Chapter: Two

Chapter two guys! ENJOY!

~Sebastian~

I went home a few minutes after Dominique left, telling Porsha that I felt ill, but for sure she knows I was lying, however decided not to ask any further.

I went home and all the lights were out, since it's only six in the evening; mum and dad probably won't get home until late tonight.

I picked up the spare key I left under the welcoming mat and unlocked the door, letting myself in.

"He's engaged..." I whispered to myself as I closed the door behind me and slid down it, holding my knees against my chest. "Why?!" I cried. "Why must he be someone elses?!" I yelled, tears streaming down my eyes.

I searched my pocket for my phone and unlocked it, going into my contract and pressing dial.

"Hello?" Seth answered after the third ring.

"Seth..." I murmured.

"Whats wrong Sebastian?! Are you crying?! What happened?" He questioned.

"He's...He's...engaged..." I cried, tears running down more.

"Sebastian..." Seth cooed. "I'll come over right away, I'll be there in about ten minutes!" He said. "Don't do anything irrational!" He demanded and all I could do was cry.

Seth hung up and I let my phone fall onto the ground, holding my knees to my chest again.

No one would understand how I feel right now...you wouldn't feel the pain I have unless you have experienced it. It feels like my stomachs in knots. My heart feels as if it's being fall apart from all directions.

The love I had cherished for the last three years have been taken away from me.

I must of been crying for ten minutes or so because the door bell began to ring. I pushed myself off the floor and opened the door, revealing Seth and Aaron.

"Oh Sebastian!" Seth soothed and wrapped his arms around me, making me clench onto the front of his shirt and let my tears stain it. "It's O.K. Everything will be fine." He soothed me as he held me tighter.

"Let's step inside first, it's cold out today." Aaron suggested and I nodded, pulling away from Seth. We stepped into the house once again and headed to the living room. "I'm guessing you haven't ate?" Aaron questioned.

"I don't feel like anything." I replied.

"Tough, I'll make you something light." Aaron said and went in the direction of the kitchen.

Seth guided me to the living room and sat me down next to him. My eyes felt puffy and my nose was runny, but I had no control. Every time I think about it, tears just come streaming down.

"When did you find out?" Seth asked me.

"About a hour ago." I replied. "Why Seth?...Why must this happen to me? Did I do something wrong in the past life that I'm being punished for?" I asked him and he had the most apologetic look on his face.

"You did nothing wrong Sebastian." He hugged me again and I just cried and cried. "I'm sure you'll find someone." He soothed and I just cried into his shoulder.

Then Aaron walked holding a tray and food that smell delicious. He placed it down on the coffee table and sat down next to Seth.

"I made you some chicken noodle soup, so better eat it all." He order and I smiled slightly.

"Thanks..." I smiled. Then Aaron wraps his arms around Seth's waist and Seth leans back against him. "I wish I had a relationship like you guys..." I smiled, rubbing my tears away.

"Of course you will! If you told the whole world you were, I'm sure they'll line up from here to China." Aaron tried to comfort me.

"Hahaha...thanks...but I don't think there's that much gay people in the world." I chuckled slightly.

"Who cares about that! Eat your food!" Seth ordered and I obeyed. I sat myself down onto the floor and pulled the bowl up towards me and began eating slowly.

"Have you thought of how you're going to do now?" Seth asked.

"I honestly don't know...I don't know what to do anymore..." I admitted. "I've loved him for so long and now..." I felt the tears swell up again.

"Hey, look at me and Seth, we loved each other for around the same amount of time before we even knew about each others feelings, you never know what might happened." Aaron pointed out.

"I guess you right..." I said and began to eat again. I told Seth and Aaron to go back to their dorms, but they refused and demanded to stay and watch me eat all of my food before willing to go. "Thank you for today." I smiled at the both of them before giving them a massive hug. "I have the best brother and future brother in law." I giggled, making then blush. I really hope they get engaged soon though, they're perfect for each other.

"Be careful O.K! If anything happens call me." Seth said before he got into his car.

"I will." I reassured him, he got into the car and left. I closed the door behind me and started to head upstairs, back to my bedroom. "Is this really it?" I asked myself as I flopped on top of the bed. "Is my love really over?"

~Dominique~

"baby, hey are you listening to me?" Shelby shook my hand slightly and I snapped out of my day dream. "Are you O.K?" She asked.

"Yeah...yeah...sorry what were you saying?" I asked her and she signed.

"I was saying when should we tell our parents? I'm sure they'll be thrilled!" She beamed.

"Whenever you want." I smiled. I proposed to Shelby about two days ago and now we're currently in a Italian restaurant for a little celebration.

As Shelby rambled on and on about something, our food came and we began to eat.

We still haven't told anyone about our engagement, well except for Sebastian about a hour ago.

