Embarassed

It was a few hours later that you woke up again,feeling big this time.

At first you just snuggled your face into your blanket,not quite ready to get up and out of bed yet,and brought your legs up to your chest but immediately stopped once you felt that something was different.

Confused you squinted your eyes and lifted up the blanket,revealing the lower half of your body and seeing that you were wearing a pull up underneath of your shorts,it was clearly visible.

"That's weird,I never wear pull ups to bed",you mumbled as you sat up,it only took you a few more seconds after that to remember everything that had happened this morning.

You immediately ran your hand over your face in shock.

No..this couldn't have been real,surely it must've been a dream..but then why were you wearing a pull up to sleep?!

There was no way that you would be able to gaslight yourself into believing that it had been a dream and you knew it,you'd regressed around your teacher and her wife and not only that but you'd peed yourself and they'd noticed!

A flood of embarrassment immediately washed over you,you couldn't believe it,you'd never be able to look Mrs Webber into her eyes ever again,you thought to yourself!!

Too embarrassed to face her again you skipped Mrs Webber's class from now on for the next two weeks and hid whenever you saw her walking down the corridors.

Hannah was sad to see that you were absent in her class from that day on,she was also nervous about completely having overstepped her boundaries and Liana hadn't been a big help with calming her down either when she'd told her.

Instead of assuring her wife that everything was going to be fine Liana had just shrugged.

"Maybe we've made her uncomfortable or she's feeling embarrassed",the brunette had said to her wife which hadn't eased Hannah's worries at all.

Today you decided that you had to start attending Mrs Webber's classes again though,afterall you didn't want to fail,you needed this for your degree and so you forced yourself to get up and get ready in time.

Today's outfit was a pair of black Jeans,a bordeaux blouse and a pair of high heels matched with some long earrings.

Your hair was slicked back into a low ponytail,giving you a more mature look.

You definetly weren't feeling little right now and you were determined to prove to not only Mrs Webber but also yourself that you were an adult and didn't need to regress,you were afraid of her not taking you seriously anymore and you didn't think that she knew what a little was,so you were under the assumption that she and her wife must be finding you pretty weird right now.

Of course all of this meant that you also weren't wearing any protection right now,obviously you never did when you were big and even only rarely when you were little but you knew that Hannah and Liana obviously didn't know this about you and were afraid of them thinking that you might be wearing pull ups often.

You didn't want them to think that you were babyish and made a promise to yourself to never be little in public,especially in class,ever again.

"You can do this Estella,confidence",you mumbled to yourself quietly as you were stood infront of your mirror and ran a hand through your ponytail,observing your reflection.

You looked good,confident and certainly not like a little girl,so you turned around happy with what you saw and grabbed your purse,letting your gaze linger on your favorite baby pink ruffle dress,that was lying on the back of your chair,for a bit too long.

"No,I'm big and I can do this",you whispered to yourself before shaking your head as if you were trying to shake away the wish to wear the dress instead and left your dorm room in a hurry so that you couldn't change your mind about going to class again,making your way over to the room that you were supposed to be in and walked in with a false confidence in your step.

You weren't the first student there but you were one of the first ones so it was still very quiet and because of that Hannah's head snapped up immediately upon hearing the noises that your high heels were making on the floor as you were walking.

You could see a mix of relief and confusion immediately appearing on her face but you chose to ignore it,looked away and walked over to your seat wordlessly,not wanting to converse with her at all.

You were not feeling even the slightest bit as confident as you were pretending to be but you figured that that didn't matter,as long as Mrs Webber would believe your act.

It wasn't that you had anything against her,both she and her wife had been very nice to you while you'd been little but you were just so embarrassed,you'd never been little infront of anyone else before,it had always been your secret and had happened behind closed doors when you'd been alone because you didn't want people to judge you,so this had been something completely new to you and you weren't quite sure what to make of it.

Of course Hannah had instantly been relieved to see you walk into the room but that relief had quickly been replaced with confusion and surprise,never had she ever seen you dress like this before,you'd also immediately averted your gaze once she'd looked into your eyes and had iced her out,leading her to believe that you were uncomfortable around her now.

Trying to collect herself again Hannah quickly organized her papers and tried not to look up and over to you which was proving to be more difficult for her than she'd thought it would.

Once the time to start the lesson came she stepped up infront of the class and said:

"Good morning guys today we'll be t-talking

a-about..",starting to stutter once her gaze fell on you again and quickly looking away at another student while finishing her sentence,quickly collecting herself and telling the class what today's lesson would be about.

You frowned at that in surprise,was she nervous?