Chapter 284
Debut or Die
Episode 284 Cold
sweats flowed down.
No, it was the sweat shed while hiking, but it might have felt cool because of the situation.
Because itâs completely X.
âA plane accident?â
Itâs the first time Iâve heard of it.
âorganize⦠From tidying up.â
There was no way for me to find out exactly why Park Moon-daeâs parents died.
⦠It was because Park Moon-dae had already removed all the studios and organized his belongings.
I was able to check only the parentsâ names and ages, but just in case, I searched the article several times by the area of residence and first name, but no accident came out.
âThen itâs a common incident that wonât become a big topic⦠.â
Doesnât a car accident naturally remind you? So I also let someone misunderstand like that.
For example, Ryu Cheng-wu.
-I brought up the aftermath of a traffic accident⦠It must have sounded full.
Because I thought the probability was high and even if it wasnât, there would be no one to prove it.
However, a completely new accident emerged as the cause, breaking through the odds.
And I⦠I rode the X-flying plane just fine and went skydiving.
â⦠⦠.â
Damn.
I swallowed, realizing that I still had water in my mouth.
The canteen was almost empty. It sounds like an electronic watch on your wrist.
The time Iâm delaying until I answer.
â Tick.
âExcuses⦠There is nothing reasonably useful.â
In fact, it is a quandary.
Everything from the traffic accident and the overreaction to Ryu Chung-wooâs accident to the fire fit so exquisitely with the story of âRyu Gun-wooâ.
And either way, it doesnât hurt to say that something that has already been confirmed as fact is not true.
âIâm almost certain of this guy now.â
Thatâs a story I came up with after revisiting the cud a few times after figuring out that my words and actions, even the past of Park Moon-dae, didnât match at all.
I slowly closed the canteen and rolled my head quickly.
Kun-Woo Ryu and Moon-Dae Park.
â Tick.
â⦠⦠.â
okay. If you set up a hypothesis as realistically as possible, is there anything you can draw out?
âAll you have to do is add one more psychiatric disease to amnesia.â
The psychopathological explanation that Park Moon-dae mistook Ryu Kun-wooâs situation for his own.
It is said that he was confused in the process of recovering his memories because he was greatly helped by âRyu Gun-wooâ and had a lot of emotional exchanges.
âhowever⦠The moment I make an excuse with this, isnât it the same as going to the hospital?â
It is a level of activity cessation. This⦠It would be better to talk about the status window.
âNo, letâs explain that there is a status window that is not visible to others? What bullshit.â
It would be fortunate if this was only misunderstood as a delusion.
âEither way, only the spirit and the ending are visible.â
all dismissed.
â Tick.
In the meantime, time is running out.
Liu Chengwu is still looking this way. There is no countdown when you can feel their gaze.
âYou brought this bastard to the top on purpose.â
He had run out of stamina and had driven to a point where there were no other guys and no other factors to ease the situation.
And there is a limit to turning off the time right now, but I canât come up with a particularly amazing countermeasure in my head.
âThereâs no way Xâs will come up.â
Itâs all blocked.
â Tick.
I canât. rub it once
I donât remember the plane crash, and there is only a vague image of a fire caused by an explosion and a moving accident, causing misunderstandings⦠.â But the other guy hit first.
⦠is a party
âI canât help it if itâs difficult to talk.â
â⦠⦠!â
âTell me if you like.â
Liu Chengyu said this in a calm tone and put his canteen in his bag.
And I lightly turned my back.
âThen shall we go down?â
That was it. Ryu Cheng-wu moved slowly.
I shut my mouth and followed him down the mountain.
But the tension remained. Because I knew the answer was just delayed.
Besides, now I have to come up with a reason why I couldnât answer right away.
âdriving me crazy.â
Thatâs how the fucking uncomfortable dorm room life began.
* * *
And a few days later.
âyou⦠What are you doing?â
2AM. Bae Se-jin, who came out to drink water, saw me sitting on the sofa in the living room and almost fell over.
âI canât sleep.â
âthen⦠You can go in and lie down.â
âI donât like it very much.â
Bae Se-jin looked at me with his mouth wide open, and I turned away from his gaze.
It must be ridiculous that I touched the baton with him.
