The nursing agreement and the first try

Before anything else could be said or done the front door opened and Liana came home.

"Hey guys I'm home!",the brunette immediately yelled out from her place by the front door whilst she was placing down her purse and keys as she was taking off her shoes,getting a tearful:

"Mama!",back from you.

You'd instantly yelled out for her because you'd missed her all day,yes you loved your Mommy but you loved it even more when both of your Mommies were around.

Once you heard the brunette walk into the room your head instantly shot up from your Mommy's shoulder and as soon as Liana was close enough you reached out and made grabby hands to her with a whiny: "Mama".

"Ohh hello babygirl,did you miss me?",Liana immediately cooed as a smile hushed over her face and took you into her arms after having sat down next to Hannah.

"Yes",you quietly mumbled and settled against her very quickly with your head lying on her shoulder and one of your hands gripping onto her tanktop.

"Did you have a nice day with Mommy?",she then asked you but you only shoved your face deeper into her shoulder in response,causing the brunette to raise an eyebrow before looking over at her wife.

"Was the day not good?",Liana then asked,her question directed at Hannah as she shot the blonde an inquiring look,knowing that you were sick and hoping that the day hadn't been terrible for you and Hannah.

"Well let's just say it was a bit of an up and down day..lots of tears and crying,especially during diaper changes,she has diarrhea which was really upsetting her every time that she needed a change,which is why I thought it'd be best to just keep her in diapers until the diarrhea has gone away,if she gets that upset whilst wearing protection I don't even want to imagine what happens if she tries to make it to the toilet in time but fails",Hannah then started and got interrupted by a gasp emitting from Liana's lips as you tried the same tactic on her that you'd just previously tried on Hannah and pulled down the front of her top,cupped her breast and started to softly suckle on the swell of Liana's breast,hoping that she'd get the hint and let you actually nurse.

"....and she said that she wants to try nursing",Hannah then finished her sentence and gave Liana a gleamy look,knowing that they'd had a conversation about possibly breastfeeding before they'd become caregivers.

"Estella,honey,can Mommy and Mama talk to you about that for a few minutes?",Liana then asked you and gently tilted your head up,stopping you from suckling on her skin and earning a pouty nod from you.

You just wanted to nurse now and not talk but you knew that talking about it was not an option so you just snuggled up comfortably against Liana and prepared yourself to listen,still holding onto one of her breasts with one of your hands though,in fear of her taking it away from you.

"So Mommy just said that you said that you want to try breastfeeding is that true?",Liana then softly started and began to stroke a hand up and down your arm comfortingly,earning a quiet and timid "yes" from you in response.

"That's perfectly alright Estella,actually Mama and I have been talking about it sometimes too but we weren't sure if you'd want to until now,is there one of us specifically that you want to nurse from or do you not care?",Hannah then gently chimed in,watching your facial expressions like a hawk as she was talking,relieved to see you just shrugging whilst you shyly mumbled the words:

"don't care" quietly.

It was true,you just wanted to nurse and you didn't care wether you'd do that with Hannah or with Liana,you just wanted to try it and subconsciously tightened your hold on Liana's breast slightly whilst looking at Hannah.

The two caregivers then immediately shared a silent look,they'd had this conversation amongst themselves before and had decided that it would make the most sense if Liana were to be the one to breastfeed due to her work hours being more flexible so that she'd also either be able to come home during the work day for a little bit or to at least pump in peace at work if needed but Hannah would've done it too if you would've said that you strictly wanted to do that with just her but since you'd said that you didn't care Hannah just gave Liana a small and encouraging nod to coax her into speaking up again.

"Well how about you and me try it,would that be okay for you?",the brunette then asked and craned her head down to look at you who was still occupying her lap.

"Yes",you immediately mumbled as a smile started to form on your face and pushed down against one of the brunette's breasts hard as a cue for her to take her bra off with the words:

"Now Mama?"

Both Hannah and Liana immediately started to chuckle at your eagerness before the brunette gently removed your hand from her breast,earning a slight pout from you.

"Mama doesn't have any milk yet baby,it's gonna take a little bit for my milk to come in but we can try nursing without milk for now if you want?",Liana then softly informed you and watched as your face fell in disappointment a bit but you quickly cheered up again,figuring that it would be the same as with milk and whined:

"Mama boob" and pointed to one of her breasts whilst pushing down her tanktop even more,clearly not caring that she didn't have any milk yet and just wanting to try nursing right now.

Liana then gently patted your butt a few times in response whilst giggling slightly at how eager you were being and softly mumbled:

"Let's get your diaper changed first,you're wet and then when you're all dry and comfy we can try it",earning an impatient whine from you in response.

To be honest you just wanted to nurse now,you didn't want a stupid diaper change but you knew that Liana would not let you until that diaper change was completed and so you reluctantly let Hannah take you out of the brunette's arms and endured a quick and gentle but boring diaper change before you were finally being placed back into Liana's arms,the brunette had already taken off her shirt and bra in the meantime and was now sitting there naked from the waist up with a blanket around her for coverage.

"There we go,let Mama hold you and enjoy",Hannah then happily mumbled as she placed you back down into Liana's arms and watched her wife cradle you gently,she was happy for Liana because she knew that you and her were closer and that this would be giving you and Liana a chance to bond more aswell.

The brunette then made sure that you were lying in her arms comfortably and wrapped the blanket around you aswell protectively before grabbing ahold of one of her breasts and gently asking:

"ready?",guiding it down to your mouth and helping you latch on once you'd nodded.

Your eyes widened as you immediately started to suckle softly,it was like nothing that you'd ever done before,not even a bottle or pacifier could compare.

You then slowly lifted your hand and hesitantly let it rest on top of Liana's one on top of her breast gently as you continued to suckle,the feeling of her warm skin being very calming to you,happy when your Mama didn't seem to mind and just smiled at you.

Liana was surprised to find that it actually didn't hurt,she'd been a bit afraid of that and just glanced down at you,a maternal glimmer in her eyes evident as she adjusted the blanket around you guys again.

"Ohh there we go,is that nice?",she then asked in a higher pitched tone of voice and started patting your ribcage soothingly a few times whilst slowly and gently rocking from side to side with you,she could tell that nursing was already having a calming effect on you,even without milk,so she was intrigued to see how you'd react once she'd actually start to produce milk for you to drink.

You just grunted quietly in response to her question,not wanting to have to unlatch to talk and just closed your eyes tiredly whilst suckling on her,happy with the fact that you were finally allowed to nurse now.

After a while your jaw did start to get tired from the constant movements,so you stopped suckling but didn't unlatch,causing the brunette to try and unlatch you but because you immediately started to whine loudly as soon as she tried that she stopped and just let you stay latched on without doing anything whilst she was speaking softly to you.

"Okay....okay,shh you can stay like this,it's fine",the brunette gently soothed immediately,not wanting you to get worked up again and just kept on rocking from side to side with you slowly.

Hannah,who'd observed this interaction started to smile immediately and teasingly said:

"Oh wow she's already obsessed and I thought I loved your boobs a lot,guess she loves them even more than I do",with a chuckle,earning a playful glare from her wife in response.

"Oh come on Han,don't be so mean",the brunette then chuckled before turning her attention back to you,enjoying the closeness of the moment with you,she couldn't help but think how great of a bonding experience this was and was hoping that maybe you and her would start to get as close as you were with Hannah soon,maybe nursing was going to be a way for her to bond with you?