Chapter 1

Suhana was sitting into hotel room and waiting her colleagues to finish their makeup. As habit, she took out her mobile from her bag and started to play game. It was her best time pass. If she had money, she graduated into animation and tried her luck into animation world. But unfortunately, it was only her dream which can't be true. She knew that's why she diverted her interest into online game.

As she was going to end her game level and near to win the game, Reema said with clapping her hands, "how am I looking?"

Suhana lost her concentration because of Reema scream. She sighed and looked up towards Reema who was standing in front of Suhana.

She smiled and commented, "very beautiful.... By the way, you are already beautiful but today all guys will die because of my friends." She looked her other two female colleagues (Juhi and Sanaya) and commented.

They all screamed with excitement and hugged her tightly with replied, "thank you"

"Thank you... You are also awesome suhana."

After breaking group hug, Suhana said with cheerful smile, "let's go otherwise guys will complaint again we girls take time."

They all nodded and giggled.

Reema locked the hotel room with key and they all took steps party hall with excitement.

Suhana and her colleagues came to business trip cum training development trip in that city. Her company selected top ten employees for that training. Even suhana education qualification were not sufficient but she was best employee in her company. She was punctual, sincere and hard working girl who has no affair in the profession and even in her personal life.  That's why she was in top list in her company.

Their training session were completed  and they were going to checking out next day that's why their leader decided to through a party for them in the hotel.

When Suhana and her colleagues reached the pub. They saw guys were already waiting for them. They went to their table and settled.

Their leader Mr Sharma commented with putting his hand on his heart, "thank God, you girls came otherwise we already decided to start party with you."

Sanaya replied with hurt tone, "Sir, how can you do with us?"

They all laughed together.

Raj suggested, "it's already late.... Let's start party."

They all cheered up and Mr Sharma opened the championship bottle. Everyone served themselves. Now, they were enjoying.

After drinking few glasses, they decided to do dance. That's why they went to dj and started to dance to dance floor.

Everyone were enjoying with each other. When Suhana got tired, she and

Juhi came back to their table. Suhana control her heartbeat which increased because of dance and wiped her sweat with napkins. While Juhi took a sip from her glass and said, "I am going to miss this trip very badly."

Suhana smiled with sitting comfortable into her seat, "Me too... I don't want to go back. "

Juhi giggled, "me too.... "

After few moments, suhana asked to Juhi, "I am going washroom... Do you wanna go?"

"Nahh.... .. I am much comfortable here." Juhi replied with lazily.

Suhana chuckled and went to washroom alone.

When she came back to her table, she saw a fruit punch glass in front of Juhi. She asked with glitter eyes, "hey... Where did you get from?" It's hard to arrange a glass of fruit punch in the pub. She knew only rich peoples can afford. That's why she couldn't believe in her eyes.

Juhi said with forcefully smile, "it's Gagan."

Everyone knew Gagan has crush on Juhi. But Juhi didn't give any attention to him or rumor. Gagan belongs to high class family that's why it's normal for him.

She nodded and sat on her seat. Juhi asked after thinking, "do you want it? I didn't touch it till now."

She smiled and shook her head with no, "Nah... He gave you. How can I take it?"

She chuckled, "he gave me. Now it's mine. I can give whoever I want. And I am full. I can't take more."

Suhana sighed and asked, "why do you avoid him? He is most eligible guy among other guys in our company after all." He is handsome, rich and open minded. Every girls dream this type of guy.

Juhi said nonchalantly, "you don't understand because you never love to anyone. Even you never did relationship."

Juhi said it without thinking. But for suhana it's like a slap. Even Juhi didn't know about the reason and she said it like kidding.

Suhana face got pale. It's true she never loved anyone. even, she had no relationship. Because she is clumsy and weak in her family. Her elder sisters are intelligent and smart than her. Everyone in her family compared them to her. She felt low in her family since childhood but she wanted to prove everyone to be wrong . She wanted her parents felt proud to have her their daughter like her sisters. That's why she only concentrated into her study rather than her look or social relations. She had no friends because she never wanted to have. She thought if she had friends, they would distracted her concentration.

In her early young age, her focus was only in grades and education but she never achieved what she wanted. She didn't prove herself in her academic qualifications after her every efforts. She broke from inside but she didn't show to anyone.

After graduation, when she understood she couldn't give her better in study, she started to do job. She gave her 100% into her job. And fortunately, she improved in her job.

But she lost her young age. It said that if you want anything, you have to lose something. Her family started to give importance because of her job. That's why she never regretted what she lost. And she will never regret.

Something clicked on Juhi's brain, she spoke, "I am sorry seriously. I didn't mean to hurt you. I said it without thinking."

Suhana smiled fully, "it's ok Juhi. I didn't mind it. You are right I will never understand how to feel to be in relationship."

Juhi said with hesitation, "why are you saying it?"

She laughed, "I was kidding."

Juhi felt relaxation to hear her laugh. She put the glass in front of Suhana, "take it as my apologize."

Suhana smiled because she knew Juhi personality. If suhana denied to take it, Juhi continued to ask for forgiveness.

