâs better than nothing.
One of the remaining officers approaches us. âAre you the owner of this place?â
âIâm the CEO.â Nova blinks and then frowns. âOr I was.â
âShe is.â I nod.
Nova gives me a stunned look.
I jut my chin at the officer because reinstating Nova to her position at Vision Tech is a conversation for another time.
âWhat happened here tonight?â Nova asks, her eyelashes moving up and down slowly. She sounds tired. âWe werenât told any details over the phone.â
I slip a hand around her waist just in case the adrenaline rush fades and she starts feeling light-headed. She allows the touch and doesnât seem at all worried about other people noticing us being affectionate.
âA crew of five entered the premises with a moving truck, backed it up to the garage and proceeded to loot anything they could find,â the officer says.
I frown. âLyra wouldnât have planned a job like this alone. What about the rest of her cronies?â
âHer crew had warrants out for their arrests, so we took them to the station first.â
âWhat about the damage to the building?â Nova asks.
âAs far as we can tell, thereâs minimal damage. Most of the destruction centered around jimmying the locks to the labs. The front door wasnât damaged at all. We figured the thieves had an access pass. From what Iâve skimmed of the security footage, they seemed to know exactly where to go.â
âLyra got the front door access pass when she joined the company.â Nova turns to me, her eyebrows cinched. âThatâs probably why she didnât come to work after getting her ID. It was all she needed to complete the last piece of her plan.â
My jaw clenches. Lyra and her crew must have thought this out well.
âHow were they captured?â Nova asks.
âThey tripped a silent alarm,â the officer explains. âAnd the security guard called us.â
Nova absorbs all the information and nods. âIâll compile that list now.â
âWeâd appreciate that.â
My phone rings.
Itâs Dejonae. I dropped Rowan off at her place before I drove Nova here.
âWho is it?â Nova whispers, her face tense. Itâs like sheâs bracing herself for more bad news.
âItâs Dejonae.â
Nova lets out a relieved exhale.
I put the call on speaker while I follow Nova to the elevator.
âWhatâs the update?â Dejonae asks. âWhat did the police say?â
I press the button to the top floor. âThe culprits were caught and no one was hurt. Weâre just about to do an evaluation.â
âThatâs good, right?â
âThe police got here in time, but that doesnât mean our labs and research werenât affected. Some of those inventions are highly sensitive and shouldnât be moved around. Nova and I will make the rounds now.â
âHope everything works out. And donât worry about Rowan. He and Niko are playing video games in the living room. If needed, weâll prepare the guest bedroom so he can sleep over.â
âWe really appreciate your help,â I say, my eyes meeting Novaâs.
She nods in agreement.
I think about the funeral and add, âPlease keep an eye on him. Heâs been holding it together all day, but when reality starts sinking inâ¦â
âI will. Donât worry, Adam. Weâll take care of your son like heâs our own.â
I know they will. She and Sazuki put a lot of importance on family and Iâm grateful I have people like them to bail me out in times of crisis.
When it came to the company, I easily relied on Nova. But when it came to personal matters, I preferred to do things myself rather than inconvenience someone else.
Sazuki and Dejonae are teaching me a new lessonâthat being a part of something bigger than just me, my lab and my company means having the option to ask for help with my most precious matters.
I hang up and check my watch. Hopefully, we can finish up here before it gets too late so I can tuck Rowan in tonight. I think heâll need that.
The elevator doors spread apart.
Nova steps off.
I start to follow her when she lifts a hand to stop me.
My eyebrows arch. âWhat are you doing?â
âIâll take care of this. You should pick up Rowan from Sazukiâs house and take him to the manor.â
âWe just got an update. Rowanâs safe with Dejonae for now,â I argue.
âOf course he is. Iâm not denying that. But you should still go.â
âNo way,â I say, my lips tightening. Novaâs days of carrying the weight of the company on her small shoulders are over. I may not be as good at managing a business, but I plan to step it up so she can rely on me more.
âAdam.â
âNova.â
We stare at each other, sharing a battle of words all without opening our mouths.
Nova breaks first. âLyraâs my sister. This is my mess to clean up. Not yours.â
âThatâs bull, Nova. This is our mess.â
âI can handle it alone.â She tilts her head, her braids skittering over her shoulders.
