Chapter 119
True Luna by Tessa Lilly
True Luna by Tessa Lilly (Finding My True Mate)
The White Wolf Series Book 3 â CHAPTER 119 â Heat
(Emma POV)
âI wish I could do something to help you, sweetie.â Daisy sighed as she ran her f*ingers through my hair.
I leaned my head on her shoulder and closed my eyes.
Daisy k*issed my forehead, and a small smile spread across my face.
I was so thankful to have her in my life. She was like a sister to me.
When Andrew first met her, I was a little scared that she wouldnât accept me. I was afraid that she wouldnât like me. I was afraid that she would hate me just like Sienna did. It was hard to trust someone new after what happened with Sienna.
It was especially hard for Andrew. It took him even longer to trust Daisy. He was very careful and suspicious. I was the one who convinced him that Daisy was nothing like Sienna. I was the one who told him to trust her, and it was the best thing I could have done. Daisy was a wonderful woman who adored my brother. She was the best thing that happened to my brother.
âI love you, Daisy.â I mumbled, wrapping my arms around her round belly.
âOh, sweetie.â she said as she hugged me back. âI love you too.â
I smiled and rubbed her belly.
âI love you too, my little pup.â I said softly. âI canât wait to meet you. I canât wait to spoil you.â
âIâm not sure I agree with that.â Daisy mumbled, making me look up at her and chuckle.
âTough.â I shrugged. âItâs my job to spoil him.â
âNo, itâs not.â Daisy said.
âYes, it is.â I smiled. âLook it up.â
Daisy said something else, but I got distracted with a mind-link from Logan.
Baby, can you come to my office, please? He asked.
I tensed up. I could hear the nervousness in his voice.
Is everything okay? I mind-linked him back.
Anna is here. He said. She would like to continue the conversation from yesterday.
My stomach turned, and my heart clenched. I completely forgot that there was something else she wanted to talk about.
But what was it?
Iâll be right there. I mind-linked him as I stood up.
âWhatâs wrong?â Daisy asked, looking up at me.
âAnna wants to talk to me about something else.â I mumbled. âIâm coming with you.â Daisy said as she stood up as well. âNo, stay here.â I said. âYou need to rest.â
âI rest all the freaking time.â she said, rolling her eyes. âIâm coming with you.â
I wanted to argue, but I kind of wanted her to come with me. I felt better when she was around.
âLet me just put my shoes on.â Daisy said as she rushed toward the living room.
I followed her, trying to stop my brain from overthinking.
It was hard, though. I kept wondering what else Anna had to tell me. There wasnât a third mate, was there?
Eliza growled, but I ignored her. I was having a hard time getting her to calm down. She didnât even talk to me much, but I could still feel her nervousness and fear.
âCome on.â Daisy said as she took my hand and started pulling me toward the packhouse.
I didnât even see her put on her shoes. I was completely lost in thought.
I could feel Loganâs nervousness as well, and it didnât help at all. Did Anna already tell him something, or was he nervous because he also didnât know what else she needed to talk about?
We were in front of Loganâs office in a second. Well, it just seemed like a second to me.
Daisy opened the door and walked inside, pulling me behind her. My mate, Andrew, Drake, and Anna were inside.
âHey, baby sis.â Drake said as he stood up and hugged Daisy. âHowâs my little guy doing?â
I watched as he smiled and rubbed her belly.
Daisy answered, but I didnât hear her.
I looked at my mate, and my heart sped up.
He reached out for me, and I walked into his arms. I sat down on his lap, and he wrapped his arms around me. He inhaled my scent and k*issed my temple.
I looked at Anna and took a deep breath.
âHi, Emma.â she said softly. âHow are you?â
âNervous.â I said.
Anna nodded and leaned forward.
âI want to talk to you about your heat.â she said, making me furrow my eyebrows. âShould we talk in private or is it okay to talk about it in front of your brother and Alpha Drake?â
âMy heat?â I asked, ignoring the second part of her question. âIâm marked. I never went into heat. Logan marked me before it happened.â
âYou never went into heat because you havenât met your second true mate.â Anna said, making me freeze. âEven if Logan didnât mark you, you wouldnât go into heat until you met your second true mate.â
I gulped down the lump in my throat.
âBut Logan did mark me, so I wonât go into heat when I meet Alpha Nathan?â I asked, trying to stop my voice from trembling.
âYou will.â Anna said, and my stomach turned.
I will want to mate with both Logan and Alpha Nathan?
I will want to mate with Alpha Nathan?
My heartbeat picked up. My palms started sweating. I was going to pa*ss out.
No. I wouldnât want that. I wouldnât want him. I would only need Logan. It wasnât a problem. It wasnât an issue.
Logan was so tense. I could feel the anger radiating off of him.
âShe will have Logan.â Daisy said, her voice laced with worry. âThat will be enough.â
âIt will.â Drake said, making me look at him. âBut keeping Alpha Nathan away from her while she is in heat will be an issue.â
Andrew and Logan growled loudly.
Logan tightened his arms around me. I could feel him shaking.
I couldnât even speak. I just wanted to scream. I wanted to run away and hide. I didnât want Alpha Nathan to find me.
But what kind of Luna would I be if I ran and hid
âIs there anything else that I need to know?â I asked, my voice raspy. âYes.â Anna nodded.
Of course there was.
âWhat?â I asked, trying to force myself to focus.
I was getting angry. I wanted to break something.
âItâs about your children, Emma.â Anna said, and my heart stopped beating.
I knew what she was going to say even before she continued.
âYou can only have them with your Goddess-given mate.â Anna said, and my heart broke into a million tiny pieces. âYou can only have children when you get your second mark.â
My b*dy and my mind shut down.
I couldnât even take my next breath.