chapter 29

Jamana apne hisab se kahega,

Tum apne hisab se samjhana.

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Author -

Abeer was sitting in his office reading a file when his attention suddenly went to Chandni.

He just put the file on the table, rested his head on chair and closed his eyes it's going to be fourth day since abeer trying to avoid her.

Abeer was thinking about her when he heard the knock on door he just corrected his posture and sat comfortably on the chair then allowed and saw his secretary.

Sir Mr Rajiv is here...., abeer secretary vikrant said .

send him ,abeer said and his secretary nodded then immediately left from there.

I wish you weren't like her......

Abeer murmured and picked the glass of water from the table and drank it in one go then placed it back on table and loosened his tie and after a few minutes he came.

Hello sir , Rajiv said and Abeer just nodded and gesture him to sit on the chair that is placed in front of him.

Sir, all the information which you asked for is in this file ,he said and forwarded that file towards Abeer.

Abeer takes that file from him and started reading that file.

Is this paper's are correct ......is this her sign.....i mean are you sure......,abeer said fumbling with his words for the first time in his life.

Are you sure this information are correct?.........abeer asked in cold tone when he realised he was fumbling with his words for the first time.

Yes sir this paper's are correct .........Huge amount was deposited in her account, which had withdraw from her account.... and it's her sign......., Rajiv said .

You can go now, abeer said in cold tone and Rajiv left his office.

Abeer started taking long breaths in anger he stands up from the chair and in a fit of rage, he threw everything that was placed on the table in front of him.

His eyes were red with anger while he was breathing heavily, his hair was disheveled State ,in anger abeer almost destroyed all the things that were in his office.

Abeer took out his phone from his pant pocket and called his secretary and threw his phone but it fell on the sofa.

And after a few seconds abeer's secretary comes to the office and gets shocked to see the condition of the office .

He looks at his boss and then the office he confirms that his boss is in  angry state.

Sir.......,vikrant called him in bit fear.

Make divorce papers...ready, Abeer said sitting on the couch, seeing Abeer's anger neeraj does not say anything then for a few seconds later he utters.

sir.... nam_e...., vikrant asked in fear while looking at Abeer who's just trying to control his anger.

Abeer Singh Rathore and Chandni Sharma......., Abeer said in cold tone but vikrant thought he has heard the name wrong and asks again to confirm.

Sir.....i was ask_ing whose nam_e will be on the divorce pa_pers .........., vikrant said slowly while looking at Abeer who's just looked at him in anger listening this.

Can't you understand in once I said ...It's Abeer Singh Rathore and Chandni Sharma...., Abeer said while gritting his teeth but after hearing this in shock, vikrant drops the file which he was holding in his hand few seconds ago and looked at his boss.

i want that paper in one hour and one more thing, no one comes to know about this understand....... when i said no one means no one including my best friends and family.........., Abeer said standing up from the couch.

and if someone comes to know about this even by mistake, you know what I will do with you......., Abeer said while taking his gun from his desk drawer and pointing towards vikrant and seeing this he gulped in fear.

Yes sir... yes sir i will make sure....he said while his forehead was drenched with sweat.

Now leave.....,abeer shouted and he immediately pick up the file that fell down and left the office.

Abeer sat on his chair and put that gun on the table then rested his head on chair.

First time I wanted to be proven wrong ........., Abeer murmured while closing his eyes.

In these 3 hours, Abeer had made the whole office staff a victim of his anger .

It was evening when Abeer's phone rang and abeer saw that his mother was on the phone and controlling anger he attended the call and got to know that she wanted him to come home today before dinner.

Abeer goes to his office bathroom and washes his face and then straightens his shirt and then hair,he looked at mirror to see if he was presentable or not and after checking it he comes out of bathroom.

Abeer takes his coat from chair and keeps all that paper in bag and leaves from office.

Abeer goes straight to his room as soon as he reaches home, he knows that if he comes face to face with Chandni, he will not be able to control his anger.

Abeer goes to bathroom to take a shower so that he can clear and relax his mind and after taking a shower abeer wears his black shirt and black pant, then folded his shirt till the elbow and left his wet hair like that.

After that he goes towards the dining room, he sees his siblings, who come towards him and started bickering around him.

But for the first time he was not able to pay attention to his siblings his mind and heart were not in the peace while with every second his anger was increasing which he was best trying control.

They entered in dining room Abeer could feel Chandni's presence but he does not look at her even for once.

He was not paying attention to whatever was going on in the dining table and was lost in his thought.

But he came to his senses when he heard his mother's voice.

Abeer pov-

Yes, your brother now become a guest he came home sometime like guest so that's why i prepared all this favourite dishes like we made for guests when they come our home...maa said and listening this my family started laughing like they heard the best joke.

Maa...... I said and they stopped laughing.

Okay eat......maa said and after that everyone started eating.

Everyone having there food when choti maa brought the topic of mr Singh son wedding and all the elders started discussing about that topic.

When suddenly that topic diverted and went to my marriage.

Bhai ,now you also get married,we also want to see your marriage and want bhabhi.......,ahana said.

Yes, Bhai we want bhabhi,adi and Aditi said loudly in sync at same time.

Abeer what do you think should I start looking for girl?..maa asked me in excitement and listening this i stopped eating and gulped down the food that was in my mouth with great difficulty and took a glass of water and drank in one go.

