Chapter 179
Debut or Die
I had a lot to say to this bastard, but I would start with this.
âLet me ask you first. How the hell did you know that your crazy kidnapping plan wouldnât get caught? After my vacation, everyone will be frantic to find me.â
ââ¦â
Cheongryeo looked this way with dark eyes and answered without raising his tone.
âBecause I was planning to finish it in ten days.â
He must have checked the vacation period on my smartphone.
âThat means you will kill me if I donât show any signs of committing suicide within 10 days. Got it.â
I changed my posture slightly. And asked again.
âAnd you firmly believe that if I die, I will restart, I know that, but where did you get the belief that you would go back together with me?â
It was a question that I couldnât help but ask.
âDid you ever think that I would just die and you would be arrested as a murderer of an idol from another group?â
ââ¦â
âSunbae-nim.â
Cheongryeo leaned back on the chair. His face was expressionless.
âWell⦠They wouldnât catch me.â
ââ¦!â
âI have your phone⦠With the right gesture, if a member of an idol group that has a lot of incidents like Testar goes missing, there wonât be any police investigation. The agency will prevent it.â
Cheongryeo smiled faintly.
âThey will think that you have given up because of the pressure, or that youâve run away because youâve settled down and lost your original motivation. And if they look for you on their ownâ¦Eventually, when the cost becomes high, they will give up. Even without hubae-nim, the remaining members will make enough money, and eventually, they will focus on rolling it.â
ââ¦â
âThatâs how Park Moondae will disappear after being dismissed as âsuspended for health reasonsâ. Hmm⦠I think in about two or three years, you will only have people who sometimes reminisce about you.â
It was a leap of logic.
The contract period remained intact, so there was no way that the agency with T1 on its back would give up on âPark Moondaeâ that easily.
In addition, I was currently popular enough to be one of the top 10 idols. The aftermath of my sudden suspension of activities wouldnât simply disappear.
â¦However, when viewed thoroughly⦠There was an eerie plausibility.
âF*ck.â
I almost went through that. Even though I clicked my tongue, I was satisfied with the conversation.
âI see. Thank you for your testimony.â
ââ¦?â
I took something out of my pocket.
It was my smartphone that had its recorder running
ââ¦!â
âYou put it in a more boring place than I thought, so I found it quickly.â
He even considered the GPS tracking, so he turned it off, connected it to his laptop, and used a message app with bypass access.
Anyway, my smartphone, which I found in the dishwasher, was fortunately fine.
I pressed the stop recording button.
âAnyway, even if I report it, itâs a two-way assault, so if it spreads to the media, the controversy will only grow, and my last mission might fail because of this issue.â
I tapped my smartphone.
âI made a recording, left all the circumstantial photos, and even set up automatic backup to the cloud.â
ââ¦â
âIt means that if I get out of here and made a report, itâs over for you.â
âIs that so?â
âYes. So be a little cooperative, you f*cking bastard.â
I sat down on a chair and hit him in the face.
Tack!
A short, dull sound coolly rang out.
I felt satisfied now.
Cheongryeo seemed to be feeling around with his tongue as if his mouth had burst, but he didnât look particularly agitated.
ââ¦I canât make a comeback anyway. Hmm, it hurts. You said you werenât feeling well.â
âThe bastard who fainted after being beaten down by a sick guy is all barks.â
âHaha, hmm, I donât think hubae-nim will report it, anyway.â
Cheongryeo met my eyes.
âEven if you have evidence, I donât think you would want to get caught up in an accident like this and leave room for anyone to interfere with the mission.â
âYouâre right.â
I nodded.
âBut if I get too pissed offâ¦Who knows, I might solve it right after the last mission is over.â
ââ¦â
âIt might get a bit noisy, but there is no one in the group who will oppose it. The report will proceed smoothly, what do you think?â
On the contrary, they would be astonished that I didnât report it quickly.
Things were looking good already.
But his reaction when he heard it⦠It was out of standard.
âYes? Hahaha.â
Cheongryeo laughed brightly.
âI thought you were smart, but youâre blind.â
ââ¦!â
âDo you like your team now? Ah, now, you must think itâs great. You get good records, and you have to stick together because there are so many enemies outside, isnât that great?â
Cheongryeo lowered his head.
âBut how many years do you think it will last?â
ââ¦!â
âNo, not even in a few years. After a year or so, they will start saying strange things.â
He looked into the empty air. He looked bored as if he were recalling an obvious past.
âThere are all sorts of people, from the guy who voiced nonsense about finding oneself to the guy who sold the group while going in and out of the clubs. Itâs the same no matter what team you set up. Human passion and sincerity are exhausting.â
ââ¦â
âEven if it doesnât look like that now, think about it. Were there any minor flaws that bothered you? Later they⦠They will come back with great disappointment.â
The low, calm voice finished speaking.
âAfter receiving the payment once more after the tour, you donât know if no one will tell you to stop doing stupid things and just move on.â
ââ¦â
I didnât really trust people either, but⦠This guy had it bad, perhaps because it came from repeated experiences.
I was speechless and looked at him, then shrugged my shoulders.
