Overcome by emotions

Over the next Month you and Hannah texted a lot,sometimes it was about an assignment but more often than not it was about age regression stuff that you had questions about.

You'd also gotten Liana's phone number and there was even a group chat with the three of you,you were now on a first name basis with the both of them,except for when you were in class,there you still always called Hannah

Mrs Webber.

You'd also hung out with them a few times,you'd always been big then though so they hadn't seen little you again but they hadn't minded,they loved spending time with you and getting to know you,especially now that you were starting to talk more because you were getting more comfortable around them.

You really liked spending time with both Liana and Hannah,you'd never had many friends and your childhood had been far from good,they were so maternal that it was making a feeling rise up inside of you that you previously hadn't experienced,it was like you were craving their attention and comfort by now but you tried to shove that feeling down,afterall they were your friends,not your parents,hell one of them was even your teacher!!

Today you guys had decided on hanging out at their home so Hannah had taken you with her after class,which made sense because it was much easier for you to just get into the Car with her when she was going home anyways than you trying to get there by Bus since the both of you had the same way anyways.

Since you'd started getting to know Hannah and Liana more over the last Month you'd been to their House briefly once before so you roughly knew where some of the rooms were and that it was a really big house but you hadn't seen more than the hallway and a glimpse of the living room at that time because you'd only stayed for a few minutes to discuss something assignment related with Hannah.

"If you want we can give you a tour of the House since you haven't really seen much of it the last time",Hannah then suddenly said,ripping you out of your thoughts and back into reality as she parked the Car in her garage.

You hadn't even realized that you guys were already there.

"Sure,that'd be great",you mumbled before forcing a smile on your face and taking off your seatbelt,trying to ignore the frown that was starting to appear on Hannah's face.

You could tell that she was about to ask you something but to your relief your car door was opened by Liana,who'd probably heard you guys drive into the garage,in that exact moment,saving you from having to explain to Hannah why you were so quiet again.

"Hey Estella,I'm so happy you're here",Liana squeaked happily before pulling you out of the car by your hand and pulling you into a warm hug.

"Hi",you just quietly mumbled,not in the mood to talk much.

Honestly it wasn't any of Hannah or Liana's faults that you were upset which was why you were trying your best to hide it but the truth was that your Father had called you today to tell you all about how disappointed he was in you because you weren't at the top of your class and because you weren't married either.

He'd told you that you either needed to study harder or find a man to marry so that you could have children,you'd tried to argue with him that even though you weren't the best student you were still one of the best ones and that you were only 21 and that there was still lots of time for you to get married and start having children but he hadn't wanted to hear it and instead had just passed his phone over to your Mother who had then started yelling at you even harsher.

You'd always been able to tolerate your father's distant behavior and his expectations quite well most of the time,he wasn't cruel to you,just strict and a bit cold but your Mother had always been downright abusive.

From yelling at you,insulting you and humiliating you infront of your family and friends to physically hitting and kicking you whenever she was upset at you she'd done it all.

And today had been no exception,since you guys had only been on the phone she hadn't been able to physically hurt you but she'd screamed the worst insults that someone could possibly think of at you and had told you that you'd have to either fulfill your fathers expectations within the next few weeks or that you weren't their daughter anymore before she'd hung up.

You hadn't even noticed Hannah getting out of the Car because you'd been too engulfed in your own thoughts again to pay any attention to your surroundings but the blonde had exited the car and had exchanged a worried look with her wife,they could both tell that something was bothering you because they knew you pretty well by now,obviously they didn't know everything about you but they did know you well enough to be able to tell when you were upset.

You were brought back into reality once again though by Liana softly stroking a strand of hair behind your ear and smoothing out your dress gently.

Today you were wearing a light green,long sleeved knee length dress with matching shorts underneath,some white ankle length socks and your favorite pair of Mary Jane's.

You loved this look because you felt like it was making you look like a fairy or a princess a bit,maybe a bit like Tinkerbelle??

