Chapter 296
Ex-Husband's Regret
Emma.
limp slowly towards my cell. Prison is hell, thatâs for sure. My job is to prove the innocent and send criminals to prison. I never thought that I would one day end up here.
I havenât had a good nightâs sleep since I arrived here about two weeks ago. Itâs like the moment I walked into the cell, I was an enemy to all the inmates. For some reason, they hated me, and they proved just how much they did.
In the back of my mind, I know this is all Rowanâs doing. I should never have crossed him. I should never have underestimated what he felt for Ava. The Rowan I knew. My Rowan. He would never have hurt me.
He would never have done anything to cause me pain.
Itâs safe to say that the boy I loved and treasured all these years is long gone. The boy I fell in love with was nowhere in sight. In his place was a coldâhearted man who would hurt me because I dared to cross Ava.
I sigh as I finally get to my cell. I was tired and worn out. I havenât had a decent shower or meal since I stepped into this place.
Every time I was given a meal, one of my cellmates would either knock it out of my hands, spit on it, or forcefully take it from me. Iâve barely had enough food to keep a dog alive these past two weeks.
As for the shower, most of the time they would just push me out of the cubicles before I could shower. It was all horrifying and terrifying at the same time. All I wanted was to go home, but Iâm not even sure thatâs possible anymore.
âLookâ Joy, one of the meaner inmates says. âOur bitch princess is backâ
Whoever her mother is, was wrong about naming her joy. There was nothing joyous about Joy. She didnât bring joy or happiness to those around her. Instead, she brought nothing but misery I canât tell her that, though. The last time I tried standing up for myself, I ended up with a black eye. Iâm really not in the mood to go through that again. The woman was solid as a fucking rock. She had the build of a man, so you can imagine how much it fucking hurt when she hit me.
Instead of answering, I remain quiet. It usually doesnât work, but I still think that keeping my head down and laying low is the best course of action.
I try to maneuver around her so that I can go to my bed but she blocks my path.
âIâm talking to you bitchâ she snarls right before she shoves me.
I wasnât prepared for it and because of my hurt leg, I fall on my butt hard. The pain that shoots from my tail bone and through my spine is intense. Biting my lips, I stop myself from whimpering. It wouldnât do me good to show any weakness.
I try to get up, but itâs nearly impossible, especially with my leg. I twisted it when another inmate tripped me as I was heading to sit at a table in the cafeteria. When I fell, nobody helped me up. Instead, all of them just pointed fingers while laughing as I was wallowing in pain.
I bit my lips even harder to stop myself from crying. The nurse had told me that my ankle would heal better if I rested it and avoided more damage to it. That was now impossible, given that I fell at an awkward angle again.
âThe idiot still thinks sheâs something,â Bela, another inmate, says. âShe doesnât realize that in here sheâs nothing, just like the rest of us.â
I donât look up. Instead, I just focus on my ankle. It was now red and swollen. Maybe after they leave me alone, I can go back to the nurse and have her look at it.
I was so focused on my leg that I didnât notice the two women closing in on me. I was taken by surprise when one of them grabbed my hair in a tight grip. This time, I donât hold back. I let out a painful and shocked gasp.
âPlease leave me aloneâ I stammer, feeling so tired and drained.
I knew I should have just kept quiet because Joy smiles cruelly right before she slaps me hard across the face. She raises her palm again and I raise my hands to try to deflect her another of her slap.
âWhat the hell is going on here?â the booming voice makes them step away from me in fear.
I fold into myself. Shaking like a damn leaf. I honestly donât know how long I can keep this up. The people here were out to get me and I was afraid that I would eventually end up dead.
âNothing, we were just having some fun. Werenât we Emma?â Bela says with a fake smile.
I donât answer. We all knew that nothing they were doing to me was fun.
âGet up Emma, youâre coming with meâ
I donât argue. It was probably Travis who had come to visit. I struggle, but eventually I manage to get up and follow the warden out.
Today is your lucky day,â she says as we walk.
instead of answering, I just snorted. There was definitely nothing lucky about today When we get to a private room, she opens the door, revealing Travis. The tears I was holding begin falling down my cheek as I rush to him. Well, wobble is more like it.
He takes me into his arms and hugs me, making me feel safe. I let out my pain and frustration. All the anger and hurt. I cry into his chest until I have no more tears to shed.
âItâs okay, little sis, Iâm here to take you home,â he whispers comfortingly in my ear.
At first, his words didnât register, but when they did, I lifted my head from his chest and just stared at him.
âReally? How did you do it?â I ask.
We had tried everything. I had tried everything. Nothing worked and no one was willing to go against Rowan. For the first time in my life I witnessed firsthand how ruthless and bloodthirsty Rowan could be.
âI talked to Ava and asked her to have a word with Rowan,â he shrugs. âAt first, I didnât think that she would, given how cold she was towards me, but today I was called to pick up your release papers. The judge said that Rowan was doing this as a favor for his wife.â
I just nod my head. I honestly donât care if Ava talked on my behalf. As long as I was free, it didnât matter at all.
After that Iâm taken to the office and Iâm asked to sign some documents. Then Iâm given a chance to shower after which everything including the clothes I was wearing the day I was arrested are given back to me. When Iâm done, I meet up with Travis and together we walk out of the prison.
It feels so fucking great to see the outside. To breathe in the cool and fresh air.
I give the building one last look. Being there has opened my eyes to a lot of things.
Itâs time to accept that Rowan is no longer mine. If he can go to such great lengths to hurt me because I hurt Ava, then I need to accept defeat. I may have had his heart once, but it no longer beats for me. It was hard to swallow the bitter pill, but i had no choice. I can no longer hold on to something that is dead and gone.
Rowan is my past, and he has probably been for a very long time. It was time to move on. It was time to acknowledge that we were probably never meant to be end game.
As that truth settles into my soul, I feel like a weight has been lifted from my shoulders.
I gel into the car with Travis. He drives off, and I smile, feeling like the chains around me had been What I didnât notice was that an enemy was also smiling. One that was plotting against me. What none of us noticed was the enemy that was planning to ruin my life.