Chapter 26

WARNING!!! (VIOLENCE, ABUSE AND UNDERAGE ****)

DON'T READ this chapter if you're uncomfortable with it... But make sure you read the footnotes...

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(Continuation of the previous chapter...)

Li Yan pushed Shen Nuo to the cold black wood tiles mercilessly and pressed him down, trapping him between his strong body and the floor. And a strong alluring smell of Sandalwood enveloped Shen Nuo's nose.

Shen Nuo was horror struck. "YOUR MAJESTY!!!" He cried out in terror. His head was buzzing. His face was burning. He wanted to struggle out. But he was not even tall up to Li Yan's shoulders. How could he match to that strength of Li Yan who had born to fight?

Li Yan looked suddenly calm and patient. His face was frightening and cold. His eyes were flashing with a dangerous light. He slid his strong slender arm below and slowly started caressing the side of Shen Nuo's waist. "Shen Nuo, You really dare!"

Shen Nuo shut his eyes tightly, tears bursting off them. Those tears seethed down helplessly and slid to the sides of his face. His eyes were very red. "I'm sorry! I'm really... sorry!" He helplessly gasped for breath. "I ... really didn't mean it!"

"Then what did you mean? Shen Nuo?" Li Yan asked in a dangerous voice. "Do you think Zhen is someone whom you can touch at your will? How many times do you wish to violate Zhen's privacy, hmmm? You dare!"

Shen Nuo shuddered violently under the weight of Li Yan. Soon his body went limp and weak. He couldn't move even an inch. He started crying loudly. His nose and cheeks were already red and his tear stained face looked pitiful, like a slender weak lotus stained with silt...

Li Yan who saw him cry like this went darker and darker. Shen Nuo who saw Li Yan's face, forcefully tried to suppress his crying in fear. He could only vigorously bite his lower lip to stop himself. But it didn't. Tears poured down more and more.

Li Yan's eyes darkened colder. "Zhen hates when someone cry infront of him. Stop crying! Don't bite your lip! Zhen won't repeat the same thing again and again!"

That voice was frightening. How could Shen Nuo listen? He couldn't control himself. His beautiful and sharp teeth bore into his own lower lip and started bleeding. His face shivered convulsively. The smell of Sandalwood was making him dizzy. He felt so much uncomfortable with it. He gasped for breath in fright.

Li Yan stared at Shen Nuo's lips for a while, restraining himself so hard. Those trembling pale pink lips were already swollen and stained with blood. They were slightly parted as Shen Nuo bit his lower lip, revealing a little of his blood stained white teeth...

This was so intoxicating. This person was clearly his poison. He was his thirst that never quenched. Even Li Yan did not understand why he wanted to crazily entangle over this youth this way.

He wanted to control himself hard everytime he saw Shen Nuo. But even he doesn't know why he wants to bully and tease and hurt him everytime they meet. Li Yan only knew one thing in his heart about which he did not want to speak.

Shen Nuo was the only person capable of arousing his deeply burried desires. He had restrained himself much, so as not to cross the line. But once the dam was broken, there would be no one capable of stopping the tide of emotions in a heart...

Li Yan kept controlling himself, but finally it shattered the walls itself, and the suppressed waves rushed out in strong unbreakable tides. He furiously covered those bleeding lips in his thin and cold lips. He thirstily sucked and licked them like he had never done before.

Shen Nuo's scalp went numb. His eyes widened in shock. The Emperor was ... kissing him... He pressed his palms upon the Emperor's sturdy chest and tried to push him away. But his moves only brought bad to worse.

Li Yan became even aggressive. He pinned both Shen Nuo's arms onto the cold floor above his head. Shen Nuo struggled violently. His lips started hurting and aching...

Li Yan bit Shen Nuo's soft and tender lips until they were scratched into a mess. It was so much pain. Shen Nuo miserably cried under the torture.

And then his scratched lips were sucked and licked until the blood was completely gone. He did not know how many hours he had been lying there on the cold floor, being repeatedly violated and manipulated by the person above him...

Shen Nuo's mind was blank by now. His eyes were unfocussed and hazy. He did not know when, but at a certain point, unknown even to him, his breath scattered. His body started aching. His skin turned red and sweat beads drooped down his temples. What was happening?

