Chapter 3
My hidden mate
(Him)
I know even if I donât see her that she is rolling her eyes to me. My wolf and I can feel it! How dares she! I never did anything to her. I have never bullied anyone and Iâm nice to everybody. I know she despairs me because of my status but this is so unfair! She makes me feel like Iâm the Big bad Alpha.
âWe are the Big bad Alpha!â My wolf jokes.
âI know but this is so annoying!â I tell him and I can feel him agreeing.
âMaybe her previous Alpha was evil and now she is scared of Alpha.â He says
âMaybe but I proofed thousands of times that I will be a fair Alpha like our father.â
âHi.â She just says and my heart starts to beat wildly. Why does she have this effect on me? I donât understand.
âHey!â I reply acknowledging her with a nod.
âWhere is your sister? She was just on my side a few seconds ago?â I ask Logan surprise to no see Mari anymore.
âNo idea, she just disappears.â He shrugs.
"She is acting weird. We need to find what is up with her." I tell him through our mindlink.
"I know. We will find whatâs going on with her." He replies.
âSo... We were thinking that we can eat together and spending the evening together. Like that, we could catch up.â Logan says to Asher.
âItâs a good idea!â Lana replies smiling and touching Asherâs arm.
âWe were not speaking to you!â I say defensively.
âI know that! You donât have to be an ass!â She replies sighing.
She looks at Asher and tells him: â Iâm going to wait for you at the car.â
âWelcome back and bye.â she says only looking at Logan and she leaves us.
âWhatâs your problem?â Ashers asks me clearly annoyed.
âI didnât do anything wrong. She is the one ignoring me.â
âMaybe if youâre nicer she wouldnât!â
âIâm her future Alpha, she needs to respect me!â I reply.
âCalm down! If we want to get closer to him you need to calm. And you were really rude dude!â I heard Loganâs voice in my head.
He is right. I sigh: â Sorry, itâs my first day back and between our first days and everybody looking at us, Iâm tensed.â
He smiles and says:â Dude, youâre the future Alpha. All your life, people will be looking at you. So better to get used to it.â
I smile at his joke, itâs nice to see our Asher is still the same.
âI should go, Lana is waiting for me. At what time do you want me to come tonight?â He adds.
âAround 7:00. We will order pizzas.â Logan replies.
âGood! This should be fun. See you later.â He says before leaving.
Asher arrived at 7:00 sharp and even if it was weird at the beginning as we didnât know what to say to each other. The more the evening is going the more, the discussion is flowing easily. Itâs nice to spend time together. I missed it. Even before Logan and I went for our training camp, we were spending less and less time together, Asher was always away with his danceâs competitions.
âSo, second years in law. Why did you choose that?â Logan asks Asher.
âWell, I like laws and as I knew you will never study it, it was the best choice. I mean as the future leads of the pack, if one of us knows the laws, itâs an asset. And itâs really interesting. â
âI donât know how you could like it. Laws are so complicating and changing all the time.â I comment.
If you may ask Logan and I are studying for a degree in Business development and marketing. We will take control of the companies owned by the pack at the same time we will become Alpha and Beta. The future Gamma is freer to chose what he will study as he will spend a lot of time with his Luna but until I find her we donât know what role she would like to take. One of our allies, the luna is also a doctor and the Gamma is working in the hospital with her.
My mom loves kids and she used to work in the daycare when she met my father. Sage, Asherâs father, and my motherâs Gamma, had studied business with my dad and Leo, Loganâs father. They were really close and he was scared to have to work in the daycare as he didnât imagine himself working with kids. He was so relieved when my mom realized she loved leading and became the co-leader of the pack with my father. They are joking a lot about that. They are all still close and I hope I will have that too. I donât know what my Luna will be. I want her to be happy and to follow what she wants to do, leading with me, becoming a doctor, or a ...
âProfessional dancer...â my wolf comments.
âWhat?!â I ask him but he just ignores me.
Anyway, what I like about Asher is chose to study law to be an asset for the pack. He is always thinking about whatâs best for the people he loves. The only thing I still donât understand is why he gave up football for dance.
âThat cool to think for the pack, bro. I just have a question why dance? I mean you were good a football. Was it just to impress that chick, Lana?â Logan asks him as if he is reading my mind.
âNo. I just wanted to try something else.â He shrugs.
âWell that kind of kill your sex appeal, bro.â I tease him.
He laughs:â You would be surprised by how many things dance have taught me about my âsex appealâ. Trust me on that.â
âI donât see how?â Logan comments skeptical.
He just laughs and shakes his head.
âSo... You and Lana? Are you a thing?â Logan asks him to change the subject.
âShe is my best friend, I mean my girl best friend as you are my guys best friends.â He replies.
âSo he is not your mate? Because from the outside youâre acting like a couple, like mates even.â Logan says and Iâm rolling my eyes. This is so annoying!
âDo you have a problem with Lana?â Asher asks me.
âNo!â I puff.
âAre you sure because every time we say her name youâre rolling your eyes and every time you see her you are acting like an ass.â He adds.
âShe is the one who has a problem with me. She doesnât like me, while I did nothing wrong!â I defend myself.
âShe is scared of Alphas itâs true but the way you act is not helping.â
âAnd what about your mate? Will she be okay with you be that close with another female?â I ask him. I can see him flinch at the word mate. Looks like it a touchy subject for him too.
âA mate is made for you so she will accept that.â He replies clenching his jaws.
âDonât be so sure.â He says and he looks away.
âWhat about your mates?â He asks us.
âI can wait to meet her!â Logan says smiling.
I sigh: âMine doesnât want me to find her.â
âHow so?â He asks.
âIâve smelt her twice when we came back for holidays but I lost her tracks each time. Her smell just disappeared. I think she is hiding from me. I would like to know why.â
âMates are such bullshit. I would dream for you to be my mate, while Iâm pitying your.â Mari says from the door. She looks at me in the first part of the sentence then Asher. I can see hurt passes thought his eyes.
âI should go, itâs late. It was nice guys. See you soon.â He says. Longing for her to look at him before leaving.
âWhatâs wrong with you?â Logan asks her.
âWhat itâs only the truth. I would not like to always be the second before Lana then before my luna.â
âYou know what Ezra? We should be a couple. Maybe like that, your mate will know you have been through with her ignoring her. Itâs just payback.â She adds.
âAre you drunk or something?â I ask her.
âJust think about it. Nightâ She says before she leaves the room.
âSomething is really wrong with her.â Logan comments.
âI know!â I agree.