Rules
The sweetest Little
You could immediately tell how happy both Hannah and Liana were about the fact that you'd actually said yes,Hannah's eyes brimmed with unshed tears whilst Liana was holding onto you tightly as if you were the most precious thing in the world to her.
"You don't how how happy you're making us with that Estella",Hannah then said,breaking the short silence that had settled over the room after you'd said yes,allowing some tears of joy to run down her face as she gave you a big smile and reached out for you,Liana immediately got the hint,helped you stand back up and send you over to Hannah with a few pats to your butt.
"Go on over to Hannah darling",Liana had cooed as she'd patted your butt in order to encourage you to go over to Hannah which you then did and obligingly made your way over to her and let her pull you down onto her lap.
"What happens next?",you then quietly asked whilst playing with the ends of Hannah's sleeves nervously.
You'd never had a caregiver before,let alone two, and so you weren't quite sure of what to expect now,you'd read some things about it online but some of those things had not sounded that great and so you were a bit worried although you trusted Hannah and Liana.
"Well sometimes littles have their own place but sometimes they live with their caregiver or caregivers,if you want to then you're more than welcome to live here with us,you'd get the nursery for when you're little and one of our guest bedrooms for when you're big but you can also stay in your dorm room,it's up to you Estella",Hannah then softly replied whilst slightly swaying from side to side with you on her lap,giving you a moment to think about it.
You'd liked the sleepover but you weren't quite sure if you'd like it here so much if you were to live here all the time.
"I..uh..would it be okay if I could stay in my dorm room over the week days but sleep over here on Fridays and Saturdays,at least in the beginning?",you then nervously asked whilst wringing your hands anxiously,not wanting to upset your new caregivers but also not feeling quite comfortable with staying with them 24/7 yet.
Hannah and Liana immediately exchanged a quick look upon hearing you say that,they were both a bit sad that you weren't immediately comfortable with moving in with them full time but they also understood where you were coming from and immediately gave eachother a nod of agreement silently before Hannah spoke back up.
"Of course,we'd love to have many more fun sleepovers with you like we did yesterday,but there will have to be some rules for when you're little and staying with us,just so you know",Hannah then softly said,feeling you tense up on her lap at the mentioning of rules immediately.
"Don't worry,we just have a few general rules to start off with and they'll only apply for when you're little,when you're big you can do whatever you want because you're an adult,but as we'll get to know eachother better we will adapt them to little you's wants and needs and I promise you that we won't do anything that you don't want,how about we go over the rules with you right now and you can tell us anything that you don't agree with?",Hannah said and gently stroked your arm in an attempt to get you to be more comfortable.
You just silently nodded,nervous about all of this.
The two older women then quickly exchanged a look,silently deciding who'd tell you the rules,it was Hannah who eventually spoke back up and explained everything to you.
"Okay so our main rules are:
-no hitting,use your words to communicate with us
-tell us immediately if we're doing something that you're not comfortable with so that we can stop
-bedtime is at 10pm
-listen to us when we tell you to do something unless it's triggering you
-respect that we are your caregivers and will make decisions for you whilst you're little so that you can be safe
-no going anywhere outside of the house alone when you're little
-no running down the stairs
-don't go near water alone when you're regressed
-no running off from us in public
-wear pull ups to bed and for long car rides",Hannah then finished explaining,noticing that you'd tensed up even more at the last rule.
"I only rarely wear pull ups",you then said and looked at her with big eyes,not quite understanding the reasons for the last rule.
"It's just for when you're little obviously,since you'll be sleeping in your crib you won't be able to just get up and go to the bathroom and we don't want you to have any accidents incase we take too long to get to you to let you out and on long car rides there aren't always bathrooms available quickly enough",Liana then chimed in and explained because she'd seen you tense up aswell.
Sensing your hesitancy Hannah then added:
"How about we just try it like that in the beginning and if you can go a full Month without using it when you sleep over then we can think about letting you go to sleep without one?"
