Confessions,Apologies and seeing something that you shouldn't have seen

"I totally understand that Estella,your feelings are valid and I'm sorry that you feel this way,I promise that I will talk to Hannah,you just stay here for a bit okay?",the brunette mumbled comfortingly as before placing a soft kiss to the top of your head once you'd nodded your head yes in agreement.

"Alright....oh but since you're not wearing any protection for the rest of today please yell out for us immediately if you need to pee,yes?",Liana then said as she got up,wanting to remind you of the fact that you still had to follow the rules even though she was trusting you enough to not put you into a diaper or pull up right now.

You immediately blushed and lowered your head whilst mumbling a small "yes" in response,hearing Liana exit the room after that to go and talk to Hannah.

You wriggled slightly,to be honest it kind of felt a bit unusual to you not to wear some sort of protection right now but you weren't unhappy about it,it felt nice that Liana was trusting you enough to ask for the bathroom on your own when you'd feel the need to go,you thought to yourself and just got comfy on your bed whilst waiting for the brunette to return.

"I'm just trying to do what's best for her Liana,let's face it Estella has been having some problems with making it to the bathroom in time lately,she wakes up with a full diaper every morning and she has multiple full pull ups every day and pull ups are expensive,that's why I suggested putting her in diapers until this thing is sorted out",Hannah defended herself.

Currently she and Liana were stood in the kitchen,discussing on what to do with you.

"Shhh I know,I know Han but you've really hurt her feelings,Estella has told me that you told her yesterday that she's not capable of going to the bathroom alone right now,that's why she's been so quiet ever since then and that's why she freaked out like that when you said that thing about the diapers earlier,I think it's easier for her to tolerate when she's little but when she's big it's hard for her",Liana responded,trying to get Hannah to lower her voice so that you wouldn't hear.

Upon hearing that Hannah deeply sighed and ran a hand through her hair.

"I never meant to hurt her feelings but something is definitely wrong,even when she's big she keeps having accidents and while I don't mind helping her it's really hard when she's not letting me,I understand that it's a lot to process and that putting her in diapers full time even when she's big is going to gnaw at her confidence but Liana pull ups aren't meant to hold full accidents for one and for two they're so expensive that we just can't afford her treating them like diapers,I want to help her,I really do but until we know what's up with her I'd really appreciate it if we could save a bit of money on protection and also diapers can hold much more so she'd not feel wet as often which would be way more comfortable for her",the blonde then explained to her wife.

Honestly she was just trying to do her best for you.

"I get that but I don't think that this is the solution,honestly I think that it's more of a psychological problem with Estella than a physical one and because of that I don't think that forcing her into diapers full time will help",Liana then replied,looking deeply into her Wife's blue eyes.

"Is that your professional or your personal opinion?",Hannah then sneered,causing Liana to questioningly raise an eyebrow.

"Both",the brunette just said and watched Hannah bury her face into her hands.

"I don't know what to do Liana,I just want what's best for her",Hannah then sighed before removing her hands from her face again to give Liana a worried but also kind of helpless look.

"It's okay Han,we'll figure it out,I just think that the idea has to come from Estella herself,not from us,I think if you'll force the diapers on her then she'll feel like you don't trust her enough to tell you when she needs to pee,especially while she's big...",Liana then started,a comforting smile on her face but got interrupted by you yelling and rushing into the room,you'd heard their voices when you'd walked out of your room to look for them so you now knew where they were but you hadn't heard anything that they'd said,their voices had just sounded like mumbling to you because of the distance.

"Mama,Mama,potty now!",you immediately choked out in a whiny tone of voice as you rushed into the room and pressed your legs together tightly as soon as you came to a stop infront of her,silently cursing yourself for having had so much to drink at school today,starting to regress a bit due to you having to pee so bad.

Liana's eyes immediately widened but she wanted to stay calm for you and quickly reacted,gently lifted you up into her arms from underneath of your armpits and quickly carried you over into the nearest bathroom with the words:

"Good job telling Mama that you need the potty now Estella",knowing that you must be pretty desperate for the toilet if you were calling her Mama again after just having called her Liana not even an hour ago.

The brunette then quickly unbuttoned your onesie and sat you down onto the toilet just in time after she'd set you down infront of the toilet and sighed in relief once you guys had made it,that had been a close call!

After you were done the brunette buttoned up your onesie for you again and took you back over to Hannah,you were sat on Liana's hip comfortably right now,still more big than little but you'd refused to walk and put your head down onto the brunette's shoulder for comfort once Hannah's gaze fell on you when Liana entered the room with you in her arms.

"Hey Estella....listen I'm sorry,Mama told me about what you said....that I hurt your feelings and I feel terrible about that,I never wanted that to happen,I just want what's best for you and I'm trying to help you in any way that I can but I'm sorry that I ended up hurting your feelings instead....I want you to be safe and happy Estella",the blonde started as she bored her blue eyes deeply into yours.