His body was already feeling highly sensitive. It was so hot. It was also wrenching pain amid strange stimulating currents and waves that passed through him. He didn't understand what kind of feelings they were...

Everytime Li Yan's body rubbed against him, he felt electruded. He couldn't breath. His lips were tightly locked. He was suffocating... Tears felled more and more. No matter how hard he tried to gather his scattered conciousness, he failed.

To be honest, he had already put his guard down and wasn't struggling anymore. He lied under the Emperor lamely not because he wanted. It was because he couldn't move... It looked as though he had already lost his senses to understand what was happening. Then his eyes slowly closed and he passed out.

A moment later, Li Yan felt something warm touch his lips with the strong taste of blood. He withdrew his lips from Shen Nuo and looked at those wet and swollen lips. His scalp went numb. A thick trail of blood trailed down the side of Shen Nuo's lips and slid to the side of his face, staining his flushed cheek.

Li Yan's eyes widened when he realized. It wasn't a bleeding caused by the wounds in Shen Nuo's lips. It was an internal bleeding. Blood left Li Yan's face. He was too blind that he forgot that Shen Nuo was a ger...

Gers were not like men or women. They monthly suffers from heat when they come of age. But it shouldn't be. Normally gers come of age at the age of sixteen or seventeen, and rarely fifteen. Shen Nuo was still eleven. How comes...

Li Yan went even paler. He had once learned before that gers who hadn't come of age would spit blood if they are forced. Could it be, Shen Nuo was forcefully pulled into heat by him? Li Yan gulped. It means...

Shen Nuo's body had already accepted him. Shen Nuo had already recognized his smell...

Shen Nuo could be considered special even among gers. He had no mole upon his wrist like normally gers should. It was said that he belonged to a rare kind even among gers that was one in a ten thousand. They were naturally more sensitive than the ordinary...

Such gers can only marry one person in their life. They were considered lucky and the person whom the marry one day were said to be very fortunate.

Once these gers get used to the smell of their partner, it would be eternal for ever. Only that fated person will be capable of having him off the heat, unless he use heat suppressants.

Li Yan shook his head in disbelief... "No! Impossible!" He didn't do anything. He only kissed Shen Nuo. How was this possible?

Shen Nuo won't be able to marry anyone else in his life. Because he had already accepted Li Yan. Now he could only marry Li Yan...

Tears couldn't stop seething down Li Yan's eyes. What did he just do? What did he do???

Shen Nuo was innocent and pure. He was still a child. How could he do such a thing to him? How dare he do such a thing to him? It was true that he was obsessed with Shen Nuo.

But this was completely a different matter. His obsession towards Shen Nuo didn't mean that Shen Nuo doesn't have the freedom to choose his lover on his own oneday... He didn't want to prison Shen Nuo under him against his will...

Because that person never knew that Li Yan loved him...

Li Yan loved Shen Nuo and it was true. But Shen Nuo never knew it. He was even too small to understand what love was. What right did he, Li Yan had to do this to him?

Li Yan was suddenly distressed like had had never felt before. His heart nearly dripped with blood. He felt a strong sense of guilt. This shouldn't be something that should have happened at all. If this incident goes out, it wouldn't be that good for Shen Nuo...

Li Yan lowered his tear stained eyes and stared at Shen Nuo who had fainted. His face was very innocent and cute. But also painful and melancholic. Li Yan kept staring at that face with some difficult emotions in his eyes.

And that moment, he took the decision to decide Shen Nuo's future himself. He lowered his head to Shen Nuo's face and locked Shen Nuo's swollen lips in his again. It wasn't as thirsty as before. It wasn't painful. It was gentle and passionate.

Li Yan licked open Shen Nuo's blood stained lips and slipped his tongue in. Shen Nuo stirred gently and subconsciously responded to him. He wrapped his little arms around Li Yan's thin waist and hugged him tighter. Their lips entangled and tongues intervined.

That kiss would have looked heartfelt and passionate. But only Li Yan knew what this kiss meant to him. He not only suppressed Shen Nuo's rising heat.

With that kiss, he merged his essence with Shen Nuo's. He merged his soul with Shen Nuo's. He gave Shen Nuo something that he hadn't even given to his Empress before.

