What I hidden Completely

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A cold, motionless human-like statues, it has a pale skin and a very well sculpted features of a perfect man I love.

"Canary,look! How about this one?"

"No! Caleb that's too vulgar."

"Oh but I like wearing this."

"No."

I tapped the Mannequin's hands twice. It stays standing erect like a statue it was. Hah! What am I thinking? Even if they have the same face or the same clothes this dumb thing won't move like him.

"What a waste."

My room was full of dolls. Creepy I know but I can't sleep without them in this cold place alone. The room will always turn around, darkens or became noiseless that it will drive me crazy, so I never let myself be alone, well since before Caleb died.

My twin.

I never wanted anyone talking about him,they don't even know him one bit, they never did. Caleb y' 11, unlike all of us he never wanted the surname the 13th Street gave. For me it was comfort but for him it was a branding of who goes first and who's last. He said it has no commonality, never a family, just a ranking. But all of the child of the 13th, has a lot in them to carry than think about those things. We all have baggages that breaks us inside and probably still do up until this very moment.

I was constantly abuse, unlike me Caleb is more masculine and handsome, has a group of friends from the football team and a boyfriend he never been ashamed of. Unlike me he's accepted, enough that he can laugh and play all day never knowing what hell our adoptive parents are doing to me. Yeah I am so envious that I didn't see his own pain. I was angry that he can laugh without knowing I'm constantly bleeding, all I want that time is for him to ask, just ask me if I'm okay. I never knew he couldn't because he himself is hurting.

"Canary?"

A knock was what I expected but all I was given is Dustin's face all over me. He lays down on top of me aggressively taking half my face. What the fuck does this horndog wants? But who am I kidding? Dustin can give you the most amazing kiss that you'll forget everything except kissing back. And I did, our tongue intertwined as he goes deeper in. I sharply inhaled taking all the air I can muster to get as I aggressively kiss him back. I'm not one to be dominated in a kiss. Sounds of our tongue slurping and panting filled the air, we probably looked like dogs who can't get enough fucking each other's mouth. But this fucking horndog knows me better than I do, his hands travelled all the way to my knees pulling it hard that our bulging groins slamming to one another is all I can think of, he took a handful of my hair pulling it harder that he can fucking smile as a screamed made it's way out of me and as expected a continuous moans and pleading for more is all my mouth knows.

"This is unfair, daddy." I said as a tear fall when he didn't gave me the friction my hard as rock erection wanted. In desperation I started to thrust my hips in his but the fucker smirked at me and stood up.

What the fuck? I'm starting to regress and he just walked out on me?

"Mom said to hurry down, you have to eat, Canary! and I wanted to see the angel yesterday too."

Oh yeah we probably have a new member. Since he also saw the lamp post lit in that creepy alley he's probably another lost soul.

I can't even start to explain how the fuck everytime that lamp post works and someone saw it, that person would either end up here or at our bar. If he chooses to stay then he'll be healed by this establishment with us but if he didn't collapse yesterday and stay at the bar he can go on his way and forget that this place ever existed.

"How's your morning woods dear Canary?"

Dustin sat beside me as I made my way in the dinner table.

"Fuck you."

"Oh I would gladly be fucked." He laughed and I think that's his mating call. I rolled my eyes at his silliness.

The laughter died down as the most astonishing doll I've ever seen descent from the staircase. My gaze was then transfixed to his long jet black midnight hair that look so soft and silky and that intense crimson pair of eyes that burns through my hard as fuck erection right now. His not an angel! The guy was a fucking temptress! He looked like the very doll I wanted to keep in my safe. And with that pale icy skin and blood red pair of lips? Oh my sex god bless me.

"I heard there's a new member of our family! Qen said he'd be quite sensitive but he looks normal to me. Sensitive my ass."

I'm never wrong in anything I say. I expected him to be shaking or panicking but he's not, he's just right there standing perfectly, smiling and making it harder for my hard-on.

I know for a fact that I'm not the only one who's lusting over the black head. I can see through their eyes, the wanting and obsession to destroy. Even I want to rebuild him after I thoroughly destroy him in the most exhilarating way, because I know even I, myself wanted that Innocence.

But we have rules, and the same fucking rule is the biggest cock block right now.

