chapter 42

"Kisi se dil lag jaane ko mohabbat nahi kehte,

Jin ke baghair dil na lage usse mohabbat kehte h"

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Kahan Jaa Rahi h mujhe jagane ke baad?..........., Abeer said and immediately sat on the bed and grabbed her dupatta to stop her.

I didn't wake you up............, chandni said looking at him who was currently holding her dupatta and tried to remove her dupatta out of his grip.

"But the jiggling sound of your ankelts and bangles did".........., Abeer said pointing towards her bangles then ankelts with his eyes.

While again he pulled her end of dupatta towards himself due to which Chandni took a step forward him as her dupatta was still pinned with her kurti.

You should sleep in your room .....it's not right for you to be here........and what if anyone saw you here........, Chandni said standing there near the bed without looking at him who was not even taking the name of leaving her dupatta.

Maa dad share the room .....,choti maa and chote paa share the room ......,dadi and dadu share the room.... all married people in our house share a room.....then how is it not right if you and i sharing are a room?.............we are also married........we are husband wife...., abeer said looking at her and again pulled her dupatta due to which she took one more step forward towards bed and stood right next to him who's still sitting on the bed.

This is wrong in many ways..... our marriage was forced and accidental .........., chandni said looking at him for a second then started looking other side.

But the fact is we are married  ......., Abeer said tugging her dupatta to gain her attention who's ignoring him and looking other side.

On Diwali night you yourself said that .........that i should think about whet_her i.......... I want to stay in this relationship or not .......and when I have decided that .......... that i don't want to be bou_nd in this marr_iage ........... you're not ready to accept my decision .........., Chandni said without looking at him and with a great difficulty as it was becoming very difficult for her to say those words which she doesn't mean and clutched her side of red kurti in her fist tightly.

As long as you wear that mangalsutra around your neck........i will consider myself yours....... Your Husband........., Abeer said and pointing towards her neck where her mangalsutra was kept hidden like always with her dupatta.

You don't need to consider ........ like you do before ............, Chandni said with little hurt voice.

at the same time she felt that his grip on her dupatta had become loose, she immediately took out her dupatta from his grip and from there she immediately starts going towards the wardrobe to take out her night dress.

Abeer gulps listening her and starts regretting remembering all the times he didn't accept her.

he keep watching silently her who's after taking out her night dress from the wardrobe currently heading towards the bathroom.

give me headache medicine........, abeer said immediately while listening him she stops on the way.

Why?........, chandni asked him looking at him.

When chandni asked him, he remembers what happened a few hours ago.

Flashback

She hasn't come to the room yet, it's been half an hour......also i know she's trying her best to ignore me ...........,Abeer said to himself while walking in the room too and forth.

What should I do so that she doesn't ignore me? ......don't run away from me.......and show a little a care' and her emotions towards me ...., abeer thought and stops walking and stood at one place.

What should I do?.........., he murmured then goes and sits on the edge of the bed and starts taping his phone on his plam in frustration.

Should I take someone's help but whose?............., Abeer thought while still tapping his phone on his plam.

That two idiots?

......but if I will take either of them help, they will ask ten questions and will try their best to get the truth out of me and........ but i can't tell anyone about us.............i swore to her ....i can't ........., Abeer said and at that same moment he got an idea.

Vikrant , he is married.......he can help me......., Abeer thought and without wasting any second he immediately calls vikrant and few second later he recieved his call and greets him.

If your wife ignores you then what should you do to get her attention? ............., Abeer immediately said ignoring his greetings.

Sir my wife don't ignore me so i don't know .........., vikrant said.

Are you mocking me?........., Abeer said in mild anger and after hearing Abeer's angry voice, Vikrant immediately corrects his words.

No ...no sir i don't ......I have an idea...sir, get sick........, Vikrant said in little feared voice.

What do you mean that get sick?........., abeer immediately fired a question as heard him.

Sir, wife always takes care of her husband when he is ill, no matter how angry she is.........., Vikrant said and tried his best to make him understand this.

So you mean.........if I get sick.......i can get her attention and she will take care of me?.........., Abeer asked him and tried to think what do, how to get sick.

Yes sir, mam will doo........., vikrant said.

Okay I will try this but if this plan doesn't work, I'll fire you from your job.........., abeer said and without hearing his response he immediately disconnects the call and puts the phone on vibration mode.

Abeer waits for Chandni for a long time but when she doesn't arrives, he starts doing his office work and after few minutes he falls asleep while doing office work and he lies down on the bed in a light sleep and half cover himself with comforter.