âJust because you doesnât mean you should.â Why the hell does she have to be so stubborn all the time? âIâm not letting you shoulder this by yourself.â
âFine. Iâll call the other directors to help out. Heck, I could call Rochelle and the other HR people. Anyone can do this job. But not anyone can be a father to Rowan. Thereâs only one Adam and right now, the one who needs you most is your son.â
âDejonae said heâs fine.â
She rolls her eyes. âEven if heâs sad, heâs not going to show it in front of Niko. Heâll wear a mask all night if he has to.â
Nova has a point, but Iâm still apprehensive about leaving her here alone. âWhat if the crew Lyra worked with is a part of a larger gang? What if they hear about the foiled plan and try to storm this place?â
âOkay, letâs turn down the wild, inventor imagination and look at this logically.â Nova smirks, but not even her gorgeous smile can calm me. âIf I know Lyra, she chose people who were just as selfish and short-sighted as her. I doubt anyone is coming for me or Vision Tech. Besides, the police are here and all the security guards are on alert too. Who would be stupid enough to storm this place?â When I still look unconvinced, she adds, âIâm probably safer here than I am anywhere else.â
Iâm still reluctant and it must show on my face because Nova steps toward me. She stops right on top of the elevator threshold so the doors donât close.
âI know youâre worried about me. I know you think Iâm pretending to be strong, but Iâm okay.â
âI hate those words.â
She falters and then sighs. âYouâre right. Iâm not okay. Iâm angry and I need something to distract my mind. Your presence is not required for me to do that. But Rowanâs grieving. He just buried his mom. His world will never be the same. Between the two of us, Rowan needs you more right now.â
I glance away.
Nova ducks her head to maintain eye contact. âYou know that. You just feel guilty about leaving me to tackle this myself.â
âI want to be there for you both. I hate that I canât be in two places at once.â
âYou are.â She gestures to the ceiling. âWhen Iâm here, Adam, youâre all around me. Everything youâve built, everything you value and believe in, I can see it. I can feel it. You Vision Tech. Every time I step inside this building, itâs like Iâm getting a hug from you.â
I put a hand on her forehead.
She lifts her lips slightly. âWhat are you doing?â
âChecking if you have a fever. The Nova I love isnât so articulate with her feelings.â I freeze when I realize I let the âLâ word slip so casually.
Iâd meant to say that in a more romantic setting. Preferably with candles and roses and a hired orchestra. And a stack of stationary to offer as a bribe.
Not like this.
The day of Alexaâs funeral.
The day Novaâs sister broke into Vision Tech.
The possible worst day of all days.
âUhâ¦â I rub the back of my neck.
To my surprise, Nova steps forward and closes her arms around me. Her fingers skate over the fabric of my shirt, the warmth of it touching my skin. I feel lightning course through me like a storm.
âIf you take it back, Iâm going to revolt.â
My lips curl up in a lopsided smirk.
Her eyes are shining at me. âYou know what I realized when we were apart?â
âWhat?â
âIâm your darlinâ, but youâre mine too. My sweet darlinâ.â
I squeeze her tighter, torn between utter shock and massive pleasure. Who this Nova? How can she swing from brutally cold and calculative to this purring, feminine goddess?
I close my eyes to keep from drowning in a sea of warmth.
âI love you, Adam.â
My eyes burst open.
I nearly stumble from the unexpectedness of it.
âI donât know how it happened or when the exact moment was, but I do.â Nova eases away just a fraction, enough to smile up at me. âYouâre a good man. A way better man than someone as prickly as me deserves. I love how patient you are with me. How youâre always taking care of me and others. I love the way you get lost in your inventions and how casual you are about your genius brain. I love that youâre a good dad to Rowan. I love you. Do you hear me?â
The elevator doors close.
Nova turns in my arms and slaps the button to open it again.
I hug her from behind and kiss her ear. âI love you more.â
âNot possible.â She faces me.
As my fingers graze her cheek, she raises her eyes to mine. I see the truth there and it makes my head spin.
My Nova.
My beautiful, stubborn, intelligent, bossy .
