I want it!

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"I would love it!!"

"But Mom?! Luciano is out for everyone's head right now! We don't even know if William's still... still..."

Lantice looked down, as if it would actually hide the worries and anxiety he had for a second.

I feel so selfish, I was happy that I could finally go out, live a normal life, go to school with everyone and... and have friends. I was so happy that I forgot where I came from and why I got this freedom... William.

"Do you know the feeling of being in cage?"

Canary out of the blue spoke for the first time this morning. When breakfast came Canary didn't say anything, he just stood there beside me blankly looking at the shocked and angry looks the boys and Mom gave us. I had to do the same, I pretend that I didn't see the looks they're giving until this topic comes up.

"Azure... Sky never knew anything about the world. I don't know if you'd already noticed but he was fucking clueless about many things." Canary chewed the meat he was eating and fed me with the broccoli he didn't like.

"Canary..." I grimaced at the aftertaste.

"He was caged since he was young. We, unlike Luciano knows how it feels to be ripped off of innocence and freedom... I won't do the same thing he did to Sky." He looked towards Lantice who was still looking down. "I believe Mom had her own plans before actually permitting Sky to go out."

"We know that but we also know Luciano."

"Sky... Is living a new life like us. Like us he also wanted to experience things. You all knew it more than I do, this is better than not having any chance to live at all."

It was quiet. Everyone is looking at either the food or Canary or me. I didn't expect Canary to actually take my side and permit me to go out. I admit that I'm not ready at all. I don't even know a thing about the outside or what will happen once I started talking to others aside my new family. I don't know what to think or what to do but still... I still... I want to do it. I'm scared but I want to face it head on now. Unlike my past self, I want to know how to survive on my own without relaying to anyone.

"William for sure wanted the same thing." Linx smiled then pat Lantice's shoulder as if comforting the oldest child in this house.

"I-I want... to go outside." I said quivering slightly, afraid that they'll hate it.

But the anger and shouting I expected didn't came, instead what I get from Mom was a warm smile.

"Okay, Sweetheart. I'll arrange everything and once you're ready you can attend the same school as Canary and the others."

I smiled at Mom and hugged her. Mom then excused herself and we prepared to do what we have to do today but they all gather towards us. I can't seem to hide my happiness and wanted to laugh out loud. I looked around and they're all smiling too, why? I thought...

"It's unfair if you're that happy about it little Sky~ we can't even argue now." Vaughn laugh and pat my head.

My smile grew wider and I run towards Canary and hugged him. I'm so happy, I'll be classmate with him too. I'm so excited.

"What's with the smirk, Canary?" Dustin pulled Canary away from me and Elijah pulled me towards him.

"Sky, it's not a good thing letting blood sucking sneaky bastard latch unto you." Elijah said hugging me from behind.

"Did you think we'll forget that you broke the rules? It's a wonder how you're so happy marking our Sky with those hickeys." Dustin jokingly punched Canary while touching my neck.

"Just wait, I'll do something worse to you."

"Ohh, can't wait for that."

I didn't get to see myself in the mirror this morning since Canary insisted that he'll be the one dressing me up today. Though I can see the marks in my arms, I'm worried how my neck and shoulder blade would look.

"Fucking Canary. You sneaky fucking bastard. You didn't go all the way right?!"

"I wonder." Canary gave Elijah a boyish smirk and I laughed ignoring the throbbing in my heart.

I decided that I'll do what I can right now, without expectations from them and for myself. I'll learn to prevent myself from hurting again. Maybe it was because I was too naive that I mistook their pity for love but it was my fault for having expectations in the first place. What they want from me is skin ship, just like father it was pure wanting but I didn't hate it. It was mutual benefits in the first place, I wanted them and if they wanted to touch me too it'll be my payment for letting me in. I can protect myself this way and heal from my wounds at the same time. We will heal each other's pains by being what each other need... Canary's right, it was beyond romantic and physical relationship.

"First he needs to get used to social interaction. How about letting him work for the bar first?" Qen said looking at Elijah and Lantice. It has been so long and Qen seems more distant now. I too can't seem to talk to him normally like the first time, it was so awkward trying to have a simple conversation. In the first place I don't know how to start one, it was always the other party who started talking.

