Chapter 11

[ Confrotation ]

Jennie woke up feeling even worse than the night before. With last night's gay panic, behind her all she was left with was confusion, shame and lots and lots of guilt. She felt so bad for what she said to Lisa– the girl she had now accepted she was sorta/kinda attracted to, especially with all the shit the doe eyed girl has already been through.

The feelings stayed with her for the weekend and she avoided Rosé for most of it. Sometimes the girl helped too much, it's like she never ran out of ideas. As evident in their car ride to school Monday morning.

"You should just apologize to her," the hot nerd suggested as she drove them both to school. Now that she didn't have to drive Lisa anymore, they returned to their old routine of driving together.

It took Rosé half an hour just to drag Jennie out of bed that morning. She didn't want to face the aftermath of all that happened last Friday.

"Chaeyoung..." she replied uneasily. Jennie Kim wasn't the best at apologizing.

"Jen, come on. She's not gonna hurt you." She parked the car and they both prepared for what might happen when they went inside the building.

High school was like a prison and a zoo rolled up into one. Except it was worse. People were always vicious and thirsty for gossip.

"She won't accept it." And why would she? Sure Lisa said some really nasty things but with what she said mixed with the blonde's home life? She wouldn't blame the girl for never speaking to her again.

"Fine, do whatever you want. I'm just asking you to try."

People were already giving them weird looks as they walked across the lot. Hey, sometimes it sucked to be popular.

"Fine. I'll TRY but I'm not promising a huge effort." Rosé smiled.

"Good that's all I want. Besides, if you apologize to her it will give you a chance to be within kissing distance of her..."

"Chaeyoung!" The brunette gasped, "SHUT UP," she whisper-hissed.

The red headed girl laughed as the queen bee glared at her.

"Oh come on, no one here cares! Everyone here already thinks you're at least a little bit gay. You dated a girl for God's sake!"

Suddenly, Jung Hoseok came barreling towards them, his camera man following close behind.

"Oh great... here we go–" Jennie dramatically said, rolling her eyes. "More shit to deal with."

"Jennie Kim, is it or is it not true that after the huge fight last Friday you ended your relationship with bad girl Lalisa Manoban because she was 'Too violent for you?'"

The brunette scowled and crossed her arms to stop his ogling of her rack.

"No comment."

"How do you feel about Jungkook and Lisa's struggle for your heart? Flattered or disgusted with their brutish ways?"

"No comment."

"And how are you reacting to the rumor that you dumped Lisa to start yet another gay relationship with Park Chaeyoung?"

"WHAT?" Both girls shouted, looking at each other in shock. J-hope turned to the red headed girl now.

"Little miss Park Chaeyoung, always seemingly out of place. Too pretty to be a nerd–"

"Nerds can be pretty too!"

"Too nerdy to be popular, yet hanging out with the head cheerleader."

She just glared.

"Too Christian to be gay, and let's not forget about your other unlikely friendship with Lisa, who I'm sure will NOT be happy knowing you stole her girlfriend from her."

"I didn't steal her girlfriend!"

"So you're denying the rumors?"

"Yes!" Jennie stepped up at this point, done with Hoseok's stupid site.

"Listen cone face, if you don't back off in the next five seconds I will make sure you wake up tomorrow with no sharp cone face and no dick to accompany the no balls thing you've got going on." Hoseok's eyes widened impossibly more.

"I-I'm not scared of you, without Lisa's protection you're all talk. She's the one who hits hard."

"Oh I'll show you how hard I can hit!" the Korean girl growled as she lunged forward; Rosé caught her and held her back.

"Jennie no!"

"That's right, listen to your new girlfriend!"

"SHE'S NOT MY GIRLFRIEND!" They both yelled as the rat scampered away.

The head cheerleader breathed hard as Rosé released her.

"Stupid fucking JHI and his dumb ass blog!" Jennie yelled, pissed. The hot nerd didn't even bother trying to calm her down. She was pissed as well.

"I can't believe people think WE'RE dating!"

"I know, it's just GROSS." Rosé shuddered.

The bell rang, five minutes 'till class.

"Crap, I've got to get to my locker." Jennie groaned, walking off.

"Don't kill anyone!"

[•••]

Jennie Kim was fuming, nothing could piss her off more.

Or so she thought.

When she turned the corner, she stopped dead in her tracks when she saw what was in front of her.

