Chapter 56
Dangerous Desires
56 Who Will Take Care Of Me
Tia.
I wanted to return to the âholidayâ house and wait for Luke to return, but I knew he would not be happy
that I did not follow his directives. The last thing I wanted was to deal with the people of the moon
mansion, but I had no choice but to go there. My insides were shaking while I drove. My heart was in my
mouth. Today was supposed to be beautiful, but we started on the wrong note. Luke tried to fix it, but this
Saturday had been fated to be a painful one.
Spending time on the cliff with Luke made me not have a care in the world. It was just him and me; he
made love to me most of our time there. All we did from the moment we got there was affirm our feelings,
eat, and make love. Fear began to overtake my reasoning. I tried to keep my shit together, but I couldnât.
What if he doesnât return to me. What if this was it, and this was the goddessâs way of letting him say
goodbye to me? I knocked those thoughts out of my head immediately.
âGet a grip of yourself.â I told myself,â He is Alpha, and this is what your life will be like. He will have to
fight and protect his people often. You will have to lead while he is absent; you will have to be strong for
him,â I repeated while driving, and it settled me a bit. It was an alphaâs routine to fight and defend his
pack. Luke was happy to have his brother and father with him.
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I pulled into the road leading to the mansionâs first gate. The security greeted me as they would an
Alpha, and I held their gaze dutifully; I moved to the next gate and got the same treatment. The moment I
parked in front tof the Mansion, Bart, Kirk and some lowerâranking military were there. I was glad that
Kirk was there, at least.
I exited the car and handed the keys to Bart.
âWelcome, Luna,â Bart greeted me with the utmost respect, and I held his gaze and nodded in response
with the same respect. I turned to Kirk, and he saluted along with the soldier.
âWe are at your command Luna Tia,â he said and nodded at him.
âWhy didnât you go with them?â I asked Kirk.
âI am a Delta now; Mike Crawford went in my stead as Gamma. Alpha Aesop felt you need a familiar
person to help keep the island safe.â He explained, and I understood why I was put in charge. My duty
was to ensure that Woodclaw city was not invaded while they ward off the attack on Eastwood. After all,
there were other packs on the island. We might rule them, but we can not trust them entirely because we
do not bear the same mark.
âVery well then. Let us all be alert for any suspicious activities in the city and outskirts, especially regions
close to Eastwood. Radio all security agencies on the island. Declare an indefinite curfew for every pack,
town and city on the island. Anyone found outside two hours from now should be arrested. If there is no
one on the streets, it would be easier to detect suspicious activities,â I said, and Kirk saluted and pulled
out his phone.
âLink me if you need me,â I said to my friend, and he smiled and nodded. I walked into the mansion, and
the entire household was waiting for me. The staff were in tears, and to my surprise, Stacy, Kimberly,
Elisabeth and Monica were also in tears. It was understandable we all had someone we cared about in
the battle. This wasnât the time for me to be petty. There were two heavily pregnant women, and among
the four women, only one of them was not a bitch.
*We need to be strong and have our hopes up. It is not as serious as it seems, and they will be back
soon. It is sait of their job,â I said, looking mainly at Kimberly, and she came to hug me.
âOh, Tia, you donât have to lie to us. It is all over the news, those evil people attacked with guns,â
kimberly said, weeping, and I was shaken to my core. I knew I faltered a bit.
âLet us go to the evening lounge. There is a television there. We might dislike ourselves, but these are
crucial moments for all of us.â Stacy said, and I nodded. Kimberly held on to me, and she sat next to me
when we got to the lounge.
âDo you believe they will make it?â She linked me, and I looked at her, mustering all the courage I could
and nodded. I had just heard something that I did not know initially. After five minutes, I got up to excuse
myself.
âWhy are you leaving us, Tia,â Stacy said, and I looked at her; it was taking every fibre of my being not to
break down in her presence. I needed to be alone and process what I now knew.
âI need time to strategise to keep the city safe, Stacy. It will be nice if you donât trouble me unless it is an
emergency.â I said, and Kimberly stood up.
âPlease donât leave me with these witches, Tia; let me come with you. I promise I will not bother you, I
swear,â She linked me, and her eyes were hopeful. Elisabeth stood up and left us at that moment. I knew
she was worried, but I could care less.
I contemplated it. I remembered Lukeâs warning and how he asked me to stay away from Kimberly, and I
shook my head,
âI do not want trouble, Kimberly,â I said aloud, and the staff could hear. This is a serious situation. If you
get too worked up, and something happened to the baby, I will be blamed, and some people will not fail
to say it was a deliberate act.â I said to her, and she shook her head.
