Yes, I like him

A very late update 👀🤦

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"We don't know anything about how the fuck Luciano even raised Sky, Mom. What are we supposed to do? Barge in to his house and ask how to fucking pull Sky out of the damn space?"

"Elijah you need to calm down."

"But it's dangerous to left Sky in that state."

The living room became quiet, no one dare to say anything after that. Yes, it's dangerous to leave Sky alone right now that we don't know how to handle him in this situation. Ashnier is tending to his aftercare as he was one of the most reliable person, seeing how he stays calm and collected after what happened this afternoon.

After we saw sky almost fainting after we barge inside Enzo's room and Dustin's screaming about how Sky ended up with those bruises, the house was then in an uproar. It was shocking how Elijah hit Lantice after that. He was known to be the calmest and the most level headed among us but I don't think he can do that if he saw Sky as his younger sister completely, but still I can't help but think that it's not the case.

"How did he enter his subspace? I knew Luciano is doing unheard things to him, he abuse and locked him up, but to think that Sky can enter a subspace."

"The problem is Sky entered a subspace almost automatically, he was trained to ... No, forced to do so... and it happened in this house, because of you and you're staying you didn't know?" Dustin was livid, I know. He was the most gentle and understanding person I know but he can be this uncontrollable when angry, but isn't it too early for him to actually have even a slightest feeling for Azure? Well it's not like I'm any better...

"I don't know...I -I'm just so mad and jealous and ...and the way sky... Sky cried is...is so."

I can hear Enzo trying to explain what happened while his hiccups is worsening.

"We ended up doing the same thing as his father."

The room became silent, we are all guilty of the same mistake. We didn't take Sky's situation in consideration and took his innocence of the world for granted. We drag him in this mess we started without making ourselves clear of what we really wanted from him. It was all too fast even for me what more for him? We didn't think this through.

I should've known, the moment Lantice and Enzo took Sky up the staircase with what happened with Canary yesterday, it's not unexpected, even I wanted to touch Azure in the same way seeing those marks in his neck this morning. I should've expected that their lust and sadistic sides would unleashed itself when Sky got involved in this whole polygamous relationship.

"Lantice I trusted you, man. You're the eldest that's why I expected that you'll restrain yourself a little, you should've-"

"I KNOW! I know,okay?"

That moment always came by, no one will speak as if everyone understood what the other mean. A lot of fights happened the past decade that we live in the same house but it will always ends up the same way, a noiseless agreement. I looked at Azure as I weight the situation. I surprised myself that I can stay calm despite the situation. No, it was because we have this situation that my nerves forced me to null my emotions, just like what I do every time.

Elijah walked out after that. Ashnier volunteered to try and figure out how to ease sky out of his subspace as he has a lot of experience being the most stable dominant in the group. Vaughn and the others then try to calm Dustin and Enzo down as Mom entered the room and looked at us one by one. Okay, we'll have a long talk for sure. I don't want to leave the room but Linx started to act as the adult kicking everyone out and gathering us in the living room. Linx really step up unconditionally in moments where Lantice can't, he may seems goofy sometimes but he really is reliable when needed be.

"I know everyone here has their own problems, you all are sensitive and experienced enough to handle such situations, we're all the same after all. I do understand how beautiful and precious Sky is but..." Mom sight heavily. "Isn't this because you just wanted to destroy his innocence? Maybe you're just attracted to this side of Azure but let me remind you, he is never innocent. I hope you all think about it more seriously before anyone of you got hurt..."

Silence once again engulfed the room. I laughed as I realized once again how fucked up each and everyone of us can be. We all have baggages and scars that it is more surprising if we can actually think straight and clear enough like a normal person. Mom should've known that we'll eventually fuck each other's lives up.

Silence filled the room until a soft voice echoed inside.

"It was because of me wasn't it?" We all looked up at a limping Canary descending the staircase. The boys really did punish him quite hard this time but knowing how Canary himself seeks the pain it was only natural seeing his porcelain skin bruised. "It's because I touched Sky, that's what you all are thinking."  Canary then laughed as he confirmed his thoughts.

"You're all hypocrites."

Ouch that hurts, we all looked so guilty about it, Canary's right, we are so hypocrites. He laughed once more as he looked at us. "I'm not the one who started it. I just did what Sky needed that time, it's just a coincidence that my wants was on the way, so it's inevitable."

"You fucker"

"Oh please Elijah. I won't buy your big brother acts anymore, seeing how you easily lost your shits after I touched Sky? you too wanted to devour him, we all do." He glares as he sat beside me.

"It was because we can't contain ourselves and started doing scandalous things in front of him." Dustin whispered.

"Sky was hurt and I just made him feel better." Canary smirked, It really irks me how I lust and hate his personality at the same time.

"And you all knew that Enzo and Lantice will do something but you never tried to stop them." Canary once again laugh as the room became quiet once again. Yeah, I myself can't deny the fact that I knew but didn't do anything to stop it.

"It was because you all wanted Sky."

"Ping-Pong~ a hundred points for Mom." Canary then walked at the center and looked at all of us. "Yes, it was because we can't wait to have Sky join our little house party!! right everyone? Especially you, Jackson?"

Canary smiled and laughed a lot unlike his usual personality. Pain really hit him differently, his usual bitch attitude can turn so crazy after an overdose in pain. I then looked at Jack, seeing how he looked guilty since yesterday I guess I know what Canary wanted to say, we all do.

"So everyone wanted Sky then? Elijah? Jack? Not as a younger sibling or anything else out off romantic feelings?" Mom asked looking at each of us one at a time.

"Yes."

"Yeah."

"I do."

"I kinda like him."

"It's love at first sight."

"Jackson?"

Jackson then uncharacteristically blushes and looked at Mom seriously.

"Yeah, I liked him. I just got nervous yesterday and I don't know what to do at that situation so I hurt Sky, I... I like him."

"Good." Mom smiled and then looked at Elijah.

"Yes." Elijah finally sat down as he admitted his feelings. "I don't see him as a sibling even before. I don't." His conviction seems so strong that he's having an internal debate against himself right now.

"Finally admitting defeat!!, how bout you Qen?" Canary looked at me as he smirked once again, as if he knew how I'm involved in all this and making me feel so guilty about how it all started because of me. I really like this guy despite his nasty attitude but I just want to hit him right now. I then looked and everyone that seems to know what I want but chose to wait for me to say it. I laughed, we really are a bunch of lunatics.

"Obviously."

"Great!! Now that the cliche confessions are all over and we don't have to make ourselves puke some nasty cheesy lines anymore, I believe we all agreed to persuade Sky now, although I know how he feels about us yesterday, I don't really think it'll be the same after what happened."

Silence. Once again no one talked. Wtf are we doing really?? We all knew what happened to Sky and we all share the same sentiments but why do we have to do this all over again?

One thought stood out after I heard what Canary said though, he's actually hinting us that he confirmed Sky's feelings towards us, and I'm guessing it's mutual romantic attraction since they did go ahead and fucked each other yesterday.

I sighed.

"For now, how about we take things slowly and try to settle our problems first? One at a time?"

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