Chapter 5
Endless (Clarity Coast Omegaverse Book 1)
I watched Isolde lead us through a house that could easily be used as the set of a film. Our house was lovely, and not too far from here, but this was an entirely different level. Which made sense. Adelaide Allen Caruso was known across the world for her design skills.
Something you couldnât really appreciate unless you saw the details up close.
It was impossible not to look at Isolde as she walkedâall of her. From the curves those leggings hugged to the slight hunch in her shoulders that told me she was uncomfortable. Iâd never wanted to be a piece of spandex so badly. Especially now that I knew what was happening.
Isolde smelled incredible. Something intangible that made me want to draw her closer and dig beneath the surface to figure out what made her tick. What made her moan.
Not to mention that fucking list she gave us told me she wanted exactly what I could give her.
As soon as we stepped out of the airport and Vaughn had Isolde far enough ahead of us, I turned on Joel. âWhat the fuck is going on with all of you?â
His expression rested somewhere between terror and awe. âSheâs ours.â
I stopped walking, nearly tripping over my feet. âWhat did you just say?â
âSheâs ours, Cade. Sheâs our match. Scenting her feels like a battering ram in the gut.â
Not for the first time, I wished my designation was different. Isolde smelled so fucking good, but I couldnât ever feel what Joel described. Iâd never know what it was like to know with utter certainty someone was meant for me, no matter how much I wanted it.
âYouâre sure?â
âHeâs sure,â Rowan said from behind me. âItâs true.â
I looked again at the small Omega. Her bright red hair tousled like sheâd taken a turn at the mile high club. Her unsure smile. Her fucking incredible scent.
One thing was certain: Iâd never scented anyone like her before. It did hit me differently. Maybe there was something my soul recognized too, and I wanted it. Even if I couldnât, it wouldnât matter. If she belonged to my pack, she belonged to me. End of story.
No one in my pack had ever cared that I was a Beta. We belonged together as surely as the woman in front of us belonged.
Rowanâs hand came down on my shoulder. âSheâs yours too.â
I pressed my lips together, rolling my shoulders back. âThanks.â
âNow we just have to figure out a way to tell her that doesnât make her run,â Joel said quietly. âSomething happened to her. Clearly.â
This I could work with. We needed a plan, and I was good at making plans. Figuring out puzzles, too. Isolde was a puzzle. Relief flowed through me as I walked the rest of the way to the car. âWeâll figure it out.â
Now, as we followed her through the house, I reviewed what I knew about her. Sure, the client questionnaire told us a lot, but it was basic information. Things you might find on a dating profile or a job interview. It didnât tell us about her soul or who she was when no one was watching.
It didnât tell me why she seemed so nervous about being here, in a home with a family who clearly loved her. It didnât tell me why the idea of staying in the same room as us made her panic.
All it made me want to do was get my ropes and tie her up so I could pleasure her until she gave me true answers. And maybe let me replace whatever thoughts made her shoulders cave in like that.
My phone chimed in my pocket. The pack group text.
JOEL
Iâm refunding her money immediately. Any objections?
That made sense. As far as we were concerned, Isolde wasnât a client. She was ours. We werenât going to take her money while we were courting her and trying to figure out how to tell her who she was to us.
Ahead of me, Hawk checked his phone and typed a response.
HAWK
You donât think sheâll notice? I donât care, I just donât want to blow the play early.
JOEL
I donât think sheâll notice. She seems overwhelmed, and while sheâs here, weâll be taking care of things.
I typed my response.
CADE
No arguments from me.
The others gave a quick thumbs up in the chat.
âItâs right here,â Isolde said, gesturing to a set of tall double doors. Intricately carved wood that somehow didnât seem out of place.
She pushed one open, and we followed her inside.
It was basically an entire house. A kitchen, living room, and covered veranda that overlooked the back of the estate and down to the ocean.
A man in a dark suit was rolling our suitcases into what must be the pack bedroom. The one that made her nervous. âThank you, Geoffrey,â she said.
âOf course, Miss Allen. Itâs good to have you home.â
She went out onto the veranda and leaned against the marble railing. I recognized the pose. Her head dropped, shoulders rising and falling. She was overwhelmed. This, I could handle.
I held out a hand to the others, telling them not to follow before I joined her. It was a risk to touch her, but Vaughn was right. She couldnât jump every time we made contact if she wanted this to work.
And we wanted to keep touching her long after this.
I let my hands gently land on her hips before placing them on the railing on either side of her, lining our bodies up together. âYou okay?â
âOf course.â
Laughing once, I covered her hands with mine, seeing how far sheâd let me push. Isolde stiffened, but she didnât pull away. So I intertwined our fingers before wrapping her arms around herself so I was hugging her too. âTake a breath for me.â
âIâm breathing.â
âIsolde.â I let my voice drop into a place of command. She might not understand that she needed it, but I did. âTake a breath.â
She did, body expanding in my hold. The softness of her against me was so damn tempting, I couldnât resist leaning down to press a kiss to her neck. âYou seem overwhelmed.â
âThatâs an understatement.â
âWhy?â
She huffed out a breath. âIt doesnât matter. Iâll be fine.â
Turning her in my arms, I pushed her back against the railing and met her eyes. Green, but soft. On the grayer side. Like moss on stone. Utterly fucking captivating.