However, in this situation, I wonder if there will be a person with enough nerves to enter the room and go to bed comfortably at the same time.
After being pointed out by your roommate about the contradictions in your life, you were given an answer at the end of the day.
And the ominous serenity of not even mentioning the topic for days.
âItâs not the eye of a typhoon.â
Iâd rather be the crazy guy who says heâs lying every time he opens his mouth. What are you thinking?
âDamn it.â
I sighed and leaned back on the sofa.
Still, sleeping in the living room would be too obvious, so I thought about going in when my head cools down a bit.
âIt seems that procrastinating at the level of sleep only works if you put your head on.â
But Bae Se-jin seems to have had a different idea.
He looked at me with a mysterious expression, then changed to a face that realized something.
And asked with a slightly expectant face.
âPark Moon-dae, you and me⦠Would you like to change rooms?â
hey.
âNo, itâs not that I donât want to use my room, itâs because you look bad!â
I see you inside
I thought for a bit, then held my breath. And he shook his head.
âI have no intention of changing.â
â⦠okay?â
âyes. If anything, youâll be fine.â
It should be fine.
If you make a comeback and shoot content after being in this state, it will be smashed again. Itâs just that the summer packageâs nightmare builds up like this.
âSo I have to look for a solution.â
no method. An explanation that Ryu Cheng-wu could understand.
I put my head on the sofa. taste was bitter.
Sae-Jin Bae drank a glass of water as intended, and then quietly came to her side.
âGreat Ryu Cheong-woo⦠Heâs a good kid.â
â⦠yes. I know.â
âOh yes. you also! A good kid!â
â⦠⦠.â
Iâm going to break someone, man.
Bae Se-jin lowered the volume with his ears open, and after clearing his throat a few times, he spoke in a quieter voice.
âAlthough there are people who donât get along well⦠Iâm saying this because you donât seem to be like that.â
â⦠⦠.â
âJust tell him honestly if you feel uncomfortable with him. Donât stay out of the living room.â
I sighed a little and then laughed.
âIt sounds like advice from experience.â
âokay.â
I thought he would be surprised, but Bae Se-jin surprisingly nodded seriously.
âItâs because Iâm more comfortable in the living room, but you donât seem to be very comfortable in the living room.â
â⦠⦠.â
âYou want to get along well with Chungwoo. Then he⦠Iâm a bit of a normal kid, so just listen when I say it.â
Iâm sorry, but itâs the opposite situation. heâll make me uncomfortable
I shook my head. Even if I say something like this, itâs like putting this guy in a situation thatâs difficult to understand.
Letâs just say it well and send it back.
âI will try. Thank you for your help.â
âIâm glad if thatâs the case. Good night.â
âyes. Have a good night too.â
Bae Se-jin walked into the room with his shoulders straight. I thought I had solved one thing.
Is this because he acted as an older brother?
Watching it made me feel a little lighter. I laughed and suddenly remembered what Bae Se-jin said.
âRyu Cheng-wu just listens to what he says⦠la.â
â⦠⦠.â
I lay down in the living room and reviewed my thoughts.
This time, I did not focus on finding an explanation that would not be strange even if I did it.
Instead, the focus was on âwhat Ryu Cheng-wu wanted to hearâ.
Arrange the series of things he went through before asking this question in chronological order to fit the frame.
â⦠⦠.â
and a few hours later
âafter.â
A conclusion has been drawn.
Itâs a bit funny, but Bae Se-jinâs role as an older brother really worked.
I made a proposal to Ryu Cheng-wu in the car on the way back from the recording schedule that day.
* * *
My suggestion was simple.
â How about exercising on Thursday morning?
-In the morning?
-Yes, we only had time then.
Now that time is spent getting ready for a comeback, body care is mostly back to diet and fast, intense calorie-burning routines.
As expected, it means that I donât have time to exercise leisurely, but this offer means that I will spend the few meals and breaks a week on exercise.
Liu Qingyu looked a bit puzzled, but soon nodded.
â Yes, itâs fine.
And now that it was time for the appointment and he came out to exercise, he seemed a little surprised.
âAre you okay here?â
âsure.â
It was because it was the same hiking trail that I had been tired of for the past few weeks.