You thought about it for a second,whilst you technically knew that their reasons made sense you didn't like feeling like you were forced to wear one when you didn't need it.
"I can't afford to waste them though",you then mumbled but your argument was shut down by Liana immediately.
"Don't worry we'll pay for everything that you could possibly want and need for when you're little and trust me we have enough money for that,so don't even try to argue about us paying for you,you're our little now and it's our job to buy you everything that you could possibly want and need",the brunette then said nicely but firmly,causing you to nod after a few moments.
You'd thought about it,realistically you'd only have to wear them a few times since you'd only be spending two nights a week at their place in the beginning,you could do that for a Month,it would only be 8 nights and then they'd see that you didn't need to wear any protection and you might not even always be little when you were going to stay over,so you might not even have to wear one every night that you'd be here over the next month,you thought to yourself.
"Fine..I take it that wearing one on long car rides isn't negotiable?",you then quietly mumbled,receiving a nod from Hannah.
"Yes,it's not but don't worry,I doubt that there will be many of them as every place that we could possibly take you to is pretty close anyways",Hannah then said before pressing a quick kiss to your temple,sensing that you weren't 100% happy about that but glad that you weren't complaining.
"And if I break a rule?",you then hesitantly asked,your voice a bit shaky,you kind of didn't want to find out what would happen then but you knew that you needed to know.
"Well Liana and I don't really believe in punishments,we believe in natural consequences of your actions,so for example if you refuse to wear a pull up and end up wetting yourself then you'll be uncomfortable in that moment or have to wear one during the day for the next 24 hours so that we can make sure that there'll be no more accidents after that,something like that,or if you don't listen to us then you'll get a talking to,things like that,don't worry we are not going to ever hit you or give you a timeout because we think that's cruel but like I said those are just the general rules and we'll adjust them as we get to know eachother better based on your needs and what you're comfortable with",Hannah then softly answered for you,causing you to let out a breath of relief,those rules didn't seem too bad.
"Oh and there's something else,we want to know any boundaries that you have right now,could you tell us anything that you know that you wouldn't be comfortable with right now,so that we know what not to do?",Liana then softly chimed in,causing you to give her a timid smile in appreciation.
You liked that you were being included in this and that you were able to put up boundaries that they'd have to respect,so you thought about it for a little bit before finally answering.
"Well..don't do anything that I don't consent to,I don't want to be ignored,don't humiliate me,especially not in public and..I-I don't like people seeing me naked",you quietly mumbled,knowing that the last part would be something that they'd not be expecting from a little because most littles didn't care about being naked infront of their caregivers as far as you knew.
Like you'd expected both Liana and Hannah seemed to be a bit surprised about the last one.
"Okay..so how would we handle that last one when you're in little space and need a bath or a change?",Hannah then softly asked,genuinely curious about what you'd say.
"Uhm..I guess I'll handle it myself then but I know how to go to the bathroom when I'm little too so I doubt that'll be a problem",you then shyly said,truthfully you'd never thought about that before but you'd always been fine with things like these on your own,so it would be alright,right?,you thought to yourself but were quickly brought back out of your thoughts and into reality again by Hannah's voice.
"We don't want you to be uncomfortable Estella but what if you regress to such a little age that you're not able to do those things by yourself,what should we do then?",Hannah gently asked,she wasn't trying to change your mind,she was just trying to make sure that everything would be talked about well enough beforehand so that there would be no fights or upset tears from all three of you.
You started to squirm uncomfortably and got up and off of her lap.
"That's never happened before but I guess in moments like these then you could help me but it's still all so new to me,I-I think that I j-just need a bit of time",you then mumbled whilst looking back and forth between your two new caregivers,receiving encouraging nods from the both of them.
"That's totally valid Estella,I promise you that we will respect that",Liana softly said.
"Yes,if we think that you could possibly need help we'll offer it to you but if you say no then we will respect that and leave you be",Hannah then chimed in,both of the women immediately earning a smile and a relieved sigh from you.