Silent Vows (Bonds of Betrayal): EPILOGUE
Silent Vows: A Dark, Mafia Romance (Bonds of Betrayal)
One month after Marioâs exile, I stand in my studio examining my latest pieceâa triptych commissioned by the Families as a show of support for Matteoâs leadership. Early morning light streams through the floor-to-ceiling windows, catching on still-wet oils and making the gold leaf glimmer like fire. Three panels depicting power, protection, and family, rendered in my signature style but with new depth. The shadows are darker now, the lights brighterâevery brushstroke reflecting the complexity of the world Iâve chosen.
In the first panel, a don stands before his empire, face turned away but power radiating from every line. Matteoâs stance, though Iâve obscured his features. The second shows a mother shielding her child, the gesture both protective and fierce. The third, and most complex, depicts a family emerging from darkness into light. Three figures that could be usâfather, mother, daughterâbut could also represent any family choosing love over blood.
My hand drifts to my slight baby bump as I study the work. At ten weeks, itâs barely visible to others, but I feel the changes in how I move, how I see, how I create. Every piece I paint now carries the weight of legacy.
âItâs not like your thesis work at all.â
I turn to find Elena studying the paintings, dressed impeccably in a Chanel suit. Thereâs something different about herânot just the designer clothes or the perfect makeup, but a new edge to her presence. A hardness that wasnât there before Mario.
Her heels click against the hardwood as she moves closer, each step precise and measured. Sheâs thrown herself into work since that night, taking on even more responsibility within the Family structure. Getting deeper into the life she once helped me try to escape.
But now I wonder if sheâs getting deeper into it for the wrong reasons.
âEverythingâs different now,â I respond, watching how the morning light plays across the still-wet paint. I watch how she studies the central figure. Her gaze lingers too long on the shadows Iâve painted around him, like sheâs searching for something. Or someone.
The slight swell of my stomach beneath my paint-stained smock reminds me just how much has changed in such a short time. âWeâre different.â
âAre we?â Elena moves closer, her perfectly manicured finger tracing the air near the panel. Her designer perfumeâClive Christian this time, replacing her usual Chanelâmingles with the scent of oils and turpentine. Thereâs something almost accusatory in her tone when she adds, âOr are we just finally becoming who we were always meant to be? Who weâre allowed to be?â
The slight emphasis on âallowedâ makes my skin prickle. As does the way sheâs been studying my paintingsânot with her usual appreciation for art, but with calculation. Like sheâs looking for hidden meanings. Messages.
The question holds weight beyond the obvious. I study my best friendâs face, remembering how she looked watching Mario leave. That dangerous pull toward power that seems to run in DeLuca blood. âAnd who are you meant to be, E?â
âI donât know yet.â Elenaâs smile doesnât quite reach her eyes, though her lipstick is perfect MAC Russian Red. The same shade she wore at my wedding, now stained with new meaning. âBut Iâm tired of being the scared little event planner everyone underestimates.â
âBeing underestimated can be useful.â I set down my brush, the silver ring Matteo gave me catching the light. Not Sophiaâs emeraldsânever thoseâbut something new, something ours. âItâs how I got close enough to shoot Mario.â
âAbout that â¦â Elena hesitates, her fingers playing with her Cartier braceletâa nervous tell Iâve known since college. âPeople are talking. About why you didnât kill him.â
âLet them talk.â I turn back to my painting, adding another layer of shadow to the central figure. Every brushstroke feels weighted with meaning now.
âThey say it was weakness. Mercy where there should have been justice.â Elenaâs voice carries an edge Iâve never heard beforeâsomething almost like disappointment.
âNo.â Matteoâs voice carries from the doorway, making us both turn. He stands there like something from a Renaissance painting, power and danger wrapped in an expertly tailored Tom Ford suit. Biancaâs at his side, looking more like him than ever in her dark blazer and confident stance. âThey say it was strength. The kind of strength our world rarely sees.â
He moves to me with that lethal grace that still makes my heart skip, his hand automatically finding my stomach. The warmth of his palm through my smock grounds me, reminds me what weâre fighting for. What weâve built from broken pieces and careful choices.
âThe Families have accepted your leadership completely,â Elena reports, all business now though her eyes linger on my paintings. âThe show of mercy, followed by absolute control of Marioâs territory ⦠it sent the right message.â
âAnd what message is that?â Bianca asks, studying Elena with those steel-blue eyes that mirror her fatherâs. Sheâs positioned herself slightly between Elena and usâprotective even now, even here.
âThat the DeLuca family is stronger than blood. That choice and loyalty matter more than genetics or tradition.â Elenaâs voice carries something like longing that makes my stomach clench. âThat love doesnât make you weak.â
The words hang in the air between us, heavy with implication. We all hear what sheâs not sayingâhow closely sheâs been following Marioâs movements in Boston, how many questions sheâs asked about his exile. How hunger for power can disguise itself as love.
âSpeaking of messages,â Bianca interjects, moving to examine the central panel. Morning light catches her profile, highlighting how much she looks like Matteo when sheâs analyzing a threat. âAnthony Calabrese has been asking about you.â
Elenaâs expression shutters faster than a camera flash. âHeâs not my type.â
âNo,â I say quietly. âHeâs not dangerous enough, is he?â
Her sharp look confirms everything. Matteoâs hand tightens on my waistâhe sees it too. The fascination brewing, the potential for history to repeat itself in the worst possible way. The same pattern of beauty drawn to danger, of power masquerading as love.
âThe Families are gathering tonight,â he says, changing the subject though tension still ripples beneath his controlled tone. âTime to present your work, piccola.â
âTime to show them the new face of our world,â Bianca adds with pride, but her eyes never leave Elena. Biancaâs seen too much, lost too much, to trust easily anymore.
I look at my paintingsâat the family Iâve depicted emerging from darkness into light. At the strength Iâve captured in every brushstroke, every layer of meaning. âNot new,â I correct, understanding settling into my bones. âJust finally seen clearly.â
As we prepare to leave, Elena holds me back for a moment. Something in her expression sets off warning bellsâthat same look she had when watching Mario leave. âThey say Mario asks about you. About the baby.â
My blood turns cold at her casual mention of him. At the implication that sheâs hearing things she shouldnât be hearing. âAnd how would you know what Mario says?â My voice carries an edge that makes her flinch slightly.
Elenaâs perfect composure slips for just a secondâlong enough for me to catch a flash of defiance. Of resentment. âPeople talk, B. Especially when Matteo gives orders like he did that night.â
The reference to how Matteo dismissed her makes my spine stiffen. This is my husband sheâs criticizingâthe father of my child, the man whoâs protected us all. âHe was right to say what he said. Mario is dangerous, E. More dangerous than Johnny ever was.â
âOf course,â she says smoothly, but something in her tone suggests she doesnât agree. That perhaps she sees Matteo as the dangerous one. âFamily first, right? Isnât that what weâre all supposed to believe?â
âNo.â I step back, creating distance between us for the first time in our friendship. âLove first. Truth first. Loyalty first.â Not betrayal, I think but donât say. Not secrets and whispered conversations about Mario.
We join Matteo and Bianca and prepare to face the Families, show our unity. My hand finds my husbandâs. Heâs right to be wary of Elenaâs fascination. Right to protect us from Marioâs influence.
My hand drifts to where our child grows. Still too small to make its presence known, but already changing everything. Already teaching me what really matters.
Family. Choice. Love.
Everything else is just details.