You can start looking for girl I am ready for marriage...., i said after suppressing my anger and at that time I just wanted to make her feel same what I am feeling at this time.

And after a few seconds later i got up from chair and wished everyone good night and immediately left from there.

i opened the door of my room and enter in my room while banging door behind me.

I angrily went to the drawer of my night stand and opened it then took out her bangles and earrings that she forgot in my room that day.

You're also like her......,

I shouted in anger and threw it in the dustbin of my room and then sat on the bed and lay on the bed with eyes closed.

why am i reacting like this ?.......

Because you like her.......Somewhere you accepted her........as yours.....,my subconscious mind said and i immediately opened my eyes and sat on the bed.

What rubbish..... Aisa kuch nahi h.....and in future also nothing like this is going to happen......i said and through the pillow in air which fell on the ground.

I took off my shirt and threw it on the bed and headed towards my small garden to just realx my self.

I went to my garden and on the all the fairy lights and went to my plants I watered all those plants i have planted and fixed the soil of their pots and after doing that i went to bathroom to wash my hands .

When I came from the washroom after washing my hands, my eyes fell on the table in front of my bed where tray was placed on which the bowl was placed and it was covered with plate.

who brought this..... I thought and then picked up that bowl and uncovered it and saw there was kheer in it.

I took the spoon from the tray and tasted it.

It's delicious......,

And without wasting time i started eating it, when few seconds later i heard some sound from the garden area.

I put the bowl and spoon on the tray and headed towards there and saw...

Her.....

Who's standing infront of swimming pool while her back was facing me i slowly went towards her and stood behind her but she was lost somewhere and didn't noticed me.

But after some minutes when she felt someone behind her she turned towards me.

When she looked at me, i saw that her eyes were widened while she fisted her dupatta in her hands and in a hurry she took three or four steps back and before i can react, she falls into the swimming pool.

I thought she'll come out on her own from the swimming pool because swimming pool wasn't that deep i turned from there to go back to my room when i heard her faint voice.

Mr Rathore.....i heard her calling me and without wasting time i jumped in swimming pool.

I took her hand and brought her out of the water and as soon as i got her out of the water she started coughing and saw her taking long breaths.

I saw her body was trembling and was not in her control i wrapped my hands around her and pulled her towards me and seeing her uneven breaths i started rubbing her back.

Nothing happened.........nothing happened red........i said in slow voice while tightening my grip around her.

she is not saying anything and is still shivering i just put my hand on her head and started stroking her hair so that she can realx in my arms and her breathing turns even.

Kuch nahi hua....... you're fine .....i said slowly and tried to loose my grip around he so that i can look at her face.

As i tried to lossen my grip around her i felt her placing her feet on mine and stand there then grabbed my shoulder tightly

Plea_se .... don't.....she said slowly while looking at me and i saw tears were falling from her eyes then tiredly put her head on my shoulder.

Kitni ajeeb baat h tumhe pasand bhi nahi karta..... aur aise.... aise es halat mein dekh bhi nahi sakta........i said while stroking her hairs and few seconds later i felt her getting realxed

But few minutes later i got in mine sense i saw what I am doing and remembered everything.

If you weren't like her........ maybe everything would be a little different........i thought and removed my grip around her in anger.

Author -

When Chandni realizes that abeer has left her, she looks at him with her teary eyes while still holding his shoulder in fear.

what hav_e i done ........jo mu_jhe itna na pasa_nd ka_rte h ?........ chandni asked in faint voice while looking at him.

Abeer ignored her question and saw her teary eye's and her nose which turned red because of crying.

Her simple orange long sleeves Anarkali suit was completely drenched and stucked with her body like her second skin and because of which her pettite figure was completely visible.

Chandni doesn't have any idea that her dupatta was not with her anymore and around her neck because of which her swan-like neck was visible in which she was wearing her mangalsutra ,her long black hair was wet and short baby strands stuck up on her face and nape.

Her earrings that were of silver colour which she was wearing were shining due to the light of the moon and fairy lights.

Abeer notices all this for a second and then quickly takes his eyes off her and after lifts her in bridal style.

When Abeer lifted her in his arms in Swift motion and in shock and fear chandni holds Abeer's shoulder tightly and looked at his face who is not showing any emotion on his face.

As he lifted her in his arms he heard the jiggling sound of her bangles and anklets because there was no other sound except her anklets, bangles and there breathing.

Abeer brings her outside the swimming pool and makes her stand on her feet and was about to leave when Chandni holds his wrist and stopped him.

Aisa kya ker Diya h meine ?........ mujhe itna na pas_and kyu kar_te h?..........chandni asked him in pleading tone.

These day_s you d_on't come ho_me on time bec_ause of me.....right?.......she asked him in her hiccups and with her teary eyes.

You're not in right state, we'll talk later........go change....,abeer in cold tone and removed his hand from her grip.

Noo,.....tell me no_w why do you ha_te me this m_uch........, chandni said stubbornly and stand in front of him.

Just leave from mine room....., Abeer shouted said in anger and walk by her side but chandni holds his hand and stops him.

first tell me .... Why........, chandni said holding his wrist and more tears flowed from his eyes.

Wo bhi kya ajeeb saleeqe se dekhta h mujhe,

Ki jaise dekhta bhi h aur dekhta bhi nahi.

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