ENZO y' 9th; How Does Angels Fall pt.2

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"I don't know where to start or when it all began in the first place. I ... I don't want to remember... I

I can't."

"It's okay."

"IT'S NOT!!!"

"What would you know?! I was the one who had to take it all!! Not you! You would never understand!!!"

"Okay I know, I'm sorry... so please."

"I was in there for tens and thousands of years yet no one came! No one remembered! No one helped me!!"

"It's painful, it hurts!! It hurts!! It hurts!! I'm in pain yet it did not stop until I can feel nothing!!! It hurts so much."

"My body's not my own anymore! It's not me! It's full of scars I don't want!! It hurts!!"

"I'm so sorry."

"I... I can't hear you! I can't taste! I can't even smell! I can't see you!!! I... I can't even feel anything."

"I can't feel anything... it's cold."

Huh?

It's cold... No one understood.

I'm not alone, I'm happily surrounded by those I love the most. I'm contented. Even without my memories, I can get by

Move on

Look forward.

Even if Im ignorant to the warmth those gentle voices gives... it's okay

I'm not alone.

You're not alone.

Huh?

Who's memories was it again?

"It's okay Sky, it's my day off today so I'll look after him."

"But..."

"Enzo's always had a time like this. I'm just glad that his withdrawals was not as severe than before."

I looked at the gentle yet sorrowful smile painted in Dustin's face. He was looking at Enzo with somehow regretful but relieved expression. Yeah... still I'm concerned.

"He would always forget after he went into shock like this. He would always revert to his playful self like nothing happened and forget what causes his attacks... like a reset button that leaves no data after it was destroyed."

He smiled but I can tell how it bothered him since who knows when. Dustin was always gentle and playful when he's with me but sometimes smiles like he have right now seldom shows and right there and then you'll know how he cares more than anyone. Is that how loving someone works? Did he smile like that when I was unconscious?

"But it's not okay."

" I know."

I hate how powerless I became when it comes to something like this. I had a lot of questions but Enzo doesn't deserve those painful memories.

Angel's Dust

It was the very beginning of Rapture 1, it was the version of euphoric drug which was injected to my system every month. It was a sedative and aphrodisiac at the same time which was the lesser of any other versions it had.

It was the first as what I overheard from the guards before but to think that Enzo... how? Why? Since when?

I had the intuiting even before it happened. On how Enzo sometimes forget what he's doing, or how he suddenly stopped talking or walking or breathing as if forgetting how to do so. On how hard he bit me when that accident happened as if seeking pain just to feel something. How twisted his personality became when he's afraid or angry as if it was the natural mechanism of his body. It was severe like that that I find the similarity he had with me scary. Will I be like him someday? Will I forget everything just like he does?

Will he remember though? It was scary to know nothing about yourself and be somewhere foreign after you regain your consciousness. Or the though of forgetting this happiness I had right now and suddenly be stranger to this warmth. It was scary to have scars you don't even know where you get or why it was there in the first place and suddenly remembering at once like a nauseating flood after a small triggering incident occurred.

It was scary.

I can feel my rage but I don't know why. Why am I so angry at the fact that it was use to someone I know besides me? Why me? Why Enzo? Why does it had to be us?

Why do they do something so cruel, something so disgusting something so...

Inhumane.

Why?!!

Why?

"SKY!"

"Sky! Snap out of it."

I was spacing out as Elijah kept on calling my name. His cold hands touch my bare back that causes a chill to run down my spine. It was unexpected and the physical relationship we have is still new to me that I don't know how to react. I probably looked like an apple somehow, since he chuckled and pinch my nose. It became their hobby to do so after a certain time, since I don't know how to hide my emotions according to Ash. Though I don't know if it's a good or bad thing.

"Sorry."

I suddenly feel the guilt as if it was my fault that Enzo was like that. I was embarrassed to think so. He was strong amidst all the trouble. I wish I was like that.

Enzo... Remembering how Enzo always laugh and smile so easily like telling you everything will be okay somehow give me courage and confidence. Despite everything it will be okay.

"Let's go. You have to be oriented first before I let you handle serving."

Elijah looked me in the eyes as he slowly looked at me up and down and at my back and legs as if looking for something. He was then all around me adjusting my uniform and smiling as if satisfied enough.

"Or you can stay by my side at the counter if you're not comfortable in talking to others or you can just stay here all together. You don't have to go out."

I was offended. I don't know why.

He put it like that but I find it offending. Why though? Does he not trust that I'll do good? I make a lot of mistakes but I can do some simple serving. Mom told be that everyone starts somewhere and I believe I can do good. I'm excited but why do Elijah seems so frustrated.

"It was not like that, Sweet Welkin."

Ashnier entered Enzo's room as he fixed his tie. He looked so neat as ever with his white gloves on as always.

"He just wanted to keep you to himself again." Ashier said smugly as he put his hands in Elijah's waist. "I'll suggest the same thing."

"They're probably having a hard on right not lil' bunny."

Dustin's arms was soon in my waist and his lips kissing the tip of my nose as soon as he got close. I blushed fiercely as the three chuckled.

"No. I have to go." I said convincing everyone. They have to let me, I have to do two shifts since I was the cause why Enzo cannot work tonight.

" It's not your fault. " Dustin said as if reading what I had in mind before letting me go.

"Let's go."

I kissed Enzo's cheeks before following the two towards the door.

Enzo will be fine. He's safe as I am safe here as well. I will not let him be subjected to the same thing again. Never.

"It was probably your first time serving someone."

Elijah said looking ahead while holding my hands leading me down to the first floor.

"No." I meekly said.

I was forced to play maid by my father before. I don't know anything before but he did treat me like he did his servants sometimes and he'll have sex with me later on. I always hurt my knees kneeling and my chained arms and neck bleeding as he forced his way with me.

"But I will do my best." I said ignoring the silence that fall between the three of us.

At least its not as awkward as before when they fight over the dirty kitchen because of the chocolates I chopped.

"Then let's do our best."

"Yeah."

I smiled somehow regrettably.

🙃

Sorry for (again) a very late update. I was loving my vacay a lot than I expected and my mind is blank as of the moment so a lot doesn't really make sense in Sky's POV. I was supposed to do some spicy and lemons in chap 20s but it was getting dramatic when it was supposed to be a smut story.

Enough with the excuses.🙃