The Wrong Bride: Chapter 23
The Wrong Bride: Ares and Raven’s Story
The sound of knocking wakes me, and I blink, disoriented, my gaze dropping to Ares next to me. I didnât think weâd ever find ourselves in this position⦠waking up together, married.
Another knock sounds on the door, and I sit up, letting the sheets bunch around my waist. âAres,â I murmur.
âHmm?â He blinks lazily and turns toward me, sighing as his eyes flutter open. âRaven,â he whispers dreamily. His eyes leisurely roam over the black lace nightie Iâm wearing, lingering on my breasts for a moment. He didnât come to bed until I fell asleep, and I wasnât sure heâd be next to me this morning at all. It wouldnât have surprised me if he spent the night on the sofa. It canât have been easy for him to have me in his bed when itâs my sister he wants.
âAres, sweetheart,â Donna calls. âThereâs⦠thereâs someone at the entrance.â
I tense and let my eyes fall closed. âHannah,â I whisper. Guilt hits me hard, followed by intense shame. âWhat are we going to tell her?â I ask, my voice trembling.
Ares sits up and turns toward me, exposing the blue checkered pajamas heâs wearing. Hannah has matching ones. The mere sight of him makes me feel sick to my stomach. Did he wear them because he misses her, or is she so deeply entrenched in his life that he canât detangle everything they were?
Ares stares at me for a moment, no doubt noting my anxiety. âWhat do you want me to say to her?â
I look down at my hands and inhale deeply before speaking. âI want you to tell her what you told me at the altar. You told me youâd give me your all, Ares. Iâm asking you to keep that promise. I know how much you love her, but I wonât let you cheat on me â nor will I let you embarrass me. I demand the respect Iâm due as your wife, the respect you wouldâve shown Hannah if she hadnât left you at the altar yesterday.â
He looks away and nods sharply. âUnderstood,â he simply says. I look up in surprise to find him smiling at me reassuringly, as though he can read the fears I try so hard to hide.
âLetâs get ready,â he tells me. âSheâll want to speak to both of us, Iâm sure. Iâll leave you to use our ensuite bathroom, and Iâll head over to the bathroom in our gym.â
I nod and slip out of bed, a thousand different worries running through my mind. I donât want to see them together. Somehow, Iâve been existing in this fictional world that Hannah isnât part of. Iâve been convincing myself that I could outrun her, and that Iâd get away with taking her place.
I knew I couldnât run forever.
Iâm surprised to find Ares sitting on his bed when I walk out of the dressing room, a towel pressed to his wet hair. I thought heâd have gone to speak to Hannah in private, yet here he is, waiting for me.
His eyes roam over the dress Iâm wearing, and then he looks away. âReady?â he asks as he stands up.
I shake my head. âNo,â I admit. I know what my sister is like. Sheâs always been a talented actress, and not even I can withstand her skills. Iâm scared that my resolve will crumble once I come eye to eye with her.
Ares smiles at me, but it doesnât reach his eyes. âItâll be okay. Letâs go.â
I nod and follow him into the living room, where Hannah is waiting. She jumps up from her seat and rushes up to Ares, throwing herself into his arms. He hugs her tightly, his eyes falling closed as pure torment takes over his expression. Itâs obvious how much heâs missed her, and Iâve never felt more like an intruder than I do at this moment.
âTell me it isnât true,â she begs, her voice shaking.
âIâm sorry, Hannah.â He sounds as hurt as she does, and it kills me to know Iâm all thatâs standing between them now.
She pushes away from him as a tear drops down her cheek and glances at me. âRaven, this is some kind of sick joke, right? Please tell me it is.â She laughs humorlessly, the sound carrying a hint of desperation.
I shake my head, remorse washing over me. She loves him. Hannah might be selfish, but her love for Ares has always been one of the most beautiful things about her.
âHow could you marry my fiancé?â she asks in disbelief. âHow could you possibly agree to marry someone who will never love you? Why would you do this to me, Raven? If youâd just walked away, theyâd have postponed the wedding and they wouldnât have been able to blame Ares for it.â
âHannah,â I say, my tone defensive. âI called you over a hundred times. I sent you text messages, left you voice notes, and I even emailed you. I tried to contact you in every single way I could think of, but you chose to ignore me. I told you that Dad threatened to pull all funding for my company if I didnât walk down that aisle, and you still didnât show up. You were willing to risk your future, but that doesnât mean I was willing to risk mine.â
She looks between us, her eyes filled with tears. âAres,â she says, her voice shaky. âHow could you? Sheâs my sister, for Godâs sake. Thisâ¦â She looks between us, insecurity flashing through her eyes. âYou two⦠are youâ¦â
âNo,â Ares says instantly. âNever. Iâve never loved anyone but you, Hannah. I never will. How could I possibly want someone other than you?â
My heart twists painfully, but I force myself to keep my expression blank. Part of me is terrified that itâs true, and no matter what I do, heâll never love me. A larger part of me knows that Iâll always regret it if I donât try.
