𝐇𝐄'𝐒 𝐂𝐎𝐍𝐅𝐔𝐒𝐈𝐍𝐆

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It's 11PM Yashvi laid on the bed with blanket over her, completely covered herself till neck.

"Missed me, sweetheart?" Aaditya asks as he enters inside the room.

"No." She mumbled quietly in drowsiness.

"Is my sweetheart is sleepy?" He ask as he climbs over the bed.

"Mm." She hummed and he scooped her in his arms laying beside her.

She snuggled into the crook of his neck. He tightens his hold around her.

"Do you really want to marry me?" She asked still in half sleep.

"Yes." He said quietly.

"Do you want me?" She mumbled.

"Baby, You're not just what I want, you're what I need." He stated firmly.

She wrapped her arms around his torso moving close to him.

He felt a relief wash over him as seeing her in his arms.

"Why? Why do you need me?" She questioned him wanting to know why he needs her.

"I've never felt somethings I feel whenever I am with you. You. You're my peace." He said calmly gazing into her blue orbs.

She blushed a little and told him,"We met very few times."

"I know You're going to be mine when I saw you first. You're way too perfect for me. Your cunt takes my cock like it's made for me. Your lips quenches my thrist. Your small waist meant to be hold by me. My arms were meant to hold you forever. I don't know much thing about what's happening to me but one thing for sure is I need you with me more than I need oxygen to survive."

"You're pretty good with words." She chuckles.

"You mean you fell for my words?" He asked playfully.

"If anything there's that makes me fall for you than it can be your body and your handsome face." She shot back at him playfully.

"I'm handsome?" He questioned her while raising his left eyebrow.

"You're." She confirmed.

"Tomorrow our mehendi and Sangeet. And after tomorrow our haldi at morning then evening our marriage." He stated.

"You didn't ask me anything about functions. Aren't I the bride? Don't you think I should have a say on how my wedding should be?" She said while glaring at him he found very cute.

"I don't want you to worry over those stuffs, I am sure you'll like how I planned our wedding." He said last line confidently.

She looks at him with a gaze which says 'I don't trust you.'

"Trust me, baby. You'll love it. Our marriage. You should only worry about me. Your care, hate, worry, sadness, happiness, madness every emotions you could feel should be about me. Only me. Your emotions, your mind, your heart, your soul should only revolve around me. Your body should only want mine. Everything about you should about me." He uttered in a possesive way.

"You're sick." She seethed at him.

"Soon my sickness will spread over you too."

"You're crazy."

"I will make sure you become more crazier than me."

She looked into his eyes trying to figure him out.

What is he? She wonders.

"Sleep, Sweetheart." He said lazily patting her head.

"I'm doing that only since you brought me here." She stated the fact as she's sleeping only doing nothing much.

"If you don't want to sleep then-" he dragged his words playfully and she grabbed what he's implying she said, "NO! I'm sleepy. Night." And closed her eyes tightly.

"You are not sleeping." He said.

"No, I am." She said yawning a little while moved close to him wanting his warmth.

Next day Morning

She opened her eyes slowly and looks at his chest which is raising slowly in a rhythm.

She crane her neck up and saw his face.

He is sleeping.

She observed both of them. Their legs were tangled. His arms wrapped around her. His lips were just over her forehead. She likes it. She likes to be in his arms. Unknowingly a little smile took over her face.

Seeing his face, her every problems faded away. It's like everything went blank and only he's existing. He is the only one in her world.

She didn't get when and how he gets to break her walls.

But he did.

She never felt these things for anyone before.

Yashvi do have her flings before but none of them felt like this.

She's getting addicted to his touch. His warmth.

He gave her butterflies.

those kind of, mentioned in the fairytales when a princess met her prince she'll get those butterflies.

He said she's his peace.

How could she be his peace when her own peace was shattered way too long?

She's calm cause she doesn't feel much about anything.

She's nothing but a void.

She's empty.

He's trying to fill the void.

She fears that he might fill the emptiness in her.

Her tranquil of calmness is her copying mechanism.

She's living for those who deeply love her.

Her family.

