chapter 47

Kavish gave her a pajama from closet and said in low but seductive voice, "change it."

Suhana took it without saying anything and went to bathroom. After locking the door from inside, she took deep breath. She washed her mouth, hands and legs and changed into it. It was new and branded. It was neither conservative nor short. It was as usual she wears for sleeping. After wearing, she looked herself into mirror. She patted her face with her hands and said herself, "It's ok. It's ok."

That time she said to stay with him without thinking. After his questioning, she didn't back because she could feel his sadness, even he didn't show on his face. According to their conversation, Deepika's father is close to him and he respects to him but today what and how they talked, anybody could be sad.

After taking another deep breath, she opened the door and came out from bathroom. She saw him sitting on bed after changing. Their pajama style and colour was same as its were couple outfit. He was doing something in his mobile but as she came out from bathroom, he also looked towards her. Their eyes met. She stopped on bathroom door and thought, 'when did he change?'

When Suhana went bathroom, Kavish changed his clothes in closet. He didn't want to waste the time. Its first time when she initiative to come his home and asked for sleep together. He wanted to spend as much as his time with her. She was looking more beautiful in pajama than he imagined. He chose himself few couple pajama for both of them as when she spends night at his home, he can match their outfit at least at night.

Looking at her bathroom's door, he waited to come to bed but after few seconds, she didn't take any steps and looked in his eyes, he could controlled himself. He called her, "come here"

Hearing his low voice, she came to her senses. After taking deep breath, she took steps towards him. She took initiative herself then how can she backward. She couldn't ran away everything. When she came to bedside, Kavish held her wrist and pulled her on himself. As she fell on him, he held her waist from his both hands. He felt her body softness against him. He asked in her ear slowly, "Are you going back from your own words?"

She shook her head repeatedly and said with difficulty, "Nooo." His breath was on her face and her heartbeat got fast.

He nibbled her earlobe softly and asked, "Then what were you doing by standing there, hmm?" Her body got nervous and she was feeling to get heart attack from his words and actions. He was enjoying to tease her.

He looked at her eyes with teasing smile. She whispered, "Actually....."

Before she could say, he flipped her and now she was under him. He kissed on her forehead and turn off light, "Good night"

He laid on his side and buried his head on her neck. She was confused what just happened. She couldn't pin out that in one second he was teasing her and in another second he wished her 'good night'.

She bit her lower lips with her teeth and asked hesitantly, "Kavish"

Kavish took deep breath to control his emotions and said in low voice, "What? Do you not want to sleep? Or do want something...."

Suhana suddenly replied, "I.... am sleepy. I am sleeping..."

Kavish laughed with amusement and kissed on her neck, "then sleep."

Suhana smiled and closed her eyes. She didn't know when she slept. Suhana always sleeps whenever she was with him as her mind already accept his presence.

Kavish noticed her breath became normal and he smiled. He knew he couldn't sleep peacefully tonight but she was with him that's enough for him. He closed to his eyes for trying to sleep. Within few minutes, he also sleep without his expectations.

Meanwhile at downstairs, Shyam was sitting in living room. His boss came with his girlfriend tonight. He was waiting for order but his boss took her directly without saying anything and he had not dare to disturb them. It was only 10 pm. He asked to prepare dinner in case they were hungry.

After two hours, nobody came out from bedroom. Even Kavish didn't give any order. Shyam asked servants to clear the dining table and gave order them to dismiss. He also went to his room for sleep. If his boss needs him, he will call him.

Kavish opened his eyes and he felt refresh after many days. She was sleeping in his arms that's why he was feeling her softness. He withdrew his hands from her carefully as she hadn't waken up. He took his mobile from bedside and looked time. It was 5am. After putting his mobile to bedside, he laid on bed and looked ceiling. He thought he had nightmares  but fortunately he slept soundly whole night. It's his biological clock. Nowadays, he started to sleep soundly at night. It's long time when he had nightmares last time. After thinking, What happened last night, there was a coldness into his eyes. If Mr Chauhan didn't help him when he needed, he would definitely tell him what happens after going against him.

What happened in the past. Only few peoples knew about it. Those are his uncle, his uncle's wife, Mr Chauhan and himself. There was rumour in relatives but since he started to cooperate Singh Group. Nobody dares to say anything about it. But what Deepika said last night, it's clear she also knew about it. He rubbed his temple with his fingers. It was last chance that he was giving to Mr Chauhan and his family. If they cross the line again in future, only they will responsible.