"Yeah, that's a good idea. Sky, do you want to try working in the bar? Or just go their and talk to the customers?" Elijah pitched in.

"Y-yeah!"

"Hehehe, it was my shift today too!! Sky can serve together with me!" Enzo giggles, hugging me away from Elijah. "And it's unfair that only Canary can give you this marks!"

I flinched as I felt his tongue licking my neck. He traces certain lines and suck into them. I moaned forgetting we're in front of everybody. I blush out of embarrassment but what I earned was low groans and lustful stares. What? I'm sorry that I felt good but... I can't deny it isn't.

"Ehem... Then it's settled. I'm on shift too so I can watch him. But if it's too much for you, Sky, then you can just stay with me in the bar counter." Ashnier who looks at me meaningfully smiled.

"Her... You all should get used to addressing Sky as a female. I too don't think it's justified but it's for her own good." Elijah then turned back to his prim and proper way of speech.

"I'll teach you a thing or two, Sky~ we have to prepare and have you rocking later." Enzo cheerfully said jumping up and down and dragging me in his room. I saw Qen looking at us with his now emotionless face but I decided to ignore it, I can't deal with that right now.

"I'll go with them, I'm sure Enzo will do something now that Canary already started. I entrust Canary's punishment to you guys." I heard Lantice said before following us up the second floor where all the rooms where located.

"Don't fuck with me Lan, I know you better!!" Linx shouted but it was too far away from me to understand what he said next.

"Let's go to my room, Sky~ I'm the closest to you in terms of body figure so I'm sure I have some cute garments for you!!"

"Enzo darling, Sky has to be a girl later when he... She goes down.

"I know, big man!~"

Enzo then opened his doors and what greeted me was an all white room, unlike what I expected from his cheery and childish personality the room looks supper clean without a dust in it.

"What? You didn't expect that?" His cheery smiles then turned into a boyish one. The one I saw when he looks so strong and intimidating, that one that makes my insides quivers. He kissed me after that that I didn't notice Lantice entering the room.

"Hey, it's rude to start without me." Once again Lantice did something to the door just like Canary.

"Hihi, sorry daddy. This little one just wanted to taste this lovely Sky of ours."

Enzo pushed me gently against Lantice and kissed me again. I whimpers, it was not just his tongue that's ravishing my mouth that makes my bone shudders but also the warmth coming from my back. Lantice started caressing my skin underneath the dress as he licked my nape forcing a long moan out of me. I cried... from the pleasure assaulting me from both sides.

"Ohh... Did you also cry like this when Canary touched you? No wonder he feast like a pest in this porcelain skin of your's." I wonder how fast Enzo changes his tone from the submissive when Lantice spoke to him and dominating when teasing me. "Tell me, Sky~ how far did he touched you, hmm??"

I was so hot to the point that I'm losing my mind. I didn't know what to do nor I understand what he's saying, I can hardly breathe and my mind is clouded by the wanting and needs but I still manage to utter a word though is sounded so wreak.

"H-hear." I said leading his hands in my hard on. "H-he... T-touch mhmm me here."

Enzo smirked as he started massaging my groins, sucking my skin as he asked. "What do you want me to do then?"

I cried once more. I don't know how I'm reacting like this when they do this to me, unlike how I feel so disgusted when my father touch me, their touch feels like a fire pleasuring my skin from the slightest touch. Driving me crazy wanting more and more, deep inside of me.

"P-please..hah...E-enzo... Hmm Master." I gasps, tears running down my cheeks as I pleaded for pleasure that I once hated the most.

"How are you so good at enticing me Sky." Enzo then turned me around making me face Lantice. "Look at him, Daddy. Isn't it unexpected?"

"Yes, very much." Lantice's husky voice didn't help but pushed me more. Our lower bodies touch as Enzo keeps on pushing me towards him.

"How unexpected to see this reaction from you... How sadistic."

"Hihi.... You can destroy him, Daddy." Enzo tilted my jaw leaning me towards him as Lantice face harden from the sight of Enzo licking my tears.

"I'm sure our Sky wanted it."

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