I still remember what he said to me on graduation day about him having feelings for me, yet I gave him such a cold reply. I thought that it wouldn't be a big deal or anything since I don't have feelings for him, but I guess he changed after that.

Now every time he sees me or even walks past me, he would have his head down looking at the floor. So I thought that he must hate me and didn't want to look at me, which is fine.

But however, when Shelby told him about the engagement, I knew he forced out a fake smile and that was when I realized that he still has feelings for me. Even though he put on such a happy face before, his eyes were watery and he was biting his lip a bit.

It was confirmed that he still has feelings for me when I went into the kitchen to get my keys and I found him sniffling and crying a little.

I mean I don't have any feelings for him, but why do I feel unsteady. I should be having fun right now because I'm engaged to the perfect woman. So why do I feel guilty and why does my chest ache?

"Dom?" Shelby shook me again, snapping me out of my thoughts. "Are you O.K? You seem very strange today." She pointed out.

"It's nothing, I'm just thinking about something." I smiled and held her hand across the table. " You look beautiful today." I commented.

"hehe, thank you. You don't look so bad yourself." She winked, making me chuckle.

After the meal, we took a walk around town before strolling around in the park, holding hands.

"I'm so happy Dom." She smiled as she looked at her ring.

"Yeah, me too." I smiled.

"I love you." She confessed.

"I love you too." I repeated to her before leaning down and capturing her lips with mine. The kiss use to fill with sparks and shivers down my spine, but now...I don't feel anything. What the fuck's wrong with me?!

"Dominique!" Sebastian's call popped in my head suddenly. The way he used to call for me when we were in high school before graduation, his crystal blue eyes filled with sparkles and happiness, his smile from ear to ear and how he used to cheer for us in our soccer match.

Wait. What am I thinking?! Why am I thinking about him all of a sudden?!

"Shall we head home?" Shelby asked.

"Er? Oh...Yeah sure..." I replied quickly, shaking that thought out of my head.

We walked back to the parking lot and I held the door for her before getting in myself. I drove her back to her house, giving her a good night kiss before going back home myself.

By the time I went back home, it was around eleven at night. I opened the door and mum greeted me.

"Hey mum." I greeted. "Why aren't you sleeping yet?" I asked as I closed the door.

"Because a son of mine isn't in his." She crossed her arm.

"Mum...I'm nearly twenty one...I can look after myself." I sighed.

"I don't care! As long as you live under this roof, you're still my baby."

"Why didn't I stay in dorms like Aaron and Seth again?" I said sarcastically.

"Because I said no. How would I know if you're eating properly or not? How would I know if you were sleeping well or not?" She said, all worried. "I got worried enough when you went to college and stayed in the dorms! I do not want to go through that again!"

"Alright alright. I get it mum. I'll take a shower then bed." I went and gave her a hug before heading upstairs.

"Hey...Domi?" Porsha came out of her room, dressed in her pajamas.

"Yeah? Whats wrong?" I asked her.

"Do you know what's wrong with Sebastian? I mean did Seth or Aaron tell you anything?" She replied and my chest tighten. I know what's wrong, but I can't tell you...

"Er...no they didn't say anything. Is he O.K?"

"He's fine physically...I think, but today he looked like very down when he came over. Actually, I think he changed ever since we enrolled in uni." She explained.

"I see...I'm sure he'll be fine. He's a tough man." I smiled and ruffled her hair slightly. "Now stop worrying and get to sleep otherwise you're going to groan about your dark circles." I chuckled.

"Okay, thanks. Night." She smiled before heading back inside her room.

I went back to my room and stripped off my clothes before heading to my en suite and took a nice long shower, not thinking about anything.

For the next couple of days I didn't go to school because I was so busy with work, I had to fly over to England for a photo shoot before I came back to America.

I woke up at Nine as I usually do since I don't have a class until half ten. I took a shower and got dressed before doing my hair. I walked down to the kitchen and saw Porsha munching down on her fruit loops.

"How feminine..." I chuckled.

"Shut up! I'm going to be late!" She growled.

"I'll drive you, don't worry." I patted her on the head. I grabbed a apple and began to walk out to my white range rover. "Hurry up Porsha...." I said over my shoulder as I got outside.

"Coming!" I heard her yell. I got in the car and started the engine, Porsha got in the car and I drove us to school. I parked in the student parking lot and walked into the school with Porsha.

As we pushed through the double doors, there was a circle of people surrounding something, whistling and wooing.

As I made my way pass through the crowd, I saw someone a guy kissing someone, with his arm leaning on the locker above her head, hiding her face.

When the guy moved the arm, the persons face became revealed. It was not a 'her' but a 'him'. Someone was kissing Sebastian...I should be happy that he moved on, but why does my chest hurt. Why do I want to rip that guys head off? I'm happy that he moved on right?

Then why do I feel such pain?

I know...I'm horrible.....Please don't kill me!