Breaking the rules for the first time and an offer from Liana

You'd continued to be little for the rest of the day which had definitely made it easier for your Mommies to get you to follow their new bathroom rules,however the next day would prove to be different.

You'd woken up in a very bad mood already because you'd woken up to a very full diaper,you'd immediately realized it as soon as your eyes had fluttered open which you thought was probably also the reason why you'd woken up.

You immediately groaned in frustration and rolled over to your side,a quick glance over at your alarm clock telling you that it was only 7am right now.

The house was still quiet,meaning that Hannah and Liana were probably still sleeping,causing you to think about your options for a few seconds.

You were big right now so you were perfectly capable of handing this on your own,according to the new rules you'd have to go get one of them now to tell them that you needed a change but you really didn't want to,deeming it unnecessary because that would mean that you'd have to wake one of them up for something that you were technically able to do yourself and so you just decided to handle it on your own,not seeing why you wouldn't.

Content with your decision you slowly rolled out of bed,making sure to not put any pressure on your lower half of your body because you didn't want the heavy and soaked diaper to squish up against you,unbuttoned your onesie and immediately took off the diaper as soon as you were standing up,made your way over into your nursery like that,threw the used diaper away and grabbed some wipes to clean yourself up before then throwing those away too and closing up the onesie again,which was proving to be more difficult than you'd thought that it would be but after a few tries you finally managed.

After that you then quietly krept over into the closest bathroom to quickly wash your hands and went back to your bedroom,lying down in your bed comfortably again and grabbed your phone for a while,happy to finally not have to wear a diaper or pull up for a while,knowing that you had to watch the time though because Hannah had a habit of getting up at around 8:30 am on the weekends,you knew that because she'd told you that once before and you'd told her that she was crazy for it that day.

You knew that you'd just broken the rules and felt slightly guilty about it but you figured that as long as you'd be mindful of the time and would quickly put a new diaper on before Hannah would wake up you'd be fine then.

But of course things didn't go as planned for you and you ended up falling asleep again,your phone lying next to your head and as always Hannah came into your room again this morning to wake you up.

As soon as you felt her shake you awake your chest tightened and your heart stopped for a second before starting to rapidly beat in your chest again,fuck,you thought to yourself and flinched away from the blonde immediately instinctively,not wanting her to find out about what you'd done and watched as a frown hushed over her face.

"Hey....whats wrong baby,are you okay?",Hannah then asked in a soft tone of voice,looking quite concerned and you knew that she was going to try and check if you'd wet yourself soon,you didn't know what to do or how to get out of this situation without her realizing that you'd broken the rules and shifted slightly,noticing that there was no wet spot underneath of you,at least you'd stayed dry whilst you'd slept,you thought to yourself before scooting back a bit more and clutching onto your blanket tightly,looking at Hannah with big eyes,afraid of what was going to happen once she'd find out that you'd taken off the diaper yourself.

"I....I'm sorry",you stuttered as some tears started to well up in your eyes,averting your gaze and looking down at your blanket,not daring to look into the blonde's eyes right now,knowing that it would be better if she'd hear it from you willingly than if she'd find out on her own.

The blonde's frowned deepened in concern immediately but she didn't reach out to touch you again because she could see how anxious you were right now.

"What are you sorry for honey..did your diaper leak,if so then that's not your fault?",Hannah asked and watched as you immediately clutched onto the blanket even tighter in response,as if to hide something from her.

"N-no I....I woke up a few hours ago..my diaper was so full and....and I-I'm big so I th-thought....I didn't want to wake one of you guys up so....",you mumbled before taking a deep breath,gathering up all of your courage and continuing with the words:

"I took it off and cleaned myself up,I know I'm supposed to come to you guys but..I handled it fine and y'all didn't have to wake up just for me",you confessed and watched Hannah's expression turn from concern to annoyance,a few tears starting to run down your face as your body started to slightly shake in fear.

You'd never broken one of their rules before and you were terrified of what was going to happen now,back at home with your own parents you'd either gotten beatings or food restricted whenever you'd broken a rule which was still very prevalent in your mind.