I tried my best to avoid him. I know I'm not the person he wants right now. I can't even control my urged and as he's wrecked? so am I.

I was proven wrong as I saw him collapse for a second time. I really expected someone like me. But all I can see is Caleb.

He is acting just like Caleb.

The next few days is like hell. He's been in and out of regression. He had attacks here and there and as the night passes we all then forgot the lust and pent-up sexual frustration we had. It would've been better if we know what triggers the attack, but just like Caleb he wouldn't let anyone else in in that tiny walls they built around themselves. How are we supposed to help if we don't have even a dent of idea how. We all have a thing or two of that worries and anxiety he had, even I don't know how to handle myself but then why would I help?

Why should I help him?

"Azure is my nephew. I know you've already heard from William or more like figured it all out but... I'm really sorry."

"No, it's not your fault." I'm a liar. Of course it's not okay to have him around. I can sympathize to him but I can't forgive any Laviste. I just can't.

Mom was an exception of course, she would do anything to kill Luciano but Azure? I don't even know if he can. I'm not asking for too much, I'm asking for justice and even though I lust for Azure knowing he's the direct heir to the Leon Signum angered me. And now that we have him the Leon Signum would never let this pass. I know them very well, those merciless fuckers who would kill even the most innocent child. Those bastard who killed my brother.

"I'm just stating the truth! You're spoiling that brat!" I bitched out of anger. Why can't he just stay still and get the hell out of my sight.

I know Azure is innocent but I can't even think of him especially the very blood running throughout his veins anything but innocent. His father killed my twin and how am I supposed to keep my sanity intact? The man's treasured only child is within my reach and I can't do anything to him.

"Hmmm~ Elijah. Ahh! No."

"Shhhh you're voice's too loud."

"Then stop ahh mngg... stop being so rough!"

I almost rolled out my eyes as I walked out the toilet. Enzo and Elijah's at it inside the storage and the innocent Sky they should be baby sitting is all alone in the living area. I know it's been days and we can't have our ways with each other but can't they keep their dicks in their pants?

"What the-." I mumbled silently as I saw the cause of all this mess.

Those eyes why are they like that? Maybe I'm just imagining things and I myself is sexually frustrated but Azure's face said it all.

He wanted them.

The very eyes that watch the scenario infront of him with pure wanting... the flush red tint in his pale skin said it all. He was looking at the two horndogs with curiosity and... lust? He looked like he wanted to be kissed right now, to be held like what Ash and Dustin are doing.

I wanted him...

What?

Do I want him? Those lips that's been biting hard to surpass the urge to ask for my mercy. He looked like he's ready to beg and cry my name just to satisfy his curiosity. And I can give it to him. I can kill that innocence he had.

He wanted it, he wanted to be touch.

"You know the rules, Jackson!"

Lantice is livid, it's been a while since I've seen him so in control, ohh how much I want that dominance used for me.

"I didn't do anything!! I won't!!" I looked at Sky who most likely be nervous right now. Why wouldn't he be? He's been cought red-handed. I know the feeling, I've been there too.

"I won't touch him nor think of him that way, I already lost my interest, tsk. His just a kid, anyway."

The most unexpected thing I've ever imagine Jack would say just came out in his mouth. Why would he say that if he clearly felt the complete opposite? What a dumbass.

I watch as Sky's face darkened with betrayal. Oh my God!! What a beautiful face of depair! I felt my stomach being filled with unexpected nerves and butterflies. It's been so long since I've seen that expression.

I'm so fucking hard right now.

"What's going on here?" Elijah asked with Enzo beside him. I wanted to laugh so hard in their expressions. Jackson looked like he just realized what he just said and oh boy what a stupid thing to do. Ash and Dustin looks so guilty for doing such thing in front of the not so innocent angel and the two fuckhead who neglected their responsibility? I always know Elijah is level headed but his libido isn't.

What do I do? I was restless out of excitement.

Well, why would I do anything? It's not my problem.

I smiled as I silently walked out through their heated discussion and followed the lovely broken flower running in the main house.

I guess I'm the winner then? I wouldn't hide anymore if Azure himself wanted to be destroyed.

Oh Luciano I will gladly destroy your treasure.

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