Her scent whirled around us, and I held back my smile. The little Omega was far more affected by us than she let on. The entire car ride I inhaled breath after breath of it, and Iâd been about five seconds from pulling her into the back seat and testing her commitment to abstinence when we pulled into the driveway.
âDo you know why we do what we do?â I asked.
She raised one eyebrow. âMoney?â
âIt helps,â I acknowledged with a grin. âBut no, not entirely.â
âThen why?â
âBecause each of us knows what itâs like to go through something alone, and desperately need someone to be there with you. Especially if someone is going to judge you. The fear climbs up your spine and your throat and it feels like your lungs are so full of rocks you canât take a full breath.
âAnd all you want is someone to stand in that space with you. We like taking care of people.â
Isolde looked at me skeptically. âYouâre telling me that all of you do this because you want to help people and not because youâre all really fucking hot and can have sex for money?â Her voice lowered on the last words, like there was anyone around who could hear her.
I smiled. âThereâs actually a lot less sex involved than you might think. But Iâm glad to know you think weâre hot.â
Her cheeks turned a delicious shade of pink. I wanted to see that pink on every inch of her body. Preferably while bound and squirming in my ropes.
âI want to make something clear,â I said gently, gripping her hips. âYou came to us, and we said yes. That doesnât mean we just show up and pretend to be with you while ignoring who you are and what you need. Sorry if thatâs what you thought was going to happen.â
A whole new kind of fear bloomed on her face. âIâm not interestedâ ââ
I lifted my hand to her cheek, silencing her. âI know. We know.â
âSoâ¦â
Our bodies were already lined up. I just closed the distance, pressing mine into hers just enough to feel her gasp. I smothered my own reaction. She could claim she wasnât interested all she wantedâwe would happily wait.
âSo, you called us. And people rarely call us because itâs easy and things are going well. Weâre here to help you. Let us in. Let us take care of you while weâre here.â
I watched her eyes gloss over with tears and how she tried to blink them away. âI donât know how to do that. I didnât⦠expect that. I just canât be alone. Not whenâ ââ
She caught herself before she admitted the truth, but I waited, letting the silence draw out. She needed to be the one to fill it.
Isolde hadnât told us why she wanted us here. Joel said she had cried when she called, begging us to help her for this three week stretch. But as to why? Sheâd given no clues.
âI promise you. Whatever it is, we can handle it. And weâre not going to judge you for it.â
She swallowed, and I followed the movement with my gaze. The longer I stood here pressed against her, the harder it was to keep myself in control. But I had no doubt she was mine. No other Omega had ever captivated me like this. Her scent, her eyes, the way she breathed.
Mine.
Her teeth worried her bottom lip, and she looked away before she finally spoke. âMy ex is the best man. He dumped me out of the blue a year ago. Now heâs engaged, and I didnât want to be the sad, lonely Omega who everyone looked at with pity. Like I wasnât good enough, even if itâs true.â
Anger flared through me. No fucking wonder she was overwhelmed. This was her home, and it didnât fucking feel safe for her. I wasnât surprised she tried to keep the idea of sex and happiness at armâs lengthâsheâd been hurt. Her heart butchered. And now she was going to see that heartbreak paraded in front of her for the next three weeks.
âHow long were you together?â
âFour years.â
Fuck. That was a long time to recover from. Her words were a pained whisper, and my own burned in my chest. âDo you want him back?â
Please say no. Please say no.
Isolde shook her head. I felt dizzy with the pure gratefulness that dropped through me. Waiting for her was one thing. Helping her win back an ex who clearly didnât deserve her was another.
âNo, I donât. I just donât want everyone to stare and wonder whatâs wrong with me. Or give me their condolences. Or tell me this should be my wedding and not Ellieâs.â
Shifting my hand from her cheek to the back of her neck, I pulled her closer. âThank you for telling me. Do you mind if I share it with the others?â
âThatâs fine. I know itâs pathetic, not being able to face an ex. Itâs not like Iâm pining for him. I justâ ââ
I closed the remaining distance between us again and dropped my lips onto hers. Fully this time. Isolde froze, stiff against me, before she absolutely melted. She tasted as sweet as her scent, hands coming up to brace against my shoulders like she wasnât sure if she wanted to shove me away or haul me closer.
The plush softness of her lips under mine, her body under my hands⦠I was a goner. Tightening my grip on her neck, I deepened the kiss, tracing her lips with my tongue, savoring the little gasp that let me in.
Isolde tasted so fucking sweet. Would she taste like this everywhere?
She let go. I felt the moment it changed. Her lips and tongue turning from hesitant to desperate, hands finally pulling me closer. Yes.
Fuck, I wanted to kiss her forever, and I couldnât.
Pulling back, I pressed my forehead against hers. âNot wanting to face someone who ripped your heart out isnât pathetic. Far from it. And weâre not going to let anyone look at you with a shred of pity, Isolde. The only thing your ex is going to see is the fucking radiant Omega he left behind, and heâll regret the day he did. Iâve only known you for an hour and I already know he doesnât have a clue what he lost.â
The hope in her eyes was painful. All I wanted to do was kiss her again so I could take that pain away. Push her up against one of these columns and show her how good it could be.
âClearly weâre interrupting something,â a voice said from behind us.
I turned, seeing a familiar face, and suddenly this adventure made a lot more sense.