She's strong cause she doesn't want her family to worry about her.

They went through a lot.

But he seems to make her feel things.

She wasn't the one to get irritated or lose her calm.

But he's getting under her skin without much effort.

It scares her. Scares her how he said he'll make her crazy. Scares her how his presence drive her crazy. Scares her how he make her feel things which she never wanted to feel.

"Admiring me, sweetheart?" His morning gruffy voice brings her out her thoughts.

She didn't reply.

She doesn't know what she's doing.

Her mind is fucked up.

Her body seems to give up infront of him.

He makes her weak.

He opened his eyes and stared into hers.

He picked her lips softly.

A part of her loved it and another part of her doesn't want this. This closeness between them.

A part of her wants to run away from him but another part of her wants to be caged by him.

"Get ready, we have to leave. Whatever you need to get ready is here." He said as he unwrapped his arms around her.

She didn't like it when he unwrapped his arms around her yet she went to get ready.

He looked at her figure disappearing into the bathroom.

He got that her mind was playing with her.

He also retreats to his room to fresh up.

By now, he got all of her informations.

He knows how much her life was fucked up.

Yet,

She's living like her life is perfect.

He took an oath to break her and set her free from herself.

She's like a calm deep ocean which holds numerous things hidden beneath it's calm surface.

He's so proud of what she became but he wants to break her mask.

Yashvi got out of her room as it wasn't locked.

She gets that he's trying to check Whether she trys to run or not.

She doesn't want to do anything for now.

Her energy seems to be drained.

Past days are like a rollercoaster to her.

And it feels like he's the one who controls the rollercoaster.

His sudden appearances. His demand of marriage. Her Papa's disappearance. Temptation between them.

Everything is feel surreal but it's real.

Week before she was chilling in her house alone, sipping her wine.

Now, she's about to marry someone whom she doesn't know throughly.

Her heart doesn't wants to fight against him and it doesn't wants to Stop this marriage.

Her heart tells her to don't fight just go with the flow.

And she decides to follow her heart to know where it leads to.

She walks through the hallway. It leads to a staircase. She stepped down it slowly holding the railing.

Her body feels so weak.

She's wearing a simple cotton palazzo set.

She reached the hall.

There he's sitting on the couch waiting for her.

He noticed her, then moved towards her.

He took her hand in his and starts to move towards the dinning table.

"Who's dress is this?" She asked him pointing to what she's wearing.

She found the closet in her room filled with few of woman clothes and wondered whom it belongs to.

She doesn't like the idea of him with other woman.

She feels her insides burn at the mere thought of another woman with him.

"You're my first kiss." He said our of the blue.

She felt special thinking she's his first kiss. She could feel he's saying the truth.

A huge smile adorned her face.

He lost there. In her smile.

His heart skipped a beat when he witnessed her gorgeous smile.

"Hayee, mere dil my baby's smile is the besttttt." He chirped showing his dimples and he pulled her cheeks.

Yashvi giggled at him.

Aaditya never felt this much happiness.

Her giggles were like melody he wants to hear for the rest of his life.

He silently took an oath to make giggle and smile a lot.

His servants were beyond shocked to see their boss like this.

He glanced at the servants and composed himself but couldn't control a little smile lingering on his lips as he gets he's the reason behind her smile and giggles.

"But you weren't my first. I don't remember who was my first. That doesn't matter to me. To me each women I fucked before you was nothing but a slut who spreads their legs for money." He said as the food was served for them.

"That doesn't ans-" he cuts her off

"You pussy is the one my dick entered first." He said making her chock on her food at his blunt words.

She glanced around. Servants were standing like they didn't heard anything.

"Should I be honoured?" She asked sarcasm was dripping over her tone.

He shrugged making her getting irritated at him.

"Why are you saying these?" She question him as she took a morsel to eat.

"I bought these clothes for you as I know I will bring you here." He answered her first question.

She hummed.