Her gaze shifts from my eyes to my mouth. âWe do have time to make out right now.â
âJust a small one?â
She laughs and presses a kiss to my cheek. âI.â Another kiss to my jaw. âLove.â The corner of my lips. âYou. Now go.â
I tug her to me and claim her mouth. She kisses me back with a sweetness that nearly burns me to the ground. My hand slides against her back. I taste her tongue and close my eyes, memorizing the feel of her in my arms and the sensation of her mouth submitting to mine.
She pulls away and it takes all my control to let her go.
âWeâll continue that conversation later,â I say scratchily, pressing the button for the lobby.
One corner of her lips arches up. âIâll think about it.â
I release a full grin.
As the doors close, I flop against the metal bar and press a hand over my chest. My heart is stampeding like a horse out of the gate. Iâm so happy I could pass out.
I step outside and take a deep whiff. Is it just me or is the air sweeter? Are the stars brighter? Am I floating or walking right now? I look down, surprised my feet are even touching the ground.
her words return to me, crystal clear.
Nova freaking Delaney.
I can always count on her to totally scramble my brain and leave me smiling in the aftermath.
Switching into dad-mode when I pick up Rowan is easier than I thought.
Mostly because Rowan doesnât seem to be all that disheartened. Heâs a little quieter than usualâIâm used to him chatting up a storm whenever he enters my general orbitâbut heâs not outwardly distressed.
I keep a close eye on him when we get home, but he doesnât do anything out of the ordinary. Whenever I pass his room, heâs on his phone and laughing at videos.
Rowan calls my name on what I think is my fourth pass down the hallway. Or is it my sixth? Iâve lost count.
âYeah, bud?â I poke my head eagerly into his room, ready to do some grade-A parenting and grief counseling. Iâm a novice in both, but Iâm confident I can do a good job.
Besides, Rowanâs an eleven year old. How hard can it be?
âHow many times are you going to march up and down? Itâs distracting.â He frowns.
I step into the room. âYou noticed?â
âYouâd make a terrible spy.â Rowan draws his knees up and then pulls the blanket over his chin.
Heâs using the same sandstone comforter as he did when he first arrived. It takes me by surprise. Why havenât I fixed up the guest room for him yet? Iâve been so busy that I havenât prioritized it. I make a mental note to do that within the week.
âMind if I sit, bud?â
He shrugs.
I sink into the edge of the bed. âIf you want to talk or anything, Iâm here.â
He snorts.
I glare at him. Here I am, trying to be Worldâs Best Dad and heâs laughing? âWhatâs so funny?â
âYou could have just texted.â
I scowl. âIt wouldnât have the same effect.â
âIâm okay.â
âNow you sound like Nova.â
âMaybe Novaâs really okay too. Youâre the one who never believes that.â
I scrub my chin and think it over. âYou have a point.â Something clicks into place. It feels like my son just tore a band-aid off a wound I didnât even know I had. âI think itâs because⦠if Iâm not constantly looking for a problem to fix, I feel a little empty.â
âMaybe you should see a therapist.â
âMaybe I should, smart mouth.â I smirk.
He smiles back. Then his eyes grow thoughtful. âIâm going to miss my mom,â Rowan admits quietly. âAnd Iâm sad that sheâs gone. But I talked to Micheal and Bailey about it. Micheal said he didnât have much time to talk to his dad before⦠you know.â
Sympathy washes over me. âThatâs too bad, bud.â
âI had a lot of time with mom,â Rowan says. I can see him reasoning through his pain even as his voice cracks. âI got to make her smile a bunch of times. I got to scratch off all her wishes.â
I nod. âYou did, bud. You did good.â
He sniffs, his eyes tearing up. âI never forgot what you told me that night in the lab. That thing your dad said, about pouring everything into one person, I did that. I dropped out of art camp and stopped hanging out with my friends and I gave everything to mom. I did everything I wanted to do and thought of other things too. I tried my hardest. I really did.â
âCome here, bud.â I wrap an arm around my son.
He sniffs. âBut Adam, I donât want to die of a broken heart.â
âYou wonât.â I lean back and tap his nose. âIâll make sure of it.â
âYou and Nova?â
âYeah. Me and Nova.â I help fluff his pillow and then point down. âItâs late, bud. You should get some sleep.â
âOkay.â
I pat his shoulder. âNight.â
âAdam?â
âMm.â I stop just before pressing off the light.
