CH 5
The Case of a Childhood Friend That I Haven't Talked to in a Long Time is a Pushover
âKazukiâ
ââ¦.What is it?â
As soon as I arrived at the school, I was caught by Tomohito
A few other friends were behind, looking down at me with their arms crossed.
ââ¦..Haaâ
Well, I knew this would happen.
Although we walked hand in hand until the halfway point, Kasumi let go of my hand when the number of students started to increase. However, it seemed to bother them that there was a man next to Kasumi, who would normally come to school alone or with a friend.
âYou know what we mean, right?â
âIt has to do with Kasumi, right?â
âC-Calling each other namesâ¦..!?â
Ah, I just called her by name.
However, even if I were to have a conversation with my friends, I probably wouldnât refer to Kasumi by her last name, Shirasagi, anymore.
[Why donât you call meâ¦..by name?]
I guess I donât have to worry about it as long as I donât have Kasumi in front of me, but she somehow seems to want me to call her by name anywhere â¦â¦. What the heck, Iâve always been sweet when it comes to Kasumi.
âMe and Kasumiââ
âWeâve known each other since childhood.â
I was about to say, âWeâve known each other since childhood,â when a voice like a bell rang out to cover my words.
âKasumi?â
âYeah. Iâm here.â
She cameâ¦
Tomohito seemed surprised by the sudden appearance of Kasumi, but they were more surprised by the term âchildhood friendâ.
âChildhood friend? Kazuki didnât say that, did he?â
âI know, but â¦â¦ things have been happening and we havenât had a chance to talk. But yesterday I had a chance to talk to her again.â
âI-Is that itâ¦â¦.?â
I told it like it is. â¦â¦but Kasumi took over my words.
âThatâs what I mean. Iâve been able to talk to Kazuki for the first time in about two years. Thatâs why I was so happy and we went to school together today.â
I canât see her expression because Kasumi is standing behind me in the chair and she is behind Tomohito and was blushing. I glanced back at her and Kasumi nodded her head, her cheeks relaxing slightly.
âI think we will have many more opportunities to talk together. So please donât pry too much into my life like you are doing now. I donât want to see Kazuki in trouble.â
âI see â¦â¦. If thatâs the reason, â¦â¦ No, whatever the reason is, what we did is annoying. Sorry Kazuki.â
âNo, no, no, thereâs nothing to apologize for.â
I waved my hand and told them there was no need for that.
But itâs rare to see Tomohito apologize like thisâ¦â¦. This isâ¦â¦â¦â¦. something. As the other friends moved away, I thought I saw Tomohitoâs glasses glitter.
âBy the way, Shirasagi san.â
âWhat is it?â
âIâd like to hear you say a lot of things about Kazuki. I want to know things about the past that only you would know.â
âOkay. Iâll teach you.â
Smirking, Tomohito laughed.
This guy â¦â¦ figured out how to handle Kasumi in an instant! I mean, donât let him create an atmosphere where Kasumi takes the bait and talks about me too!
âKasumi, you donât need to say anything else.â
âWhy? I want to spread the word about Kazukiâs many good qualities.â
Donât say missionary with pure eyes.
âOnly Kasumi should know about the past. I mean, I donât want you to talk about anything strange, so please keep it to yourself.â
I donât know what he would say if it leaked out to the outside world, no matter how young we were, like the fact that we slept together or took a bath â¦â¦.
Itâs embarrassing and Iâm seriously going to getâ¦â¦ about what these jealous men will do to me.
âIâll keep it in my chest â¦â¦okay. I will.â
âIâd be happy if you do so â¦â¦â
Kasumi san? Why are you sticking behind me so snugly?
She is not hugging me like she does at home, but she is putting her body against the back of my head like she is putting her hands on my shoulders. In other words, Kasumiâs b***s are touching my head.
âWhatâs wrong, Kazuki?
âWhatâs wrong?â
ââ¦..No, Nothingâ
Itâs Kasumi, absolutely unintended.
Thatâs how Iâm chatting with Kasumi with Tomohito. Itâs the first time in high school that Iâve talked to Kasumi at school, although I still feel a bit of eye contact. Iâm not sure what Iâm doing here.
[Why â¦â¦ why wonât you talk to me?]
Kasumiâs words from yesterday come back to my mind.
Kasumi had always been a lonely girl. Although she had many friends, she was the kind of girl who was always by my side. I donât see her that way to some extent in junior high school, but still, when I think back to yesterday, I feel that Iâve made her feel lonely for a long time.
ââ¦â¦.Kasumi, Iâm really sorryâ
I laid my hand on her shoulder and murmured quietly to myself. I thought she would never hear me.
âNo, itâs fine. Because you are back to normal like this.â
Huh, Was it that loud?
âWhen it comes to this, itâs tough for both Kazuki and Shirasagi san. There are the other classes, and even seniors and juniors have a lot of people after her.â
âReally? I certainly get a lot of confessions.â
No, It is normal, Kasumi san
âIâve wondered for some timeâ¦.. if Shirasagi san isnât interested in romance?â
âItâs not that. I turned it down simply because I didnât find it attractive. â¦â¦ No, I couldnât imagine that kind of relationship at all.â
âo-Oohhâ¦.â
A few of the boys in the class just looked down when Kasumi just said that.
Certainly there must be a good number of boys in this class who have confessed their feelings to Kasumi. In other words, Kasumiâs words were like a knife to all of them.
âKasumi â¦â¦ is relentless.â
âShirasagi san is paralyzingâ¦â¦.â
âEh? What?â
I canât see Kasumiâs expression because I still have a peach fuzz on the back of my head, but Iâm sure sheâs staring at me.
âOh, yes, Kazuki.â
âYeah?â
âWhat would you like for dinner today?â
ââ¦â¦..Dinner?â
Iâm not numb to or longing for Kasumi to drop another dynamite-grade bomb after having misled them earlier.
âLater okay, Kasumi.â
âEh?â¦..Okayâ
The morning class is about to start, but Kasumi has no intention of leaving.
ââ¦.I want to be like this longerâ
âGo back to your seat. Later, okay?â
ââ¦â¦ yeah.â
Looking dejected, Kasumi returned to her seat.
Even when she sits in her seat, she glances at me. A friend nearby also looked at me and fluttered and waved.
âHey, Kazuki, it looks like youâre going to have a tough time, huh?â
ââ¦â¦â¦..Maybeâ
Hopefully itâs nothing too bad, â¦.. no?