He took breath and looked the girl who was sleeping beside him. After looking at her, there was a smile on his face. She was the one who took away his sadness from him then how wouldn't he love her. He adjusted himself onto his hand and started to touch his face with his fingers slowly and carefully. He wanted to kiss her but he knew she would wake up if he did. He didn't want to wake her up.

Last night, he didn't say anything and show her but he was really upset. But after sleeping, he understood there was no need to upset because of past. He has his present and future with her. And he wants to spend his life with happiness with her.

Suhana opened her eyes and what she saw in front of her was his face. He smiled to see her opened her eyes. He said in husky voice, "you woke up, Good morning."

She opened her mouth to wish him back. Before the word came out from her mouth, he captured her lips with his lips and started to suck. His hands were wandering her body. His hands were tracing every part of her body.

She didn't expect this sudden attack. She tried to push him with her hands but he captured her hands and tugged  on above her head. She tried to struggle but he was on her and she couldn't move. When he left her mouth and started to kiss her neck, she captured her breath. She screamed as much as she could, "Stop..... just stop."

He heard her voice. He stopped and raised his head and looked in her eyes with questioning look. 'Didn't she agree yesterday herself? Now what happened?'

Meanwhile Suhana stopped to struggle and laid silently. They looked eachother into her eyes. There was pin drop silence. Only the sound of their breathing.

Aftee few minutes, Kavish broke the silence, "you agreed last night..... I thought.... forget it." He pursued his lips and stood up. He adjusted his pajama and went towards bathroom.

Suhana recalled what happened last night. 'Yeah, she agreed last night.... but....' She shook her head and cleared her thought. She stood fastly and ran after him. Even she didn't care her pajama was messy. Before he went to bathroom, she hugged him by back. He stopped where he was. There was tears in her eyes and she opened her mouth, "I am sorry. I thought....." She shook her head again, "Give me some time.... I will definitely..."

Before she finished what she wanted to say, Kavish turned back and looked her tears. He felt guilty. If he controlled himself, she wouldn't cry. He wiped her tears from his fingers, "Shhhh.... dont cry.  You don't need to say anything. I told you I will not force you. I will never. I will wait till you accept me. Take your time as much as you want... ok?"

She sobbed. She was upset from herself. She also wants it but her reaction.... She said with difficulty while looking in his eyes, "But.... you got angry...."

When he understood what she wanted to say. He chuckled and took her into his arms, "Who said I am angry? I was only going washroom."

She lowered her eyes and bit her lip, "I thought...."

He lifted her and took her couch. He sat on the couch and made her sit on his lap. He looked her messy pajama. It was really torture for him but he couldn't lost his control. He really want her but she didn't know what she was doing to him. He took breath to control himself. He was really helpless against her. He held her chin with his fingers and lifted, "What you thought?" He looked at her with teasing smile.

She looked into his eyes. When she noticed he was really in mood to tease her, that's mean he was not angry on her. Without saying anything, she put her lips on his lips. He groaned when he tasted her lips. After tasting every inch of her mouth, he broke the kiss and pulled her towards himself more. She can feel his body was burning. He said with difficulty, "Suhana, I really have to go washroom otherwise I can't control myself."

When Suhana understood what he wanted to say, she stood up immediately, "I...."

As she stood up, he rushed to bathroom. Suhana sat on couch and put her hand on her chest. After calming down herself, when she thought about his condition, she blushed deeply.

In bathroom, Kavish on the cold water shower and stood under him. When the water fell on him, his breath started to coold down. He rubbed his face with his hands, 'She is really torture to me.' He traced his lips with his fingers and smiled, 'but sweet torture.'

He came out from bathroom and looked at her who was sitting on sofa and thinking. He shook his head with affection and said, "What? Do you want to sit here whole day? Don't you have to go office?"

She came out from dazed after hearing his voice. She lifted her head to look her but her mouth gaped what she saw. The towel covered his lower body while he naked upper. In starting, she was scared to him but as she spend her time with him, she started to look in other way. She was not scared to him anymore but felt attractive. She didn't look him naked before because of her fear but now, she found he was more attractive than male models.

Looking at her staring him, he was amused. It was first time when she was ogling him. She was progressing. He took steps towards her slowly and smirked, "If you want, we can start where we stop."

Her mind had short circuited after hearing it. She stood and ran into bathroom as much fast she can run. He laughed loudly even she can hear from bathroom. She closed the door and shut her eyes to clear the images what she saw because she was embarrassed. It didn't help but she could see clear images. She opened her eyes and patted her face with her hands, 'What happened to me?'