A big talk,a trigger and an upsetting accident

"There you go,do you need any help?",Hannah then asked after she'd handed the cream to you,earning a quick shake of the head from you.

"No thanks,I can do it myself,can I please have one of your oversized Shirts like you offered though?",you mumbled,trying not to sound ungrateful.

"Of course",Hannah just responded in a nice tone of voice and quickly grabbed one of her Shirts out of her closet and handed it to you.

"Here you go,please bring the cream back when you're done yeah?",the blonde nicely said as she placed the T-shirt into your hands and gave you another smile.

You just nodded again and quickly left the room,went back into your nursery,applied some of the cream to yourself and got dressed into some underwear,light yellow shorts and Hannah's shirt before walking back into your caregiver's/friends bedroom and handing the cream back to Hannah with the words:

"Thanks,I hope I didn't interrupt anything,you guys looked busy all cuddled up together",earning chuckles from both Hannah and Liana.

"Don't worry,you didn't,we'd never do stuff while you could potentially walk in needing us",Liana mumbled amusedly as Hannah took the cream back from you and got up to put it away.

You averted your gaze immediately in slight embarrassment.

"Sorry,I don't wanna get in the way of your guys....personal stuff",you mumbled as you looked down at your feet and squeaked in surprise when you felt Hannah,who'd somehow suddenly appeared in the room again,put two fingers underneath your chin to tilt it up so that you could look at her.

"You're not,Estella listen to me,you are not an inconvenience,we love having you here and actually there's something that both M....Liana and I have been talking about that we've been wanting to discuss with big you,would you mind sitting down on our bed and having a conversation with us,now feels like a good time to do so since we're all awake already and you're big?",the blonde softly said,her voice laced with authority though.

"Uhm..sure?",you hesitantly mumbled in response,wondering what they could possibly want to talk to you about and followed Hannah to the bed,sat down comfortably on it a little bit away from both of the women so that you were facing them and looked at them with big,inquiring eyes,waiting for them to start talking.

"So....as you know you've been little for the past few days and have started to regress more and more often which we absolutely do not mind,we love being your Mommies but it kind of worries us to think about you regressing when you're alone in your dorm room,especially because of what happened a few days ago,you'd been in a soaked pull up for days without changing it because you were too little,you can obviously say no but we really think that it would be for the best if you'd move in with us full time,obviously your nursery is already all done but we'd turn one of the guest bedrooms into your bedroom for when you're big,which you're probably going to be for most of the week due to classes and homework and stuff anyways,we just want to be close by so that we can be there for you immediately if you do regress",Hannah then said,her tone of voice soft but on the inside she was feeling very tense,afraid of you rejecting their proposal.

You didn't know what you'd expected them to say but it hadn't been that.

You couldn't say that their reasonings weren't making sense though,afterall what Hannah had just said had happened but the idea of depending on them completely was kind of stressing you out a bit.

"I..uhm..could I keep my dorm room though,like live here but still have my dorm room incase I or you guys need a break?",you then choked out,relieved to see both Hannah and Liana nodding their heads in agreement immediately.

"Yes of course Estella,we're really glad that you're willing to give it a try,if you hate living with us full time then we can go back to our previous arrangement with the sleepovers on the weekends but I think you'll love it here with us",Liana happily replied,smiling from ear to ear.

Before you could answer you let out a tired yawn,earning a few giggles from your caregivers.

"I think someone's getting tired again",Hannah teased before patting the spot right next to her on the bed with the words:

"I know you're not little right now but do you wanna sleep here tonight?"

You didn't know why but you liked the idea of that and just gave her a timid nod before moving over and settling down next to the blonde under the blanket.

You then snuggled your face into her pillow and closed your eyes,feeling Hannah starting to massage your head slightly in order to lull you to sleep.

Even though you were big right now it was working pretty well and you were out like a light within just a few minutes.

Your dreams were restless though,you were dreaming about disappointing your parents,about your father disowning you and calling you a disgrace and your mother beating you up brutally,and shot up straight in bed with your heart pounding in your chest whilst breathing heavily.

It took you a few seconds to take in your surroundings,realizing that you were in Hannah and Liana's bedroom and that you were safe,your parents were not here.

A few hours had gone by since you'd fallen asleep again after the talk that you'd had with Hannah and Liana at this point and it was now light outside,Hannah and Liana were still sleeping right next to you though,unaware of the terror that you'd just experienced.

At first you were starting to calm down for a few seconds as you placed a hand over your heart but then you felt something that caused your stomach to drop and your chest to immediately tighten.

