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Chapter 3

3-Possessive

My Possessive Mafia

Alexander stood still for a moment, watching Eleanor and Blake walk away, her fiery red hair glinting in the fading light. There was a fierce sense of ownership in his chest, a primal urge that told him Eleanor belonged to him, whether she acknowledged it or not. No matter how fiercely she fought against their connection, it was there, binding them in a way neither could ignore.

He turned to his men, their expressions a mix of surprise and uncertainty. “Protect her,” he commanded, his voice steady and authoritative. “If any male approaches her who is not Blake, kill them. No questions asked.” The intensity of his words hung in the air, a silent warning that his men understood all too well. The Mafia operated on loyalty and power, and he was demanding both for Eleanor's safety.

With a curt nod, his enforcers dispersed, determined to follow his orders. They knew that crossing Alexander Lucci meant facing dire consequences, and the prospect of dealing with the wrath of a protective mafia boss was enough to keep any potential threat at bay.

Alexander watched them move into action, a sense of satisfaction settling over him. He would do everything in his power to keep her safe, to ensure that she didn’t have to face the world alone. As he turned away, heading back into the chaos of the headquarters, he couldn’t shake the feeling that this was only the beginning.

Inside, the atmosphere was thick with tension. The other Mafia bosses whispered amongst themselves, their eyes wide with disbelief at what they had just witnessed. Eleanor’s defiance had shaken the very foundation of their world, and now they were left to deal with the aftermath. Alexander navigated through the crowd, his thoughts racing as he contemplated the implications of Eleanor’s actions.

He could still see her in his mind, her fierce determination and the fire in her eyes. It was intoxicating, and he knew he was drawn to her like a moth to a flame. He had always been the one in control, the one who commanded fear and respect. But Eleanor had turned that upside down. She was a force of nature, and now that she had tasted freedom, he knew she wouldn’t be easy to contain.

As he reached his office, the noise of the headquarters faded behind him, leaving him in a quiet moment of contemplation. He leaned against the wall, crossing his arms as he pondered his next move. He needed to be strategic about how he approached Eleanor; brute force would not win her over. He had to understand her, to navigate her fierce independence without scaring her away.

But deep down, he knew that no matter what happened, he would not let her slip through his fingers. She was his, even if she couldn’t see it yet. The connection they shared was undeniable, and he would do whatever it took to protect her, to draw her closer, and to show her that they were meant to be together.

As the chaos continued around him, Alexander steeled himself for the challenges ahead. He had a battle to fight, one that was more complex than any he had faced before. But he was ready. For Eleanor, he would embrace the fight, knowing that love was often forged in the flames of struggle. And he intended to claim her, no matter the cost.

"Why do you fight the connection you feel with Alexander?" Blake asks her as they walked to his jeep.

Eleanor paused for a moment, the weight of Blake's question hanging in the air between them as they approached his jeep. She slid her gaze to the ground, letting out a frustrated sigh. “It’s not that simple, Blake,” she replied, her voice laced with tension. “He’s the head of the Mafia. He’s everything I’ve fought against my whole life. I can’t just give in to that.”

Blake opened the passenger door for her, but she hesitated before getting in, crossing her arms defensively. “He’s dangerous. He plays in a world where trust is a luxury, and love can get you killed. You know that.”

“Eleanor, I get it,” Blake said, sliding into the driver’s seat and turning to face her. “But you can’t deny the chemistry between you two. You feel it. I’ve seen it in the way you look at each other. You’re fighting a losing battle.”

“Is it a battle worth fighting?” she shot back, her eyes flashing with defiance. “I refuse to be another pawn in his game. I refuse to be used by someone who thrives on power and fear.”

Blake leaned back in his seat, a thoughtful expression crossing his face. “But you’re not just a pawn. You’re strong, Eleanor. You stand up to everyone, even him. Maybe you could change things—make him better.”

“Better?” She laughed bitterly. “He’s not some misunderstood hero, Blake. He’s a killer. I can’t change that, and I won’t try. I’ve seen what this life does to people. I won’t let myself be drawn into it, no matter how tempting it is.”

“You can’t ignore the way he looks at you,” Blake pressed, his voice earnest. “You see the way he watches you fight? The way he admires your strength? You’re more than just a distraction to him. You’re something real. Maybe it’s worth exploring.”

