CH 6
I Was Reincarnated as a Man Who Cuckolds Erotic Heroines, but I Will Never Cuckold Them (WN)
ââ¦â¦ Now.â
After finishing dinner with Mom and sending a thank-you message to Ayana for accompanying me shopping today. I decided to write out a brief setting of the character to sort out the current situation.
To be honest, I knew it was a waste of time, but I still thought it was better than not doing it at all. I was shocked that Ayana called me master, and I thought there was something in the distance between us that was clearly closer than normal.
However, now I am afraid that Ayanaâs unusual attitude and distance from me is not strange at all, and I am afraid that I am trying to recognize that as normal. I am afraid â¦â¦, but I have resigned myself to the fact that this fear will soon disappear.
âShu Sasaki, Ayana Otonashi, Iori Honjo, Kotone Sasaki â¦â¦â
I write down information about the people I have most recently met, but I donât notice anything in particular. The only information about Ayana, Iori, and Kotone is their style, personality, what they like and dislike, etc.
Naturally, there is no official website for â I was robbed of everythingâ in this world, but I was confident that I could remember some of the introductions of the characters. As I wrote them down on paper, recalling my memories, the paper soon became covered with words in my handwriting.
Thereâs really nothing about Shu. â¦â¦ Iori and Kotone are similar, I guess. Ayana is â¦â¦â
This is the part I wrote out about Ayana.
She is a childhood friend of Shuâs and a neighbor of his. She is a good-looking girl with a kind personality and is popular among her classmates. She and Towa get along well, as does Shu, and are often seen going to and from school together. She has extraordinary feelings for Shu and is looking for an opportunity to confess her feelings to him.
ââ¦â¦This is a common childhood friend heroine sentence, isnât it?â
In the end, she is stolen away by Towa at the very end. â¦â¦ hmmm I donât know.
The next thing Iâm going to write down is about myself, Towa Yukishiro. Thatâs it.
He is a good friend of Shu and a reliable male student for Ayana. He is popular with both boys and girls alike because of his looks and personality, and like Ayana, is looked up to by his classmates. He used to play soccer until his eighth grade year, but for some reason he quit and now goes home.
ââ¦â¦ Heâs normal. Heâs refreshingly good-looking.â
I was really surprised at the time because I didnât think she was a cuckold character based on the standing picture of Towa that I remember and this introduction. I remember that Towa used to play soccer. I just remembered it when I was writing this â¦â¦, but it doesnât seem to have any particular meaning, so I guess I donât need to worry about it.
âMari Uchida and Hatsune Sasaki,â¦â¦ Shuâs junior and Shuâs mother, but still nothing special? â¦â¦ I donât know!â
I knew from the beginning, but I really donât know anything.
I folded up the paper I wrote the above on and kept it, then opened my desk drawer to see what I was thinking. What came out was an album, apparently a photo album of Towaâs life.
As I flipped through it, I found a row of photos from his childhood. The photos included not only Towa, but also little Ayana and Shu.
ââ¦..Ooh. This one is rare.â
One photo caught my eye.
Ayana fell down in a heap, probably striking out while trying to kick a soccer ball, and Shu and Towa were laughing about it with their stomachs in their hands. The scene is very funny, as the children are all very young and are playing well together.
ââ¦â¦?â
However, there is one thing I noticed when I looked at many of the photos.
Most of the photos are of the three of us, but in all of them, Towa is in the center and Ayana and Shu are on either side of him. It bothered me that there is not a single photo of Ayana and Shu next to each other, but â¦â¦ may not have any particular meaning.
I looked at the clock and it was already past 11:00 p.m. I wondered if I had spent more time looking at photos than I had expected. Iâm getting a little sleepy, so I think Iâll go to bed. I put the album away and lay down on the bed. Then, for some reason, I felt like listening to Ayanaâs voice.
âA phone call at this hour would be a nuisance, â¦â¦ okay, if she doesnât answer in two calls, Iâll hang up!â
I apologize if I woke her up, and if I put her in a bad mood, â¦â¦ I still have to apologize.
Iâve made up my mind. Now itâs time to send the message!
âSurely he wonât pick upââ
[Hello, Towa-kun?]
ââ¦â¦Ou.â
â¦..I didnât expect the call would be picked up at the first ring.
I was surprised that she picked up so quickly. Although I was happy that she answered, I didnât really have anything specific to talk about, I just wanted to hear her voice. I stumbled for words and noticed Ayana chuckling on the other end.
[By the looks of it, you havenât thought about what youâre going to sayâ¦am I right?]
I felt my face turn red even though it was over the phone because of her precise words. Nevertheless, it was bad enough that I didnât say anything, so I immediately responded to Ayana.
âTo be honest, no. I didnât think you would answer so quickly. Were you not sleeping?â
[Yes. I was thinking that maybe Towa-kun would call me. So I was holding my phone and I got a call. â¦â¦ Fufu, I guess my thoughts got through.]
How can she say such embarrassing things? And yet she chooses words that make me happy. In Ayanaâs case, these are not calculated words, but words that come from the heart and are not false. Perhaps it was because I heard Ayanaâs words that I was able to calm down and choose my words with a clear mind.
âI wanted to hear you. Ayanaâs voice.â
[My voice?]
âYeah. Iâm so happy to hear Ayanaâs voice now.â
[â¦..~~!ãMou, Towa!ãEven though itâs over the phone, it makes me really happy, but next time please say it to my face! And letâs hug each other too!]
I heard the sound of something being tapped. Ayana may have a habit of hitting something when she gets embarrassed. It was so cute that I couldnât help but smile broadly when I imagined the scene.
âIf Ayana is okay with it, then Iâll do it. No, I want you to let me.â
[Iâm okay with that. You can do it anytime you want. Thatâs something that can be done anytime when Towa-kun wants to⦠even if Towa-kun doesnât do it, Iâll do it for youâ
âLetâs think about the place.â
[Yes, a place where we can be alone together,â¦â¦ Kya!]
Youâre a busy kid, huh. But I feel happy when I talk to Ayana. I guess itâs also because of the effect of becoming this body, but Iâm seeking Ayana after all. In the end, am I still Towa Yukishiro?
ââ¦â¦â¦â¦â
[Towa-kun.]
âWhat?â
Ayanaâs voice became a little serious as she continued speaking.
[No matter what kind of Towa-kun you are, I love you. When I accepted you âat that timeâ, it was not out of pity or anything like that. It was because I wanted to be by your side and support you.]
ââ¦.Thatâsâ
What is Ayana talking about? When I tried to listen to her, a scene flowed into my mind. Towa lying on top of Ayana, but his expression looked very painful⦠And Ayana smiled to reassure him. What is this about?
I was brought back to my senses when an indescribable pain ran through my head.
âHahaha, Iâm starting to feel a little embarrassed⦠Fuee.â
I looked at my clock as Ayana gave a sigh of relief and realized that we had been talking for a little too long. I felt bad for Ayana if I went on any longer and suggested that we call it a day, though I was sad to leave it, but â¦â¦.
[Not yet.. I still want to talk more.]
âI know I called you, but itâs kind of bad to keep talking this late. How about we talk again tomorrow?â
[â¦..Okay. Iâll endure it today.]
Itâs really cute how she really seems to hate hanging up the phone. Iâm just as eager as Ayana to talk more, but for now Iâm just going to be patient and wait for tomorrow.
âI really appreciate everything youâve done for me today. Good night, Ayana.â
[Yes, please call me again anytim, okay? Good night, Towa-kun. â¦â¦ chuu]