No..no you couldn't have!

Not when you were big!

But no matter how much you were trying to deny it you felt the familiar feeling of wetness around your crotch area and lifted the blanket up slightly to reveal a big,dark wet spot underneath of you.

No no no,you thought to yourself over and over again as you started to cry loudly,not being able to shove your feelings down and be quiet right now.

You were absolutely mortified,it was one thing that you'd been having accidents while you'd been little but it was something completely different when you were big and because this was Hannah and Liana's bed you wouldn't even be able to attempt to hide this from them.

Due to being so overwhelmed and sad you didn't know what else to do except to just cry,your loud sobs obviously waking up Hannah and Liana since they were right next to you.

"Hey..hey what's wrong Estella,what's up?",Hannah softly cooed as she shot up in bed and reached out to stroke your back gently,frowning when you weren't calming down like you usually would and wondering wether you were big or little right now.

You were so embarrassed that you couldn't bring yourself to form a full sentence and just covered your eyes with your hands as you were sobbing and heaving and managed to get out one word:

"wet" in a shaky tone of voice.

Both Hannah and Liana's eyes immediately widened in shock,they had not expected that but of course they were both quick to soothe you and to assure you that everything was okay and that things like these just happened sometimes.

"Ohh honey it's okay,that happens sometimes,you might've just gotten used to wearing diapers over the last few days huh",Hannah immediately soothed softly and pulled an upset you into a hug.

"It's alright sunshine,we'll take care of it,are you big or little?",Liana then chimed in,hating to see you so upset.

"Big",you sobbed into Hannah's shoulder in response to Liana's question instantly,trembling in the blonde's arms,truthfully you were feeling big but you were also feeling a bit different,like you still needed your Mommy and Mama even though you weren't little right now.

"Mommy,Mama,I'm scared",you then cried before shoving your face even deeper into Hannah's shoulder,missing the concerned looks that the two older women were giving eachother before their gazes settled back on you.

The both of them knew that something must've happened for big you to call them by their titles instead of their names and they also weren't sure if you were fully big right now,you were definitely mostly big at least though.

"That's okay,Mama and me are here,shhh you'll be alright,it's gonna be fine",Hannah soothingly mumbled in response and tightened her hold on you,trying to reassure you that everything was going to be alright and that they'd both be there for you,regardless of wether you were little or big.

You just kept sobbing into the blonde's shoulder in embarrassment whilst clinging onto her tightly,letting out a whine upon hearing Hannah's next words.

"Can you grab some wipes and a pull up so that we can get her cleaned up?",the blonde then said,her question directed at Liana who'd immediately nodded and gotten up to fetch said things.

"Shhh I know that you're upset and I know that you're big right now but I think that it might be for the best if we just put you into a pull up regardless,you're just starting to get over being sick and your body might've gotten used to wearing diapers over the last few days,I won't if you really don't want me to but I think it would be helpful,you don't have to use it obviously but it might help just incase you do end up having another accident",Hannah then softly explained to you upon having heard your upset whine and gently shoved a few strands of hair out of your face when you pulled back from her slightly.

"Okay....but only this once",you whispered as quietly as possible while averting your gaze and let Hannah help you out of the wet clothes before moving over to the middle of the bed and lying down on your back,now completely naked and shivering slightly,waiting for Liana to come back.

You were still pretty shaken up from your nightmare so you really weren't in the mood to fight Hannah or Liana right now,plus you were so embarrassed that you didn't want another accident to happen,at least that way you'd just be able to take the pull up off and secretly throw it away without anyone knowing if you'd have another accident,hoping that it wouldn't come to that though.

It wasn't as horrible as you'd originally thought though,although you were very tense as Hannah was cleaning you up and securing the pull up on you you didn't hate it as much as you'd thought that you would,maybe because Hannah was being so comforting and understanding about it,you thought to yourself.

It was a bit embarrassing though because you weren't little right now but Hannah had just made normal conversation with you whilst she'd cleaned you up,no baby talk or anything that could remind you of being little because the blonde knew that you were very embarrassed right now and she wanted to make you comfortable or to at least get you to feel a bit better about all of this.

"There we go,all done,good job Estella",Hannah then mumbled,praising you for having stayed still during the change and watched as Liana wordlessly handed you a dress that the brunette had brought over with her from your nursery.

It was just a plain turquoise colour,meaning that it didn't look childish,with long sleeves.

You gratefully put it on as quickly as possible before standing back up,hugging the brunette and mumbling a small "thank you",wanting Liana to know that you appreciated the fact that she'd brought you something to cover up the pull up.