Much to your horror tears started to well up in your eyes upon seeing the sweet and caring gesture of Liana's,it was reminding you so much about everything that you'd never gotten from your Parents,you'd never been comforted or hugged or anything by your Father or Mother and before you'd met Hannah and Liana you'd thought that you were okay with it but now that they were being so nice to you,nicer than your Parents had ever been to you you realized that you were infact not okay with it.

You were starting to crave their comfort and you wanted nothing more than to be able to throw yourself into their arms and cry and have them hold you but you were way too afraid that it would ruin your friendship if you were to admit that,so you'd tried to bottle those feelings up but now it was like your emotions were exploding and you started to involuntarily sob loudly,immediately pressing a hand against your mouth to silence your sobs but obviously Hannah and Liana had already noticed that you were crying,their sweet reactions just making you cry even more though because it was everything that you'd always wanted from your Parents.

"Oh honey what's wrong?",Hannah had immediately asked as she'd rushed over to you,her voice laced with worry.

"Shh it's gonna be okay....oh my sweet girl come here,let's go inside yeah?",Liana had cooed before she'd quickly slid her hands underneath of your armpits and picked you up onto her hip,letting you hide your face in her neck.

You were embarrassed about your outburst but you just couldn't stop sobbing and even though you weren't feeling little right now you didn't fight Liana holding you and just let her comfort you whilst you cried your eyes out.

When you looked up again the three of you were entering a large room,it looked kind of like a living room but it wasn't the living room that you'd seen the last time that you'd been here,you were still crying way too much to ask which room this was though and just hiccuped as Liana shifted you in her arms so that she could sit down on one of the Couches in the room with you on her lap comfortably.

Hannah instantly took a seat right next to you guys and started to run a hand up and down your back gently in order to show you that she was there too and to comfort you.

You definetly appreciated the gesture but it made you cry even harder because it was making you realize just how much you'd always longed for your parents to comfort you like that but you knew that they were never going to do that,so you just cuddled up tighter against Liana and shoved your face back into her neck,continuing to cry.

The two older women shared a concerned look amongst themselves at that,they'd never seen you cry like that.

"Estella we are here for you,whatever it is it's okay",Liana then softly mumbled a bit helplessly,trying her best to comfort you.

You hiccuped again,unsure of what to do.

You so desperately wanted to accept the comfort that they were offering but at the same time you felt like you didn't deserve it and you also felt bad about about crying infront of them and probably ruining their day with that,at least that's what you thought would happen,not that it was really ruining their day though.

"I-I'm big right now,I can sit on my own,sorry for crying",you mumbled through hiccups and shoved yourself off of Liana's lap,trying to stop crying with all of your willpower.

"It's okay sweetheart,you can cry",Hannah responded but before she or Liana could say anything else you just quickly wiped your face off and with the words:

"Where's the bathroom?",wanting to have a quiet cry alone in the bathroom until you were able to pull yourself together again so that you wouldn't burden your new friends with your problems.

Before any of the women could answer though you just broke out into loud sobs all over again and let yourself sink down onto your knees on the floor.

"I'm so sorry,I'm not even little and I'm crying and even if I were little right now it would still not give me the right to cry like that infront of you guys cause you're not even my caregivers and I don't want to burden you with my feelings",you sobbed loudly whilst burying your face in your hands,leaving Hannah and Liana frozen in shock for a moment.

You didn't see their reactions to what you'd said because your hands were covering your eyes but soon enough you felt someone tug at your hands,lowering them down so that you could look at the person.

It was Hannah,she and Liana had both knelt down on the floor next to you whilst you'd been crying,one on each side of you and were both looking at you with a mix of sadness and sympathy apparent in their eyes.

"Estella..Estella I want you to listen to me,can you do that honey?",Hannah then asked,making sure to speak softly so that you knew that they weren't upset at you.

You did lift your head up slightly to look into her eyes at that and nodded wordlessly whilst still hiccuping a bit.