chapter 15

I don't want to feel

the feeling i am feeling .

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Abeer pov-

When I reached home, i went in and settled myself on the sofa and closed my eyes i was very tired today because there was a lot of work in the office i was resting my head on the sofa when Aditya came and sat beside me.

Bhai you are not ready we are getting late for the wedding look even i am ready and looking more handsome than you today girls will only going to drool over me, aditya said showing his biggest smile.

Adi it's not got happen because i am more handsome than you, and today you're looking just fine, i said to tease him while eyeing at him head to toe and then laughed looking his sad face.

Bhai aap jhut hi bole dete ki mein handsome lag raha hu now i won't talk to you ,aditya said with fake anger while pouting.

sorry sorry my dear little brother i was just joking. You're looking really handsome aur ab too apne Bhai se nahi baat karega ,i Said and hugged him.

I was also joking brother, you are my only brother, how can I not talk to you,

Aditya said and hugged me back then Ahana and Aditi also came towards us .

You guys have forgot us you both hugging each other without your dear sisters , Aditi said and Ahana nodded while coming towards us .

I gestured both of them to come towards me and all four of us did a group hug.

Brother, how long you will go to other people's wedding now you're getting old please get married , aditya said and all three laughed .

I didn't said anything to Aditya hearing the name of marriage, i started thinking of what happened two years ago how i accidentally got married to her, FUCK what is happening to me, after 2 years, why suddenly I am thinking about her, first that dream now again, i have to stop remembering all that because it's not right for me .

I was thinking all this when maa came ready for wedding .

Abeer, you are not ready yet, we are getting late go and get ready, ma said and give me glass of water and I took the glass of water from her and after drinking water i stand up and went to my room for getting ready.

(Abeer outfit)

After getting ready i checked everything in bag which I'm taking with me to the London and i came downstairs with my bag and saw that my whole family was ready to go to the wedding.

everyone get into their car and i put my bag in the trunk of my car then i got into my car with Aditya after that we left for the venue .

After some time we reached the wedding venue and i saw there are lot paparazzi i came out of my car with aditya and they started taking pictures of me and Aditya after getting some of my photos clicked ,they started asking some non sense question.

Sir is there someone special in you're life ,one reporter asked

sir when we will get a chance to see your wedding please sir tell us, other reporter asked who is standing in the crowd .

I ignored all questions i don't why everyone have great interest to know about my personal life .

I didn't said anything to them and started going inside with Aditya.

looking at the crowd bodyguard came and surrounded us then helped us get inside the function hall with help of them we entered in wedding hall.

Bhai bhalye aaj Saxena uncle ki beti ki shadi h , but you will be in tomorrow's news like Youngest billionaire Abeer Singh Rathore attend the Saxena daughter wedding, When the most handsome bachelor Abeer Singh Rathore going to married and Who who will be that luckiest girl ,these are going to be headlines on news tomorrow and after reading all this news badi ma will start finding girls for you .

Let me remind you we have come to someone else's wedding not mine so please stop talking about my marriage, how many times have i said i will never get married stop thinking and one more thing i can't allow any girl in my life to destroy my peace and also note one thing they all are just gold diggers who wants money soo please stop this topic, i said angrly and enter the wedding hall and saw my whole family was already present there so i started going towards them I don't know what happened to me but I am getting angry after hearing the name of marriage.

Bhai relax i'm just kidding , aditya said and started following me saliently.

After meeting my family i went to meet my business partners and some famous celebrities who were present there.

I was talking to Mr.singh who is famous business man in Mumbai about some business deal i don't why i started feeling soo restless, since I've been here,i feel like something's about to happen.

Mr.Rathore are you listening to me, Said Mr. Singh and shook me a little bit and I came out of my thoughts.

Yes ,Mr. Singh I am listening to you and after that we started talking but after some time the light of the hall got cut off and a spot light turned on the stage where a lot of people stood wear the same clothes i ignored them and again looked towards Mr.singh.

Then suddenly song started playing and everyone started looking towards the stage and i heard .

Look how well that girl is dancing and also looking beautiful ,one girl said and i don't why as soon as I hear this i looked towards stage .

And I saw a girl dancing in a mustard coloured lehenga and her face covered with veil I can't see her face but I can tell that she will be beautiful

I kept looking at her she was dancing really well, i never paid attention to any girl but i don't know why i can't take eyes off from her what is happening to me today I was thinking all this when the song stopped and she started leaving from there and i came back to my sense and took my eyes off from her.

What the hell happened to me, i was never looked towards any girl like this and what was I thinking that she is looking beautiful ,i think i am sick that's why I am doing such things.

