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Chapter 12

Shopping,new titles,trust and a suprising turn of events

The sweetest Little

Because you'd been so upset you'd slipped deeper into your headspace after that and had requested a pacifier for comfort which Liana had quickly handed to you.

It was a mint green one with little seagulls on them.

You'd immediately started to suck on it which had helped you to calm down immediately,Liana had stayed in the seat next to you for the entire car ride because you'd started to cry when she'd attempted to switch over to the passenger seat.

As Hannah was driving the movement of the car pressed the straps tightly against your stomach and therefore your bladder which was very uncomfortable and you had to do your best to not pee right then and there,now wishing that you would've listened to Hannah back at the house,you hadn't peed since last night and it was already 11am now,your bladder was feeling very full but you weren't about to admit that to anyone and just pressed your legs together as best as you possibly could in this car seat in an attempt to hold your pee in.

Once you'd arrived in parking lot of the mall Liana got out of the Car and let Hannah unbuckle you.

"Hey Estella,I'm just going to unbuckle you so that you can get out of the Car okay?",Hannah softly announced and waited for you to nod before she undid the straps and lifted you out of the car seat,now having learned from her earlier mistake.

You'd immediately whined for her to put you down and so she'd obliged,under the compromise that you'd hold either her or Liana's hand though so that you wouldn't get lost.

You didn't want them to know this but you wanted to walk because you weren't able to press your legs together when you were being carried and you didn't want to risk peeing yourself.

Because this was a mall specifically for littles you were able to keep your pacifier in your Mouth without getting stared at.

As you entered the mall with your new caregivers you couldn't help but be completely amazed,you'd never been to a place like this before,everything was so big and there were lots of people like you,being carried around or sitting in strollers or shopping carts,you really felt like you wouldn't be judged here.

"Do you wanna sit in the Cart baby?",Hannah's gentle voice then suddenly appeared and ripped you out of your thoughts.

You nodded but continued to suck on your pacifier and let her sit you down into the seat of the cart,everything here was made for adults so there was no problem with you fitting into it.

As you were looking around you tried to ignore the ever growing pressure that was building up in your bladder,choosing to just press your legs together and keep quiet about it,besides there were so many more interesting things to worry about,Hannah was pushing the Cart into a store with clothes and toys right now!!

You didn't notice this because you were too busy looking around at everything with big eyes but Hannah and Liana gave eachother a knowing look and chuckled slightly,it was obvious to them that you'd regressed again.

"Okay honey,let's get you everything that you could possibly need hm",Liana then cooed and watched you squeak happily.

The first stop was toys,they let you pick out whatever you wanted and in the end you'd chosen some blocks,a few rattles,a dog stuffed animal(golden retriever),a frog stuffed animal,some dolls,a doll house and a few books.

The next thing was clothes which you weren't as interested in as toys but you still pointed to every piece of clothing that you liked and shook your head at the clothes that Liana and Hannah were showing you that you didn't like,all whilst trying to not make it obvious that you desperately had to pee.

Most of the Cart got taken up by clothes,there were multiple onesies,a few footie pajamas,multiple nightgowns,dresses,skirts and tops aswell as a few pairs of shorts and underwear,socks and many,many rompers.

Just as you were picking out a few pacifiers and bottles you felt a bit of pee escaping you,feeling your underwear and shorts getting warm and a bit wet and squeaked in shock,involuntarily getting both Hannah and Liana's attentions on you immediately.

Both women instantly turned around to face you and gave you concerned looks.

"What's wrong baby?",Hannah cooed but didn't really need an answer as she saw you pushing down the front of your dress and pressing your legs together desperately.

"Come on,let's let Liana do the rest of the shopping while we find a potty",Hannah then softly said and picked you up into her arms after getting the diaper bag from Liana,completely ignoring your protests about how you didn't need the potty.

You didn't complain much more though because you could feel that you still had to pee really badly even though you'd already peed yourself a little bit and cringed slightly at how wet your shorts and underwear were feeling against your skin under your dress.

Once she'd found a bathroom Hannah set you down onto the floor and closed the door behind you guys.

