Silent Vows (Bonds of Betrayal): Chapter 2
Silent Vows: A Dark, Mafia Romance (Bonds of Betrayal)
The scotch burns going down, but I welcome the pain. Twenty-four hours since Giovanniâs death, and the weight of unspoken promises sits heavy on my shoulders like a burial shroud. From behind my mahogany desk, I stare at the Manhattan skyline through bulletproof glass, watching my city glitter like broken glass in the darkness.
The crystal tumbler in my hand is my third of the nightâor maybe my fourth. Iâve lost count, though I never lose control.
Control. Itâs what separates men like me from common thugs. Itâs whatâs kept me alive for fifteen years as the head of this business, whatâs built the DeLuca empire into what it is today. But watching my best friend die in that hospital bed, seeing the light fade from his eyes while I could do nothing ⦠well, some things you canât control.
The ice in my glass clinks as my hand tightens. I shouldnât have let him go alone to that meeting. I knew something was wrongâthe way he insisted on meeting the fucking Calabreses without backup, how heâd been making arrangements these past few weeks. Like he knew what was coming.
âAnother report, Boss.â Antonio materializes from the shadows of my office, silent as always. My most trusted captain places a manila folder on the desk, his lined face grim. âSurveillance footage confirms it was the Calabrese family.â
My jaw clenches until I taste copper. Iâd warned Gio about this three fucking weeks ago, laid out the intelligence showing the Calabreses were making moves. But heâd been stubborn, convinced he could handle them alone. âIâve dealt with their kind before,â heâd said, waving away my concerns.
Now heâs dead, and his daughter â¦
Christ. Isabella.
The image of her in the hospital haunts meâall wild dark hair and devastated hazel eyes, looking so much like her mother had twenty-plus years ago, before Cher turned into the society-obsessed harpy she is now.
But where Cherâs beauty was always calculated, Isabellaâs hits like a punch to the gut. Raw. Real. Dangerous in a way she doesnât even understand.
âWhatâs our exposure?â My voice is granite, betraying none of the turmoil beneath. A lifetime of practice makes it easy to hide the way my hands want to shake, the way grief and rage war in my chest.
âTheyâre making moves on all the Russo territory. Without Giovanni â¦â Antonio hesitates, choosing his words carefully. âCarmineâs already fielding offers for alliances. Some families think the Russos are vulnerable now.â
âThey are.â I stand, walking to the window. My reflection stares back at meâat thirty-eight, Iâm in my prime, silver threading through my dark hair at the temples only adding to my authority. The same authority that had failed to save my best friend. âAnd Isabellaâs safety?â
The slight shift in Antonioâs stance tells me everything before he opens his mouth. âThereâs been chatter.â He clears his throat. âJohnny Calabrese ⦠heâs been asking questions about her. Some say he plans to force a marriage, secure the Russo assets that way.â
The crystal tumbler shatters in my grip, shards embedding in my palm. Blood drips onto my imported carpet, but I barely feel it. The rage Iâve been suppressing all day roars to life at the thought of Johnny Calabrese anywhere near Isabella. The man is a sadist, known for breaking his toysâtwo dead wives in five years, both ruled âaccidents.â
A marriage to him would be Isabellaâs death sentence.
My phone buzzes. A text from Carmine.
We need to discuss Isabellaâs future. The vultures are circling.
Blood trickles down my wrist as my hand clenches. The last conversation I had with Gio plays in my mind like a film I canât stop watching. Weâd been sharing cigars on the terrace of the DeLuca compound just days agoâthe kind of quiet moment rare in our violent world. The sweet notes of aged Cuban tobacco had mingled with the autumn air, our glasses of thirty-year-old Macallan catching the setting sun.
Gio had seemed ⦠calm. Like a man whoâd made his peace with what was coming.
âIf anything happens to me, Matteo,â heâd said, staring into the gathering darkness, âprotect her. Isabella ⦠sheâs everything good I ever did in this life. Donât let our world destroy that.â
âYou know I will,â Iâd promised, not knowing how soon Iâd have to make good on those words.
Not knowing how much that promise would cost us both.
Antonio clears his throat, drawing me back to the present. He gestures to my bleeding hand, but I wave him off. Physical pain is easier to deal with than the weight of failure crushing my chest.
A soft knock interrupts my dark thoughts. âMr. DeLuca?â My assistant peers in, her professional mask slipping slightly at the sight of the blood. âThe funeral home is ready for you to review the arrangements. And ⦠Miss Russo is here.â
My head snaps up. âIsabella?â Her name tastes different on my tongue nowâheavier, more significant. âSend her in.â
I quickly wrap a handkerchief around my bleeding hand, straightening my tie as the door opens. The moment Isabella steps in, the air changes. My carefully constructed world of dark woods, leather, and power shifts on its axis.
The fluorescent lights from the hallway illuminate her for a moment in the doorway, and Christ help me, she takes my breath away.
Sheâs traded her paint-splattered clothes for a simple black dress that makes her pale skin glow like porcelain in the dim light of my office. Her dark hair falls in waves past her shouldersâso like Gioâs in color but with her motherâs wild curl. Everything about her is a study in contradictions: the artistic soul subdued by mourning, the girl becoming a woman before my eyes, the innocence wrapped in unconscious sensuality that makes my blood burn with shame.