Noticing how afraid you were right now Hannah decided that getting angry would do more harm than good and slowly took in a deep breath to calm herself down before gently saying:

"Okay,thank you for telling me the truth Estella,I'm not going to lie,I'm very disappointed in you,the rules are in place for a reason,the reason being that Mama and I want to see when and how much you're struggling so that we can support you better,we can't do that if you're going behind our backs and hiding your accidents from us,it would've been fine if you would've woken us up,that's what we're here for,to help you,we definetly wouldn't want you to sit in a full diaper until we wake up,it's not making you uncomfortable is it,cause you consented to us doing this to help you,are you taking your consent back now?"

Although her tone of voice was nice you couldn't help but continue to cry softly.

"N-no,I'm not taking it back,I'm sorry Mommy,I know you and Mama just want to help me and I trust you guys but....its still hard to let you guys do this for me when I'm not little and capable of cleaning myself up or going to the toilet on my own",you said tearfully and gave Hannah a sad look,your big eyes almost making the blonde want to just hug you and tell you that it was alright just so that you'd stop crying but she knew that she couldn't do that right now and that she had to talk about this with you,even if it was making you cry.

"I'm glad that you trust us Estella but I want to be very clear about something right now,the rules that Mama and I make are for your safety and wellbeing,you consented to us checking you,changing you and taking you to the bathroom even when you're big,this by default means that we will be babying you a bit in that way even whilst you're big and while I understand how difficult it can be to let someone else take charge while you're not regressed I have to disagree with you on one thing that you've just said,you're not capable of going to the bathroom on your own right now,as your wet diapers and pull ups have repeatedly proven and I'm not telling you this to make you sad or to be mean,I mean this in the nicest way possible Estella but you consenting to us doing that also means that big you has to follow our rules just as much as little you and that you will get consequences for your actions,now,I will be giving you one more chance to take your consent back right now,otherwise it will continue like this until your doctor's appointment on Thursday,are you consenting to those rules yes or no,I won't give you the option to change your mind again?",Hannah then asked,her tone of voice calm but laced with authority,the message clear.

You swallowed thickly,knowing that everything that the two of them had done for you so far had been very helpful to you and that they both had more life experience than you due to them being older than you.

"Y-yes....I still consent",you then whispered whilst looking away,not wanting to meet Hannah's eyes.

"Alright then....are you wearing a new diaper or a pull up right now at least?",Hannah then responded calmly and sighed upon seeing you shake your head no in response to her question.

"But I'm not wet,I didn't have an accident after falling asleep again",you mumbled to kind of defend yourself,earning another sigh from the blonde.

"That's good Estella but you broke multiple rules now,not telling us about this,changing yourself and then not even putting on new protection can not happen again,do you understand me?",the blonde then said,the authority in her voice clear although she wasn't raising her voice.

"Yes Mommy",you just responded whisperingly,feeling guilty about your actions now.

"Alright....I think the appropriate consequences for your actions will be that you're going to have to sleep in your crib tonight even if you're still big by then so that you can't just get out and change yourself again and that you're going to have to stay with either me or Mama the entire time for the rest of today so that we can make sure that you're following our rules from now on,does that sound reasonable?",the blonde then said,her features softening again upon seeing you nodding slowly with a sad sniffle.

"Yes Mommy",you just repeated your previous words,too upset to really say much else right now.

"Okay....then all is forgiven now,no need for any more of those sad tears huh,let's go get you changed and dressed yes?",Hannah then mumbled and reached out to tuck a strand of hair behind your ear,wiping your tears away gently after that.

"Yes Mommy",you just quietly said again which was concerning the blonde a bit but she didn't comment on it,not wanting to upset you further.

Hannah's words kept repeating in your mind over and over again "you're not capable of using the bathroom on your own right now",you couldn't stop thinking about it and because of that you couldn't stop crying either,you'd continued to softly cry as Hannah had picked you up,brought you over into the nursery,had put you into a pull up,closed your onesie back up and had put some shorts on you,not because you necessarily wanted to cry,it was just that you couldn't calm down for some reason that you didn't understand,maybe her words had hurt your feelings subconsciously more than you'd even consciously realized.

Hannah had shushed you continuously and had talked softly to you during this but it hadn't made anything better.

