A delicate problem and a few new rules

"You're welcome",Liana softly responded and ran a hand up and down your back a few times comfortingly upon feeling how tightly you were hugging her.

"Hey Estella why don't we go out shopping for your new bedroom today,wouldn't it be nice for you to get to decorate it in any way that you want so that you have a personalized space for when you're big too,we can also stop by your dorm room and get everything that you want to take from there?",Hannah then offered,trying to make you feel better,causing you to nod gently.

You were still upset and kind of scared to be honest,before you'd become their little you'd only ever rarely worn pull ups and hadn't had accidents like these that often since you'd physically been a toddler yourself,it was frightening you that you were not only starting to often wear pull ups and diapers when you were little but that you were also starting to have accidents while being big now.

"Mommy,Mama....I....what if it happens again,I'm really scared?",you quietly mumbled as a few tears shot into your eyes and let your gaze fall to the ground,not wanting to look either of them into the eyes.

"Estella,no matter what happens we'll be there for you,I know that it might seem really scary right now but if it does continue like this you can go see a doctor",Hannah mumbled and walked over to you,crouched down to your height and lifted your chin up slightly so that you could face her.

"And if it still continues?",you then asked as some tears made their way down your face,genuinely afraid of what might happen.

"I guess then Mama and I will just,for a lack of a better term,potty train you",the blonde then mumbled and gave you a wink before gently wiping your tears away with the end of her sleeve,trying to cheer you up a bit.

"Even when I'm big?",you then asked with big eyes,earning a small nod from Hannah.

"Sure,if it helps and if you're okay with it but let's get to that if it does continue like this,maybe it was just a one off or you're still not over being sick,give it a few days and then we'll see huh",Hannah comfortingly responded and stroked your face gently,receiving a small yet sad nod from you,she could tell that this was really affecting you and that you were afraid but she didn't know what to do to make you feel better,this was something that she couldn't just make unhappen,she and Liana were going to have to keep a close eye on you for the foreseeable future so that they could see how everything would evolve for you so that they'd be able to help you as best as they could,she thought to herself.

You did end up having a nice time that day,picking out some decorations and furniture for your new bedroom and managed to get everything that was important to you over from your dorm room to Hannah and Liana's house,which was also now your home.

Because you'd been terrified of another accident you'd run to the nearest bathroom every hour even if you hadn't felt the need to go which your Mommies were feeling really bad about,they hated seeing you so anxious.

In the end you'd gone for mostly white and black decorations and furniture for your new room,a stark contrast to your colourful nursery.

All of your "big" clothes had either been put into your new closet or into the wash immediately and you had most of your books,Movies and just clutter with you now.

You'd also stayed big over the course of the next few days but sadly the accidents had continued,night and day which was completely devastating to you,you just couldn't understand why this was happening and it was terrifying you,currently it was Friday night again and you were just getting ready for bed when you heard Hannah's melodic voice calling you over into her and Hannah's bedroom.

Nervously you quickly slipped some shorts and a tanktop on before then quickly making your way over into their bedroom,nervously wringing your hands together,you already had a feeling what this could be about,you'd had an accident every night for the last few days and even some during the day,they must be wanting to talk to you about that,you figured and entered the room with a nervous smile on your face,your body completely stiff in worry.

Both Hannah and Liana had been really nice about it every time that it had happened,they hadn't made a big deal about it and the most that you'd gotten from them had been an "uh oh" or an "it's okay" but you'd felt really bad every time because they'd been the ones to take care of your wet clothes and bed sheets every day even though you'd been big.

"Sit down honey",Hannah then nicely said upon seeing you enter the room and patted the bed,her and Liana were currently already sitting on it comfortably,and gave you an encouraging smile.

You did as you were told,slowly moved over to their bed and hesitantly sat down,wriggling a bit in nervousness.

"So..we just want you to know that we're not mad at you and that you're not in trouble or anything but since your accidents are continuing we are getting really worried,we don't want this to come across as mean but..well we'd like you to start wearing protection even when you're big,just so that there's not constantly something to clean up,Mama has also already made a doctor's appointment for you at our doctor's office....oh honey,it's okay,please don't cry baby,it's alright,we'll fix it but we do need your help okay?",Hannah said,lounging forward and pulling you into her arms as soon as you started to cry,this was all so embarrassing and overwhelming for you and you were feeling so bad about creating more work for them.

"You're not supposed to have to take care of big me,I'm so sorry",you unhappily sobbed into Hannah's shoulder but immediately got shushed by both of your Mommies at the exact same time.

"Shhh no sunshine it's alright,we're here for you,for big and little you,you don't have to apologize for anything",Liana said and reached over to stroke your arm comfortingly.