Flashback end

I have a headache ........., Abeer said looking at her.

you were fine just now .........., Chandni asked looking at him and took a step forward towards bed.

...i don't know....... waise bhi sar dard baata ke thodi na Aayega... biwi......... , Abeer says and a smile was about to form on his face when he remembers that he has to look sick and he immediately hides his smile.

Give me medicine my head hurts a lot..........., Abeer said with serious face and touches his forehead.

Chandni hummed and nodded in response and placed her clothes on the chair which was next to her vanity and then went to the bathroom and brought the first aid box from there.

She sits on the bed and then after taking out the headache medicine from the first aid box, she goes to her night stand and takes water bottle and goes to his side with that while Abeer kept looking at her silently resting his back on the headrest.

Medicine........, Chandni said and extends her hand to give the medicine and the bottle to him.

After giving medicine and water bottle to him, without wasting a second she takes her clothes from the chair and immediately goes to the bathroom to change.

WHAT ?.........she didn't ask me whether I am well or not......ughhhh.......,

Abeer said looking at the bathroom door and then that ugly medicine.

Abeer keeps the bottle on the night stand then gets up from the bed and immediately goes towards the dustbin and throw the medicine in it then went to back to the bed.

Abeer took one sip from the bottle and placed it back on the night stand so that she did not get a idea that he had not taken his medicine.

Abeer searches for his phone on the bed for few minutes but does not find it on the bed and then his eyes go to the night stand on Chandni's side and he finds his phone there.

He picks up his phone from there and massaged vikrant.

Get ready to be fired from your job,

Vikrant!..........

Abeer massaged him in anger and at that time he heard the sound of the bathroom door opening.

He immediately throw his phone at the bed and lay down on the bed and placed one hand on his forehead.

Chandni comes out of the bathroom after changing in her white kurti plazo and white dupatta around her neck and sees that Abeer has his hand on his forehead and tapping it lightly with his one hand.

Chandni walks slowly towards bed and without saying anything and looking at him, she sits on the bed and covers herself with the comforter and then lies down on the bed keeping the safe distance between them.

Abeer looks at Chandni who's lieing there and whatever hope he has that she will ask him about his health, all his hopes are dashed and he closes his eyes in frustration.

Fuck!!!

He crushed himself and then like a 'Irritated Child, he Starts tossing turning on the bed for a Long Time but can't able to sleep.

Chandni who is noticing all this and is thinking that due to the headache he is not able to sleep, her intention of ignoring him immediately get disappears and she turns to sit on the bed.

Chandni sits on the bed and corrected her dupatta and looks towards him who is sleeping on her back and with a frustrated face.

She slowly shift towards and the feeling a movement he opens his eyes and looks towards the chandni who's already looking at him.

What happened.......... , Abeer asked her who's sitting on the bed.

Woo....uhm...... you're having headache.... that' why..........., chandni said without making eye contact with him and extends her hand places it on his forehead then starts massaging it.

Can i just my head on your lap?............, Abeer asked her looking at her nervous face.

Chandni's hands stop as she heard his words and she looks at his face for a few seconds and then takes a deep breath and nods.

As soon as he gets her permission, he immediately places his head on her lap and smiles slightly.

Thank you........., Abeer said looking at her face who's making any eye contact with him just massaging his forehead.

To gain her attention he started tracing her bangles of the hand with which she is massaging his forehead for few seconds while with racing heart she let him do whatever he want.

Red ......., abeer called her while she just hummed in response.

In a few months it will going to be 3 years since we got married............, abeer said while still tracing his bangles and on hearing this, chandni looks towards him and her black eyes meet his brown eyes.

They both kept looking into each other's eyes for a few seconds but chandni was the first one who broke the eye contact.

Soo jayein ........, chandni meekly said and then slowly covers his eyes with her hand.

Abeer hummed response and did something due to which both chandni's breathing and heart beat become faster and her stomach twitched.

Kya ......ker... r...ahe h aa_p?.........., chandni said while shuttering because of his this act while her hand stopped massaging his forehead.

Seeking comfort ........., abeer said and buries his face in Chandni's stomach.

Hm..you ..shou.., Chandni is about to say something when Abeer's voice stops her.

Please.......let me stay like this......., abeer said while still with his face buried in Chandni's stomach and listening to his pleading voice Chandni becomes silent and closed her eyes for minute.

Chandni opens her eyes and looks at him who is hiding his face in her stomach.

She sighed and rested her back on the headrest and started running his fingers in his hairs and like that night she again felt him smiling.