Lalisa Manoban, smirking seductively at a ginger head Cheerio, tugging at the hem of her cheerleading top like she was ready to tear it off right then. Their hips were touching and she could see the girl giggling as the badass whispered something in her ear.

Her fists clenched and her heart stopped when the blonde moved the Cheerio's silky hair back, revealing white skin before she placed her lips on her neck.

Jealousy.

That's what she was feeling.

Raw, pure, unadulterated jealousy, coursing through her. She was absolutely livid. It took all her strength not to rip the two apart and she didn't want to seem like the jealous ex she sort of was.

Trying to control herself, she walked to her locker with her head held high, turning her back to the two of them and trying to remember her damn combination.

That girl should have known better than to mess with the head cheerleader's ex. As by the end of the day, Jennie would make sure that she would be off the fucking squad.

[•••]

"You're so hot..." Lisa whispered in the girl's ear, "I bet you're absolutely SOAKING." Slowly, she kissed the girl's neck, smiling when she moaned softly.

"FUCK... Lisa..." The girl breathed desperately.

"Come on, don't tell me you want to stop..." she said as her hand slid up the back of the girl's cheer top.

"I-I don't. But Miss Jennie would kill me..."

One of Jennie's pompom— yes. A rookie and a junior. Fuck.

Lisa's hand and mouth stopped at the mention of her name. She wanted to forget about her (hence the random girl). The badass didn't care how she felt about the girl because she knew that the head cheerleader would never feel the same way.

Lisa pressed the Cheerio up against the locker.

"Don't think about her, she would not." A fucking lie.

Lisa went in for the kill and pressed their mouths together, her tongue already seeking entrance. The girl moaned again and held onto her tighter.

She had her.

She heard a locker door slam behind her, hard. The noise startled her and she looked up, only to see a familiar figure with her back turned to her as she stormed down the hall.

Feeling her stomach drop at the sight of the girl.

"How do you feel about missing first period?"

[•••]

"Ohhh... fuck," the Cheerio moaned loudly as the Thai girl pounded into her. After the girl said yes (and honestly, who wouldn't say yes?) they had hastily made it to a bathroom.

The girl's face scrunched up in pleasure while Lisa... while Lisa felt nothing.

Sure she was still super horny but something just... didn't feel right? She barely noticed when the girl came. in fact she wouldn't have noticed it at all if she hadn't made that weird screeching sound when she climaxed.

"Wow..." she panted, "You really are as good as they say you are..."

"Haha, yeah..." she said chuckling. She tried to shake off her... 'un-willingness' but she really didn't feel up to IT anymore.

She was always up to it... so what was the problem?

"Want me to do you?" The girl asked, kissing her collarbone eagerly and going for the button of her jeans.

If she had been asked a week ago she would've said yes with no second thoughts, but now...

"Actually... I've gotta go." Lisa said, stunning herself.

"What?" the girl asked, clearly confused. The blonde got off the girl and put her shirt back on hurriedly.

"I just— I've gotta go. Sorry," she said, unapologetic.

She was out the door seconds later.

[•••]

Rosé had noticed something was off when Jennie roughly smacked a kid out of the way as she entered the room and then when she sat down next to her – in Lisa's seat. What was with these two and sitting in each other's seats in European Geography?

"What's wrong?"

"Nothing!" The brunette girl snapped.

"Where's Lis?"

"How the hell would I know?" Rosé narrowed her eyes as she watched Jennie's behavior: Shoulders slumped, arms crossed, breathing hard and a scowl more menacing than usual.

There was only one thing on Jennie's mind; Why the fuck did she have to like Lisa? The girl obviously didn't care about what she said; therefore there was no reason to apologize. To the blonde, she would have been just another fuck... just like that girl she had her hands all over in the hallway.

She got even madder when the image of the two of them invaded her mind once again. She tried to forget about it but she couldn't stop imagining what they were most likely doing right now.

Finally, she was angry with herself. No matter what Lisa did, she wished it was her instead of that girl. She wished it was her shirt that Lisa had her hands up. Wished it was her neck that Lisa had her lips on. Lisa Lisa Lisa.

But it wasn't.

The hot nerd got even more worried when the pencil in Jennie's hand snapped in half under the pressure of her tightly closed fist. The girl didn't even flinch, she was that engrossed in her thoughts.