"Mama is right Estella,we don't care if you're big or little,if you need us then we'll take care of you,your doctor's appointment is on Thursday,do you think you can follow a few rules until then,I know we said that you won't be having any rules while you're big but because of recent events..",Hannah mumbled before adding:

"It's not a punishment Estella,we want to make you as comfortable as possible in this situation and I can't even imagine how you're feeling right now but we will make sure to do everything in our power to help you,you just have to trust us,can you do that?",when you hiccuped into her shoulder.

"What are the rules?",you then choked out through a few sobs and pulled back slightly to look into your Mommy's eyes whilst subconsciously putting a finger into your mouth to nervously chew on it,blushing slightly when Liana quickly removed it and gently pushed a pacifier that had been lying on her bedside table into your mouth.

Although you were big right now you immediately began to nervously suck on it,sometimes you just needed the comfort that it brought with it even while you were big and Hannah and Liana knew that because they'd seen big you with a pacifier multiple times already whenever you'd needed some comfort but hadn't wanted to vent to one of them.

Now it was Hannah's turn to be slightly nervous since she didn't know how you were going to react to the new rules.

The blonde then gave Liana a quick look for approval as she cleared her throat and spoke up again once the brunette had given her an encouraging nod.

"So because we want to be able to best help you we thought that it would be for the best if you'd start to wear pull ups during the day and diapers at night even when you're big because your nighttime accidents require more protection than your daytime ones....we also want to know just how much support you really need so we need you to be very honest with us sweetheart,even if it can be embarrassing but we think that it would make sense if you'd come and get us whenever you either need to go potty or need a change so that we can see how severe or light your problem really is,that means no secret changes and hiding of wet pull ups or diapers behind our backs okay,and then we'll see what the doctor says on Thursday",Hannah then said,stopping and staying silent for a bit after having finished the last sentence,taking in your reaction,you seemed a bit shocked and overwhelmed.

"I....have to get you whenever I need the bathroom or need a change?",you then mumbled in disbelief,earning a gentle nod from both Hannah and Liana.

"Yes,of course we'll be checking you for wetness ourselves if you don't come to us but the reasoning behind that is just that we'd be able to see how much you're struggling,or not struggling,and what times of day are the worst for you,we're not going to interfere with anything Estella,we're just here to observe and support you and then we'll listen to what the doctor says and adjust our routine from then on",Liana softly explained and watched your eyes widen.

"So..even if I'm big I'll have to get you to take me to the potty or change me?",you then whispered,a tint of sadness evident in your voice.

"Oh honey,just for a few days,it makes the most sense that way,we're not suggesting this to humiliate you,we want to help you and we want you to feel comfortable and safe with us,it won't be any different from when we're changing you when you're little,we will be very respectful,I promise",Hannah quickly and softly assured you and reached out for you again,gave you another hug and booped your nose in an attempt to cheer you up.

"Will you trust us Estella,I know it might seem like a lot right now but we're only trying to do what's best for you,even if you sometimes might not understand why what were suggesting might be better for you than what you want and we can always stop if you really really hate it,it would just make everything a lot easier",she then mumbled,seeing how hesitant you still were.

"A lot easier for you guys,not for me....",you then whispered in response around your pacifier with a pout on your face,your tone of voice laced with sadness and defeat,immediately regretting it though because Hannah and Liana were doing so much for you and you didn't want to sound ungrateful.

"It's okay to be upset Estella,we're not offended and remember,you can say no,consent is very important to us,we just think that we'd be able to figure out a way to help you better if you let us do this at least until your doctor's appointment next week",Liana softly said as if she'd somehow read your mind,knowing that this was all a lot for you and wanting to prevent a possible breakdown of yours.

"I..don't know..I guess I can try,you guys can do what you think is best",you then mumbled in response,your gaze averted and looking down at the blanket on their bed.

"It's not gonna be as bad as you're thinking it'll be right now,I promise,we'll be very respectful",Hannah cooed and stroked your cheek slightly before mumbling:

"Now,it's getting late,do you want to sleep with Mama and me tonight or do you want to stay in your room?"

"My room",you just whispered in response and sniffled slightly,already knowing what was about to come.

"Alright honey,that's fine,let's get you completely ready for bed then now alright,did you go potty yet?",Hannah then said,earning a small nod from you,you'd done that just before Hannah had called you over.

"Alright,come on then,let's make a quick stop at your nursery to get you all diapered and ready for bed huh",the blonde then said and got up,picking you up into her arms when you didn't move a muscle in embarrassment and walked over into the nursery with you,put you down onto the changing table and took your shorts and underwear off before beginning to wipe your skin off and diapering you.

"Shh it's alright Estella",the blonde nicely cooed just as she taped the diaper shut and changed your tanktop for a onesie to make changes easier in the morning before helping you down from the changing table again and giving your forehead a kiss goodnight.

"I'm really proud of you honey,I promise that we will do everything that we can to get this to go away again",she then cooed and patted your shoulder a few times in hopes of making you feel more comfortable with all of this,knowing that it would take a bit of time for you to get over being embarrassed about getting changed and wearing protection whilst you were big though.