His love and possession towards Shen Nuo would never fade for a life time. Their souls were merged together. Their souls from this onwards would be like one. If Shen Nuo feels a pain, Li Yan would feel the same pain. If Shen Nuo gets hurt, Li Yan would feel it too. And if one of them die oneday, the other would die too.

This was the best thing he could give Shen Nuo. This was a Blood Promise that could only be given to one person in a lifetime. And that moment, Li Yan did not think twice to give this promise to Shen Nuo...

He slowly withdrew his lips from Shen Nuo and looked at him painfully. That face of Shen Nuo was in a mess, with blood and tears. Li Yan silently wiped them clean with the back of his golden sleeve.

Then he flipped to the side, lied himself on the floor and pulled Shen Nuo into his snuggle. He pulled him closer and snuggled him into his embrace tightly. "Nuo Nuo, you're mine. You only belong to me..." He kissed Shen Nuo's forehead with great love revealed.

He had no idea how many hours he had lied there on the wooden tiles with sleeping Shen Nuo in his embrace. Shen Nuo went to heat for the first time. He came of age for the first time. It must have been tiresome for him, specially at having to face it at such a young age.

Shen Nuo though lost in his sleep, however felt his body aching. Every inch of his muscles were giving him a splitting ache. Amid the pain, he faintly felt the source of warmth and comfort near him.

For some reason, the chilling fragrance of Sandalwood that made him uncomfortable before, was now pleasant. It was very comforting. He needed more of it if he wanted to feel better...

He snuggled Li Yan even closer and burried his little head by the side of Li Yan's neck. Li Yan silently pursed his lips and caressed the back of Shen Nuo's fluffy head consolingly.

"It's alright... It's fine... It won't hurt anymore..." He hoarsely whispered. "It won't hurt anymore..."

After a long time, there as a slight stir above him. Shen Nuo opened his red eyes slowly, recovering from the lost senses. He looked at Li Yan with hazy eyes blankly and painfully for a moment. The memories of what happened before he passed out came back to his mind slowly.

He was terror stricken again. His eyes widened and became glassy. But startling and scaring him even more, Li Yan immediately turned his face to the side, hiding his face. His golden robes were sightly disheveled. His long hair was messy. His eyes were very red. He gritted his teeth, narrowing his eyes. "Get. Out!"

Shen Nuo came back to his senses immediately, struggled to his feet and fled to the door.

"And ask one of your big brothers to come and meet me!"

Shen Nuo heard Li Yan's hoarse voice before he slid the door shut behind him. He directly ran away. He did not know what to feel. His heart was in a mess. His mind was in a turmoil. He was just afraid...

But inside the chamber, Li Yan, who pulled himself into a sitting posture, gritted his teeth and grasped onto a jade vase on the white jade desk. He gulped. His hands tightened more and more into the vase until it cracked in his hands.

The moment he saw those pure eyes looking at him helplessly and pleadingly... He saw it. He clearly saw that Shen Nuo was too scared of him right now... Shen Nuo was too unwilling...

The jade vase shattered into several pieces in his hand, cut into his palm and pierced his skin. Blood gushed out of the deep cuts. But it was a long time thence he turned numb to such pains... It didn't give him pain at all. But his heart ached. It gave him so much pain. He couldn't handle it at all. So cold tears left his red eye. He gritted his teeth behind his pursed lips.

"So what if I'm the Emperor? Forth him, I'm just a beast!"

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Hehe, I'm not good at writhing these stuff though...🤭🙈 Sorry if it was ugly...

Very Important

You might wonder why Li Yan is so obsessed with Shen Nuo.

Well, Shen Nuo's and Li Yan's souls were entangled throughout many previous lifetimes and in this life, they still identify each other without realizing it. And it would continue to be so in the future. You might think Li Yan is just a mere character in a novel. Then how can this happen?

I'll just give you a hint. The truth is, Shen Nuo had actually transmigrated into a history of four thousand years ago, and resurrected back into the body of his previous life. The latter, you'll know...

But finally, now do you understand how at moments, Li Yan can read Shen Nuo's mind? (Blood Promise)...

I know there are many other questions that you have to ask for example, if their souls were merged, the Emperor also must have died the moment he killed Shen Nuo in his previous life.... Yeah, I promise I'll clear all the doubts before chapter 35...