CH 16
The Case of a Childhood Friend That I Haven't Talked to in a Long Time is a Pushover
âKazuki?â
ââ¦â¦ Hey Kasumi, letâs talk for a minute.â
â? Okayâ
I moved away from Kasumi and sat down in front of the desk in the middle of the room.
I thought Kasumi was sitting â¦â¦ across from me, but then she moved next to me as if she had just noticed me.
âNot there ?â
âHmm, I donât understand why I have to be there when Kazuki is with me.â
â¦it seems to be the case.
Chuckling at my childhood friend who was still bugging me with distance, I opened my mouth to reminisce a bit about the old days.
âI was looking at the album and it reminded me of a lot of things. I really remember that Kasumi and I used to be together.â
âI know. Weâve really been together the whole time.â
Kasumi also closed her eyes as if remembering the past.
I enjoyed all the days with Kasumi that I can still remember. It was really fun. But those days came to an abrupt end when I left Kasumiâs side on my own accord.
Kasumiâs smile in the album was definitely cut off because I was no longer by her side.
ââ¦â¦Iâm really sorry.â
âWell yeah. But thatâs enough. Iâve already had you apologize.â
Kasumi said as she turned her eyes to me.
Weâve already talked to each other about this and resolved it. There was no point in dwelling on it, so I wanted to move on.
âKazuki, whatâs really going on?â
ââ¦..Ahaha, Well, itâs a little different than usual.â
I realized a lot of things, or I was able to organize them. â¦â¦
I looked into Kasumiâs eyes as she stared at me and decided to tell her the words that naturally came out in my mouth. Iâm sure those are words from my heart.
âI think Iâve spent quite a bit of time since I started talking to Kasumi again. It hasnât been a month, but I think itâs been a long time.â
âYes, it was. I think it was a short but long â¦â¦ really intense time.â
Yes, it was a really intense time.
It started with my momâs idea for her to cook dinner for me, and then we had a proper talk with Kasumi and things were back to the way they used to be. I was bewildered by Kasumiâs aggressive approach to make up for the time we had been apart, but I didnât mind at all.
I thought it was because she was my childhood friend.
â¦â¦ but that wasnât all.
âSpending time with Kasumi has helped me understand â¦â¦ a lot about myself.â
I was so pleased with Kasumiâs concern that I somehow followed it with my eyes.
The heartache of being told during the senpai confession that it had nothing to do with me.
I had always wanted to be by Kasumiâs side, to protect her smile, and I was able to realize my own feelings, which I became aware of when I realized that I had left her on my own accord.
âKasumi is really beautiful and â¦â¦ considerate, and Iâm proud of her as a childhood friend. The most important thing to remember is that Iâm not good enough for you. Kasumi didnât care at all, but I did, and I â¦â¦ hurt you.â
ââ¦.Thatâsâ
âKasumi told me not to worry about it anymore, but I still go there when I think about things.â
ââ¦â¦ even though itâs really fine.â
Yes, I knew Kasumi would say that.
I took my gaze away from Kasumi, who was staring at me, and thought about it again. Perhaps I feel guilty that I let her spend such a time with me. But that is unnecessary for what I am about to say.
ââ¦â¦ Kasumi, I love spending time with you.â
âAhâ¦.â
I reach up to Kasumiâs head, who rolls her eyes, and slowly stroke it.
Kasumi accepted my hand in confusion and stared at me without saying a word. In the end, it didnât matter what the people around me said. All that mattered was what I wanted to do and what I thought I should do.
âIâ¦.â
Iâm not going to be influenced by anyone, Iâm going to tell Kasumi in my own words.
âI like you. I like Kasumi.â
As we spent time together, I was reminded of the past and at the same time I was curious about Kasumi.
Iâve always wanted to see Kasumiâs smile by my side the most because Iâve been with her for so long that Iâve been late to realize my feelings â¦â¦.
ââ¦Kasumi?â
I told her I loved her, and she reached out and pinched my cheek.
âOuchhhhhhhhhhhh!?â
The pain was unexpectedly strong, and I was vocal.
Hearing my voice, Kasumi removed her hand and now pinched her own cheek.
ââ¦â¦ ouch.â
âThatâs right.â
Of course it hurts if you pinch it so much that it turns red.
As I giggled at Kasumi, who was trying to ease the pain by rubbing her cheeks, she blurted out, âIâm sorry, but I canât help itâ
âIâve been thinking about Kazuki for the past two years at â¦â¦. I always wanted to go back to the way things used to be, to talk to Kazuki again like I used to.â
âYeahâ
âI thought it was just because Kazuki, who had been with me for so long, had left me and I was lonely â¦â¦, but it wasnât.â
Kasumi jumped into my chest.
She just leaned in close to me so that her cheeks were against mine and her hands were also against mine.
âThe time I spent away from Kazuki taught me that I love him. I understood that I love Kazuki and thatâs why I feel for him so much.â
ââ¦â¦.â
Itâs really too late â¦â¦ now â¦â¦.
It was only because I understood my feelings in this way that I was able to realize that Kasumiâs treatment of me was a mixture of male-female favoritism.
âI like Kazuki too, I like him so much I canât help it.â
Then Kasumi gave me a big smile.
She showed me my favorite smile again, the smile I had seen so many times in the past, the smile I hadnât seen for a while.
ââ¦â¦It took me a long time, but Iâm going to start again.â
âYes. Letâs start â¦â¦ a new us, from childhood friends to lovers.â
If I may be honest, there was no mood or anything like that for a confession. But I feel like this is the way for us to do it.
âKasumiâ
âWaa!!?â
I stretched out my arms and hugged Kasumi as hard as I could. But I was careful not to hurt her, so that I could feel her presence all over my body.
âI donât really know what itâs like to be in a relationship, but Iâll have to learn a lot from now on.â
âIâm sure youâre right. â¦â¦. Youâre being very aggressive, Kazuki.â
âIâve come this far, â¦â¦ so I want you to tell me more about Kasumi. Thatâs how I want to like you more and more.â
ââ¦â¦Kazuki is a coward.â
Kasumi, her face bright red, continued to speak, though her voice was small.
âFrom the time I started spending time with Kazuki, until aunt and uncle came back, I decided that I would absolutely make Kazuki fell in the next three months.â
Oh, thatâs â¦â¦, but if thatâs the case, youâre probably right.
âI didnât. â¦â¦ If anything, I was the one who fell out instantly.â
ââ¦â¦I see?â
âYeah. Iâd already fallen off â¦â¦ while spending time with Kazuki.â
If so, I canât help but feel that Iâve made you wait. â¦â¦
Kasumi pulled away from me and looked at me, not hiding her slightly moist eyes.
âKazuki, please take care of me from now on. Please donât let me go.â
âOf course. Iâll never let you go. â¦â¦ Iâll never let you go again.â
When I hugged her again tightly as if to express such determination, Kasumi happily put her arms around my back. In this way, we were perfectly attached and did not move apart, as if to make up for the two years we had lost for a while.
ââ¦â¦ what should I do with Kazuki?â
âWhatâs that?â
âTwo months earlier than I expected. â¦â¦ Iâm off schedule.â
âThen that means we can spend time together as lovers sooner, right?â
âI see. â¦â¦, Kazuki is a genius.â
â¦â¦I knew Kasumi was a bit of a natural.
Well, for now, Iâm glad it all came together in a good way.
Itâs up to me and Kasumi to decide what happens next. â¦â¦
Thus, an important woman named Kasumi became my girlfriend.
(TL/N : Oh myâ¦.The glucose levelsâ¦.)