Fearing that she might get hit, Rosé slowly and gently tapped her hand. Jennie flinched and recoiled at her touch.

"Jen... what's going on?"

Before the head cheerleader could open her mouth, the door was yanked open and Lisa strolled in. However, it wasn't with her usual swagger and cockiness. Actually, she looked dazed and a little confused.

Until doe eyes met the feline ones.

Jennie's jealousy dissipated for a second as she looked at the girl.

Why did she have to look so damn pretty?

It was like Lisa had this tunnel vision - all she could focus on was the Korean girl.

The smooth skinned girl was gorgeous, as always. Seeing her just reminded her of everything that she did. She said a lot of shitty things but all she could think about was how she felt in her arms and how she felt when they kissed.

She wanted it again, so bad.

But it didn't matter, because Jennie hated her. She made that clear.

"Ms. Manoban! MS. MANOBAN!" Mrs. Wu yelled waving the pink slip in her hand.

"W-what?" The badass said as she broke eye-contact with the longing gaze the brunette was giving to her to look at her teacher.

"Detention, after school today. And if you skip this one, I'm having you suspended." Lisa took the slip slowly, "Now take a seat Ms. Manoban."

That was when she noticed that her seat was occupied.

Sighing heavily, she looked at Jennie one more time before she took the only seat available, which was right up front.

This day just kept getting better and better.

[•••]

Throughout the class, Lisa could swear someone was staring at her. Probably Jennie, staring daggers straight into her back.

At least she didn't have the next class with the brunette, she didn't want to make anything tenser than it already was.

When the bell rang she was out quick of her seat.

The head cheerleader couldn't help but stare at the girl that moment when their eyes locked... there was something there... or maybe it was just her imagination.

Probably.

But still. Jennie couldn't help staring at her. She missed how the leather clad girl would walk her to every class and carry her textbooks – the kisses on the cheek and the 'see ya later babe's' ...even if it was all pretend.

She missed it more than she thought she would.

And what was that whole thing with sitting at the front? Lalisa Manoban did not sit up front. She even kept eye contact with Mrs. Wu for the whole class! The badass did not engage in class. She didn't even look mad that Jennie had taken her seat.

"Stop staring, you're going to burn a hole in her favorite jacket." Rosé said all of a sudden.

"I wasn't staring..." Jennie mumbled. Yeah, she wasn't convincing anyone. The red headed girl didn't even bother to counter that.

"Look, you should just suck it up and apologize."

"But—"

"Jen, you don't have to tell her you're gay WHICH I know you're still not sure of," she added quickly before Jennie could interject again. "And you don't have to tell her you want to make lady babies with her." Jennie's eyes shifted back to Lisa. Yup, still as hot as ever.

"I don't—"

"But you should still apologize for what you said. It was really harsh and you need to make things right. At least a little bit."

Jennie sighed in defeat. Stupid fucking Rosé with her stupid fucking knowledge and her fucking good advice and having to be always fucking right.

"Fine, I'll talk to her."

"After class?"

"What? No! That's too soon!"

"After school?" She shook her head.

"Tomorrow?"

"No..."

"Next week? Next month? Next year? At our ten year reunion? Come on Jen, you can't run away from this forever!"

"Girls, is everything alright back there?" Mrs. Wu yelled.

"Jennie just needed some help on something, sorry!" Rosé reasoned smoothly.

"Will you shut up!"

"Okay, when are you going to talk to her?"

"...when the time is right." The bell rung and the cheerleader watched as Lisa darted out of the room.

"If you don't do it by tomorrow, your ass is mine." The hot nerd warned before gathering her things.

"I didn't know you liked me like that Rosie pasta."

[•••]

Lisa was trying her best to keep her mind off of the Korean girl; instead, she wondered why she left the bathroom so quickly that morning.

She was always up for sex, especially when she hasn't had it for awhile. It made her forget and feel free, plus it was a lot of fun and felt REALLY GOOD. But something was off. Maybe her brief hiatus from heavy copulating made her less acute to having sex everyday? No, that couldn't be it; she was so fucking horny she'd probably furiously and shamelessly rub one out when she got home.

Maybe it was the girl? That had to be it. She wasn't that hot. Pretty? Sure, but not amazingly gorgeous. Plus, she was a little too desperate and ginger hair wasn't really her thing. She preferred brunettes.