"I know,I'm sorry too,I should've said something earlier..I guess it just hurt my feelings more than I thought when you said that and....and I am very grateful for you guys,I just....I don't want to loose big me but with the accidents..",you then mumbled in response but trailed off,your voice laced with a mix of sadness and also gratitude.

"Can I hold you Estella,I'm really sorry?",Hannah then asked once she realized why you'd trailed off and took you from Liana into her own arms when you nodded slightly,started placing a few pats to your butt and immediately frowned upon realizing that you weren't wearing any protection.

"Why's she not in a pull up right now?",Hannah immediately asked her Wife and shot Liana a sharp glance,noticing how you were immediately stiffening up in her arms at her tone of voice which the blonde immediately wanted to slap herself for.

"I told her that it was okay for today as long as she calls out for us as soon as she has to pee",Liana immediately responded,noticing how Hannah immediately straightened her back and tightened her hold on you.

"I see....but you will let me put her into a diaper for bed,right?",the blonde then asked in a tone of voice that suggested that no other answer than yes would be acceptable which both you and Liana immediately picked up on.

"Yes Hannah but I thought that she might like to prove to us that she can hold it long enough for one of us to bring her to the bathroom during the day today",the brunette then just sighed and watched her wife relax a bit upon hearing that.

The rest of the evening then went by in an uneventful way,it was decided that you'd be staying at home tomorrow since Liana never had to work on Tuesdays and would be at home all day with lots of time to take care of you,which you didn't mind at all,Liana had always been the less strict one out of your Mommies and right now you were so grateful for her because without her input you were sure that Hannah would've just put you into diapers during the day aswell now,no matter if you were big or little.

Although you were big you didn't protest when Hannah walked over to you as you'd sat on the Couch with the TV on at 9:30pm and told you that it was time to get ready for bed now,you'd had enough drama for today and you didn't want to fight with her again,especially not after you guys had just made up again.

"Okay Mommy",you just said and turned of the TV before letting Hannah take your hand and lead you over to your nursery where she gently took your dress off,unbuttoned your onesie and put you down onto the changing table.

"Mommy....why can't I change myself when I'm big?",you then asked as the blonde was running a wipe over your private area to make sure that you were clean before she'd put your diaper on you.

"Because diapers are a bit more tricky to put on than pull ups,also just a heads up I've bought some new different diapers for you that I want you to try tonight,those are nighttime ones,they're supposed to be able to hold even more than regular diapers and should keep you dry for longer",Hannah softly replied before grabbing one of the new diapers and putting it on you.

"Oh god it's thicker",you gasped in surprise once she was done,clearly not very happy with this.

"I know,that's because it's supposed to be able to absorb more liquid,I promise you won't even feel it when you're asleep though",Hannah then just responded and quickly changed you out of your onesie and into a light yellow footie pajama before setting you down onto the floor again with the words:

"Now go brush your teeth and then it's bedtime."

You grimaced upon realizing that this diaper was making you waddle a bit when you were walking even when it was still dry but you just chose to ignore it and quickly did as you'd been told,brushed your teeth and wished your Mommies a good night before disappearing into your bedroom and climbing into your bed,which annoyingly was also being made a bit more difficult due to the new diaper.

"It's only until my doctor's appointment",you then quietly mumbled to yourself whilst you got comfortable in your bed and closed your eyes,wishing that the accidents would stop soon.

It then took you a little while to fall asleep after you'd gone to bed,you were tossing and turning,trying to find a comfortable position to ly in,the new diaper wasn't necessarily uncomfortable but it sure was bothering you and the worst part about it for you was that you couldn't even take it off and just go to sleep because you knew that you'd be in huge trouble with Hannah if you'd do that,so you just kicked your legs in frustration and sighed,already feeling like you had to go to the toilet again,now realizing that you'd forgotten to go before bed.

"Oh fuck this",you then mumbled to yourself and quickly got up,quietly making your way over to Hannah and Liana's bedroom to tell one of them like the rules dictated but once you were standing right outside of it,the door being almost closed but not completely,you saw a glimpse of Liana taking off Hannah's bra,the both of them were giggling and obviously trying to be quiet,clearly they thought that you were asleep by now.

Of course you immediately looked away and took a few steps back,thankfully you were big right now but you still didn't want to watch them do....that and so you just decided to quietly return to your bedroom and climbed into your bed again,kind of shocked about what you'd just witnessed.

Obviously you knew that they were married and what married couples did but you hadn't expected to basically almost walk in on them,at least they hadn't noticed that you'd seen them,you thought to yourself.

Because there was no way that you'd go out there again and ask one of them to take you to the bathroom you just tried to fall asleep and forget about it but as the pressure in your bladder was building up you decided to trust the diaper and just peed,surprised that you weren't even feeling that wet after you were done,maybe Hannah had been right and these diapers were able to absorb more,you thought to yourself before then finally drifting off to sleep.