âMom had one more wish.â
I freeze.
Rowanâs eyes glisten in the shadows. âShe wanted me to add it to the wish list, and then she changed her mind. But I remember it.â
âWhat was it?â
âThat you and Nova would marry each other,â Rowan says simply.
My eyebrows hike.
âYou promised to make all her wishes come true.â Rowan turns on his side and closes his eyes. âCan you do that one?â
I grin to myself. âIâll give it my best shot, bud. I swear.â
The next morning, Iâm surprised to be woken by a call from Nova.
We spoke last night and she informed me that none of our research had been stolen or broken after the attempted burglary. She also asked about how Rowan was doing.
Unfortunately, it was only a short conversation. I got the sense that she was feeling slightly awkward about what she said in the elevator. She seemed to be overcompensating by being incredibly poised and clinical when she spoke to me.
There were no shared I love yous at the end. Only a business-like âIâll keep you updated, Adamâ before she hung up the phone.
It was my intention to go after her today, even if it meant kidnapping her for a date.
But my plans are dashed when I answer Novaâs call and hear her angry tone.
âSheâs refusing to see the lawyer, Adam.â
âWho?â I sit up, rubbing the sleep from my eyes.
âLyra,â Nova hisses. âI got a call from Hall today. He says Lyra wonât say a word. The only time she opened her mouth was to ask for me.â
I swing my legs over the bed, alert and ready to go. âI only need five minutes to brush my teeth and take a quick shower. I can pick you up,â I check the clock on my nightstand, âin thirty minutes.â
âIâm not seeing her,â Nova snaps.
I freeze. âWhy not?â
âThis isnât the first time Lyraâs landed in jail. Sheâs been in and out of trouble since she was a teenager.â
I grip the phone tightly, listening to every word. This is the first time Novaâs voluntarily opening up about her past and her family. It feels like a sign that weâve really reached the next level, even though sheâs not as gushy and romantic as she was yesterday.
âMy mom died because she kept following Lyra up and down and all over the place. I wonât let her manipulate my life like that.â
âSheâs your sister.â
âAnd Iâm supposed to excuse every bad decision she makes because we share blood? That doesnât make sense.â
I choose my words carefully because I know Nova means that with all her heart. If something doesnât make sense, she cuts it. If something isnât necessary, she abandons it. Itâs very easy for her to put things into careful boxes and set them aside.
Itâs a great skill to have when running the company. She can step back from emotions and take a long, objective look at the picture. When sheâs done, whatever her decision, itâs the best one for Vision Tech. And if it hurts someoneâs feelings, well⦠too bad.
But though it might work for Vision Tech, that skill of hers is a weakness when it comes to family and friends.
I have the opposite problem. Itâs yet another example where our strengths and weaknesses line up to support each other.
âDarlinâ,â I hesitate, âI love how decisive you are. And I think your point about Lyra not being worth the effort is valid.â
She sighs over the phone. I can almost feel her breath rushing into my ear. âGo ahead. Spring the âbutâ on me.â
I smile because sheâs the most lovable woman in the world and I have no idea what I did to deserve her. âBut,â I grin harder, âgiving your sister a chance isnât for her. Itâs for you.â
âThatâs a very big leap, Adam.â
âHear me out.â I press my hand into the bed and push myself to my feet. âThe more bitter and angry you are at Lyra, the more control she has over you. If just the thought of her makes you resentful, thatâs power. Thatâs someone else being able to manipulate how you feel.â I reach for a clean T-shirt. âI know how much you hate being controlled. Do you want to have that much power?â
âSince when did you major in family counseling?â
I smile. âIâll pick you up in twenty minutes, Nova.â
She sighs. âYou better come in there with me. If she starts talking crap, I canât be trusted not to jump over the table and choke her.â
I laugh.
Nova doesnât.
I swallow hard. In a more serious tone, I promise, âIâll make sure you donât commit any felonies.â
Itâs my first time in an interrogation room, although itâs not my first time in a police station.
Iâve been arrested once. In college, I got dared to walk naked in the park and spent a night in jail for public indecency, but thatâs about the extent of my run-ins with the law.
