Chapter 505

Sharing Beatrice A Luna To Her Stepbrothers By Alexis Dee Chapter 505 Chapter 495 Please Don’t T*ouch Me.

“She wrote it in a letter that she was upset you left because of her,” he added, watching my face with much anticipation to see my reaction.

The reminder of the letter made me dizzy.

“You wrote a letter, remember?” he then asked, because I have not spoken about it myself so far.

“Akin told me he read it,” I replied, not understanding why I wasn’t asking for more explanation of the letter.

But I was forced to stick to silence by something inside of me.

“Hm, well, Gwen thought she was responsible for you leaving because if she wasn’t here, you could have been easily–,” he paused, still staring at my face.

“I’m still looking for her because, at the end of the day, she is my baby’s mother. I wouldn’t ever want her to be out there without anyone by her side,” he instantly added, “But I wanted to talk to you about your letter,” he then questioned.

“Is it okay if I don’t talk about it? I was in my feelings at that time,” I just said it as if I had been told to say it.

He nodded, but the shine in his eyes told me he was happy that I didn’t instantly claim I didn’t write that thing. “I’m sorry that she left thinking like that. I wish she had stayed so that I could have spoken to her,” I murmured sadly.

Why was everything falling apart? Things were so different now that I was back. I was contemplating if I was even me anymore.

“By the way, she never named the baby. She wanted you to name her,” Helel immediately said it because the baby needed a name. She was too precious to not have a name.

“That is so sweet of her. Ugh! I feel so bad. I don’t know why I did that. Why did I leave the house?” I started opening up. I was not sure what had gotten into me.

Why was I so uncomfortable around Akin? I didn’t want to tell him that because it would upset him, but whenever he was around me, I felt miserable.“It’s alright. It happens. I heard people react this way before marriage,” Helel held my hand to calm me down, and I felt a weird wave of discomfort around him as well.

I obviously didn’t say anything to him either.

“Let’s name this cutie pie, then,” I was quick enough to change the subject before he noticed something was wrong with me.

“Sure, do you have anything in mind?” he asked me, blinking his eyes comfortably.

“Hmm, I remember having a conversation with Maddox once. He told me he would name his daughter Evelyn,” I sighed as tears started to itch in the corner of my eyes.

“Evelyn it’s then,” Helel didn’t spend a minute before quickly accepting the name.

“Is little Evelyn hungry?” He changed his tone to a childish one and grabbed her out of my hands. I never thought to see this side of Helel. It was beautiful.

“I’ll head out now. Feel free to ask for help, Helel. Don’t deprive yourself of relationships. They will all be good for you and for the baby,” I reminded him. Being lonely wouldn’t help him or Evelyn.

He needs family, and we’ve got them. He gave me a head nod, and then I left the room to find Akin sitting in the chair with a file in his hands.

“He spoke to you?” Based on the amount of time I spent in the room, Akin assumed he didn’t kick me out or ask me to leave.

“I named her Evelyn,” I stated, and I approached Akin, snatching the file out of his hands and dropping it on the table.

He watched me with widely opened eyes as I sat in his lap.

I just know he was upset with me for that letter. And I was forcing myself to say it, to say that I didn’t write it, but every time I opened my m*outh, my brain said I wrote it.

“Baby!” I cupped his face in my hands despite my urge to get away from him.

I don’t know why I was feeling this way, but that’s not how I truly feel. I love him.

“I love you,” I confessed, k*issing his forehead.He stayed silent and motionless for a minute before wrapping his arms around my back and pulling me over him.

“Just let me know whenever my love suffocates you. I will give you space without judging you. Just don’t up and leave like that again,” he placed his head on my chest as I ran my hand through his hair.

“I killed Flynn,” I announced, but the way he didn’t raise his head from my chest, I could tell he already knew.

“I know. That was a bada*ss move. He deserved to die. He had lost his path. We found their dead bodies in the cabin,” he added softly, making me realize I need to have a talk with Reign. I killed her only family.

“I will always talk to you first,” I smiled, still holding him close.

We spent the whole day taking care of things and also looking for Gwen. Just like they couldn’t trace me, they were unable to find Gwen. Which was odd because they had her blood, yet there were no traces of her.

We returned home tired. It was so bizarre because I believe everybody thought all this leaving of the mansion and letters was because Gwen and I might have a fight or an argument.

I wasn’t able to talk a lot about my disappearance except for my experience with Flynn. Other than that, I couldn’t speak a word, and I don’t remember anything.

Akin and I went to bed soon after we arrived. Helel had transferred the baby’s stuff to his old bedroom and had prepared a crib inside.

Whenever we were not looking for Gwen, we were fighting for Evelyn’s attention. She was so adorable that we would argue about who would hold her first.

I could tell she liked me the most. “Mumm! I missed k*issing you,” Akin came on top of me, and as soon as he pressed his l*ips against mine, we heard Evelyn crying like crazy from Helel’s room.