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An: Hiii. So whatever is in italics is a dream. There's a tinyyyy but of smut too.

I felt her hands playing with the hem of my shirt.

"Can I baby?"

I shook my head not being able to vocalize anything. I'm not ready to get intimate again. Or I am? I'm not sure.

She layed me down next to her and wrapped her arms around me.

"I'm sorry I took it too far. I love you and I'm sorry if I felt like I was pushing you."

She kissed my forehead and I felt loved and safe.

"It's okay. I'm just not ready yet? Or I am? I don't know. I haven't thought about it."

"Until you're 100 percent sure baby I won't push it. I love you so much my Andy bear. My baby."

I smiled against her.

"I love you too."

"So food?"

"Can we make pasta?"

"Of course my love. Why don't you take a nap? I'll wake you up when the foods done."

"Okay. I'm sorry about earlier." I don't know why if felt bad about putting up boundaries but I did.

"My love remember that day you slept here? Before we started going out? I said no means no no matter what. Don't apologize for having limits my love."

"I love you."

"I love you baby. Enjoy your nap. Here's Mr giggles."

She remembered. My heart.

"Thank you."

I snatched Mr giggles and turned over. I heard her laugh and leave the room.

Soon my eyelids became heavy and I fell off to sleep.

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*>An: Smut warninggg<*

"You're so beautiful." she whispered as she kissed down my abdomen. My hands were tied to the bed, chest bare and I'm almost completely naked except for the thin underwear I had on.

Her incredible mouth trailed back up and captured one of my rock hard buds.

"Jessy." I moaned out, feeling her soft lips coming towards my own lips.

I kissed back and it felt so real. Too real.

And thats because it was. I opened my eyes to see it was. There stood my girlfriend looking all sexy in an apron.

"How was the nap baby? Sounds like you enjoyed it." she smirked down at me and I blushed in embarrassment.

"Well don't just lay there baby. I made an amazing chicken alfredo and set up. So get this cute ass up and down in 5 okay?"

I nodded and pecked her lips before she left me upstairs. I put on pants and walked down. The house smelt absolutely incredible.

"This smells incredible my love."

I waked into the dining room and saw the table set already, so I took a seat and waited for Jessy.

"Hmm thank you my love." I thanked her as she set my bowl in front of me full of pasta. I poured us each a glass of coke.

"I want you to meet my best friend. From the restaurant."

"Well call her over my love. I'd love to meet her."

"This is really good baby." I said as I took another bite, absolutely delighted at the taste.

"Yea? Thank you."

"Can we go out on a date later?"

"Of course. It's only 2. We have the whole afternoon and night."

"Okay. Can we go bowling with Ann?"

"Of course. Finish your food and go call her yea?" she said gently as she kissed my hand that was laying on the table.

So that's what I did. I ate my food and went to get my phone.

"YOU FUCKING BITCH. YOU GET A GIRLFRIEND AND THEN JUST FORGET ABOUT YOUR BEST FRIEND! I'M GOING TO MURDER YOU WHEN I SEE YOU."

I laughed and asked her if she was done.

"Well you asshole I was calling you to invite you bowling with my girlfriend. I want you two to get to know each a little."

"Okay what time bitch?"

"What time is your shift over?" I asked knowing she's working today.

"In an hour. Look I gotta go."

She hung up and I walked into the kitchen to see Jessy finishing up the dishes.

I walked behind her and hugged her.

"Hi beautiful."

"Did you call Ann babe?"

"Hmm. We can pick her up in an hour."

"Go get ready my love. And uh feel free to wear anything from my side of the closet." she likes it when I wear her clothes and I love seeing her in mine.

"Okay babe.."

I walked up and decided on jeans and a t-shirt with my vans and some necklaces.

"Hmm you look hot. Come here." Jess stood in the doorway.

"Are you wearing that?" I gestured to her jeans and t-shirt.

She nodded and I shook my head, escaping her embrace and going to get one of my t-shirts.

"Here." I handed her the shirt and turned around. We still don't change in front of each other.

"You can look."

I turned around and she stood there looking so beautiful. God she always looks so beautiful.

"You're so beautiful Jessy." I walked to her and cupped her cheek and she leaned into my touch.

"Thank you. Ready to go?"

I nodded and laced my hand with hers.

"Perfect fit. Like we were made for each other."

"I couldn't agree more baby. You're my forever person."

"As you are mine."

"Pick a car my love."

"Uhhhhh BMW."

She tossed me the keys and opened the driver's side for me.

"Go ahead and drive." I tried handing the keys back but she wasn't having it.

"Nooooo." I whined out, pouting.

"Baby you know the way to restaurant and I want to get to know Ann and driver needs to pay attention. I can't get to know one of the most important people in my girlfriend's life if I'm driving now can I my love?"

No one has ever willingly gone to Ann to talk to her because she's important to me.

I gave up arguing about who drives and instead leaned up and kissed her. A short but sweet and passionate kiss. It took her a second but she kissed back briefly.

"I love you."

"I love you baby."

We got in the car and I started the drive to the restaurant to pick up Ann.