He continues,"as for your last question, don't think that I have another woman in my life. You're the only woman I have. Before you I used to fuck sluts for my pleasure. I fucked them from behind in their asshole. My hands never roamed over those bitches bodies unnecessarily. I treated them exactly the way they deserved. I never entered in any pussy before you nor I kissed anyone. I never cuddled anyone before and I never treated anyone the same way how I am treating you. To me every women was just a fuck toy that I used for my pleasure. But you. With you everything is different. You're not just a toy for me. I want to please you, pleasure you. I never wanted to wife up someone but when I laid my eyes on you and got to know you, I want you as my wife. You're the one and only I want to have. And will have. So stop using your little brain for useless things."

"Know me?" She lets out a dry chuckle.

"You don't know me. Aaditya. You don't. And should I be happy for how specially you're treating me?" She couldn't help but spat at him madly.

No one knows her better than her. She thought.

"You should be happy that I am being nice to you. And ofcourse I know you far better than you think." He tries to spoke gently but his voice came out as rude.

"Nice? Forcing me to marry you and always finds a way to touch me and yelling at me and confusing me, is this all nice. If it is then I don't want you to be nice." She taunt him.

"Sweetheart, Trust me when I am saying I am nice to you. I am. You haven't witnessed the cruelty of mine even a bit. And you don't want to witness it too. I am not forcing you sweetheart, you have no way out other than marrying me. And I know you want me too. Touch? My hands are itching to feel you when I am around you. Not my fault. You're the one who's inviting me by existing. Yelling is just a glimpse of my wrath, baby and I won't yell at you if you don't give me a reason. I am not responsible for your confusion. Your mind is confusing you not me. I know I want you. Only you. But do you know what you want?"

His last sentence made her confuse.

"You have answers for my accuses right?"

"I do." He said and put one more chapatti on her plate.

"You should eat more. You'll need enormous energy to deal with me." She glares at him.

"You said you know me. Then tell me something you know about me." She asked to check whether he knows her or not.

A part of her wants him to know everything about her and make him want her

and

Another part of her wants him to know nothing about her. Especially what's hiding deep inside her

"From where should I start?" He questioned.

"What's my biggest fear?" She questioned him back.

"Emotions." He answer and she felt herself shiver.

How could this possible? She thought.

"You think if you don't feel any kind of emotions then you won't get hurt." He adds.

"How?" She whispered slowly.

"I have my resources just the way you have." He answered her.

"But Ishita didn't told me much about you, so I don't know much about you and it's not fair that you know me but I don't know you." She complained.

"You have a lifetime to know me." He said making her stop saying anything further.

She have her food quietly. Aaditya too have his breakfast looking at her from time to time.

After having their breakfast, they both headed to Palace.

Their journey was silent.

Yashvi was drowned in her thoughts while Aaditya was drowned in her.

Soon both of them arrived at the palace in Udaipur.

Aaditya got out of his car and came to Yashvi side then opened the door for her.

He offered her his hand which she took it.

He leads her into the palace.

Dark clouds were formed. Yashvi looked up at the sky.

She doesn't know what future holds for her.

An unknown fear crawled upon her.

She looks at the man beside her, not knowing what he is really.

As they stepped further into the way, she noticed how everyone was rushing here and there.

"What's going on?" She asked

"Preparation for our marriage. What else?" He answered as they stepped into the palace hallway.

A sound of utensils falling on the ground heard making her flinch a little.

Aaditya look at the servant who dropped the utensils on the ground.

He glared at him dangerously.

The servant got scared.

Aaditya doesn't look less than a devil now. Yashvi noticed his change decided to stay quiet.

The poor servant was on the edge of getting pissed at his pants.

A blast sound heard. Next moment servant dropped at the floor.

Aaditya shooted him at his shoulder.

He took his predatory step towards the servant lying on the floor.

Surrounding was eerily quite. No one dared to utter a word. Even his family members. Other servants were holding their breath.

Everyone was praying silently wishing this devil to disappear soon except one which is none other than Yashvi.

She was shocked why he shoot him? He was fine minutes before?

Aaditya uttered while looking down at the servant who is groaning in pain, "No one. No one can make her flinch other than me."

Hearing him a shiver ran down yashvi's spine. His reason for shooting him was crazy.

The way he said those words left her bewildered.