âI promise you, I swear. I am fine. Please. I do not want to be alone tonight,â She pleaded with me, but
the truth was, I wanted to be alone. I needed to be alone. It was hard, but soon I agreed because I knew
she was always alone.
Kimberly thanked me, and I asked the staff attending her to follow us.
âKimberly, you should be with me and not, Tia,â Stacy said, and I hoped Kimberly would take her up on
the offer
âI am safer and happier with, Tia. She doesnât pretend she likes me and is easier to be around. I know
you do not like me, and your deal is off with my father; you hate me. Please, I do not need negative
energy right now. The father of my child is out there fighting armed people. I need to pray for his safe
return,â she said politely to Stacy, and I was surprised at her boldness. Kimberly rarely spoke at all. Ever
since she moved into the house and Caleb rejected her, she had been in a shell. I believe she counted
down the days to prove to Caleb that the baby was his. The sad part was that I believed she did this to
be Luna, and Caleb was no longer the heir.
We both walked in silence while the servant attending to her lagged behind. I needed privacy, so I guess
the toilet would have to do then.
âThe moment we entered the room, Kimberly was amazed.
âWow, Tia, Luke dotes on you,â she said, admiring the room. âI hope they come back, Tia,â
So who will take care of me
she said and began to cry. It was weird. First, she remarks about the room and then starts to cry,
Hormones. She sat on the couch in the sitting room, and I turned on the television and tuned to the live
broadcast of the fight. The station was covering the event from above with helicopters. They were no
longer shooting, but the attackers were many and vicious,
âAlpha Aesop, Alpha Luke and Beta Caleb have just arrived in a helicopter. All the troops arrive in a
helicopter to join the fight; we hope our soldiers and Alphas will be victorious. We are taking a risk
broadcasting this live from the air. Please pray to the goddess for our safety. We will be off the air for
thirty minutes to get fuel and return. Stay tuned,â she said, and soon the battle scene was replaced with
the studio where the reporters were analysing the fight.
âLuna Tia has declared an indefinite curfew all over the island. Anyone caught outside after nine pm will
be arrested. This is being done to ensure the safety of the people of Woodclaw,â the news reporter said.
I saw the instruction was scrolling on the lower third of the screen. I never imagined a day would come
that my name would make the news as an important person.
My phone rang at that moment, and it was my mother. I excused Kimberly and walked toward to
bedroom to answer the call.
âMother,â I said, and she sighed with relief. âHow are you, Tia?â She asked with concern, and I
responded the best way I could. I was holding a lot in, trying not to break. This was going to be the norm
for me, but I couldnât settle my emotions and be optimistic. Luke had never gone to fight without me. This
was the first time this would happen.
âYou need to be strong, Tia,â she said, going straight to the point.
âI know you did not expect to be the Luna of this pack; that is the fate the goddess has given you. Be
strong, my child. We are praying for your husband. He will come home to you,â My mother said, and at
that moment, I broke down on the phone. I did not bother to speak or respond. I kept it on the bed and
sat at the foot to weep. I was afraid of guns. It was short notice, so there was no way the military would
move to the sight with sufficient ammunition for the fight.
âLuke, please come back home to me,â I prayed in my heart. I knew I could not handle it if anything
happened to him. We still had a lot to do. We had a life to live together. He told me he wanted pups, and
even though I said yes, deep down, I was still reluctant, but not anymore. I will do everything that we
want us to do and not waste any time again. I will never overthink things with Luke anymore.
âPlease bring him back to me. I promise I will be kinder, more compassionate, keep your children safe
and be loyal to you if you bring my mate home to me alive and well. Please, goddess, hear my cries and
keep him safe.â I cried, shedding painful tears.
I prayed and went to the bathroom to shower. My heart broke, and I felt alone there. Luke always made
love to me under the showers. We claimed each other there. I was rarely in there alone. I would either go
ahead of him, or he will go ahead of me, but we always showered together. I wept while the warm water
washed away my tears. Even though the water was close to hot, I felt cold and lonely in the shower. I
was afraid, and I had no one to lean on.
Alpha Aesop put me in charge and asked me to take care of everyone. Who was going to take care of
me? I stood there for a bit and then dried my skin. I went into the closet and wore Lukeâs oversized old
shirt. Then I joined Kimberly on the couch. Her puffy eyes were glued to the news.
56 TOH Take Care Of Me
âThey have joined the fight, Tia,â she said and leaned on me, holding my hands tightly. I welcomed the
touch because it let me know that I was not alone in this.