Chapter 10
Dangerous Desires
10 Rage
Luke.
I got back home in the night after taking a long walk in the park. Tia was asleep. The television on her
side of the room was on, but I did not bother to cross over to turn it off, so I did not disturb her sleep.
Instead, I turned off the lights in my room and lay in bed. I was restless and couldnât sleep, so I stayed
awake. Calebâs display had baffled me. I also noticed the wall Tia had pulled up. Maybe I should not
have said those hurtful things to her. I could have investigated the situation without hurting her feelings.
There were words I couldnât take back, and the woman seemed quite unforgiving. She was also wise.
She knew what Stacy was trying to do during breakfast, and she had bailed me out. The truth was, I was
not dating Elisabeth anymore. However, she had been sending messages and trying to reach me. I
respect my wife too much to keep a mistress. Even if I had no feelings for her, I intended to share the
misery with her. I was open to a friendship, but I knew it would take time for Tia to come around,
especially after Calebâs display.
I lay in bed and stared at the ceiling. My night vision was better than most wolves, so I did not need the
light. I turned to my side to look at Tiaâs room, where she lay peacefully in bed. The arc in my room was
big. It wasnât supposed to be a double room, but I had made it that way. It was supposed to be a
bedroom and a living room, but I had made it double because of the marriage.
Tia woke up, and I watched her switch off her television and go to the bathroom. She didnât even bother
to glance towards my room. I guess she did not know I was home.
What Tia did that night surprised me, and it remained burned in my memory. She touched herself. I
watched her legs, hand, and body as she responded to the pleasure she was giving herself. I had never
seen something like that before. The woman was sensual. Who would have thought? I saw her as a little
sister until then. Tia was a woman. Her moans and breathing aroused me, and I felt like I was being
tortured. Even though she was my wife, I could see and not touch her. I wasnât the type to force myself
on a woman, and I did not want to take her based on lust alone. If we ever got to do anything, it would be
because we feel something for each other, and she wants me.
The sight of Tia writhing with pleasure and moaning on her bed remained burned in my memory, and I
had something to work with when I worked on myself. I did not want her to know I was there, but
something irritated my nose, and I sneezed. I quickly turned and pretended to be asleep, but I knew she
would know I saw her.
Tia knew I saw her, and I had to be honest with her about it and how I felt during breakfast. She looked
beautiful, and I liked what I saw. I knew my response wasnât expected, but that was the truth. Next time, I
offered to help, but I knew my wife was proud. I doubted she would be inviting me into her bed anytime
soon, but I still made the offer just in case she chose to reconsider.
I enjoyed hunting with her. I never went hunting with Elisabeth. All she ever wanted was to make love
and eat in expensive restaurants that constantly bled my not so heavy pockets. I might own the company
now, but I was still on salary. My father wanted me to work my way
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1. up. On the contrary to what people would think, I was just a salary earner and not better off than the
rest of the employees. I could not afford many things, but Elisabeth didnât always understand that,
and I went above and beyond to please her. Now that she is no longer in my life, I will get to save
some money. I didnât particularly appreciate how things ended between Elisabeth and me, and I still
thought about her, but I could not disrespect my wife. I could not waste Elisabethâs life either. She
was willing to be my mistress, but she deserved better. She deserved someone who would love her
and be with Being the other woman in my life would be cruel. As much as I was addicted to her, I
had to let her go, but Elisabeth was yet to let go.
Tiaâs wolf form was excellent. Her grey fur was beautiful, and I felt highly protective of her. I was
surprised that she let the deer we caught go. I thought she was Calebâs best friend. I knew Caleb loved
to hunt and devour his prey. Maybe she let it go for my sake. Next time I will let her decide.
I chose to shop for some toiletries and clothes for Tia, so I reached out to her mother for help. I bought
little because I did not have much in my account, but I hoped that would be enough until I get paid. I had
spent a fortune on her closet, and it was a bit painful that she did not like the clothes there. I wanted to
see her in them. I was honestly willing to try, but it was clear she wasnât. I asked her mother to bring
some of her old clothes so she could be more comfortable.
Tia wasnât in the room when I returned. I linked Bart, and he told me she was around. I wanted to link her
but decided against it last minute.
Soon she walked into her room, smelling of Caleb with swollen lips. She still wanted him. Even after all
that she knew about him, she still wanted him. Even after hearing the arrangements between him and
Kimberly, she still wanted him. I could not believe her. I thought she was stronger than that. I guess love
was genuinely blind and, in her case, stupid too. I was angry, but I did not want to let it show or take it out
on her.
Was this what I would have to deal with? Caleb would start sleeping with her, I knew it. I was
angry. I knew I had told her she could do as she liked but not this. I did not even mean it. I wasnât doing
as I wanted. If I were, she would have my mark by now.
I parked my car and went to the right-wing immediately. I knew I was fuming with anger. I hardly lost my
cool, but this was it. âWhere is Caleb!â I asked their butler, Norman, and he was confused. Stacy walked
out of the music room with my father, and I did not bother to greet them. âWhere is Caleb!â I asked again,
and then my greedy brother came toward me. I rushed at him and began to beat the shit out of him. My
father had to pull me off him. âDonât you fucking touch my wife again!â I yelled at him. âStay away from
Tia, Caleb. You had your chance, and you blew it. You canât always have what is mine!â I yelled at him,
believing that was all that this was about. He wanted Tia simply because she was mine. âControl
yourself, Luke!â my father ordered me, and I tried to be calm. âWhat happened?â he asked. âCaleb made
out with Tia in the library,â I said to my dad, still trying to breathe.
âAt your Wing?â Stacy asked, and I knew what she was driving at.
âCaleb, did you go to the left wing to make out with your brotherâs wife after I had warned you not to go
there?â My father asked him and Caleb remained silent. He did not want my father to know Tia had come
to use the Library at their wing. He was protecting her.
âAnswer me!â my father yelled, and Caleb nodded.
âYou are despicable,â my father spat, and I noticed Stacy was angry.
âThe workers said she was in this Library,â Stacy said, and Caleb shook his head.
âThat is a lie. I went to the left wing,â He said, and my father walked up to him and punched him.
âDonât you ever touch your brotherâs wife again,â my father said. I saw fire in Stacyâs eyes. âTell your slut
wife to stay away from my son!â she yelled at me, almost in tears. She wasnât happy that her husband
punched her son.
âShut your mouth Stacy,â my father yelled at her. He was livid. âFather, please,â Caleb said, going on his
knees, âAsk Luke to annul the marriage. He doesnât love her, and he doesnât want her. Luke hasnât
touched her. He has someone he goes to at night. Please, father. Ask him to annul the marriage and let
me be with her. Please,â Caleb begged, still desperate. âAnd what happens to Kimberly and her baby?â
My father asked him, and his face hardened. âThat baby isnât mine!â he said.
âSo you say all the time. Unfortunately, she will have this one,â My father said, âStay away from Tia. I
paid a lot of money to marry her to your brother. Leave well enough alone. If you are hurt, take it up with
your mother. She masterminded all this because she felt Tia wasnât rich enough for you,â My father said
to Caleb, and asked me to leave. I walked away, still fuming, but I was ashamed of my outburst. I had
never lost my shit like that before. I needed to protect myself so I do not get hurt; as things are, Caleb
and Tia might start fucking right under my nose. I did not know what to do, but I had to guard my heart. I
knew the words I said to her when my father and I visited were a contributing factor to this mess. I wish
there were a reset button to press, but there wasnât any. I did not return to my room until late in the night.
I entered the room and did not bother to check on Tia. I glanced at her room, and she was sleeping. That
was enough. I showered and went to bed.
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