When you looked around you saw a toilet next to a big changing table,causing your breathing to pick up slightly.

"I don't need the potty",you whined again,earning a raised eyebrow from Hannah.

"Sweetie your shorts are already wet,I noticed that when I was carrying you and you're doing the potty dance right now,I know that your bladder is full,just go potty it's okay",the blonde said nicely,earning a stubborn shake of the head from you.

"Well we can always put you in a pull up and you can pee in that but since you're such a big girl I thought that you might want to pee in the potty instead",Hannah then threatened,causing your eyes to go wide.

She couldn't do that,could she?!

"Look away",you then shyly demanded and thankfully Hannah did.

You knew that this was the best option that you could get and finally relieved yourself into the toilet,a bit embarrassed about Hannah hearing you pee but it was definitely better than the threat that she'd made.

The blonde had turned around for privacy and waited until you'd used the toilet,only turning back around once you'd flushed the toilet.

She couldn't help but cringe at the disgusted face that you were making as you pulled your shorts back up.

"Baby those are wet,you can't keep them on,you might get a rash,I have some wipes and pull ups here with me,I know that you are a big girl but your underwear is wet and the only dry thing that we have right now is a pull up,so I'm just going to put both of these things on the changing table so that you can clean yourself up and put on a pull up yeah?"

"Just put your wet clothes onto the changing table when you're done and I'll take care of them",Hannah then nicely said and put the items down on the changing table,much to your dislike.

"But I don't wanna wear a pull up now",you quietly mumbled in a sad tone of voice,wanting to get your opinion across but not wanting to throw a  tantrum.

Thankfully Hannah seemed to be very understanding because she instantly crouched down infront of you and stroked a strand of hair behind your ear with the words:

"I know honey but Liana still has to pay for the new clothes and they have to be washed before you can wear them,you don't have to use the pull up but you have to wear something dry under your dress,do you understand that?",her tone of voice sounding compassionate and so you gave her a small but unhappy nod,you could tell that she was only trying to help you and not humiliate you.

"Listen Estella,I'm really trying here,usually most littles that I know don't even get the option of changing themselves or going potty if they have accidents and just get changed by their caregivers,I'm going to turn around again so that you won't have to worry about being seen naked because you said that you have a problem with that....ohh don't cry baby,I'm not mad,Liana's not mad either,everything's going to be okay,it was just a little accident....ohh I know you're having so many big feelings right now huh?",Hannah cooed when you started to softly cry again and gently wiped your tears away with her thumb over and over again,she could tell that this was all a bit much for you,especially because you were in your headspace right now.

You just nodded and kept crying,wanting nothing more than to be close to Hannah and wrapped your arms around her neck whilst pulling yourself against her in a hug tightly,needing the cuddles right now.

"I know baby,it's a lot all at once,shh",Hannah soothingly mumbled and started patting your back softly,still crouching down infront of you,trying to calm you down.

You were just feeling completely overwhelmed right now,you wanted cuddles and your paci and you wanted to get out of those wet clothes,so you uncomfortably whined again and mumbled something that Hannah hadn't been expecting,especially not so quickly after your confession this morning.

"Change me Mommy?",you whispered into her ear,your words barely audible in fear of Hannah rejecting you but Hannah had heard you as clear as day.

You might aswell have shouted it at the top of your lungs,the blonde would never forget this moment.

Although she and Liana had technically only become your caregivers this morning you'd known them,especially Hannah for Months now,so it was making sense that you were getting quite comfortable around them.

Trying to not let on how incredibly happy she was to hear you call her that Hannah immediately cooed:

"Of course Mommy can change you baby,but are you sure?",wanting to make sure that you were really okay with it and making sure that you knew that that she was totally fine with being called Mommy.

You timidly nodded.

"Yes",you whispered and let the blonde pick you up and put you down on your back onto the changing table.

This was something completely new to you,the changing mat on top of it wasn't uncomfortable and because this was a mall for littles and caregivers the changing table was more than big enough for you to fit on it.