And after some time Abeer falls sleep while with chandni sleep was still far away from her today, she just kept looking at Abeer's face silently who's now' sleeping soundly in her arm's.

I really want to hide you in my Arm's like this forever .......but I know can't ........ please don't make things difficult for me........., chandni said, looking at his sleeping face.

She removed his hair strands from his forehead then while closing her she kissed him on his forehead.

Chandni falls asleep while looking at his sleeping face and slowly running her fingers through his hair.

Morning -

Chandni, who is sleeping, gets disturbed due to the vibration of the phone.

Chandni ignored that for the first time but then again after hearing the call for the second time, without opening her eyes she moved her hand towards  the table of the night stand and from there she picks that phone.

Chandni receives the call with half open eyes without noticing who's phone is that and places the phone near her ears.

Hello.... sir..., chandni and vikrant said at the same time on the call.

Kon ?.........., chandni who's was still in sleep said with her half open eyes.

Good morning...... good morning ma'am......... I am Abeer sir assistant ....you must be his wife ...... mam i request tell sir not to fire me from job................, vikrant said in one go without taking break.

Chandni, who is sleeping, gets shocked after hearing this and her eyes open immediately.

Chandni moves the phone from behind her ear and first looks at her phone in shock and then him who's sleeping while burying her face in her stomach.

Mr Rathore.....uthiye aap......, chandni Chandni called him and shooked him by the shoulder to wake him up.

Le me sleep biwi.........., Abeer said in sleepy voice and again buried his face on her stomach while her breath hitched because of his this act.

Chandni immediately disconnects the phone and throws it on the bed away from herself then looks at him.

wake up..... wake up Mr Rathore...he .....he said .....I am your wife.....he knows about us ........, Chandni said in scared tone as she always thought no one knew about this marriage except the two of them. and again shook him by the shoulder slightly.

Hmm i know he knows about us .....I told him........., Abeer said and removed his face from her stomach to look at face.

On hearing this, chandni tries to sit properly but immediately screams in pain.

Red .....what happened......, Abeer said in a worried tone while looking at her face and sits infront of her on the bed.

My back and neck hurt.........probably because of sitting in the same position all night........, Chandni said in a slightly pained voice while her eyes filled with tears and she' tried to touched her neck.

I am sorry.....I am sorry because of me ......, Abeer immediately starts apologizing and wiped her tears from cheek with his finger.

You don't need to say sorry........i am fine ................., chandni said pained voice and closed her eyes because of the pain.

let's go to the doctor ..........., Abeer said looking at her face whose tears are continuously flowing from her eyes.

Why....why are you alw_ays in a hurr_y to go to the doc_tor?  ..... I will be okay in few tim_e............, chandni said in a irritation and glared at him with her teary eyes.

Hmm, beacuse i still remembered what that gynecologist said .....your body is weak........soo that' why ........., Abeer said and again wiped her tears from her cheeks.

I am fine ........, chandni said and whimpers in pain but still slowly  stood up from the bed and tries to goes to her wardrobe to takes out clothes for freshen up.

Abeer who's just silently looking at her whose going towards her wardrobe and touching her neck.

Abeer sighs and immediately stood up from the bed and goes towards her  without giving her any more pain'.

He carefully, lifts her in his arms in bridal style while chandni clutched his shirt collar tightly in her fist in fear and looked at him in horror.

Put me down....... I am already in pain........., chandni said in slow voice while Abeer ignored her words and started walking towards bed.

let me help you to ease your all pain......., Abeer said softly looking in her black eye's and made her sit on the centre of the bed.

Chandni fell completely silent after listening him while Abeer gets up from the bed and brings the first aid box kept on the table with him and sits on the bed in front of her and takes out pain relief cream from it.

You don't need to this ........ I will help myself or take Ahana, aditi help..........,

Chandni said and tried to take that relief cream from his hand.

You don't need anyone else's help..... because i know how to help my wife.........., abeer said and applied pain' relief cream on the tip of his one finger.

Kya kar .......rahe h aap.........., Chandni said and tried to step out from the bed when he stopped her by holding her hand.

Taking care of my little stubborn wife..........., Abeer said and caged her between in his arms.

I'm an adult ......... and I'm not a stubborn........and neither your wife ....., chandni said without looking at him and tried to get herself out from his grip.

"Look.......you are behaving like a one stubborn child.........well there is a difference of 5 years and a few months between us so that means you're younger than me....... and i can call little".........