Yeah, the girl just wasn't great, she decided. Next time she'd do a better job of picking. Maybe she could find someone for a quickie during lunch instead of lighting one up with Joy and Momo. Thank God it was after this period. She needed to do some serious de-stressing and GOOD sex with a HOT girl was the perfect way to do that.

Happy with her new plan, Lisa smiled as she exited the room when the period ended.

Her grin dropped as soon as someone stopped her at the door.

"Kim?" She asked, surprised by her sudden appearance.

"Uhm... can we talk?... Privately?"

Well, there goes her lunch plans.

[•••]

Jennie surprised herself when she ended up outside Lisa's classroom (and again when she realized she had the girl's schedule memorized). She felt extremely nervous as they walked down the hall together in silence.

Lisa wasn't feeling too great either. Maybe the other girl wasn't finished with her speech from the other day? Or had something else equally as harsh to reveal? Did she do something wrong without realizing it? God knows the girl found fault in her everywhere.

They walked into a random bathroom, the head cheerleader yelling at the girls inside to get out. The badass smirked when she saw a girl accompanied by a half dressed boy come staggering out in one of the cubicle stall.

"What do you want?" Lisa asked when the room was clear. Jennie stayed silent, for once losing her voice. The nerves were making her breath catch in her throat.

"Seriously Kim, I don't have all day and I have other plans—"

"I'm sorry." She quickly said, wanting to just get it over with. The badass looked at her confused.

"You're what?"

"I'm sorry Lisa - for what I said to you on Friday. You didn't deserve it and I just blew up because—" 'Because I was so floored by your fucking kiss that made me realize I might be sort of crushing on you' she added to herself, "—because I was just so insecure. I had just lost Jungkook and you got hurt so badly. I said things I didn't mean and I'm sorry."

The Thai girl blinked, astonished.

Well, she wasn't expecting that at all. Jennie? Apologizing to her? Jennie Kim?

Sure she sort of got an apology on Friday but that was just a mumbled 'I'm sorry you got beat up'. But this... this was like... A heartfelt.

Lisa not being up for sex, Jennie giving heartfelt apologies... what the shit was going on here?

"I... accept– your apology, I mean." Jennie took a moment to absorb her words before she smiled one of her barely there smiles, the ones that made Lisa's heart jump.

"Good I'm glad..." she sighed in relief. "And I wanted to say that I'm sorry—"

"You already said that."

"Let me finish!" the head cheerleader snapped.

Well, looks like it's not the end of the world after all.

"I-I wanted to say I'm sorry for all I put you through last week. It was weird and... kind of insane, but you helped me out anyway and I was a bitch to you when we were 'dating'." Lisa laughed at the air quotes and Jennie swore she could never get tired of the sound.

"Damn right. God, you were a terrible girlfriend..." The brunette's cheeks reddened.

"You weren't a walk in the park either! Always looking at other girls - probably fantasizing about them too. And don't forget who drove you to school everyday! I probably saved your life from that death trap!"

"Didn't I tell you not to make fun of my baby?" Lisa glared playfully. "And I thought this was supposed to be an apology?" Jennie smirked at the reference to that stupid motorcycle.

"Fine. I'm sorry for making you be my girlfriend and for saying all those mean things to you." Lisa tapped her cheek lightly twice with her open palm.

"Apology accepted princess." She grinned as her hand was slapped away.

"Stop calling me that!"

"Whatever you want, Nini-ah." Jennie just rolled her eyes, even if her heart was erratically jumping up and down at the nickname - she missed that too.

"So everything's back to normal huh?" She said.

"Yup, guess so..." Lisa grinned and stuck her hand out. The Korean girl took it slowly, both of them jolting with the skin to skin contact." It was... nice doing business with you." Lisa winked and Jennie felt herself blushing again. Her winks really were sexy as hell.

"Likewise, I'll see you around Manoban."

"Later Kim," with one last smirk, the brunette exited the bathroom. Lisa following close behind her as her eyes lingered on the head cheerleader's glorious ass.

Yeah, everything was most definitely not back to normal.

[•••]

I'm so sorry but really— I couldn't be able to post the other two updates as it was still under editing heol~

It was so sudden— yes, but me with the gang are going downtown to watch some local bands performing there. So probably I need to wait till it ends after I can watch Blackpink's new music video *cries in corner*

I hope this will be enough for now and I promise to post the others as soon as I can.

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