So what, youâre saying I should start focusing on efficiency instead of getting attached to useless things?
Thatâs ridiculous.
âIf we donât fit together, we can disband later. My missions will be completed by then.â
ââ¦!!â
âIt can be done only with similar-minded people⦠If the fight gets worse, Iâll just quit, why would I bother with a group like that? Ah, right. Iâve been thinking about it ever since I heard about the restart.â
I crossed my arms.
âCanât VTIC be on a downtrend?â
âWhat?â
âIt isnât a field where you can stay being a top tier for thousands of years. Prime times are called prime times because they can come to an end.â
No matter how popular the idol group was, they had no choice but to face a decline after reaching their peaks when they went into the military and got older.
âEven if that isnât the case, there will be a day when VTIC will be on the decline, so I donât know why youâre trying to restart just to delay it for some time.â
He probably had a delusion that VTIC could be the best in the industry for the rest of his life.
Cheongryeo lost his expression for a moment, but then he smiled.
âHubae-nim, you havenât tried it yet, so you donât know what it feels like, but in fact, restarting once is not a big deal. If you can extend the groupâs lifespan, itâs worth trying.â
He lowered his head slightly.
âAnd I am not doing this because the groupâs career is declining due to the unexpected event, but itâs because I plan a picture where we decline in a gradual curve. Donât worry, it will happen next time.â
I threw out my words.
âIt wonât happen.â
âWhat?â
âThat perfect career, itâs not happening.â
I tried to rest my chin on my hand, but it hurt, so I stopped. Damn it.
âVTICâs decline is an event that is bound to happen, only the timing is different. But how do you know the most perfect timing to start the downtrend? Are you going to keep restarting every time album sales drop?â
I came to a conclusion.
âThen youâll have to restart forever. With the rationalization that ânext time will be betterâ.â
ââ¦â
Cheongryeo opened his mouth slightly as if trying to answer, but he couldnât answer right away.
There was no expression on his face.
âI guess Iâve hit the mark.â
I didnât know if it was a landmine or a switch, but I had to solidify it now.
âI have to break his momentum.â
I couldnât let this guy get in the way of my work any longer.
After all, there was nothing more to spare now that I had come this far. I would put an end to it here.
I opened my mouth first.
âAnyway, even if I die, I canât restart, so you wonât have a chance for that.â
Cheongryeo opened his mouth almost as if moved by someone else.
ââ¦So if you fail the mission.â
âWell. I die.â
I uncrossed my arms.
And told the truth.
âI wasnât originally Park Moondae.â
ââ¦!!â
âI was originally a college graduate, but when I woke up, I was in Park Moondaeâs body. I didnât restart, I just went into someone elseâs body.â
It was ridiculous even when I said it. I smirked.
âSo maybe if the mission fails and I die⦠Even in the best-case scenario, I think it will end with me returning to my body. Donât you think so?â
ââ¦â
âWasnât it strange in the first place? I didnât act like someone in their early 20s. I was originally 29 years old.â
For the first time, all sorts of expressions passed through Cheongryeoâs face. I guess it didnât sound like a lie.
He murmured blankly.
âThat canât be true.â
âIt can. Why would I lie when Iâve caught you?â
I laughed, rubbing the back of my neck.
I hadnât told him because I was afraid it would be a weakness, but I had evidence of his attempted murder in my hand, so I could say this much.
I felt refreshed.
âYou canât restart now.â
ââ¦â
Now, he was definitely agitated.
Now⦠I didnât want to do this, but letâs throw him a carrot instead of a whip for a perfect stitch-up.
âSo⦠Just because itâs flawed, you donât have to give up your life now.â
ââ¦!â
âWhat you have now wonât go away anymore. So just live comfortably. Raise a dog and do whatever you want to do.â
If he could just cut his hands clean here, I had no intention to sue him.
Of course, I would claim compensation for the damages.
âIf I can avoid getting involved with him in the future, I will be satisfied with the loss.â
I fidgeted with the itch coming from the cut.
ââ¦â
Cheongryeo lowered his head. The hands tied to the table tie were shaking slightly.
At that moment, a pop-up appeared.
[âNow that I heard it, itâs true (A)â activated!]
I didnât know what this meant, so letâs wait.
ââ¦.â
After quite some time, Cheongryeo raised his head.
He looked unexpectedly calm.
âI donât know what to do.â
âFigure it out.â
âI see.â
Cheongryeoâs voice was calm, but there was something like a strange feeling of melancholy.
âThatâs understandable.â
If he didnât succeed as an idol, he kept restarting, so he must have put all his value judgments on VTICâs success.
âOtherwise, he would go even more crazy.â
And if the mission wasnât cleared, the situation that kept resetting must have been processed in his brain as an âopportunity for VTICâs perfect successâ.
But now, I stopped him and said, âThatâs not an opportunity, itâs giving up!â
And I didnât know what would happen in the future, but right now that this guy had definitely lost his fighting spirit.
âItâs f*cking over.â
Now that I had the evidence first, the disclosure of my situation second, and attacks on his mind third, I would rationalize it in my own way for about half a year.