Itâs strange to be the room Iâve only seen on episodes and legal thriller movies. I almost want to smash my hand on the table and yell â
.
But that would be foolish.
And inaccurate. Jack Nicholson was in a courtroom, not an interrogation room, during that scene in The air is silent and still. I shudder from the cold, but Iâm not sure if itâs due to the air conditioner or the frosty looks shooting out of Lyraâs eyes.
Novaâs sister is sitting across from us, her hands cuffed and her body shrouded in an orange jumpsuit. Itâs a far cry from her usual, tight-fitting outfits.
âWhyâd you bring him?â Her lips curl into a dark scowl. She points at me.
Nova ignores the question. âWhat do you want, Lyra? Why arenât you working with your lawyer?â
âI want to talk to you alone.â
Nova checks her watch. âFine. Weâll both leave.â
Lyraâs jaw drops.
Nova stands up. âMy time is worth a lot, but Adamâs is worth three times more. You canât afford to waste it.â
âYou smug little rat.â Lyraâs grin is dark. âYou always have to be right, donât you?â
Nova sits back down. âBeggars canât be choosers, Lyra. Get to the point before I change my mind and drag Adam out of here.â
âAdam, Adam, Adam. Are you so obsessed with this white man that youâd abandon your own family?â
I donât flinch.
But Nova turns into a tigress. âListen here, Lyra.â She smacks her hand on the table, her tone harder than granite. âThis coldness that Iâm showing you? It didnât happen overnight. It took trusting you over and over again and getting slapped in the face every time to get to this point. I learned my lesson, but mom didnât and it sent her to the grave early.â
Lyra rolls her eyes. âI knew you blamed me for that. Mom died because it was her time.â
âShe died because you refused to take responsibility and kept making the same mistakes over and over without learning a damn thing from them.â Novaâs trembling slightly.
Under the table, I slip my hand into hers. She curls her fingers around mine and sucks in a deep breath.
âI donât care about the past.â Lyra turns her head to the side. âJust tell the police this is all a misunderstanding and get me out of here. I canât have another strike on my record.â
Lyra folds her arms over her chest and lifts her chin obnoxiously. She fully expects Nova to fix her problems. The entitlement is astounding and I begin to see why Nova would rather avoid her.
âI thought I was a witch and a rat and a sell-out?â
âWhich is why you should make it up to me now,â Lyra says firmly.
I shake my head.
Nova stiffens. âYou know what, Lyra? Iâm not going to help you this time.â When her sisterâs eyes widen, Nova lifts a dark finger and talks in a firm voice. âAnd Iâve been meaning to tell you this for a while. I am not a sell-out for speaking the way I speak and working where I work. Also, I love myself. I love my dark skin and my big nose and my hair. I love how dark my palms are and I love my curves. I like to dress in professional clothes and high heels, the same way you like cheetah prints and dying your hair. Thatâs your style and who you are. This is my style and itâs who I am. If that offends you, then youâll forever be offended because Iâm not changing who I am to suit your narrow idea of what being âblackâ should be.â
My eyebrows hike.
Lyraâs jaw drops.
Nova doesnât look affected at all. She nods at me. âIâm done here.â
âYouâre just gonna leave?â Lyra shrieks.
âIâm going to respect who you are, Lyra.â Nova stops and turns back around. âBut I have to warn you. If who you are pushes you to commit crimes, it wonât end well for you. So maybe look into yourself and figure out who you want to be before itâs too late. Thatâs my last advice as your big sister.â
âNova, donât you dare walk away from me!â
I open the door of the interrogation room and Nova sashays through.
âNova!â Lyra screams.
We nod at Hall and the police officers whoâd been supervising through the two-way mirror. Nova keeps moving and Iâm right behind her. We donât stop until we get into the sunshine.
Once weâre outside, she takes a big, deep breath. âYou were right, Adam. That does feel better.â
I smile and wrap her in my arms. âWhere do you want to go now?â I ask, my voice muffled in her braids. âRowanâs at art camp and Iâm free for the day. I can take you to the emporium or to Turkey or Belize. Wherever you want to go.â
âHome.â She meets my eyes and gives me a spent smile.
âYour apartment?â
âNo.â She slides her fingers into mine and interlocks our hands. âI want to go to your place.â