Eleanor ran a hand through her hair, the frustration boiling beneath the surface. “You don’t understand. I can’t let my guard down. I can’t let myself fall for someone like him. It would destroy me.”

Blake softened, leaning forward slightly. “You know I care about you, right? I want you to be happy. But you can’t keep fighting this connection. It’s exhausting to watch you push him away when you’re so clearly drawn to him. You deserve a chance at happiness, even if it scares you.”

Eleanor’s resolve wavered for a moment, the truth in Blake’s words cutting deep. She wanted to believe that she could find happiness, that love could exist even in a world like Alexander’s. But the fear of losing herself in that love was paralyzing. She exhaled slowly, her heart racing as she weighed her options.

“Maybe I’m not ready for happiness,” she finally said, her voice barely above a whisper. “Maybe I’m meant to fight.”

Blake sighed, clearly exasperated. “You can’t spend your whole life fighting, Eleanor. There has to be balance. You need to find a way to be true to yourself while also allowing yourself to feel. It’s okay to want him, even if it terrifies you.”

As she stared out the window, watching the world rush by, Eleanor felt the weight of her friend’s words settle on her shoulders. She wanted to be brave. She wanted to take that leap. But could she truly embrace a connection that felt so right yet seemed so dangerous?

Eleanor turned her gaze away from the passing scenery, her heart heavy with memories she had buried deep. The walls she had built around her emotions felt like they were starting to crack, and she knew she needed to explain herself. “You want to know why I fight this connection?” she said, her voice barely a whisper, filled with a pain that resurfaced with every mention of Alexander. “It’s because of my mother.”

Blake raised an eyebrow, sensing the shift in her tone. “What do you mean?”

“My mother was just like me,” Eleanor continued, her voice trembling. “Strong, independent, unyielding. She fell in love with a man from the same world as Alexander—a powerful man who was deeply entrenched in the Mafia. Everyone warned her, but she thought love could conquer anything. I was just a kid then, but I remember the way she looked at him, the way she fought for him despite everything. I remember how that love blinded her.”

Eleanor’s hands clenched into fists as she recounted the painful memories. “One day, it all went wrong. There was a rival gang involved, and they came after her. They took her from me because she got too close to a world that didn’t care about love, only power and betrayal. She thought she could handle it, but she didn’t see the danger until it was too late.”

The pain in her eyes was palpable, and Blake could see the scars that still haunted her. “I lost her because of that connection, Blake. I can’t let myself fall into the same trap. I won’t let history repeat itself.”

Blake’s expression softened as he listened, understanding the depth of her fear. “Eleanor, I’m so sorry. I didn’t know. But you can’t let your past dictate your future. Just because your mother faced tragedy doesn’t mean you will too.”

“Maybe,” she said, shaking her head. “But it’s a risk I can’t take. I can’t open myself up to that kind of pain again. Alexander may be drawn to me, but his world is dangerous. I know what happens to people like us—people who think they can change the game.”

“You’re not your mother,” Blake reminded her gently. “You’re stronger than she was. You’ve faced so much already. You’re not powerless, and you have a choice. You can choose to be cautious, yes, but you can also choose to explore the connection you feel with Alexander without losing yourself in it.”

Eleanor sighed deeply, her internal struggle evident. “It’s not that easy, Blake. I can’t help but feel that if I let my guard down, I’ll lose everything. What if I end up just like her?”

“But what if you don’t?” Blake countered. “What if this is your chance to build something real? To have a love that empowers you instead of breaking you? I see how he looks at you, how he admires your strength. Maybe he’s different. Maybe he’s worth the risk.”

Eleanor sat back in her seat, her heart racing at the thought. The fear still gripped her, but beneath it lay a flicker of hope. A chance for something different, something that could be her own. She knew it wouldn’t be easy, but could she really continue to fight this connection without giving it a chance?

“Just promise me you’ll think about it,” Blake urged, sensing the shift in her. “You deserve happiness, Eleanor, and I want you to have it, no matter how scary it feels.”

As they drove in silence, Eleanor felt a storm of emotions swirling within her. The shadows of her past loomed large, but perhaps, just perhaps, it was time to consider stepping into the light.

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