Chapter 73

"Oh?" Qiao Xi stood up and paced to the window, looking at the scenery outside the window with deep eyes. "Qiao Yu, I really don't know why you ignored me before, and no matter what difficulties you have.

Do you know the feeling of staying in the abyss? Everyone thinks I'm bad. They look down on me, bully me and abuse me. For a long time, even I think I'm bad, so that I feel as if I'm favored by God when others treat me well.

How many times have I stood on the balcony of the school, thinking, as long as I jump, as long as I die, those ugly words, those disgusting pranks will leave me?

Don't they all say that people will go to heaven when they die? Heaven must make people happy, but when I want to jump, I hesitate, because I suddenly remember that people may go to hell when they die.

Life on earth is so sad. How can I survive in hell? Will heaven accept me, such a bad person? "

Qiao Xi turned around and looked at Qiao Yu with guilt on his face. A smile of self mockery was raised at the corners of his mouth. "You said how low self-esteem a person should have, so that he would not dare to die because he was not accepted by heaven?"

What Qiao Xi said was the sincere thought of the owner of the body.

The original owner was actually taken back to Qiao's family when he was 15 years old. Before that, the original owner had been living in the countryside. The original owner's adoptive parents were not good to the original owner. The original owner had to help the family since he was five years old.

She has done farming, rice farming, cattle herding, sheep herding and pig feeding. Even the original owner sleeps in the pigsty most of the time.

Coupled with the abuse of the original owner's adoptive parents from time to time, the original owner's character is becoming more and more dull and less talkative.

Other children of the same age in the countryside have been bullying the original owner. Once, the original owner was almost humiliated by his adoptive father. Fortunately, the adoptive mother found out that the original owner could be hurt. Finally, the adoptive mother beat the original owner again.

This nightmare day finally ended when the original owner was 15 years old. The original owner was taken back to the Qiao family. The Qiao family were really good to the original owner. They also invited a tutor and went to high school.

But the original owner still can't change the fate of being bullied. The Qiao family who is very kind to her has never asked the original owner about his situation in school. In this way, the original owner lived in such a muddle headed way. Countless times he wanted to die were finally suppressed by the original owner.

In fact, such a life is not much better than Qiao Xi. Qiao Xi was just reborn into this body. After receiving the memory of the original owner, she was also surprised at such a tragic experience.

But Qiao Xi wondered more about what role the Qiao family played in the loss of the original owner as a child, his later recovery and everything he suffered now?

Is there any involvement of Baron Koo?

"I... I'm sorry..." Qiao Yu lowered his head and couldn't suppress his guilt.

He only knew that Qiao Xi had been bullied in school, but he never knew that Qiao Xi had the idea of dying.

As Qiao Xi said, their brother and sister's feelings have always been very weak. When he was young, he only met Qiao Xi in the two months when Qiao Xi was just born. At that time, he only thought that his little sister was very cute.

After seeing Qiao Xi, it was three years ago. In these three years, Qiao Xi was cowardly and speechless. He kept away from him every time he saw him, so he never had any communication with Qiao Xi.

But this is his sister after all. How can he do nothing? He just... Can't do anything, not only him, but also everyone in the Qiao family