âAnd by then, the mission will be over.â
It was great.
I immediately got up from my chair.
âThen Iâm off. Iâll leave the tool next to you, so untie it on your own.â
My movement was limited, so it would be difficult to pick up the tool and throw it to him.
Tap.
ââ¦â
Cheongryeo stared at the toolbox I was pushing with my foot, and he said quietly.
âIf you wait a bit, I can give you a ride to your dorm.â
âI decline. The inhaled anesthetic is still vivid in my mind.â
ââ¦â
Looking at it roughly, it seemed we were in a suburb of Seoul, there shouldnât be any problem getting to the dorm by bus for an hour or two.
I wore long sleeves so the wounds on my wrists wouldnât be visible.
I took my smartphone and immediately headed to the front door.
I heard a voice from behind my back.
ââ¦Iâm sorry.â
That feeling and attitude should last for more than half a year. Or else I would put him in jail no matter how much damage I had to take.
I opened the door and came out right away. The wind hit my face.
It felt cool.
* * *
I immediately caught an intercity bus at a nearby stop and headed to the dorm.
I had to transfer once, but it wasnât a complicated route so there was no big problem.
The problem was that the pain was slowly coming.
âIâll have to run a test.â
I was thinking of making up an excuse once I got back to the dorm.
I checked my smartphone on the bus to forget the pain.
First of all, quite a lot of words have been exchanged in the group message room since the vacation.
They mainly focused on reporting on the recent situation and chatting about what they were doing, but there was also a guy who kept calling âPark Moondaeâ without getting an answer.
Like this.
[Keun Sejin: Moondaemoondae? Did you cancel your smartphone?]
[Keun Sejin: ⦠Looking for Park Moondae⦠Even if it is a vacation, to cut ties with the world⦠Indeed the Tibet is merciless]
And Cheongryeo replied like this.
[Me: Stop it.]
Honestly, the synchro rate was creepy.
ââ¦He made it sound more plausible than I thought.â
I bitterly checked the other private message rooms.
[Kim Raebin: Moondae hyung, Grandmother is asking for a video call. Iâm really sorry, but can you give me one more chance? Weâll set the date and time to however you want!]
After that, a picture of Hallasan Mountain flashing in primary colors with âThank you â« as alwaysâ written in fluorescent colors was attached.
ââ¦â
How should I say this⦠It was a very predictable situation.
And Cheongryeo, who impersonated âPark Moondaeâ, neatly refused.
[Me: Sorry. I want to rest, can we do it next time?]
[Kim Raebin: Iâm really sorry. All right. See you after the vacation!]
It was kind of like this.
âItâs not difficult.â
I checked the rest again, thinking I should do this when I came back to my sense after going to the hospital.
It was all similar. When they suggested something, I refused.
[Bae Sejin hyung: We have 3 for sale. Which one do you think is more balanced? (Photo)]
[Bae Sejin hyung: You donât have to reply if youâre busy]
[Me: I donât know. Iâm sorry.]
It was like this here, too.
[Seon Ahyeon: Moondae, Iâm on a trip with my family near Seoraksan Mountain and I like the autumn leaves because theyâre so pretty. I am not good at taking pictures as you are but Iâve taken some pictures. Iâll bring them to the dorm (Photo)]
[Me: Yes, thank you.]
It was the same for this one.
And Cheongryeoâs last trace was found in the group message room.
[Me: Iâve come to a hotel to rest more. See you all when the vacation is over.]
[Keun Sejin: Wow, hotel vacation! (emoticon) Moondaemoondae, tell me, is it 5 stars??]
ââ¦â
There was no reply from there.
No wonder.
I felt like my vacation was almost over.
âF*ck.â
As expected, when the status abnormality was over, I would rage on and kill him.
Fortunately, looking at the date, I still had half of my vacation left. I calmed down as much as I could, resting my head against the back of the bus.
Since it was a weekday, no one recognized me wearing a mask and hat on the empty bus, and I was able to arrive at the dorm peacefully.
However, my physical condition was not as peaceful.
âDamn it.â
As soon as I opened the front door and entered, I collapsed on the floor with a sigh of relief.
Thud.
I could hardly feel the marble glued to my cheeks because of the burning sensation in my whole body.
âF*ck.â
This was bad. I couldnât move.
I felt like all my cartilage had disappeared.
I didnât have any strength.
âAn ambulance.â
No. Looking at the injuries left on my body now, I looked like a crime victim.
It had been handled so far, but unnecessary controversy before dealing with a status abnormality was a no-go.
âWouldnât I be fine once I wake up after passing out a bit?â
Nevertheless, staying down in the hallway like thisâ¦
Ringâ
Smartphone.
Someone was calling.
Almost unconsciously, I pressed the receive button on my smartphone.
After a certain amount of time passed, I heard a voice.
â Ah, connectedâ¦
I cut off the voice.
âNow⦠the dorm, 119⦠Donât call⦠hospital, somehowâ¦â
â What??
âThe company⦠Donât contact themâ¦â
â Moondae? Park Moondae!
I just spread out.
That said, I fell into a deep sleep for a few days.