Chapter 28

(Her)

*** violent scene at the end***

“I don’t want to see you! I’m too pissed with your human.” I tell Ezra’s wolf making him cry. Damn! He’s going to make me feel bad.

"I’m so sorry for the way we’ve reacted. I know it’s not an excuse but you took us out off guard. You’re more beautiful than the moon Goddess herself!" He tells me, linking my hand.

“As if! That’s a good one! You really want me to believe that!” I scoff.

"I’m not lying, Lana! We both were struck by your beauty. We even ordered the other ones to look down. I could have killed Logan for whistling at you. The good thing is his mate will do that for us."

“What mate? He didn’t meet her yet?” I ask, curious.

"He just did! Angelika? No... Angelina? She is Lina’s sister. And she was quite pissed when she heard him said you were fucking hot. I was too."

I laugh caressing his head: “Wait until he meets his father in law, our King!”

"Yeah, I wish to be here. He almost peed on himself earlier so imagine when he will meet him!" He replies.

“I know what you’re doing! You’re changing the subject to make me forget how upset I’m against you!”

"Is it working? Because I miss you and I hate when you’re upset against me."

“Technically, I’m more upset against your human than you.”

"I know and believe me he’s as sorry as I’m." He whispers.

As upset I’m, I’m also missing him. So I sigh and sit, soon his head is resting on my laps and I’m caressing his head.

"I’m sorry we reacted so badly. we just don’t want to share with anyone. I should be the only one to see your real appearance." He adds after a few minutes of silence.

“Hey, you’re the one who broke the spell in the first place.” I protest.

"How do you know it’s me?"

“Because you’re the only one who could. And I felt it was you.”

"How did I do it then?"

“I... hm... I’m not sure.“I shrug.

"Then how can you be sure that it will not happen again?"

“I drunk an awful potion to avoid for that mistake to happen again.”

"Will you one day tell me how I broke it?" He asks knowing I was lying earlier.

“One day... Maybe.” I smile at him.

"At least, I was able to see the real you!"

“I don’t think it’s a good thing when I see how you’ve reacted.”

"Only I should see you like that!” He defenses himself.

“You should let Ezra rejects me. It will be better for both of us. I will never be the mate you need and the Luna he’s expecting.”

"We will not reject you, Lana! So stop talking nonsense! Every time we meet you have to talk about that! Can we just enjoy our time together for once!" He tells me annoyed.

" I just want the best for you. You deserve the best and I’m not that. I just want you to be happy.”

"I will only be happy with you. I will fight for you."

“Even against your human. This is not healthy.”

"We are not fighting Lana!"

“I don’t believe you. How could Ezra want me?”

“If you want to reject us, do it! But we will not!”

“I don’t want to reject you!”

"Are you sure? Because you’re the only one speaking about it. I will not do it for you to feel better! For you To be the victim here."

“Is it what you really think? That I want to be the victim?” I ask him upset.

"Lana..." He whispers.

“You know what? I’m tired. I’m going to sleep! Night!” I tell him running toward the packhouse. Thank goddess, he’s not following me.

“Sweetie, do you remember that we have a really special guest today?” Daddy says in a sweet voice, sweeter than usual.

I nod.

“Well, he just arrived and was impatient to meet you. This is my friend Will, he’s an Alpha like daddy.”

I nod again and say: “Nice to meet you, Alpha Will.”

“Nice to meet you too Sarah.” Alpha Will says smiling but it’s a creepy smile. He’s scaring me and Sarah is not my name. He is looking at me with a weird expression on his face.

“My, my, my... She is even more beautiful than I was expecting!” He says to daddy.

“Perfect, I let you both get to know each other. Behave, Sweetie, I'm expecting you to do what he's asking you to, understand?" Daddy says looking at me.

"Yes, daddy." I reply looking at him leaving the room when I don't want to stay alone with this Alpha Will.

"Do you know who I'm and why I can see you today?" Alpha Will asking.

I shook my head. He walks to my bed and sits on it.

"Come sit with me, Sarah." He says with authority, taping my bed next to him.

"Sarah is not my name, Alpha."

"Call me daddy, baby girl. It's your second name, I know I'm the one who chose it." He replies.

"Come sit now!" He orders me and so I go sitting on his side.

"You see, I lost my mate just after we’ve discovered we were mates. Sarah was perfect and she would have been a great Luna. We’re childhood friends. I know I will never find a mate and a luna like her. I mean you will never be her of course but you see your parents and I have a deal. They promised me a new mate with your mother's abilities and your father's strong blood line to give me strong heirs." He says caressing my head and freaking me out.

"But I have a mate and it's not you." I tell him.

"You were created for me Sarah and only me!" He replies with a sinister smile.

As I'm feeling scared, I step back and create a shield around me.

"Turn that shield down Sarah or you will regret it." He tells me, not smiling anymore.

I shook my head.

"I see... I have to train you. When I will tell your father you've disobeyed me, he will punish you too!"

I retreat more until my back touches the wall. He walks toward me and passes through my shield.

"Your mother has immune me against your magic. You will never be able to use it against me. You will just be my doll, and you will only do what I'm asking you to. Is that clear, baby girl?" He says in a cold voice.

I'm shaking in fear: " No. And my mate will save me."

He laughs evilly: " You watched too many princess' movies. Believe me, once I will be done with you, your mate will never want you. You will be too damaged even for him. And I have to say I was hoping you will fight me. I like it rough and you just gave me the reason I needed."

He jumps at me and turns me against the wall, he keeps my hands on my back with one of his hand. And his front on my back. In one movement, he rips my dress and with his free hand, he turns my head to have access to my neck on the left side. Then he bites me there making me scream. This so painful, I try to send it away as mommy taught me but it's not working. My neck is burning, my body is burning. He lets go of my hands, his teeth still in me and they are on fire too. He rips my panties and I try to fight him when suddenly we realize that my room is on fire. He runs away while I fall on the floor, still burning in pain.

I wake up sweating and breathing fast. I hate that! I know it's just a nightmare but it still feels as real as when It happened.