Not understanding why you were still crying the blonde then paused for a few seconds after she was done changing and dressing you and stroked a hand over your stomach softly with the words:

"What's wrong Estella huh,are you sad about your consequences?",only earning a small shake of the head from you.

"Then why are you sad honey?",the blonde then asked in her softest tone of voice,desperately wanting to know why you weren't calming down.

"I want Mama",you just whispered in response,not wanting to tell Hannah why you really were so upset.

"You want Mama?",the blonde then cooed in a babyish voice,earning a small nod yes from you.

Although she was a bit surprised about it Hannah could understand why you'd want Liana right now,afterall Hannah was the one that had just told you off.

"Alright,let's see if Mama is awake then,yes?",Hannah just responded in a sing-song tone of voice then,earning another nod from you and quickly but gently lifted you up into her arms and made her way over into her and Liana's shared bedroom with you,relieved to see that Liana was already awake and getting dressed when you guys entered the room.

Obviously Liana had heard your cries and sniffles immediately although they weren't very loud and turned around quickly,kind of topless right now,just in some shorts and her bra.

"Oh Estella what's wrong?",the brunette then immediately asked in a worried tone of voice and took you into her arms immediately when you reached out for her with a soft cry.

"Mama",you'd cried,your eyes big and filled with tears.

"Oh it's okay,I'm here,Mama is here",Liana had then cooed and had started to sway from side to side with you slowly,silently taking notice of how tightly you were pushing your body against hers with your head buried in her chest and one of your hands gripping onto one of her bra straps tightly as if you were holding on for dear life whilst your other arm was wrapped around her neck so that you could hold onto her better.

Hannah then started to explain what had happened and what consequences she'd given you to Liana before ending her explanation with the words:

"I don't know if that's what's upset her so much but she's been crying ever since".

"Oh my goodness",Liana just mumbled in a soft tone of voice and gave your temple a gentle kiss,she wasn't as strict about things when you were big as Hannah was,Liana could very well understand why you'd done what you'd done and because of that wasn't really bothered by it,she could tell from what Hannah had said that you hadn't just wanted to be outright defiant,you just hadn't wanted to wake them up for something that you'd thought that you'd be able to handle on your own,but she knew that she couldn't just take back the consequences that Hannah had given you now because she didn't want you to think that you'd be able to pit them against eachother in the future to get out of getting consequences.

"I wanna stay with Mama"you then tearfully mumbled in the saddest voice ever,hoping that if you had to stay by your Mommies sides all day that you'd at least be allowed to choose which one you wanted to stay with.

"Well you can,probably not all day because that's a lot for one person but we'll see",Hannah then mumbled in response to your request before adding:

"Its a good idea for right now though cause then I can go make breakfast really quick",and then left the room to go prepare said breakfast.

Although you were still big you felt like you needed some extra comfort right now and quietly asked:

"Mama paci?",as soon as Hannah had left the room,not bothered to form a full sentence because you knew that Liana would be able to understand what you wanted nonetheless.

"Sure",Liana immediately mumbled and moved over to her bedside table where she always kept a pacifier just incase you'd want to sleep in her and Hannah's bed and wanted a pacifier,grabbed it,it was the one with the cute little foxes on it that you'd gotten at your first sleepover here and held it up to your mouth.

You immediately accepted it and started to softly suck on it whilst also cuddling your face up against her breasts,effectively starting to calm yourself down.

It felt a bit weird doing this while you weren't regressed but you felt safe enough to do so because you knew that Liana knew that you were just doing it for nothing but comfort and that you  didn't have any ulterior motives.

You didn't even know why but her breasts were just so comforting!

"Estella....I know that you're big right now and that you're able to understand what I'm about to say....if something's bothering you you know that you can always come to me,right?",Liana then quietly spoke up,glad to be alone in the room with you right now,before adding:

"I'm not just your Mama,as you know I'm also a therapist,so if you ever want to talk about anything....you know just incase your problem isn't physical but maybe has psychological reasons,if you ever want to share something like that you can just come up to me and tell me",having a feeling that something might be bothering you or stressing you out and wanting to offer her help but not wanting to overstep any boundaries.

Instead of verbally replying you just nodded gratefully and buried your face even deeper in her chest,feeling her run a hand up and down your back to soothe you immediately.