That's why suhana took the glass in her hand and took a sip. The taste was different. May be, because of costly, it's taste had different. She never understood why high class peoples waste their money on tasteless stuff. If she had to choose between street fruit punch or that costly fruit punch, she would definitely chose street.

She was regretted to ask for it but she saw her politeness and thanked Juhi.

Juhi chuckled, "it's ok suhana. But I can say it's tasteless to look at your face."

She only shrugged her shoulders. She didn't admitted and rejected.

Suhana asked with curiosity, "so are you in relationship with someone else?" Actually, she never took interest her colleagues personal life until they didn't tell her themselves or she overheard.

Juhi said with glitter eyes, "yeah.... He is more mature than Gagan. And we are in love. Why do I need Gagan when I have already bf."

Suhana never loved to anyone but she always wanted it. She nodded as she understood what Juhi was saying. Suhana hoped one day she will also fall in love but she knew in her heart it's useless.

She was already 26 years old. She was not more young. It's hard for any guy to fall in love with her. The first reason is her lifestyle. She had no time for date and time pass and the second and main reason her attitude. She was frankly to girls and those guys who were only behave like normal. If any guy shows any interest in her, she started to behave rudely. Actually, she scared to fall in love. She loves her family that's why she had to sacrifice her happiness to keep her family happiness.

She didn't want to repeat it. She knew nobody would love her as she was. One day, her family will fix her arrange marriage. She hopes her future husband may be different.

She came into her senses when she heard her colleagues voice her surroundings. She didn't know why she was feeling emotional that day.

Sanaya asked with putting her hand on her shoulder, "Suhana, are you alright?"

She blinked her eyes and nodded, "yeah..."

She looked Sanaya with suspicious what her meaning to ask it. She was alright.

Reema understood and said with concern, "your face are getting red and you are sweating."

She touched her forehead with her plam. Yeah, she was sweating.

She said with forcefully smile, "yeah... I am totally fine. I think I am tired. I am going to room first."

Everyone nodded. Sanaya asked, "do you need company?"

Suhana shook her head with no, "nahhh.... You all enjoy.... And good night."  Everyone nodded and wished her back.

Mr Sharma said with concern, "take care.... "

She nodded abd left to her hotel room. She was not feeling fine. She knew something was wrong with her. She never felt like it. She wanted to laugh, cry and their were a lot of emotions going on into her mind and heart. Why she was feeling it? She only drank few glasses. She knew her limit that's why she didn't drink over limit. Then what was happening to her. Most importantly, she was feeling hot. She worn a knee length one piece dress. It was not tight nor loose. It was  comfortable on her body. Then why she was feeling to rip her dress off?

She sighed and tried to control herself. She went into elevator. There were a couple with her. They were talking and laughing. She stood a side. She was feeling suffocation into elevator. Every minute was hard to spend for her. At last, the elevator stopped and she rushed towards her room.

She couldn't see clearly that's why she saw last two digits of her room number. She remembered clearly she pushed the right button of elevator and every floor has only one last two digits. It meant it was her room. She opened her bag for key. She searched with she could not find the room key. She recalled Reema locked the door and she had key. What does she do now? She brushed her hairs with her fingers with frustration. She had not energy to go back. She unlocked her mobile and called her but Reema was picking.

Reema and other colleagues were enjoying the party. They didn't notice the mobile was ringing.

Hopelessly, suhana wanted to throw her mobile but she couldn't. That's why she put her mobile back into her bag.

She felt disgusting feeling when someone touched  her shoulder from behind. She quickly shrugged off that hand and turned back. It was female hotel housekeeper. That housekeeper scared from suhana reaction but she has habbit and it's her work to provide service to hotel customer.

When she saw a young lady stood in front of door and mumbled something. She was searching then she called someone.

She couldn't avoid it that's why she came to suhana and asked, "mam, there is any problem?"

Suhana blinked her eyes and came into her senses. From when did she feel disgusting to someone touch and especially female? Oh god, what was happening to her.

She gulped and opened her mouth, "Actually, my room partner has the key. And I can't contact her."

The housekeeper looked suhana. Suhana looks from good family and her face inonace is adorable. Anyone can say that she never hurt even an ant in her whole life. She did room service of that suite few minutes ago. She had duplicate key and her manager warned her to not do any mistakes because the customer was VIP and very important.

She told with polietly, "madam, I have duplicate key. I did room service just now. Don't worry I will open to you."

Suhana thanked her with excitement, "thank you so much."

She smiled, "it's ok madam" she opened the door in few seconds and gestured her to go inside. Suhana nodded and thanked her again.

The housekeeper asked with concern, "madam, you are not looking good. Do you need me to call doctor?"

She waved her hand into air, "Nah.. I am fine." The housekeeper nodded and left with smile. Afterall, she couldn't force her customer for anything. She  could only give suggestion.

Suhana entered the room. But she got confused. Why was her room looking big? Seriously, she will never drink again her whole life.

She took a deep breath and searched for bed. After a door cross, she finally found bed and laid.

Why had her room two doors? Forget it. Just sleep. Next morning, you will fine. She closed her eyes without changed her dress and without clean her makeup.