Iâve watched her grow up, keeping my distance, protecting her from our world without letting her know she needed protection. But somehow that little girl with scraped knees and paint-stained fingers has become this woman who makes my heart race like Iâm some goddamn teenager instead of the most feared man in New York.
She looks lost in my massive office, like a dove thatâs wandered into a hawkâs nest. The space around her is all dark wood and leather, weapons disguised as decoration, power masquerading as taste.
Thereâs only one photo in the roomâa group shot of the DeLuca men. My father, Giuseppe DeLuca stands central, imperious, one hand on my shoulder. God, I couldnât have been more than fourteen there. I keep the frame turned slightly away from my desk, but I notice her artistâs eye cataloging it along with everything else.
I wonder what she seesâthe calculating display of wealth and influence, or the emptiness beneath it all? Does she notice how my fatherâs hand on my shoulder looks less like pride and more like possession?
Thereâs steel in her spine as she meets my gaze, and for a moment, I see Gio in the set of her jaw, the quiet strength she probably doesnât even know she possesses. It makes my chest ache with something dangerously close to tenderness. Her hazel eyes, though red-rimmed from crying, still flash with that inner fire that draws me like a moth to flame.
âMr. DeLuca,â she says formally, my body betraying me as she moves closerâheart pounding, muscles tensing like Iâm bracing for a fight. But the only battle here is with myself.
She perches on the edge of one of my leather chairs, her posture perfect thanks to years of her motherâs training. The dress rides up slightly, and she tugs it down revealing a small artistâs callus on her thumb where she holds her brushes. Such a delicate thing, that small imperfection.
Such a dangerous thing, how much I notice it.
âMy mother said youâre handling the funeral arrangements.â Her voice is husky from crying, and it does things to me that will surely damn my soul. Gio would kill me if he could see inside my head right now.
âYour father would have wantedââ I begin, but she cuts me off.
âMy father would have wanted to see me graduate in the spring.â Her voice cracks slightly, and the sound hits me harder than any bullet ever has. âHe would have wanted to walk me down the aisle someday. He would have wanted to grow old and spoil his grandchildren. But what he wanted doesnât matter anymore, does it?â
The accusation in her tone is a blade between my ribs. Sheâs rightâI failed to protect her father. My best friend died because I wasnât fast enough, wasnât smart enough, didnât see the betrayal coming until it was too late.
But I wonât fail to protect her. Even if it means making her hate me.
Looking at her now, I see flashes of the past like photographs: her sixth birthday party, where she showed everyone her first ârealâ painting; her high school graduation, where I watched from the back row because Giovanni thought my presence would draw too much attention; last monthâs art show that I attended in secret, proud of her talent even as I worried about her vulnerability in our world.
The sun has fully set now, casting my office in shadows. A strand of her hair falls across her face, and my hands itch to brush it back. Instead, I clench my fist, letting the pain from the glass cuts ground me. Iâm almost twice her age. Her fatherâs best friend.
The man about to destroy her carefully constructed world of art and innocence.
My phone buzzes again. Another message from Carmine.
Johnny Calabrese is making his move tonight. Timeâs up.
The rage that fills me at the thought of Johnny touching her surprises even me with its intensity. Iâve killed men for less than the thoughts I know heâs having about her. The protectiveness I feel goes far beyond my promise to Gio, and thatâs another sin to add to my growing list.
Sheâs almost half my age. My best friendâs daughter. The one pure thing in our corrupt world.
I look at Isabella, really look at her. So young and fierce and unknowing of the dangers closing in around her. Paint still stains her fingersâmidnight blue, like the bruises that will mark her skin if Johnny gets his hands on her. She has no idea what men like him do to beautiful things, no concept of the violence waiting to swallow her whole.
But God help me, I canât stop my treacherous mind from noticing how sheâs changed. The slight tattoo peeking out from her shoulderâwhen did she get that? The way she tucks her hair behind her ear when sheâs nervous, exposing the graceful line of her neck. The shadow of her lashes against her cheeks when she looks down, trying to hide her tears.
Iâve spent years protecting her from afar, making sure she never knew how many threats I eliminated before they got near her. Like her father, I wanted to preserve her innocence, her ability to create beauty in a world full of ugliness.
She shifts in her seat, and a hint of jasmine reaches meâher signature scent, the one sheâs worn since she was eighteen. I remember when she first started wearing it, how it softened her edges and highlighted her transition from girl to woman. How it made me start seeing her differently, much as I tried not to.
In that moment, I make my decision. I think of my promise to Gio, of Johnny Calabreseâs sadistic reputation, of the vultures circling the Russo empire.
Iâm about to change everything for her. About to drag her from her world of light and color into my shadows. The thought makes me sick, but not as sick as the alternative.
Isabella might hate me for what Iâm about to do, but sheâll be alive to hate me.
Better she hate me than end up another one of Johnnyâs broken women.
âSit down, Isabella,â I say softly, my tone making it clear itâs not a request as I sit down at my desk. âThereâs something we need to discuss about your fatherâs last wishes.â
The sun has fully set now, casting my office in shadows. In the darkness, I can almost pretend I donât see the fear that flickers across her face, the way her hands tremble slightly as she takes the seat across from me. Iâve spent years protecting her from our world, just as Gio wanted. But now, to keep her safe, Iâll have to drag her right into the heart of it.
God forgive me for what Iâm about to do.