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Chapter 8

The Ache Between Heartbeats

Where the Snow Remembers

Soren watched as her eyes began to glow—then came a soft nod, a faint smile, and in the next breath, she vanished, leaving only drifting traces of snow behind. Perhaps she had been summoned, he thought, glancing at the sky before turning to gather their things. Though the evening had ended abruptly, he held on to the hope that she had liked it. That maybe, in that fleeting moment, something unspoken had passed between them.

Back in her room, Sylara clutched at her chest, her fingers trembling as she lightly tapped over her heart. Her breath came in short, uneven gasps. A sharp pain coursed through her body, leaving her limbs cold and shaking. Her knees buckled, and she collapsed to the ground, sweat glistening on her pale skin. The room spun, blurred, and then—everything faded. She lost consciousness, alone in the silence.

Soren stepped into his house with a strange sense of unease tightening his chest. There was nothing out of place, yet the stillness felt too heavy. He paused at the threshold, the thought of calling Sylara flickering through his mind. But he didn’t. Instead, he moved through the quiet and stepped into the shower. Warm water poured over him, a comfort he hoped would steady the storm of thoughts swirling inside.

Far away, Sylara’s eyes fluttered open. She slowly lifted herself from the floor, movements stiff, every muscle aching. This time, there was hardly a trace of snow around her. The collapse she’d hidden from Soren had taken more out of her than she expected. Drawing on her powers while her body teetered so close to breaking had come at a cost.

Her fingers brushed the pendant at her chest—a familiar comfort, cold and smooth against her skin. She let her touch linger. Glacina had been right. The outcome of this bond could be terrible—devastating, even. And yet… Sylara closed her eyes. Despite everything, she was willing. Whatever waited beyond—dark or cruel—she would face it.

A gentle knock broke the silence, and the door to her room creaked open. Lumina stepped inside, her expression clouded with worry.

Sylara turned toward her, already knowing what the other woman was about to say.

Without speaking, Lumina crossed the room and embraced her. A soft glow spread from her palm as she patted Sylara’s back, a warm healing light weaving gently through her body.

“Did you like the surprise?” Lumina asked softly, her voice a whisper barely louder than the snow outside.

Sylara’s response was quieter still. “Yes,” she breathed. “He loves me.”

For a moment, Lumina’s hand faltered, and a flicker of helplessness crossed her face. But she didn’t pull away. Her embrace only grew steadier.

“And what about you?” she asked, voice even gentler now.

Sylara hesitated, her gaze drifting. The question felt too large to answer right away. Finally, she whispered, “I don’t know yet, Lumina.”

Her fingers curled around the pendant again. “But something stirs inside me every time I feel something deeply. It’s as if the emotions are trying to shape me—pull me apart or draw something new from within.” She looked up with searching eyes. “Will I die?”

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Lumina’s answer came slowly, deliberately. “Our essence does not align with such powerful emotions. And love…” she exhaled quietly, “…love is one of the strongest forces that exist.”

Her words hung in the air, heavy with truth.

Lumina stepped back, her eyes meeting Sylara’s—full of understanding, sorrow, and something softer that could only be described as pride. As her touch fell away, the snowflakes began to stir around Sylara again—no longer sluggish or fading, but light, fluttering gently like breath returned.

The return of the snow was silent, yet profound.

Lumina’s healing had restored some of the balance Sylara had lost—if only for now. The air carried a fragile stillness, peaceful on the surface, but beneath it ran an undeniable truth: the deeper Sylara’s emotions became, the more tenuous her grip on herself would grow.

A long silence settled between them.

“Glacina and I have watched you grow, Sylara. Whatever path you choose—we’ll stand by you,” Lumina said, her voice steady.

Sylara nodded, a faint flicker of gratitude in her eyes. Lumina gave her one last smile and quietly slipped out of the room.

Outside, Glacina waited, her arms crossed and her expression tight with contained worry. As Lumina stepped into the hall, Glacina’s eyes searched hers, hardening with disbelief.

“We will support her?” she echoed, voice sharp.

Lumina said nothing at first. She lowered her head slightly, her silence louder than any argument.

Glacina’s voice rose, shaking with an emotion she rarely allowed to show—anger, fear, helplessness all tangled together.

“Lumina, she will die.”

“Either love will vanquish her, or sorrow will shatter her, Glacina,” Lumina replied quietly. “We cannot stop it—you know that as well as I do. That is the fate of Dual Elementals. We protected her for years, but it still found her.”

Their eyes glowed—Lumina’s warm amber, Glacina’s iridescent silver. For a moment, no words passed. Just understanding. And grief.

A few days passed.

Sylara kept mostly to herself, wandering through the snowy mountain paths, learning to live with the persistent ache that pulsed with every heartbeat. She didn’t speak much, but she didn’t fall again either. She learned to breathe through the pain. To walk with it.

Meanwhile, Soren waited, patient and steady. He poured everything he felt into his poetry. The book took shape slowly, pages filled with ink that breathed of longing, admiration, hope. His words began gently—soft, wistful, tinged with wonder—and gradually grew into something deeper, more turbulent. Emotions cascaded like rivers, his quiet confessions etched into every line.

It was a delicate balance between subtlety and intensity—his feelings blooming in ink, as though the act of writing was the only way he could hold on to what was real, what was becoming more and more undeniable.

He didn’t know if she would ever read the words.

But still, he wrote—for her.

For them.

For the quiet magic he hoped would carry them through whatever storm lay ahead.

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