Aaditya shooted his another shoulder and the servant scream echoed the walls of the palace.

"You're lucky, I am letting you alive because I am happy My goddess is here and I don't want to kill someone on the first day of her arrival." He stated calmly and then went near the stairs and stopped at the foot of staircase.

He turned towards Yashvi and called her to him. Seeing her not moving from her place.

He shouted, "COME HERE."

Yashvi legs moved automatically towards him.

As she reached near him, he pulled her to him by her waist.

"Don't you two think you should welcome your bhabhi?" He uttered while glaring at his younger siblings.

His siblings moved towards them.

"I am Karthik, Bhabhi ma. Your devar." Karthik introduced himself with a warm smile on his face.

Yashvi awkwardly try to smile at him but stopped when she heard his words echoed possessively,"Don't smile at others. Not even to my brothers. Your smile is mine."

Hearing him everyone present there felt pity for her.

They thought, now she doesn't have a freedom to smile.

Yashvi just nods at him. She doesn't know why she's obeying him.

"I am Krish, bhabhi ma. The youngest one." Krish chirped happily seeing his bhabhi.

Yashvi hummed at him not knowing how to respond.

Karthik and krish understood their bhabhi's situation.

They both bent down to touch her feet, Yashvi flinched and stepped back.

Then her eyes went wide as she flinched, she immediately looked at him.

Aaditya just chuckle to her.

'Did this devil just chuckled?' Everyone wondered.

"Bhabhi ma" Karthik and Krish called her.

"What are you two doing? Get up." She urged them to get up but they didn't budge.

"Bless them." Aaditya's rough voice echoed.

"Be happy." She blessed them by placing her hands over their head.

They stood straight and gave her a smile.

Their smile was very warm and welcoming.

"Finally my wish came true." Krish said happily.

"What was your wish?" Yashvi asked curiously.

"Ofcourse to have Bhabhi." He said delighted that he got bhabhi finally.

Karthik also felt very happy.

Karthik introduced everyone to her.

Yashvi looked at them then at Aaditya.

They stand just few meters away yet she could feel the distance between him and his family.

All the ladies were present there smiled at her.

"Let's go." He said as he starts to move to the upstairs taking her hand in his.

She does walked with him.

Aaditya led her to the guest room and warned her, "Don't even think about running away, sweetheart."

He continued, "Rest for a while, later people's will come to get you ready for our mehendi and Sangeet."

And he left to his chamber.

"Poor little girl." His mom uttered pityly.

"They both are good together." Dadi said as remembering how those to looked.

She felt finally there'll be a change in his grandson but she felt sad for Yashvi.

Aryan and Ruhanika, Aaditya's elder brother and his wife were sharing a silent glance.

Ruhi prayed for Yashvi silently while Aryan hopes that Yashvi could be there for his brother always.

Both Karthik and Krish were happy as finally there's someone for their brother.

They do have worry about their bhabhi but they have a feeling that only their bhabhi can handle their Bhai.

Both of them admire their bhabhi for her strength.

They both know about Yashvi.

Karthik was the one who collected information about Yashvi. He is a hacker. Krish was with him when he told everything he came to know about Yashvi to his brother.

So they both are aware of their bhabhi ma's strength.

Yashvi closed the door behind her and layed over the bed on her stomach.

She doesn't bother to look at the room nor she wants to think about her marriage functions.

The way he understood her unspoken words and explained her about his previous way with women made her feel special.

He makes her feel like she's matter to him. He makes her feel special.

His words indirectly indicating that she's the only priority to him.

This scares her.

His behaviour scares the shit out of her.

He shot the servant but didn't, his brothers.

He said not to smile at them but let her touch their head when blessing.

He's so confusing, she thought.

She gets to the conclusion that to him his brothers matter.

He only talked to them not with his mom nor his grandma.

He slightly nodded his head to Aryan, his elder brother.

He seems distant to his family.

She wondered why?

Soon she felt sleep engulfing her. Ever since his arrival in her life sleep has been the only solace for her.

So,

She drifted into sleep.

Sighs heavily.

Long chapter.

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