As you were lying on your back you couldn't help but let out a small sob,you were so regressed right now that you didn't even care bout being seen naked,you just wanted your paci and to finally get those icky and wet clothes off of you.

Before Hannah could ask you what was wrong you quietly whined:

"Paci?",in a hopeful tone of voice,happy when Hannah pulled the pacifier that you'd already used in the car out of the diaper bag again and gave it to you.

You immediately started to suckle on it again and just stared at Hannah as the blonde was gently taking your wet shorts and underwear off.

You kicked your legs out a bit once she started to run a wipe over your private area to clean you up,causing her to stop immediately but once she saw that you'd just gotten a bit startled but were okay she started to soothingly talk you through everything that she was going to do and because you trusted her and were being told everything that was going to happen you mostly stayed calm.

Hannah could tell that you were a bit tense whilst she was wiping you clean but she took your calmness as a win,now knowing that your ex boyfriend had once done something horrible to you she was deeply honored that you were trusting her to take care of you like that,especially after the car incident earlier and made sure to be as gentle as possible.

Once she was done cleaning you up she picked up the pull up and said:

"Now we just have to get this comfy pull up on your little butt",tickled your stomach briefly which earned her a giggle from you that was making her heart melt and slowly got your legs through the leg holes of the pull up before instructing you to lift your butt so that she could put it on you properly.

"Can you lift your butt for Mommy please?",she asked and made sure to praise you when you obliged.

Once she'd slid on the pull up on you she gently pushed your hips down again,again telling you everything that she was going to do and checked the waistband and sides to make sure that everything was fitting nicely and that there would be no leaks incase you were to use it.

"There we go,all nice and dry,such a brave girl",Hannah cooed in a sing-song tone of voice and sat you back up before putting your wet clothes into the diaper bag and cleaning up after you guys,all while having an eye on you to make sure that you weren't falling off of the changing table.

Once she was done she gently lifted you down onto the ground and went over to the sinks with you so that you guys could both wash your hands.

Because you were feeling very overwhelmed and clingy she then picked you back up into her arms,texted Liana to know where she was and made her way over to her wife with a tired and overwhelmed you in her arms.

Liana had already payed for everything by now and was waiting by the exits for you guys with lots of shopping bags in the Cart.

"Hey guys that took quite long is everything okay?",she immediately asked once you guys had reached her,a worried expression etched across her face.

"Everything's fine but I think it's all a bit much for her,being here and being little,she's so overwhelmed that she's regressed a bit more than the other times that we've seen little her,her she didn't make it all the way to the potty without a little accident,I mean most of it did go in the potty but she did get her pants and underwear a bit wet,she's even asked me to change her",Hannah quickly filled Liana in,earning a surprised look from her wife.

"She asked you to change her?"

"What about the not wanting to be seen naked thing?",the brunette asked in surprise.

Hannah shrugged.

"I don't know,I think she's very little right now",the blonde then explained but got interrupted by you babbling to yourself.

"M..Mommy,Mommy",you mumbled and pointed your finger at Hannah,who let out a chuckle.

"Yes that's right baby,I'm Mommy",she said and started bouncing you in her arms a bit whilst patting your butt rhythmically.

"She's called me that earlier too",Hannah then informed Liana who was looking completely  shocked and watched a tint of jealousy appear on her wife's face upon hearing that.

Because she was feeling a bit bad for Liana Hannah then softly asked you:

"And who's that?",in a babyish and higher pitched tone of voice and pointed over to Liana.

"Mmmmm Mama",you mumbled quietly in response and pointed over to Liana yourself.

The jealously on Liana's face immediately got replaced with a happy smile upon hearing that and Hannah was really glad that you'd just said that because it would've been awkward if you would've called her,Hannah,Mommy but Liana by her name.

"Such a smart girl",Liana then instantly cooed in a sing-song tone of voice and clapped her hands for you briefly,quietly enough to not draw any attention to you guys though.

Not knowing how to handle praise you just kept on sucking on your pacifier and let your head sink down against Hannah's,no now your Mommy's shoulder.

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