And my phone rang and saw it's my pa call then i picked up the call but i can't hear the voice so i went out in corridor and saw there is no one.

Yes vikrant,what happened tell me, i asked him .

Sir, I just wanted to remind you that it is time for the flight, till when did you come, vikrant asked me nervously.

Yes, I am just leaving, I will reach the airport in a while, i Said and cut the call.

I started walking I was checking some emails on my phone when i bumped into something or someone.She was about to fall when I caught her in my arms .

Plea_se do_n't le_t me fa_ll , she said in in very low but i heard if she was not that close to me i think i can't hear her and she held my shoulder tightly for support.

I looked at her, she is the same girl who was dancing on the stage, still her face is covered with veil ,i can't see her face but i can feel she is scared i make her stand straight but my hand was still on her waist.

She fisted my shirt on her palms,I don't know for how many minutes i have been standing like this with her in my arms but my trace broke and i came out of my thoughts and i jerked her away from me then saw my phone was on the ground.

can't you see because of you my phone fell on the ground , i said angrily because I don't know what is happening to me since morning, first that girl who i met two years years ago kept running through my mind and now this girl .

I picked my phone from the ground and saw that it was Aditi's call.

Bhai kaha h aap ,dad was asking about you and also everyone is waiting for you so come fast, Aditi said on the call i was talking to aditi but i felt like that girl was looking at me but i ignored her.

yes i will be there in a while so realx, i said and turned back and saw that girl was talking to some ladies who was performing with her on stage so i left from there and started walking towards the wedding hall.

Bit jaaye na lamha aitbaar ka,

De koii sila mere intezaar ka.

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Chandni pov-

I was still in his arms and I don't know how many minutes we stood like this I couldn't believe he was standing in front of me but our trace broke when his phone rang and he jerked me away from himself.

Can't you see because of you my phone fell on the ground, he said angrily and then picked his phone from the ground and started talking to someone on call.

I didn't say anything i kept looking at him ,i can't believe he was standing in front of me.

Then I heard someone calling me, i turned back and saw aunty and everyone there.

Beta kaha chalyi gayi thi aap, we were so worried , Priya mother Said and touched my face lovingly.

We were looking for you, where did you suddenly disappear, uncle Said and everyone nodded .

My lehenga was got stuck in something, i Said and was about turned back when aunty stopped me .

Chandni let's go ,we are getting late , aunty said then took my hand and started walking from there.

Aunty just a minute ,i said and remove my hand from her grip and turned back then saw Mr ajnabi wasn't there .

Kaha chalye gaye aap ,abhi yahi to the

please Mata Rani don't let him go away from me this time. i have to find him otherwise like last time he will go away from me and maybe I'll never see him again, i thought.

mujhe tere saare faisle manjoor h

Aye rab,

Per Naa jaane kyu ye nazrein usye ek mulakat ko tarsti h🍁.

-AN

Aunty you guys wait here I will come in few minutes please ,i said and run away from there to find him i don't where he went but i have to find him.

I started looking for him everywhere,but i could not find him

Mata Rani please let me meet him once again ,i prayed and walked away from the wedding hall towards exit to find him.

Where did you go, Like last time again I couldn't say anything to you i have to tell you that I'm not lot like that the way you think of me, i have a lot to tell you Mr ajnabi, i sat on the stairs while crying .

I lo_st you aga_in, i murmured while crying .

I don't know since how long i am sitting here while crying then i felt someone put a hand on my shoulder

And i truned back to saw it's was Auntie that's when i wiped my tears.

Beta you said you will come in some time and why are you sitting here and crying does something happened did you get hurt somewhere, aunty asked in concern and i stood stand infront of her.

Aunty nothing happened i lost my way and I didn't know how will i reach to you guys that why i am crying, i lied and i don't how much more do i have to lie .

Come let's go everyone must be waiting for us, aunty said and started walking and i followed her .

She was saying something, but i don't payed attention to her and aimlessly started walking with her and still thinking about him.

We were just going inside the wedding hall when i heard someone voiced and i turned back and saw it was him Mr ajnabi and he was hugging a girl i can't see that girl's face because her back was facing me.

I love you to meri jaan ,he said to that girl then kissed her forehead and after that he got into his car and left from there.

Kisi ki Khushi ke liye ,

Us sy dur rehna bhi ishq h🍁.

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Sorry for late update😔 i have some health issues but now i fine and also i had to prepare my project files that's why it was getting so late even my exams are started from 28 March.

But don't worry i will complete this story but you guys have to wait for a while.

Please like and comment this my first book so please support and actually i don't even know what I'm writing 😅 .

Bye byeee 👋

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-AN