âLetâs go.â
I didnât have time to say more, so I immediately started running lightly.
âhook.â
It is now closer to early summer and the mountains are getting hotter.
There must have been people climbing in the morning, but thanks to the weather, there were fewer people and it was still quiet.
So it was rather good.
âBecause no one will listen.â
I stopped on the middle of the mountain where few people were.
Of course, itâs not just because people stopped.
âhmm?â
âAs you said, I donât think you need to go all the way to the top. It was best to see it here.â
âOh yeah?â
Liu Qingyu looked a little embarrassed, but soon nodded. And I turned my gaze to the landscape.
âIt has grown thicker.â
âIknow, right.â
I tuned in for a moment, looked at the superb view, and then caught my breath.
And timed it.
âI would have guessed it had come this far.â
It was because he gave me time to prepare my mind by coming to the exact route he asked me to ask.
No, I would have guessed from the point I suddenly suggested exercise in the first place.
âThe answer to the contradiction pointed out by you.â
Sure enough, Liu Chengyu slowly opened his mouth.
â⦠Um, do you have something you want to say?â
I shook my head.
I didnât come up with what I wanted to say because I came up with an excuse that fits the situation well enough to turn the situation around.
What I thought of after hearing Bae Se-jinâs words last night was something else.
âI have nothing to say⦠I have something to say.â
Itâs just right.
Ryu Cheng-wu had the right to receive an answer to this question.
âThis guy convinced me that I was giving a shit to him because I was reminded of my parentsâ accident and moved on.â
Even after that, he said that he suddenly remembered, and cooperated without opposition to my actions to find âRyu Gun-wooâ. Simply because you might know that you are a relative.
However, the reasons and explanations I gave while I was there were all inconsistent.
âItâs to the extent that Iâm not angry.â
This guy didnât dig anything. Being caught up in it, I only noticed a seemingly deceptive contradiction.
âHonestly, even if I found an appropriate excuse here, the moment another contradiction comes out, itâs over⦠.â
At that point, it means that itâs a group, itâs Nabal, and thereâs nothing strange about losing me.
Even after he figured out the situation, he waited with his mouth shut for quite a while until he got the timing right.
Maybe until the time when I recover my physical strength and mentality.
âWhat I dared to say at the top was this, letâs just do some exercise and refresh ourselves and then talk quietly⦠.â
This was neither malicious nor intrusive.
So, at least, I thought I should tell you at least the sincerity that removed the unreality of the reset and the status window⦠that a conclusion has been drawn.
âWhether that makes sense is another matter.â
Either way, there is no convincing explanation. So if a person has a fucking conscience, he should do this much.
I sighed and spoke slowly.
âbrother.â
âhuh.â
ânow⦠I know that words and situations may not seem right.â
I reflexively put my hand in my pocket, then removed it when I realized I was no longer smoking.
and spoke slowly
âI have never lied.â
â⦠⦠.â
âwhat⦠Even if I try to explain, Iâm not in a situation that I understand very much⦠Oh, itâs not a mental problem. Itâs not like you mistook me for someone else or identified with me.â
This bastard, with the best intentions, will send me to a mental hospital if I mess with it. I held back a sigh and brushed the back of my neck.
âjust⦠I acted the way I did.â
Liu Cheng-wu did not refute. I continued talking.
âIt is true that traffic accidents and fires are inconvenient for me because of my parentsâ accident. Of course, hyung might think that I gave a shit about the reasons that werenât true during the summer package, but⦠.â
âfor a moment.â
Liu Qingyu cut off his words with a slightly embarrassed expression.
And he smiled bitterly.
âItâs Moondae. I think there is some misunderstanding⦠Iâm not going to distrust you or question you.â
what?
âWhen is the summer package? No one who sees you at that time will ever say that the pain was made up. I donât think you lied.â
I blankly listened to what he was saying.
âand⦠You saved my life when you almost died. Itâs a fact that will never change. yes?â
that⦠.
âWho is going to be angry with a lifesaver if he doesnât speak well? Donât worry about that.â
Liu Qingyu slowly added his words.
âWhat I want to ask is this. Mundae.â
â⦠⦠.â
âDo you need help right now?â