Abeer said then he first looked into her eyes then at her neck before chandni could react.

he brought his finger towards her neck and caught hold of her mangalsutra with one of her fingers and pulled it slightly towards himself because of which Chandni's face came so close to him.

and last if you weren't my wife, I would never have been sitting so close to you........, Abeer said looking at Chandni seeing him so close she immediately closed her eyes and bit her lips.

While her cheeks, ear and half of her neck turned red because of her blushing.

He gulped looking at her state ,her closed eyes, blushing face, quivering eyelashes, and rising up and down of her chest because of her fast breathing.

He closed his eyes after admiring her this beautiful state of her then he left her mangalsutra and with that hand he slowly removed her long hair from her shoulder and kept all her hair on her other shoulder while chandni kept closed her eyes all the time.

I am applying ........, Abeer said and listening this she opened her eyes.

"Tell me exactly where you're feeling pain" .........., Abeer said looking at her whose looking at him with quivering eyelashes and blushing cheeks.

I can do it by myself........., chandni said   while looking down on her fingers.

It's ok I will find out myself......, Abeer said and the same he removed her dupatta from around her body while chandni felt frozen at her place and looked at him shock.

Abeer keeps her dupatta on the bed and bend towards her neck and slowly applies cream on her neck.

Feeling his touch on her neck she closed her eyes and fisted his shirt collar tightly in her fist.

Red....... believe me i won't do anything that you don't like........so please relex........., Abeer said seeing her tensed face while still massaging her neck slowly while chandni hummed in response.

Abeer tries best to make her realx with his words and after some time it did happen feeling relaxed, chandni places her forehead on abeer's shoulder and buries her face slightly in his chest while her eyes were closed.

Abeer again put the pain relief cream on his fingers and slowly puts his hand inside her kurti and starts massaging her back.

Aaram se ............, chandni said as Abeer touched the place where it's hurting and clutched his shirt collar tightly in her fist.

I will always........, Abeer said with smiled on his face and looking towards her who is currently hiding her face in his chest and fisting his shirt collar tightly in her hands.

Chandni opened her as she felt him smiling and looked at his face.

Aap...... aap has...... kyu rahe h ?..........., Chandni asked him while playing with his shirt button.

Where ?...... nahi to..........., Abeer said and shooked her head in no while looking at her cute face.

No..... You're smiling i saw......you don't even know how much it's paining ..........., chandni said and glared at him.

" I am sorry........i

I'm not laughing at you red...........i was just thinking something else "................, Abeer said and stopped massaging her back.

At the same time chandni regained what's happening, she immediately distances herself from him and starts looking in the other direction.

Seeing her going back to her old form, abeer felt silent but smiles a little and after a few seconds starts leaning towards her.

Seeing him leaning towards herself, she also moves back a little and her back touches the headrest.

While abeer still keeps leaning towards her seeing this she closes her eyes and put her hands one her chest and with other she clutched the bedsheets.

"mere chand jaise mehbub ko

Humse sikayat Bahut h"..........,

Abeer softly murmured in her ear and immediately stood up from the bed as knew if a second more he stay here he will end doing something which he shouldn't.

Abeer stood up from the bed and went to the bathroom to wash his hands while don't feeling his presence around herself she opened her eyes and looked at him who's going inside the bathroom.

A few moments later, who's still in shock because of whatever happened few minutes ago feeling him coming from the bathroom she immediately covers herself with the comforter and carefully lay down on the bed and secretly looked at him inside the comforter.

When Abeer comes out of the bathroom and went towards table where first aid box was placed.

He noticed the chandni who is hiding herself inside the comforter was looking at him secretly.

I said it yesterday night also...... but let me say it again .......i really like the way how you look at me secretly......red ........, Abeer said while putting the medicine in the first aid box.

I am not looking at you .. ahhh ...dadi....., chandni says and tries to sit on the bed quickly while because of that her back and neck got hurt again.

Hearing her pained voice abeer goes towards bed.

"You know ....now you should call my name not your grandmother"........, Abeer said and immediately sat on the bed infront of her to help her at the same they heard knock on the door.

Mr Rathore.......I will cry .........,Chandni said looking at him while gently tugging his shirt sleeves two three times.

What? Why?.........., Abeer said looking at Chandni in shock whose eyes were filled with tears in no time.

If anyone saw you here .....i will cry.....so please hide somewhere........., Chandni said and her eyes were filled with tears while her nose was slightly red and she had scrunched her nose.

Don't cry..... don't cry......I will hide somewhere.........., abeer said and wiped her tears from her cheeks.

I got a cry baby!!

" Us be-khabar ko khabar hi

nahi ki,

Har bitata hue pal mein aur mera dil uske hote jaa raha h "

AN

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