Chapter 173
Cheat With My Boyfriend Best Friend
Cheat with my boyfriend best friend by Jane E.L. Chapter 173 propped my chin up on my hand and smiled at Cinder. âBut, Cinder, Iâm so sad.â
Cinder looked at me with an expression full of compassion and sympathy, and I realized I might be crying.
Cinder cupped my face in her hand, sighed slightly, and pulled me into a hug.
She rubbed my back gently.
She smelled so good, and I buried my face in her shoulder. I closed my eyes, struggling to explain why I was feeling so uncertain. âYou know⦠Iâve never had a healthy family, and⦠Aaronâs family history is really complicated, too. I donât know how to deal with such a serious relationship.â
Cinder patted me on the back. âOlive, if youâre too worried about the future, just donât think about it. Just enjoy the moment, at least youâre in love right now.
Were we in love?
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I was confused for a moment. After the tension and awkwardness between me and Aaron this evening, Iâd started to feel like we wouldnât make it, and that feeling terrified me.
I took a deep breath and sat up, pulling away from Cinderâs embrace. âForget it, I donât want to think about any of this. Iâd much rather drink my feelings away.â
I picked up the wine bottle from the table, refilled my glass, and started drinking again without restraint. The alcohol made my brain feel warm and fuzzy, which was exactly what I wanted. I just wanted to be drunk enough to numb myself and pretend to be knocked out.
At least there was a benefit to me spilling my guts to Cinder. Now she felt bad for me, so she wouldnât stop me from drinking.
didnât know how long I sat there, refilling my glass again and again, but eventually Cinder reached out and s*atched the glass from my hand again.
âOlive, you really have to stop drinking, youâre going to make yourself sick if you keep this up.â
I tried to s*atch the glass back from her, but Cinder looked like she was split into three.
I blinked, confused, as I tried to grab at Cinderâs clothes with my outstretched hand. âHey, whereâd you go?â
âYouâre drunk.â Cinder set the wine glass down on the table and grabbed my flailing arm. âIâm taking you back to your room to rest.â
Back to my room? Oh, no.
I yanked my arm out of Cinderâs grip. âIâm not going, I donât want to seeâ¦â
Before I could finish my sentence, I suddenly heard a deep voice from behind me. âHow much has she had to drink?â
âOh, good, youâre here, Aaron.â Cinder looked relieved as she pushed my unsteady frame into Aaronâs arms. She pointed toward the empty bottles of wine on the table. âThose are all Oliveâs work.â
I dragged my heavy eyelids open with difficulty and, to my surprise, saw that Cinder was still smiling. She waved her hand at Aaron. âIâll leave this drunk to you. Make sure you take good care of her.â
I was wrapped up in a pair of strong, powerful arms. Feeling Aaronâ s breath on my neck, my instincts told me to run away.
In the next second, my whole body was lifted off the ground. Aaron picked me up in a princess carry, gave Cinder a slight nod, and turned to head upstairs.
My head was spinning, and my mind told my arm to push Aaron away, but my hands subconsciously clutched at his sleeve.
His heart was racing, and he held me so tightly like he never wanted to separate from me. I felt a little sad, and I turned my head away uncomfortably, trying to hide my distress from Aaron.
Aaron didnât speak, but he pursed his lips and carried me back to our room in silence.
When we got back to our room, I didnât even feel like taking a shower. I lay down on the bed and closed my eyes. But Iâd had too much wine, and I couldnât fall asleep at all. My mouth was dry, and my head was pounding so hard, I felt like it was about to explode.
Suddenly I felt my body gently lifted into a sitting position. Before I could open my eyes, a firm hand brought a cool glass to my lips. âHere, have some milk.â
I wanted to say no, but I instinctively swallowed the milk as Aaron carefully tilted it into my mouth.
After Iâd finished the water, Aaron held my shoulders and pulled me into his arms. âOlive, letâs talk, okay?â
I looked down at Aaronâs hands clasped around me and frowned, reluctant to answer. Just the thought of Aaronâs wavering smile when I turned down his proposal made my heart twist like a knife.
âWhy are you upset? And whyâd you drink so much?â Aaron didnât let me off the h*ok after I tried to avoid his question. He gently held my face and looked into my eyes, his voice h*a*se. âIs it because of what happened today?â
I could feel the burning heat of his gaze on my face. I squeezed my eyes shut and decided to play dead until he left me alone.
âOlive, everything that happened today was my fault. If you arenât ready, Iâll give you some time and propose again later, when youâre ready to think about a future with me, okay?â There was a hint of desperation in his voice now, but I still couldnât bring myself to respond.
Because I didnât know how to answer his question. The problem was that Aaron wanted to take our relationship further, and I just wanted to stay where we were.
These kinds of differences would make it impossible for us to last.
My eyelashes trembled slightly, but I still held tight to my resolve and kept my mouth shut. I didnât know how to answer Aaron.
The time dragged past slowly until weâd been sitting there for what felt like hours.
Aaron smiled dejectedly. âOkay, I wonât pressure you anymore. Letâ s go to sleep.â
He kissed my forehead, wiped my face and hands with a towel, and finally put his arms around me and fell asleep.
I lay quietly in Aaronâs embrace, almost overwhelmed by guilt and the messy, tangled knot of emotions in my chest.
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