CHAPTER 21

" Char, what's wrong with you ? I called you many times and you didn't answer all of them, even my messages are rarely answered, if you have a problem please share it with me "

Mew recently noticed too many changes happening to his fiancée, Charlotte because she often ignores his calls and messages, doesn't want to be intimate and most notably no longer says "I Love You" on her lips. And this has become a relationship between the two of them that is increasingly strained, difficult to repair. This is very worrying for Mew because their wedding will take place soon.

" Babe, answer me when I ask you, what happened ? I don't want to see you like this "

Mew stood in front of Charlotte, disappointment written on his face. He placed one hand on his hip and the other on his temple. His eyes locked with Charlotte's, demanding an answer.

Charlotte felt a knot tighten in her stomach as she struggled to find the words

" You really don't care about our relationship anymore, do you ? Yes, you do Charlotte ! "

Mew's words hit Charlotte like a death blow, making her reel from the harsh reality of her accusation.

" Hmm Mew, I'm tired, I'm so tired "

Charlotte finally managed to whisper, the words coming out of her lips in a tired breath.

" I'm sorry but I don't think I can do this anymore "

Mew's expression softened slightly as he locked onto Charlotte, his eyes searching for signs of truth.

" What do you mean babe ? "

He asked, hoping what he heard wasn't true

" Babe....... "

Mew asked again wanting the truth.

" I care about you Mew, I care more than you will ever know but I don't know how to fix it anymore "

Charlotte replied, her voice barely above a whisper while Mew's brow furrowed as he tried to absorb Charlotte's words

" What are you saying Charlotte ? you want to give up on us ? "

He asked, his voice tinged with a hint of sadness. Charlotte finds it difficult to express everything. How should she be honest about her feelings for Engfa, Mew will definitely not be able to accept if her heart has moved to someone else.

" I don't know Mew, I'm just tired, tired of arguing, tired of feeling like I'm drowning in a sea of ​​doubt and regret "

Mew chuckled nervously, he approached Charlotte. Both of his hands gently held the woman's shoulders, wanting her to be honest with him.

" What do you mean you don't know ? Charlotte, we're getting married, do you know what you're talking about ? You're starting to sound like you're losing your mind. Say something Charlotte ! "

His outburst shocked Charlotte badly, sending shivers down her spine. But Charlotte also lost her temper. Maybe it's time for heer to come clean. She no longer wanted to deceive and play with the man's feelings.

" Enough Mew ! That's enough ! I really can't do this anymore ! "

Mew froze there, still trying to swallow every word that came out of his fiancé's mouth.

" But why Char ? Isn't our relationship good ? What happened to you ? If I neglected you, I'm sorry, I'll try to fix it again but please don't leave me "

Charlotte shook her head trying to make Mew understand that things had changed now, she really couldn't continue their relationship anymore.

" Mew, you didn't do anything wrong, it's just me who changed. I can't keep lying to you. I love you but now that love is fading, that's why I chose to stop all this "

Charlotte said, she could see pain and confusion appear on Mew's face, his brow furrowed in disbelief

" But...... why ? "

Mew asked, his voice tinged with desperation. Sighing heavily, Charlotte reached out and touched Mew's hand, giving it a gentle squeeze.

" Mew, I'm really sorry. I didn't mean to hurt you, you were once the most important person in my life but my feelings for you have changed, I.... I don't love you anymore "

Mew's heart felt as if it had been stabbed many times with a knife after hearing the woman's honest expression. How could Charlotte so easily forget all the sweet memories of their relationship during the four years together. Engfa appeared in his mind and he asked.

" Is it because of Engfa that you are willing to make this kind of decision huh ? "

Charlotte's tears flowed fast, she knew Mew must be suspicious because since Engfa's presence, the change was too noticeable. She could no longer deny it.

" I'm sorry Mew, I tried but I still love her "

Mew's brow furrowed, more confused by what Charlotte was trying to say.

" You still love her ? What do you mean you still love her ? "

Charlotte released their grip, looking down in frustration. She knew it was all her fault. She should have avoided it from the beginning but even herself didn't know why all this made it difficult for her not to think about Engfa.

Mew is still waiting for an answer.

" Mew..... Engfa is my ex-lover, my first love, the person I left behind for my career "

Upon hearing that expression, Mew almost fell to the floor, still shocked by what he heard. His eyes stared at Charlotte who was still motionless, crying there.

" Why Char ? Why didn't you tell me all this ? Why do you have to hide it from me ? Why Char ?! "

Mew snarled, he was really disappointed by the woman's actions and Charlotte knew she had hurt Mew so much but what choice did she have.

" I'm sorry, I thought I could handle all this but I was wrong, I'm sorry Mew, I'm really sorry "

" How dare you Charlotte, if I had known from the beginning that Engfa was your ex-lover, I wouldn't have allowed you to deal with her. Don't you know what you did has ruined our relationship. All our dreams have been destroyed Char, all because of that woman ! "

Charlotte knew, knew everything Mew said was right, it was all her fault, she couldn't control the situation. If she had told Mew first about her past with Engfa, none of this would have happened but Engfa was innocent in their relationship. Engfa, herself has avoided it many times because she doesn't want to ruin their relationship but Charlotte is still stubborn.

" No Mew ! Engfa is not wrong, she knows nothing. You can't blame her, I'm the cause of everything ! "

Charlotte said, she did not want Engfa to continue to be blamed

" I'm sorry Mew, I just don't want to lie to you anymore, I don't want to keep hurting you, maybe our relationship will end here "

Mew chuckled but could hear his disappointed tone.

" It's easy for you to say Char, how can I accept it, we getting married Charlotte. You think it's easy for me to let go of you like this huh ?! I still love you Char, you can't leave me like this, you can't Char "

Persuade Mew again, his tears began to flow unable to contain his frustration.

" Hmm I'm sorry Mew, we have to end this relationship. I really can't continue anymore, I'm really sorry. I have to go "

Reluctantly, Charlotte took a step back, she couldn't bear to see the pain in his eyes anymore. She turned away, unable to face the man anymore. Every step felt like a dagger in her heart, reminding her of the love she left behind. But even with tears streaming down her cheeks, she knew that this was the right decision for both of them.

Ps : Hey guys, who's excited to watch Englot new lakorn tonight ? OMG i can't wait for EPISODE 1 tonight 🥹