âWhere does this leave us, Ares? What about us?â
Ares looks at me, but Iâm not sure how to answer her question, either. If anything, Iâm waiting for his answer as much as she is.
âYou know how I feel about marriage, Hannah. You chose to walk away from this, from us.â
She looks at him in disbelief. âYou only have to remain married for three years, right?â
He hesitates for a moment, but then he nods.
âIâll wait. Iâll wait for you, Ares.â
I take in his expression, the spark of hope that lights up his whole face. It hurts. It kills me that he so desperately wants to be with her, even now.
âThree years will fly by,â she says, her tone desperate. âIâll focus on my career for the next three years, and once you two get a divorce, Iâll retire and marry you. I see it now, Ares. I donât need my career as much as I need you. Iâd never have walked away if I thought theyâd make you marry Raven.â
She turns to me then, her eyes filled with sorrow. âIâm so sorry, Rave. This⦠itâs all my fault. Having to marry your brother-in-law⦠I canât imagine how hard this must be for you. I know itâs too late for apologies, but I truly am sorry. Iâll set this right, I swear. I know three years seems like a lot, but youâll walk away with Mom and Dadâs company.â
Brother-in-law. Part of me wants to snap at her and tell her that heâs my husband now, and her brother-in-law, but I donât have it in me to hurt her that way. Instead, I nod, unsure how to respond. I might be Aresâs wife, but I have no rights to him. Standing here in front of my sister, the woman he loves and wants to spend his life with⦠I canât hurt her any more than sheâs already hurting.
Hannah inhales deeply and looks at Ares before turning to me. âI trust both of you,â she says, her gaze drifting between us. She smiles at Ares, her gaze filled with longing. âI know youâve been put in a difficult situation, but I wonât doubt the love between us, Ares. Weâve been together for five years. In the grand scheme of things, three years is nothing â not compared to the rest of our lives.â
She turns to me then, a pleading look in her eyes. âHad it been anyone else, Iâd have been insecure and scared, but I know youâll never hurt me. You would never betray me in that way, and I know youâll never see Ares as your husband, no matter what label the world is forcing you two to wear.â
I nod, giving in. This isnât a battle worth fighting. Besides, Ares might be my husband for now, but heâll end up being hers in the future. I can see it in his eyes. Even now, itâs her heâs imagining a future with. The promises he made me crumbled the second he laid eyes on her. They always have.
Hannah hesitates, her eyes on mine, and for a moment I wonder if sheâs seeing straight through me, if she can sense my reluctance, my heartbreak. âRaven,â she says, her voice tense. My heart starts to race as I force a smile on my face. Just before sheâs about to speak again, her phone rings, saving me from questions I might not have an answer to.
Hannah glances at her phone and grimaces. âI need to go,â she says reluctantly. âIâm supposed to be on set today.â
Ares tenses, hearing the words she isnât saying. If sheâs expected to be on set, then she must have known long ago that she wouldnât be on her honeymoon today. What kind of game is she playing, and how long is Ares going to let her get away with it?
I watch as Hannah walks up to him. She rises to her tiptoes to kiss him, and I grit my teeth, pure venom rushing through my veins. Ares averts his face at the last minute, making her lips brush against his cheek instead.
She narrows her eyes at him, but in the end, she chooses to remain quiet. âIâll see you later,â she tells him, her voice soft. âLetâs have dinner and talk things through, okay?â
He nods and watches her as she walks away, leaving both of our futures in disarray. The door closes behind her, and Ares inhales deeply as he takes a seat on the sofa, his gaze unfocused.
I should give him space, and I should respect his boundaries, but I wonât. This is war, and I wonât go down without a fight.
My steps are filled with confidence as I walk toward him and place my knee on the sofa between his spread legs, leaning in the way I did yesterday. The regret with which he looks at me has me hesitating, but in the end, hope wins.
I place my hands on his shoulders as I lean against him, towering above him. âMy words still stand,â I tell him, my voice soft but firm. âI wonât let you cheat on me. If you want to be with Hannah once our three years are up, then so be it. But until then, I need you to be faithful to me. You might think that you can sneak around and wonât get caught, but that isnât a risk thatâs worth taking. If you cheat on me, I stand to lose as much as you do. I wonât let it happen.â
He wraps his hands around my waist, his gaze filled with emotions I canât read. Heâs never looked at me this way before. âI hear you,â he says, his voice soft. âI wonât break my vows, Raven. I wonât lie to you and tell you that Iâm not tempted, because I am. It would be so easy to pretend that you and I arenât married at all â that weâre just roommates, that youâre still just my fianceeâs little sister. But I wonât.â
I exhale shakily and nod at him, relief washing over me. This is as much as Iâll ask for. So long as heâs faithful to me, Iâve got a chance.
One chance is all I need.